When you can't figure it out, don't think about it, think about the beauty around you, and you will find that there are so many beautiful things in this world. —Epigraph

Life is good, but it doesn't belong to me

What is freedom?

A thousand times the pain in the flesh

Not a heartache either

Where should my soul be placed?

Tears rolled down my face

It contains apathy and despair

"Leave the world!" I said to myself

I can't put it down

Not relatives, teachers, classmates

It's those people --

I'm desperate for the world

Where do we go from here?

Spiritual loneliness

Far more than physical loneliness

The pain is a thousand times greater

What is understanding and inclusion?

What is the companionship and dependence?

It's just a floating cloud

It seems that under the calm sea

But the waves are turbulent

"Get out of this so-called 'home'!" I said to myself.

Depression and apathy are who I really am

Enthusiasm and cheerfulness are just appearances

I put down what I was holding

Tell yourself, "Calm down. ”

The repressed heart will explode one day

If I leave

It's not more sad for me

Even strangers you've never met

Just say to me, "Goodbye, let's go." ”

- Only love ~ Suzuki

2020.3.20

"Listen to my heart" May I be able to do it all over again is in the hand, please wait a moment,

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