Chapter 17: Do You Believe in Ghosts?

After administering the medicine, Wang Niangniang put on the incense, and I lay on the bed with my head on my head, which was the first time I went to bed without meditating since Hu Botao taught me. Because my heart is as beautiful as a flower at this time, even if I meditate, I can't settle down. I'm not afraid of your jokes, gentlemen and ladies are actually about the same, and people are manly because of someone. What man has never rolled over and kicked his legs when he was beautiful in his own heart?

I knew in my heart that Ren Bao'er believed what I said, and felt that I was pitiful, and I was afraid that I was not even a friend in her heart. But I don't understand what I'm expecting, this kind of thing is like grass, the more you try to contain it, the faster it grows. It was in this state of excitement that I fell asleep in a daze.

I was looking at myself lying on the bed from a bird's-eye perspective, and I couldn't do it after trying to get back into my body several times. Just when I was anxious, something even more terrifying happened, I saw me flying out of the bed along with the bed, and my perspective kept floating above me on the bed.

I knew that I was asleep, it was just a dream, but the scene in the dream was indescribably true, and I even tried to see the surrounding scenery in order to prove that it was a dream, and I could see what was written on the telephone pole outside my house. All the scenes are exactly the same as what I usually see when I go out, I struggled to wake up, and when the bed was about to fly out of the community, I counted the glass of the guard on duty in the community, even the big and small twenty-one, I secretly remembered it in my heart.

All the struggles were in vain, the bed flew farther and farther, and my eyes were still closed on the bed. Flying and flying, the scenery in front of me was no longer familiar to me, I flew over mountains, crossed rivers, and finally flew directly to the sky. It was not an ordinary day, there was no sun, no moon, nothing in the whole sky, it was gray and cloudless. And it felt so close to the ground that I couldn't breathe. Flying and flying, a wave of ripples spread in mid-air, as if passing through an invisible layer of water waves.

There was a continuous mountain range in front of me, and this mountain range was all too familiar to me. Sure enough, when the bed flew to the highest mountain, I saw a figure dressed in red on the peak of the mountain in the distance. In fact, I had already guessed her presence from the time I saw this mountain range, because she had appeared countless times in my dreams over the years. The scene was the same, she was talking to me inexplicably, and my feelings for her were strangely familiar.

Then there will be the funeral procession of paper figures, and the large coffin carried by eight people, and then there will be the procession of beast-headed people carrying sedan chairs. The two teams were white and red, and at the end of the funeral procession, the general-like person would lift the coffin, and then the woman in red would beat me into the palanquin, and finally I would be terrified and curious about what was in the coffin, and then I would wake up.

I had this dream for the first time when I was eight years old, and it has stayed with me until now, and I have gotten used to it and no longer find it scary.

I don't know why, maybe it's because I always dream of her, she protects me again and again in my dreams, and when I see her figure, my panicked heart calms down. It's still the same mountain, and she's still dressed in a red wedding dress and a phoenix crown, but at this time I'm out of body in my dreams.

The bed floated to the side of the woman in red and slowly fell, she didn't speak, and I wanted to speak but couldn't open my mouth anyway. The scene is like a freeze frame, if it weren't for the occasional mountain breeze, I would even feel that everything in front of me is just a three-dimensional picture.

After a long time, the woman slowly turned around, her face was still unclear, but she was defined by me as beautiful in her dream. She didn't even glance at me sleeping on the bed, but looked over to where I was in mid-air. It's a weird feeling, I've been watching all the way around, I'm just a thought in mid-air, not a substance, but she looks at me at this time and obviously knows I'm here.

The woman slowly opened her mouth, with a thick grievance in her tone: "Today is the day of your and my wedding, but I feel that your heart is lost, is it he who has changed you?" Or have you changed your mind? "I don't know who he is in the woman's mouth, the middle-aged general who appears in her dreams every time? Or who? I do not know. But her tone made me a little flustered, a little unspeakably sad, and even a little ashamed after doing something wrong, so that I didn't dare to look at her in a panic.

The woman looked at me in mid-air, then turned to look at me on the bed, sighed for a long time, and said faintly, "You know what? I don't like the way you look now. "I was confused for a while, what do you mean by not liking the way I look now? Do you like the way I looked when I was a kid?

The woman turned around again, turned her back to me and said, "Go back and practice well with the immortal family, and then come to me when you figure it out." Her words made my heart beat wildly, she said let me practice with the immortal family, what do you mean? I was so excited that I wanted to speak but I couldn't make a sound, and she didn't pay attention to me anymore and waved her hand, I felt like a piece of paper being blown up by the wind, and I was on the bed along the scenery when I came to quickly backwards, it felt like a roller coaster, a burst of vomiting came to me, and I suddenly woke up in a cold sweat, and sat on the bed retching.

I looked at the phone next to me, it was only four o'clock in the morning, and I could sleep for a while. But the scene from the dream just now kept coming back to my mind, and as soon as I closed my eyes, the woman in red appeared in front of me, and her words lingered in my ears, making me feel like a tinnitus patient.

Finally, I was confused until half past six, and the sound of my grandfather's chanting and my grandmother's tinkling in the kitchen sounded, not to mention the rhythm of how disturbing it was. I got up and got dressed and went to the bathroom to wash, my grandmother saw me come out and asked me why I got up so early, and I said that I couldn't sleep if you two moved so early.

From washing up to eating breakfast, I've been thinking about it, I've had a dream for more than ten years since I was a child, why did I have a new plot last night, and I'm talented enough to think about it, and a dream has a tendency to develop into a serial. I've looked up a lot of information about dreams, and there are people like me in many forums who have always had the same dreams since I was a child. However, there are different opinions about the cause, and the scientific explanation is that something that has been experienced, or a literary work that has been read, has formed a psychological suggestion, so people will make up a scene in a dream. The idealistic explanation is that if you always dream of a person, then she may be one of your unjust creditors for many lifetimes, and you yourself have been reincarnated, and she is still sinking in the sea of suffering, and the best solution is to read more scriptures and exceed. However, I don't think these two points seem to have much to do with me, the woman in the dream is obviously ancient, how can I really see it, and I'm sure I haven't read a book like this. If you want to talk about the unjust creditor, she didn't scare me in her dreams. I also tried to read the scriptures for a long time, but it didn't work.

After going out, I suddenly remembered the details of the dream, and quickly looked at the telephone pole next to my building, the advertisement on it was exactly the same as what I saw in my dream, I didn't give up, and when I walked to the duty room at the entrance of the community, I deliberately counted again, and the answer in my heart was the same, no more, no less twenty-one. The dream was so real that I suddenly dreamed a little bit about the lottery numbers for the next draw·····

When I came to the department store, it was already 8:50, and the feather duster who recruited me had already come to the store early, greeted me with a smile when he saw me, and asked me how I was yesterday. I excitedly told him that I earned 150 yesterday, and this kid laughed at me for being unproductive, and he told me that he earned more than 500 on the first day he came. The three washers also came up to join in the fun when they saw us talking. The feather duster is named Wang Lei, and the funny thing is that one of the three is also called Wang Lei. As soon as these two people heard the heavy name, they immediately wrenched their necks and waists, and asked me if they looked like brothers, I thought to myself, you two are indeed a breed, if he also dyes your hair with you of the same color, you two are twins.

I didn't open it in the morning, but it's right to think about it, if it's hundreds of schools every day, I guess our principal will have to change careers if he knows about it. Seeing that it was about to be noon, Wang Lei and the four of them were going to eat Malatang, and asked me if I was going, and after getting my negative answer, the four of them left on their own. Master, I will have a beautiful meeting in the future, how can I mix with you four old bachelors?

I waited hungry for half an hour, seeing that I was going to work in a while, and the 202 at the station came again and again, but there was no Ren Bao'er. I'm a little anxious, what do you mean, release my pigeons? Just as I was thinking about the wording to call her, the text message came.

Bao'er: "Something happened to me, I'm afraid I won't be able to pass through noon." "I didn't think it was true, I was really released from the pigeons. This was said yesterday well, why do you still say that the hexagram will be changed, I don't know if the shoehorn is mixed in the middle again.

I sorted out my emotions and replied to her: "It's okay, if you have something to do, you can get busy first, and we'll make an appointment next time." ”

As soon as I sent this text message, almost at the same time, Bao'er's text message came again.

Bao'er: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to release your pigeon, I was going to go, but Li Yating had an accident." After reading this text message, I suddenly felt a little happy in my heart, not because I was happy to see her girlfriend have an accident, but because Bao'er didn't plan to release my pigeon. But as a friend, I still have to show that I care about people. So I asked her what was wrong with her and if she needed my help. I didn't know that Bao'er's next one made me a little stunned

Bao'er: "What do you say, I don't understand one sentence or two, do you believe that there are ghosts in this world?" ”