"Don't!"

I, Yang Yuqing, am a little girl in my teens.

My mother passed away when I was born, and my father didn't know why he didn't like me.

When I came back from a trip with my friends that day, I saw that my father had started to drink heavily, and without his consent, I did not dare to come forward, let alone eat at the same table with him, so I stood at the door.

There is some numbness in the legs.

A person patted me on the shoulder, it was Brother Jiang from the police station, he pulled me in to my father's desk, and I was a little panicked.

Watching Brother Jiang and his father arguing, I was even more scared for a while, and my eyes were filled with tears.

Brother Jiang left, and I stood at the table, waiting for my father's punishment.

My father told me to go to the door and continue to stand, but I did not dare to disobey and came to the door.

I saw my father close the door. I finally couldn't hold back and started crying, wanting to cry and scream for my father to open the door, but I was afraid that my father would beat and scold me, so I cried quietly.

I don't know how long it took, my head was a little dizzy, so I lay down in the door and gradually fell asleep, but I didn't expect that the dim light from inside the door was the last thing I saw.

When I woke up, I couldn't suppress the pain in my eyes, and I wanted to cry out loud, but one palm covered my mouth, and I could only whine. I struggled desperately, but my limbs didn't do anything, only made my eyes hurt even more.

I couldn't breathe, my nose forced me to breathe in the air around me, and I smelled a lot of smells, including the smell of disinfectant water, the smell of sweat on men, and the smell of smoke.

I felt the warm liquid on my face flow into my ears, and I fainted from the pain again.

I want to die, I thought to myself.

The last time I woke up, I finally bit the hand covering my mouth desperately, only to hear him cry out in pain, and when I felt that there was no more cover on my mouth, I cried out: "Help! ”

After this sound, I was covered again, and I felt that this time it was a piece of cloth.

I began to despair, and when I felt my consciousness begin to dissipate, I suddenly heard someone shouting, I knew it was the voice of the village chief, and I was anxious to make a call, but I did not expect to fall asleep deeply.

……

When I woke up again, I listened to the sound of the instrument next to me and smelled the pungent smell of alcohol, but it was pitch black in front of me.

I tried to raise my hand and touch my eyes, but my whole body couldn't do it.

Until a female voice next to him came, "Are you awake?" ”

She smiled and said, "It's okay, it's just that the whole body is anesthetized, and it's normal to not be able to exert strength." ”

With tears in my eyes, I looked into the darkness and asked her, "Sister, why do I see black?" ”

I felt that the atmosphere seemed a little heavy, and in the early years, I watched my father's face live, and gradually I understood the atmosphere of the conversation around me.

I saw her silent and said, "It's okay, your eyes are just injured." ”

Listening to what she said, I knew she wasn't telling the truth.

I see, I'm blind ...

……

Soon I was taken home by my father.

I knew that my family couldn't afford to pay for hospitalization, let alone spend money on me.

Even if the dean repeatedly refused, my father would forcibly take me back.

I was forcibly taken back by my father, and I was lying on the bed, and the effect of the anesthesia had passed, and I still felt a lot of pain in my eyes, and I couldn't help but exhale in pain and wanted to ask for help.

But my father's loud scolding made me afraid to speak, I couldn't feel my eyes watering, but I felt a warm liquid on my face.

My father seemed to see me gritting his teeth and crying, and slapped me in the face and said, "What are you crying about, useless things." After saying that, he went out of the house in a rage.

I lay in bed and fell into a groggy sleep.

When I woke up, it was still black in front of me, and I began to wonder what I was living for, but who would know I was alive until I didn't open my eyes.

My stomach was a little rumbling, a little hungry, and I wanted to call my father to help me come with a bowl of porridge.

But my father didn't seem to pay attention to me, and my loud crying seemed to annoy him, and he came to me in a hurry and slapped me.

Soon I smelled the porridge and I knew that my father was right next to me, and I only heard him open his mouth. I spit the porridge on the ground as if my body was reacting, but my father beat and scolded me, and I heard the sound of broken bowls on the ground.

……

I don't know when I heard the door slamming, and I knew my father was out of the house.

I looked at the darkness, but the porridge that had been broken last night attracted a few flies, and they were buzzing, and I was a little distraught, and I thought of my eyes again, and began to shout and curse, ignoring the pain in my eyes, and began to throw everything I could touch on the ground until I stepped on the bowl that had been broken last night.

My body began to fall backwards and I sat down directly on the floor, feeling the pain in my eyes and feet, and the warm liquid on my face began to run down my face again.

A voice came from outside the door, calling my name loudly, and I knew it was Brother Jiang.

But I didn't reply, just kept crying until there was a bang at the door and the sound of metal falling to the ground.

The sound of fast, intimate footsteps lifted me up, and I felt the touch of the quilt.

He said to me those things that told me to be careful, and I didn't respond to him, just kept crying.

He cleaned my wounds and started cleaning the house.

I smelled the smell of porridge again, I heard Brother Jiang blowing the air and saying to me: "Ah", I opened my mouth, and some small dishes accompanied the porridge to bloom in my mouth.

While feeding me, he said to me, "Yuqing, can you marry me, I will be good to you..."

……

That day, I lay in bed and listened to the sound of conversation in my ears; I don't know why my ears have become so sensitive since I couldn't see them.

"Poplar, I'm going to marry your daughter, are you willing?"

Hearing this voice, I knew that this was Brother Jiang's voice, and when I heard this voice, my heart was a little sweet and a little scared.

It's so sweet that Brother Jiang wants to marry me, and I'm afraid that my father won't agree.

Sure enough, I heard my father say, "Why? Zhang Mazi next door said kiss to me and gave me a dowry of 5,000 yuan, can you afford it as a little policeman? When I heard this, my heart sank.

According to others, Zhang Mazi is in his thirties, with several pustules on his face, very ugly, and his life is very disgusting.

As soon as I was about to refute, I heard the sound of slapping the table and the village chief's reassurance.

I heard a middle-aged man's voice come out again, he seemed to take something out of his body, slapped it on the table and said, "Lao Tzu will arrest you now, do you believe it or not?" ”

……

That morning, very early, the aunt next door came to my house, combed my hair, helped me get dressed, and helped me get dressed.

She told me that today is your big day, and we have to do a beautiful job.

I was a little ashamed.

My aunt seemed to have something on my head after combing her hair.

Then he beckoned me out of the room, and I sat down in my chair. Faintly listening to the congratulatory voices of visitors outside the door.

I don't know how long it took, but I only heard the explosion of firecrackers outside the door and the sound of the village chief.

Soon, a few people walked in outside the door, only to hear Brother Jiang say: "Yuqing, you are so beautiful today." ”

I was a little ashamed to hear it.

……

I sat on Brother Jiang's bicycle, my face leaned against Brother Jiang, my hands grabbed his clothes, listening to the whirring sound in my ears, my heart was a little settled.

I'm married.