Chapter 242 Let go

It's not that Su Yimo doesn't want to give Gu Yanbai a chance, it's just that her confidence in Gu Yanbai has been exhausted, and it's good to make the same mistake once.

"You say you love me, so you want me to stay with you; You say you hate it, so I'm going to roll up the cover and disappear in front of your eyes immediately; Gu Yanbai, have you considered my feelings? You've always been so selfish and always put your feelings first, what about me? Am I your servant? Do you want to drink it? I don't know how many tears have flowed, and those emotions may disappear with tears.

Gu Yanbai hurriedly explained, "No, Momo, I really love you, can you give me time to behave for you?" Don't beat me to death, that would be too cruel to me. ”

"Show me? How do you behave to me, is it to fool around with other women in the room while I'm not there? Originally, I didn't want to say it explicitly, Gu Yanbai had to force her to poke each other's last face.

Gu Yanbai was still glad in his heart just now that Concubine Ling had left early and didn't let Su Yimo bump into her. It seems that Lady Luck did not favor him after all, and now there are a hundred mouths that can't explain it. Originally, Concubine Ling was a thorn in Su Yimo's heart, and Gu Yanbai didn't know how to hit the muzzle of the gun.

"Momo, things aren't what you think." Gu Yanbai was afraid that Su Yimo would be cranky, but he couldn't say it clearly.

Su Yimo waved her hand, "No need to explain, I don't want to hear it." I only believe what I see with my own eyes, don't think I'm stupid and lie to me, you better save it. ”

Ah, Gu Yanbai was so anxious that he almost wanted to roar, why did he agree to help Ling Feiyan just now, what does her life or death have to do with herself. Now it's okay, Gu Yanbai has long been sentenced to death by Su Yimo, and no one can help him, this is self-inflicted and can't live.

Because of Gu Yanbai's special identity, those doctors and nurses have to come to the room several times a day. The doctor came to the ward with a smile, gently lifted Gu Yanbai's hospital gown, and examined it carefully.

"The injury recovered quickly, and the family took good care of it, and the stitches can be removed tomorrow, aren't you happy?" The doctor couldn't see Gu Yanbai's frowning at all, and was still talking to himself.

Gu Yanbai let out a long sigh in his heart, is he possessed by a declining god? Why didn't he get happy from morning till night? Originally, I wanted to pretend to be sick for a few days, so that there was a reason to keep Su Yimo by my side for a few more days. But the doctor didn't understand his hints, and thought he would be glad to hear the news.

"Thank you, doctor." Gu Yanbai didn't know what words to use to describe his mood.

After Su Yimo sent the doctor away, she didn't say anything, sat on the stool on the side, and quietly browsed the information in her hand, as if there was no Gu Yanbai in the room at all. Gu Yanbai felt that a woman's mind was really hard to guess, and if there was anything that he didn't say directly, it would make him scratch his heart and liver in a hurry.

"Momo, can we have a good talk?" It's not a way to always spend it like this, it's a harm to both people.

Su Yimo raised her eyelids and glanced at Gu Yanbai, obviously not interested, "Say it, I'll listen." ”

It's hard to accept Su Yimo's cold attitude, but what else can Gu Yanbai say? Instead, he should be glad that Su Yimo was willing to take care of him.

"Momo, our children are so old, let's not make trouble, okay?"

"Kid? Where did you come from, child? An An was born with my hard work, does it have a relationship with you for half a dime? What qualifications do you have to mention to me? Su Yimo couldn't believe how thick Gu Yanbai's face was.

Gu Yanbai was afraid that Su Yimo would be excited, so he quickly changed the topic, "Although I don't know what you have experienced abroad, life will definitely not be easy." After wandering away for so long, it's time to go home, and I'll take good care of you and An An. ”

"Joke, take care of our mother and son? Gu Yanbai, didn't I say, since the day you knew An An, when did you take care of him? "I'm so busy every day that I can't see anyone at all, so how can I take care of my children.

The facts are in front of him, and Gu Yanbai has no way to admit it. Gu Yanbai really didn't care about An An a few times, and there was very little time for the two of them to talk. How could he have the face to move out of An An to ask Su Yimo to stay, and now even he looks down on himself a little.

"Momo, are you really going to leave me? Even if I tell you, I've always loved you. Gu Yanbai didn't dare to imagine the days without Su Yimo.

Su Yimo smiled mockingly, "Forgive me for not being able to do anything and not understand the way you love me." What I want has always been a peaceful life, which you can't give, and you can't even do a sense of security, so what future is there between us. ”

"You've been emphasizing that you love me, do you think that just a love word will solve the problem? We have not only the problems of the past, but also the problems that lie between us, and you haven't even thought about how to solve them, is that your attitude? ”

From Su Yimo's words, Gu Yanbai could hear her many dissatisfaction with herself. The emotional world of men is much simpler than that of women, thinking that two people who love each other can be together, why do you have to think about it so much? But women think that men are naΓ―ve and irresponsible.

Gu Yanbai raised his smile, "Momo, have you really thought about it, and you are determined to leave my side and isolate me from your world?" ”

"Yes, that's the only one between us." Su Yimo told herself that she must be firm in her position, and she couldn't soften her heart because of Gu Yanbai's weakness.

Think about the years since the two people met, the road of relationship has been stumbling. In the past, Su Yimo had been chasing Gu Yanbai's footsteps, and even if he touched his head and broke the bloodstream, he never thought of giving up. Finally, Gu Yanbai fell in love with Su Yimo, but that person was no longer there.

There is nothing more desolate in the world than this, and now Gu Yanbai finally realized Su Yimo's state of mind at that time. The kite in his hand will always fly away one day, but unfortunately, he is not the one who holds the rope, and he can't give Su Yimo the happiness he wants.

"I'll just ask you, do you still love me?" Gu Yanbai suddenly raised his head and looked at Su Yimo with sharp eyes, as if he wanted to see her heart through Su Yimo's eyes.

Unexpectedly, Gu Yanbai would look at himself like this, Su Yimo's heart beat faster, for fear that he would see the slightest flaw. In order to clear up the relationship with Gu Yanbai, Su Yimo plucked up her courage and bravely looked at Gu Yanbai.

"I don't love you anymore, from the day you let go of my hand." Su Yimo said word by word, very clearly.

Those words were like a small hammer, hitting Gu Yanbai's heart again and again, shaking him deafeningly. Hehe, the reason for today's situation is completely his sin, who else can Gu Yanbai blame?

"Su Yimo, since you have decided to leave, you can leave now, and you don't need to wait until I recover. I don't pity you, let's go. Gu Yanbai said these words expressionlessly, deliberately using an alienating tone.

If such a senseless entanglement continues, it will always be the two of them who will suffer, so it is better to let her go directly. All the pain is borne by him, and those difficult days will be over, and the big deal is that history repeats itself. Now Gu Yanbai can do only these things for Su Yimo.

It seemed that she didn't expect Gu Yanbai to say this, Su Yimo was stunned and looked at Gu Yanbai blankly. All this came too suddenly, Su Yimo should have been happy, but why was her heart sour, and her eyes were a little moist.

Su Yimo tried to show the brightest smile, "Then I'll leave, I hope you can heal as soon as possible." That, goodbye. ”

After saying goodbye, Su Yimo turned around and left, not even having the courage to turn back, tears burst out of her eyes. Gu Yanbai is her first love, accounting for most of her life, how can she say that she forgets it? Su Yimo is a dedicated person, and it is very likely that she will love Gu Yanbai as a man in her life, but she can't get over her hurdle after all, so she resolutely chooses to break up with Gu Yanbai.

Probably the past few months after returning to China are the happiest moments in Su Yimo's life, and she can enjoy the favor that Gu Yanbai gave her carefree. Reality taught her the best lesson, never be blinded by the happiness in front of her, those illusory things have always been Su Yimo's most despised.

In the future, maybe in some corner of the world, they met, and Su Yimo hoped that they could greet each other as friends. After all, they have loved each other and are not strangers, but they have hurt each other and cannot be completely forgiven.

Gu Yanbai was the only one left in the ward, his eyes looked at the light blankly, but he felt that the light pierced his eyes, as if something liquid was flowing down his cheeks. Su Yimo left, but took away his heart, what is the use of this ruined body?

Letting go is just a simple word, but it took Gu Yanbai all his strength. He is like a fish lacking oxygen, and there is no way to live without Su Yimo.

Gu Yanbai didn't know if his decision was right? He just wants Su Yimo to be happy, and that's enough. Gu Yanbai can not give Su Yimo much happiness, if leaving him is Su Yimo's wish, then Gu Yanbai is willing to fulfill her.

"Baby, you want to be happy." Gu Yanbai silently said this sentence in his heart.

When Gu Yanbai said that, Su Yimo was still reluctant in her heart, and at that moment she was more aware of her feelings for Gu Yanbai.

With the passage of time, her love for Gu Yanbai has still not faded, she doesn't know whether she should be happy or sad?

This relationship finally came to an end, Su Yimo looked at the road in front of her with teary eyes, and tried her best to keep smiling.

This is her choice, she should be happy that Gu Yanbai has fulfilled herself.

Su Tongan is still in the Gu family's old mansion, and in the future, their mother and son will have no relationship with the Gu family, so Su Yimo decided to take Su Tongan back first.