Chapter 261 The Past Is Like Smoke
When she came to the hospital in a hurry, she was reluctant to enter the ward, and there was a trace of apprehension in her heart, although she blamed herself for stealing the land deed, but the yard was originally her grandmother's, and they had no right to encroach on it.
It wasn't until Gu Wanrou on the side pushed her hard that she mustered up the courage to push open the door, and with a squeak, her appearance suddenly shone up Leng Guoxi's cloudy old eyes.
The hair is gray, the sideburns are dyed like frost, the elite in the eyes has been worn away by the disease, the wrinkles on the forehead are crawling with deep marks, the cheeks are deeply sunken, and the gray on the face is dark, without a trace of angry luster, forming a wither.
The liquid on his head was bottled one after another, like ghosts leading to the gray heaven.
Suddenly, that dead word? It made her a little scared, weird and mysterious, like a ghost with teeth and claws, staring at the green copper bell eyes, and was dripping blood all over her body a little bit in the direction of Leng Guoxi.
Her heart shrank.
She couldn't bear to look at it again, she slowly lowered her head, "Say whatever you want." I'm busy! ”
Old Lin Tou's eyes immediately lit up when he saw it, brighter than usual, usually except for a nurse in this room, there was no one wearing other clothes at all? He was very excited.
"Your father hasn't been in charge for many days, and if I hadn't starved to death every day for another meal, what use would you have said you would have so many children?" Lao Lin's voice was a little reproachful, but he was just a pity for having a daughter but not being close to filial piety.
Unexpectedly, the mayor of Tianfeng City, who was so powerful back then, was actually so depressed that he starved to death, she couldn't help but raise her indifferent and even a little indifferent eyes, and flashed with light, "Leng Guoxi, tell me, should I be filial?" She was cold-spoken, contemptuous, and indifferent.
"How can this kid speak?" Lao Lin looked stunned, waved his hand and was about to say something more, but was stopped by Leng Guoxi.
"No, I'm sorry for you, I didn't treat you as a daughter together, I kept using you, Dad is sorry for you!" Leng Guoxi's secretly excited voice was a little slow.
"You still know that you have done evil things, but what is the use of a word of regret, you have really completely ruined my life, if I live quietly in Willow Bay, you don't come to force marriage, I won't be as adrift as now, my grandmother died, my child also died, and I have been remembered how to reuse it, right?" Leng Xiaoxi's voice was excited and hysterical, and his pink fists hung down on his body, and he couldn't help but tremble.
Lao Lin Tou was stunned when he heard this, opened his mouth, and said no more.
"I'm sorry!" Leng Guoxi burst into tears, and his breathing became thick and excited several times.
Old Lin Tou was frightened, "Don't irritate him anymore, he has been closed several times?" Alas, no matter whether it is bad or not, but what has happened has happened, and what should not have happened has happened, so what's the use of caring about it now? He spread his hands and looked, "Your father, he's a handful of years old, and he still has a few days to live." ”
"Whether you live or die has nothing to do with me!" Leng Xiaoxi said decisively, but layers of smoke poured out of the corners of his eyes.
"You look at me, your wish should be fulfilled, I'm leaving!" After that, Leng Xiaoxisu's hand shook a little on the doorknob, "Take care of yourself." ”
"Konishi, I want to say something about your mother! Don't you want to hear it? I swear with my conscience that if I tell a lie this time, I will not die a good death at once, and I will be struck to death by lightning immediately! Leng Guoxi shook the bed excitedly, and then slowly leaned on the bed, whirring and breathing, his face was flushed, and the oxygen inserted under his nose also moved.
"Since the girl is here, it doesn't hurt to listen to it, and you have nothing to lose by listening to it?" Lao Lin Tou carefully persuaded, it seems that this girl is pitiful enough.
Her hand paused, and in the next second, she slowly turned around, her eyes shrunk slightly, "I believe you once." ”
"Xiaoxi, you're tired, come and sit on the chair here!" Leng Guoxi was overjoyed and overflowed with a piece of turbidity, and when he was old, he had more tears.
"You talk, I'll go out for a yo-yo!" Lao Lin moved his butt off the bed, and tears of joy almost fell out.
She sat silently on the edge of his bed, her face was calm, her eyelids drooped slightly, Leng Xiaoxi wanted to see what kind of words he could spit out, and he also issued a death curse? Oh, if it could be fulfilled, how could he have done such a vicious thing?
"Xiaoxi, it's my father who is sorry for you, but your mother really broke my heart!" Leng Guoxi couldn't help but prop himself forward, "But I'm glad that you can come to see me for the last time." ”
"In those years, since my mother and I got married, Qin Se and Ming, Feng Luan Yu Fei, so comfortable, a few years of love as before, but a sudden change is quietly approaching us, unconsciously, I found a major problem."
Leng Guoxi's voice suddenly became low and sad, "I don't know what I did wrong, she actually talked and laughed behind other men's backs, and actually hugged that man." ”
Relieving his breath, Leng Guoxi continued,
"But when I got home, she was still able to fall in love with me calmly, I thought I was wrong, so I secretly followed your mother, it turned out that she really stole people behind my back, and they actually lived in a hotel together, I was mad, but I couldn't afford to provoke that person, that man's family background is very noble, and I can't afford to provoke a little Shi political clerk."
Leng Xiaoxi just wanted to reprimand him for talking nonsense, but Leng Guoxi actually began to cry in front of her, and a trace of mist quietly floated in her eyebrows, temporarily suppressing the indignation in her heart, after so many years, he still insulted his mother's character like this? However, let's see, how does he pull it off?
"You must not believe what I said, but I saw that he had a room with someone else, and changed his name? You say, what did I do wrong, she actually betrayed our love like this, you also know that the ancients once said, the snow is like snow on the mountain, and the moon is as bright as the clouds, but what kind of dirty things did she betray me. Leng Guoxi's emotions began to rise, and there began to be a surging tremble.
Tears welled up in his face.
So, I started to drink heavily, I started not going home, and I started to linger in the vulgar powder, looking for a temporary comfort. It was at that time that I met Lin Mingjuan, who admired my handsome and literary talent, she was the daughter of a certain ju, and wanted to marry me, but I only had your mother in my heart, so after rejecting her many times, but after a drunkenness, she was mistaken for your mother, so we were together, at first I thought I was sorry for your mother, but I secretly followed those places of wind and snow, and I could see her with that man every time, I was about to be mad, Coupled with Lin Mingjuan's gentleness and thoughtfulness, the hatred in my heart became stronger, and the psychological balance quietly turned to Lin Mingjuan, I also thought about relying on Lin Mingjuan to rise to the top, but when I think of your grandmother and your mother's rescue of me, I will never forget it for the rest of my life, so I have been delaying the divorce. ”
Leng Guoxi raised his hand tightly and covered his chest, his breath thickened slightly.
"Later, she became pregnant, I thought that with flesh and blood, she would be able to restrain herself from that man, but I didn't expect that Mei Tongchun's crazy woman was still going her own way behind my back and that man was even more blatant. I was angry, but I couldn't hurt the flesh and bones in my stomach, so I forbearance while secretly communicating with Lin Mingjuan. Leng Guoxi's eyes became hollow, as if he went back to the day of those decades,
"Your mother is very smart, every time she goes out, she has to change her clothes, and when she comes back, she is dressed again, I inquired, she has been using a fake name outside the world, what kind of cold plum rain? After you were born, she still does! My heart was completely cold, and then I didn't go home at night, but she could still ask why I didn't come back to live? Leng Guoxi gritted his teeth with hatred. Is it only allowed for the governor to set fires, and not for the people to light lamps? ”
"You are talking nonsense, since I was born, my mother \/\/ has been with me day and night, where to go out and fool around with what man, you are trying to exonerate the fact of killing my mother, and you put the blame on my poor mother!"
Leng Xiaoxi finally couldn't help it, he stood up with a bang, his eyes were cold, and he glanced at Leng Guoxi more sadly, he was dying, how could he still slander his mother like this? "How could my mother fall in love with a man like you? I felt unworthy for my mother. ”
"Xiaoxi, I said that if I say a lie, I will die immediately!" Leng Guoxi excitedly pointed to the top of his head, and his voice was fierce, "There is a god three feet above my head, I swear again, Dad never told a lie, if I say a lie, I Leng Guoxi will not die well in this life, go out and die, thunder and death, downstairs fall to death......"
"Say no more!" Leng Xiaoxi stopped him, closed his eyes, and his voice dimmed, "Everything between you is right and wrong, no matter who is right or wrong, there is no way to investigate, but there is one thing you are right, that is, you have attached to Lin Mingjuan, the daughter of a certain chief." ”
She sat down slowly, "Why do you bother? But my mother died because of you, I can see it clearly! ”
Leng Guoxi ignored Leng Xiaoxi's family, still recalling the events of the year, but his brows never let go.
"Until that day, it was drizzling...... Leng Guoxi's eyes began to stare at the night decades ago,
"That year, you were only in the first year of junior high school, and the light rain couldn't stop that day, but it was my birthday, I made a table of dishes, and waited for her to come back, and you were quietly doing your homework in the room, but after waiting and waiting, suddenly someone from the detective company came back and said that your good mother followed a man dressed gorgeously to the dance hall...... Then I opened the room again......"
"I was angry, drank a bottle of wine and drunk the living room, at that time Lin Mingjuan called, saying that she was going to celebrate my birthday, as soon as she heard my drunken voice, she didn't care about anything, so she hurried over." Leng Guoxi's eyes shrank, and tears rolled down.
"At that time, her mother came back and saw me and Lin Mingjuan together, she was so angry that she yelled, I pushed her away, while not wanting to argue with her, and then I was drunk and didn't see the balcony at night, so I pushed her to the balcony, she was ruthless, and said, if you don't let that go again, she threatened me to jump off the building, and then she climbed onto the balcony and climbed up with both feet, but she didn't expect to slide hard after the raindrops, and as soon as she slipped, she slipped down, and I didn't want to pull it......" Leng Guoxi's eyes flashed with a hint of hatred, and a hint of pity, but it was just a flash, and it was more of that trace of thickened hatred.
"And then you saw it." Leng Guoxi wiped the tears on his face and sighed, "Actually, it's my fault, if I divorced early, you and I wouldn't be like today." ”
"Later, I got married to Lin Mingjuan, and the hatred in my heart became a little stronger, I want revenge, I want to soar, so Lin Mingjuan and her father have become the biggest promoters." A glimmer of light flashed in Leng Guoxi's eyes.
"When I became the deputy chief, I stared at your mother's picture for a long time and told her that without her fulfillment, I would not be where I am today! Her derailment and her death have fulfilled a different Leng Guoxi. Leng Guoxi's voice became brisk, as if he had returned to his grandeur when he was shiga.
Leng Xiaoxi's heart was completely shaken, but seeing Leng Guoxi's decisive eyes, she couldn't find a flaw, is it true, she doesn't believe it, how can she believe it, if she doesn't believe it, but is her mother really like that?
Her mother's aura dimmed a little bit in her heart, but she still didn't believe it!
"I don't care if what you say is true or false, but even if you are true, why are you so unkind to me, I am your daughter of flesh and blood, why do you bear to use your daughter so much, and don't miss a little father-daughter love! Make me a cold pawn in your hands! Leng Xiaoxi's sanity gradually returned to calm, she tried to listen reluctantly, and pressed the resentment in her chest to see what kind of good excuse he could find.
"You...... Alas," Leng Guoxi sighed, "because you are not my biological daughter at all!" ”