"I went to my brother and told him about it, and he agreed. But the brother and sister-in-law saw that Qianyan's mind never forgot to escape, she said that if she wanted to keep someone, she had to keep her heart first, but her heart was cold, and the only thing that could contain her heart was the child. As a woman, my brother and sister-in-law understand that no matter how ruthless a mother is, she will not leave her children behind. But she also knew that the fierce light smoke did not want to be close to me, and if she wanted to keep her, she had to make her my real woman, so that she would die and flee. ”

When Li Pian'er heard this, she raised her hand and hit him twice, guessing: "So, you forced her?" I can't see that you were a real bastard in your last life, and you can do such a thing, and if you put it aside in the future, you will go to jail. Did she cut you with a kitchen knife later? But I couldn't bear it when I started, so you were together? ”

Feng Yaojue did not deny Li Pian'er's guess, but he also did not admit it, just because in his opinion, Li Pian'er only guessed half right, he continued: "She has a strong and cold temperament, if I forcibly force her, I will not be able to." So I listened to my brother and sister-in-law's idea, and that night I knew that my brother and sister-in-law had drugged the ginseng soup she drank, but I didn't stop it. Who knows, she is far more determined than we imagined, even if she is in pain because of the drug, she still does not allow me to come close for half a minute, and she closes herself behind the door with death. That night, in order to keep her mind clear, through the carved wooden door, I saw with my own eyes that she slashed deeply into her arm with the dagger in her hand, until the flesh and blood were blurred at dawn and the effect of the medicine had dissipated. The knife slashed at her, but the blood was still in my heart. ”

"Don't you know how to stop it? You gave her the dagger back? Li Pian'er couldn't help but roll her eyes, but she also admired the woman.

"It was my momentary negligence to ignore her bracelet, which never left her wrist, which was actually a sharp dagger. She was leaning down with the carved door down, and I couldn't get in at all, let alone alarm the others. I think she must have hated me so much at the time, because she didn't say anything to me after that night.

That is the most regrettable thing I have ever done, originally she and I got along for more than ten days, she is no longer as cold as when I first met me, I asked her anything, she would answer, sometimes she would sit opposite me and read, I still remember, she especially loved "Chu Ci". But after that night, everything changed, and she became silent and sluggish, and she lost interest in everything with a kind of contempt.

I thought that if I hadn't used such despicable means, maybe the result would have been different, and I wonder if she would have looked at me squarely. Heaven seems to be fair, I did something like that to her in the last life, and the retribution in this life fell on me, so that I experienced the taste of being drugged once. It's just that my perseverance is not as good as hers, and I couldn't carry it after all, and in the end, it even affected you. Feng Yaojue said this, laughing at himself, how dramatic this was, but his heart was twitching.

Li Pian'er was in a fog when she heard the last sentence, and asked, "Why does this have anything to do with me?" Did she finally forgive you? ”

"The reason why you became my concubine is also because both of us were drugged at the time, so I said this, this is my punishment, but it should not be implicated in you." This is also one of the reasons why Feng Yaojue took care of Li Pian'er in every way and indulged her, which can be regarded as a kind of compensation for her.

"I see, but I don't blame you anymore. You haven't said she forgave you or not? Li Pian'er doesn't have a backache when she stands and talks, and this incident is not what she has experienced, of course she doesn't complain about Feng Yaojue.

Feng Yaojue moved, looked at the dark ahead, and said with regret and loss in her tone: "She still ran away after all, with a body injury. It was two days later, at night, after I was asleep, she slipped out of the yard and escaped with the help of the flowing water of the lotus pond. ”

"It's just hair, it's nothing. Did you find her later? "Of course, Li Pian'er can't feel the parents who are affected by the body.

"The whole house has been looking for her for five days, but nothing has been found, and she has become a lingering ink in my heart, shackling my thoughts and thoughts every day. Later, when I saw her again, it was almost two years later. At that time, I was completely cured, and I went with my brother to a neighboring country on errands, and met her at an inn. I was overjoyed and wanted to take her home, but there was an argument that alarmed the magnate. ”

"So what? Could it be that the powerful man wants to rob you? Then you definitely can't grab it, the powerful are generally bullies with a tiger's back. ”

"Only then did I know that she was Zhong Liyan, and Qianyan was just a fake name she told me."

Without waiting for Feng Yaojue to continue, Li Pian'er interjected: "Isn't it just a different name?" There were no substitutions. The name 'Light Smoke' is too dusty, a bit like a woman in a green house. She has the same surname as me, so I'm not convinced. ”

This changed his style, Yao Jue was puzzled: "When did you change your surname to 'Zhongli'?" ”

"I was wrong. Is there anyone with the surname 'Zhongli'? Li Pian'er is obviously mixing up the two surnames.

"Yes."

"I'm not going to interrupt, you go on."

When I heard this name, my whole heart fell to the bottom like a bolt from the blue, and I knew that I could no longer have a chance with her. Zhong Liyuan, although she was not born in the royal family, she was loved by the emperor at that time, and her favor even exceeded that of the nine princes at that time, and she married the sixth prince Yanlingzhan. She was fifteen years old when I met her, and the marriage was given not long before. ”

"Then you are hopeless, she is indifferent to you, I think eighty percent of her thinks you are humble, and the six princes, no matter how ugly they are, they are powerful and powerful, maybe they can still be the emperor, she has endless glory and wealth in her life. I've seen a lot of this kind of woman, vain. ”

Feng Yaojue suddenly said with some relief: "That's not the case, she was disdainful of Yanlingzhan, so much so that Yanlingzhan spent her whole life later, and she never got her a shallow smile." At first I thought she was ruthless, or that she was using all her emotions in a power struggle. This is just the appearance that Zhang Yan saw, in fact, in the conspiracy, Zhong Liyuan also disdains it.

"So, power attracts her more than men? From the moment you knew who she was, you gave up? ”

"Lovesickness to the bones is not something I want to forget, I can forget. Later, my mind changed, and since I couldn't have her, it was a comfort to be able to see her from time to time. So I managed to enter her house and became a doorman in the house, just to be able to stay by her side. ”

"Why do you want to be a doorman? You can go to the imperial examination, when you are prosperous, the right is in your hands, and she will not post it to you. ”

"I just want to see her more often than I want. Moreover, it was an era with the legacy of the pre-Qin period, and there was no imperial examination system. I thought it would be enough to just look at her silently behind her, even if she would never find me, but in the end my wish was in vain. ”

"She found out about your entry into the mansion?" Li Pian'er couldn't help but interject again.

"Nope. It's just because of her arrogance and self-confidence that she actually said that her father dismissed all the guests in the mansion, which can be described as a big sensation, and the people of the whole city talked about it, saying that the powerful Yunhou Mansion somehow acted like this, and all kinds of speculations were overwhelming. ”

Li Pian'er smiled playfully and asked, "So, you were swept out of the house by her like this?" ”

"I wanted to see her again that night, so I went all the way to her courtyard. But what I didn't expect was that she was sitting on the roof with a strange man admiring the moon. The moonlight was cold and bright, and through the quiet night, I saw her snuggled in the man's arms, showing another side that I had never seen before, a kind of delicateness. I clearly heard her say to the man: 'Jing Xing, you can only be mine, no one is allowed to rob it, and in the future, I will go out less and go to places with more women, of course, I only belong to you.' Feng Yaojue said this, a tear had quietly passed through the bridge of his nose and rolled into the other eye socket, and finally the tear fell on the back of Li Pian'er's hand.

Li Pian'er's heart trembled, and then there was a dull pain. She was not sad for Feng Yaojue's infatuation, but sorry for herself, she never thought that the person she liked didn't seem to like her, and she still pretended to be a woman from the previous life. But for such a Feng Yaojue, she had no choice but to blame why she didn't erase the memories of his previous life.

"The word 'Jingxing' is so familiar, by the way, I seem to have seen it in literary words." Li Pian'er deliberately wanted to divert the topic.

"This name comes from the Book of Songs, and it is normal to see it. I guessed at the time that the man was not from the palace, and when he heard her somewhat wayward words, he laughed and said, 'You are so tyrannical, even if I have the heart, I have no guts.' I heard that you dismissed all the doormen in the house? Why is that? ’

The man's question was exactly what I wanted to ask, but I didn't expect to get her answer like this: 'What's the use of having so many counselors?' There are also a few who are really talented, who are raised in the house to eat idle meals, waste food, and don't need them to give advice, and it is safer to come by themselves. Throughout the ages, there are only a handful of strategists who can go down in history. I made this decision after careful consideration, and this is not the purpose. ’

The unexpected is often the most confusing. Are you trying to catch the other party off guard and make them fall apart? ’

'Those who know me, Lu Jingxing. Let the outside world guess, the more they guess, the more confused they will become. ’

I see, I never thought that the doormen in the house had become pawns for her to use at will, and I still didn't really know her. Thinking about what she said carefully, it is actually not unreasonable, there are hundreds of people in a mansion, there will always be some people who are confused, and I am one of them, who knows nothing about political affairs and scheming, so I don't blame her. ”

Li Pian'er felt that Feng Yaojue was very stupid, such a woman was very terrible to think about, but he loved her without hesitation.