I, Xie Wenyao, yesterday my father came to me, saying that I fainted by the stream, and today I got a cold, and now I am lying at home and a little faint.

It's still a little dark outside, but it's not as cold as yesterday.

After listening to the small talk of my mother at home, I learned that there was a champion who came to our village, and he said that he wanted to cultivate immortals and become enlightened, so he refused the above official position and came to our village to wander and have fun.

I think of yesterday's gentle and elegant son.

Thinking of this, I fell asleep in a daze.

……

By the time I was well enough to go out, seven days had passed.

I don't know if the boy is still around. I looked at the moon and remembered that today was the fifteenth, and my mother took the tribute to worship the local lord.

I heard a commotion and couldn't help but look towards it, and a young man was sitting on the wall of my house, as if drinking in the moonlight.

I blinked and saw him chuckle at me and say, "Girl, we're meeting again." ”

I snorted and said, "Childe, so you're still there." ”

"Yes, there are so many mountains and rivers here, and there are beautiful women, it really makes me forget to return."

On that day, the two of us talked a lot.

He said that it was not what he wanted to do, it was what his father wanted to do, but he helped them complete it.

He said that the current bureaucracy made him sad, and he said that he did not have the courage and ability to reform like Wang Anshi; does not have the courage of Zhang Yong, who dares to admonish him with blood; He doesn't want to be in the same stream, let alone with the light.

So he wanted to try to do it and see for himself.

……

Our intersection was finally discovered by my father.

My father came to his house and wanted him to become an official and marry me.

But this went against his original intention, and he hesitated a little, not knowing where to start.

Rumors began to circulate about the two of us on the street.

We met less and less, I was dressed in red that day, still that night, still in that position, he complimented me on looking good in red, I didn't answer him, I saw him silent for a while.

Say to me, "Let's elope, and I'll never leave you." ”

I promised him.

……

But as soon as we got out of the village, we were caught.

He leaned into my ear and whispered to me, "I'm sorry. ”

Then he stood up and said to everyone: "It's all her fault, she seduced me, she instigated me to elope..."

I listened to what he said, and I was a little shocked in my heart, he... betrayed me.

I watched my mother cry in a low voice, I watched my father's face full of anger, and I watched the people around me insult me, saying that I was unclean, that I was unchaste, that I was a slut.

I looked at the flower I was chasing by the stream, and it sank into the water.

My mind suddenly brightened, I don't think I will forgive them, I don't think I will forgive him, I think... I didn't seem to have a choice.

I jumped into the pond that was formed by the stream, where there were people fishing all year round, and I knew that maybe this was a game, or maybe he set it up.

I cursed him, cursed him with a thousand swords every day during his lifetime, cursed him for not having peace after death, and cursed him to be with me all the rest of his life.

I curse them, and curse them with all the humiliation they suffer every day and every night, and curse their children from slavery to generations to come, and curse them from generation to generation.

Cold, cold, pervading all parts of my body, and over time there was some warmth. The leaves on the trees fell wildly, and a gust of wind struck, rolling up all the leaves and spreading them in the pond where I was buried.

Not far away, a flower bone began to fall off before it could bloom, falling to the ground and beginning to rot at a rate visible to the naked eye......

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Watching the female ghost come step by step, she was still wearing her red clothes, walking quietly on the ground, approaching the fat man step by step, until she came to the fat man.

She stroked the fat man's cheek with her hand, looked into the fat man's eyes, and asked, "Am I beautiful?" ”

The white and delicate facial features were placed in front of the fat man, the fat man stared at her eyes with some intoxication, her eyes were a little bright, the corners of the fat man's mouth were hooked, and he said softly: "It's beautiful." ”

I saw her snort and continued: "Then can you give me your heart?" ”

The fat man was a little stunned, he closed his eyes, a bit as if he was contemplating or imagining, as if he had decided something, and said seriously: "You promise me that if my heart can make you let go of everything and let you be reincarnated..."

The fat man took a deep breath and said affirmatively: "Then give you my heart!" ”

……

There are not so many bloody images, no more sweet words, and no action.

One person and one ghost are standing together, the female ghost touched the fat man's somewhat fat chest muscles, only to hear the fat man's muffled sound, the female ghost suddenly reached into the side of the fat man's chest muscles, gently stroked and held the fat man's thumping heart.

She stood on tiptoe, her ears grinding, and she blew the fat man's ears and said, "Your heart belongs to me, and I don't allow you to give it to anyone." ”

After speaking, the figure of the female ghost emitted a faint light.

Not far away, sprouts appeared on the ground...

……

Before going up the mountain, the fat man thought about Lao Suo and hugged his fists and said: "Old man, it is not necessarily a good thing to stay in the world. ”

"Thank you for your grace not to kill," said the old man, bowing down.

The fat man shook his head and said, "I'm not a monk, and I don't care about the excess; I'm not a Confucian, I'm not good at reasoning; I'm a Taoist priest, and I just care from my heart. ”

"It's good to do it for yourself..."

Seeing the figure of the fat man disappearing up the mountain, the little girl next to Lao Suo pulled Lao Suo and said, "Grandpa, when are we going back?" ”

Hearing this, Lao Su scratched the little girl's nose and said, "Yingying, are you willing to leave here, you should see the wider world more, and you shouldn't accompany me here." ”

"Where grandpa goes, Yingying will go!"

Lao Suo smiled, not knowing what he was thinking.

……

The fat man walked on the mountain, thinking of last night's incident, and touched his chest, last night it was clear that the female ghost pierced his chest, but this morning when he got up, only the Taoist uniform was punctured with a hole, but there was no trace of his body, the fat man said to himself with a wry smile: "I didn't expect to find a living girlfriend, but a dead girlfriend found one..."

Yes, there is heaven and earth in the fat man's chest, there is a tall and majestic Bai Yujing in the sky, there are eighteen floors of the underground, there is a Jianmu Divine Tree that connects the heavens and the earth in the east of the ground, and there is Kunlun Mountain that rushes out of the sky in the west.

There is a little boy who looks like a fat man fishing on Kunlun Mountain, and there is a woman in red clothes and holding an umbrella standing next to the little boy.

The little boy looked sad, and she smiled...