Chapter 12: The Goddess Has No Heart

Madame went to Yuli, and Yuli was angrily throwing things, first the teacup and then even the antique vase in the house. Her face was blue and purple, and she completely lost the appearance of everyone's ladies, and the maid could only look down from the side, and no one dared to persuade her.

muttered in his mouth: "I treat her in vain, she is really my good sister!" I remembered the sincere eyes of the two of them again, and my heart became more and more angry.

When Mrs. entered the room, Yuli pounced on Mrs. and screamed coquettishly: "Eniang~" seemed to have been greatly wronged.

Seeing that the house was in a mess, the lady looked at Yuli again and asked, "Yuli, what's wrong with you?" ”

Yuli said in a panic: "I... It's okay, I'm just angry. She was embarrassed to tell her mother that she was like this because of a man.

"You are my blood connection in October, what do you have to do not tell you, the mother, then who else do you want to say?" Madame looked at Yuli and asked.

Yuli hesitated for a moment, pulled Mrs. to sit down aggrievedly, and said, "Eniang, I don't want to marry Brother Lu, he, he doesn't like me." After speaking, he squeezed out two tears.

Mrs. was surprised and said: "This, what's the matter, is the marriage event your child's play, didn't you cry and shout to marry him before, just now you Ama also said that when Yu Jue enters the palace, I will pick a good day for you to let you pass through the door, where did you hear this?" ”

Yuli stood up, "I didn't hear it, I saw it with my own eyes, I saw Yu Jue and Brother Lu in the garden a few days ago, Brother Lu looked at Yu Jue with such affection, he had never looked at me like that." ”

When Madame heard this, she thought to herself, this Yuli is not a smart person, she will not play tricks and scheming, but she is a little impetuous, and it is too easy to suffer. I didn't expect to raise a tiger for a trouble, and let other women rob my daughter's beloved man. I really underestimated the poor woman on the surface.

Mrs. smiled and said: "Silly girl, how can Yu Jue compare with you, no matter how Eniang and Ama will not let her marry Lu Congmian, you like Lu Congmian's child so much, no one can snatch it away, you can rest assured." ”

"E-niang, but...."Yuli still wanted to say, but Madame interrupted her and said, "Okay, you have to worry about it, how could E-niang let my daughter be wronged..."

The lady said meaningfully: "Yuli, my beloved and happiness have to be fought for by myself.... I love your Amma so much, but he still married a concubine and let me share a husband with a slave.

How angry I used to be, I also wanted to cry, I also wanted to make trouble, but I figured it out, if I was like this, it would only make you hate me even more, and happiness should be fought for by yourself, with heart, not emotion.

Yuli nodded as if she didn't understand, and Mrs. said, tomorrow is your Amma's birthday, while your Ama is happy, Eniang mentioned it, and decided to do it in front of many relatives and friends. Only then did Yuli burst into tears and laughed.

Madame went out of Yuli's courtyard and called the people around her, and said, "In the past few days, keep an eye on the second lady, see what she has done, don't let her and others find out, tell me if there is any movement." ”

Tomorrow is Amma's birthday, and the house is busy up and down, only I am idle, and I am not in the mood to pay attention to any birthday. I used to celebrate my father's birthday in Ruanfu's house, and I still remember that year, I was busy in the back kitchen before dawn, and I offered a huge birthday peach at my father's birthday banquet.

I presented the huge Shou Tao to my father, and from behind the Shou Tao showed a dirty little face, grinning and saying, "I wish my father every year and today." ”

Dad smiled happily and said, "Dad didn't hurt you in vain, it's good... Come and sit down with me. I innocently said, "When my father celebrates his 60th birthday, I will definitely offer a bigger one." Daddy touched my head and said, "Wouldn't it be ten years later, Daddy can't wait." ”

I didn't wait for ten years, but what I waited for was the destruction of my family.

The flute was loud and loud by the wall, and I knew he was coming again, and we had been talking through the wall like this for the past few days. I'm in the wall, he's outside the wall.

"Tang Ru, can you not enter the palace?" His voice was faint and sad.

I stood inside the wall, imagined his gentle face, and said to him, "Even if I lose the election and get a sign, I can't stay in this house." ”

He interrupted me eagerly and said, "I won't marry her, you know, I like you, and I want to marry you." ”

"Tang Ru... I want to take you out of here. It was as if he had made a lot of determination.

I said viciously: "Even if you don't care about your fame and fortune and don't be your Imperial Doctor Lu in the palace, do you still want to give up your family?" ”

Cong Mian said eagerly: "I've been thinking about it for a long time, but if I don't take you away now, I will regret it for the rest of my life in the future, I will take you to the most beautiful place, where no one knows us, I can open a medical center, as long as you want me to do anything." ”

"Tang Ru, would you like to come with me?" He asked tentatively.

When I heard this, I replied with a cold tone: "I don't want to, I don't like you either, you will always be the Brother Lu in my mind, that's all." "I endured the knife-like pain in my heart.

I put my hand on the wall, Cong Mian also put my hand on the wall, and I said, "Brother Lu, I feel the warmth of your palm." ”

"Even if you don't love me, I will protect you, as long as I still have a breath." He said word by word.

How much I want to say in my heart, I love you, I am willing, how I want to live an ordinary life with you, holding the hand of the son, and growing old with the son. But I can't.

Suddenly, a white Kong Ming lantern floated up from outside the wall, which read: Ruan Tangru.

I looked up and looked at it happily, and then floated to the sky, and it was still Ruan Tangru. I watched the countless Kong Ming lanterns in the sky drift farther and farther away, twinkling like stars, and they were extremely beautiful in the vast night sky.

My heart is full of love for Lu Congmian, from the first time we met, just like fate was destined to be so, we have planted feelings in our hearts, but we can't be together, for me, for him, for the Ilgen Jueluo family.

Tonight, destined to be sleepless.

Early the next morning, the house was still busy, and the family banquet was set up in the garden of the backyard, and the word longevity was hung high, and ten tables of banquets were placed. The banquet was attended by famous families in the capital and Amma's relatives and friends. At noon, everyone arrived with gifts, and the lady personally arranged for the guests to sit down.

and set up a stage, and invited people from Qiu Pinzhai in the capital to sing the opera, and the first Ama order was "Magu Birthday". The birthday feast began, and I sat restlessly at the table, thinking that I would leave this place later, excited and worried.

I secretly looked at Lu Congmian at the next table, he was drinking with the people at the table, as if nothing happened, and I sat down with peace of mind.

Singing on stage, there was a noisy voice in the audience, Ama said to his wife: "Madam, you have worked hard today, this second play is up to you." ”

Mrs. looked at the lord with a smile, and the others looked at each other and said that the lord and the lady respected each other as guests, and the lady looked at the fold and said, "Then "The Legend of the West Chamber"," Mrs. closed her words, and as soon as the gongs and drums sounded on the stage, she began to sing.

When the drama on the stage sang: "The shadow of the flower on the wall...", the lady looked at me meaningfully, as if saying to herself: "What a shadow of the flower on the wall." When I heard Madame's words, I bowed my head weakly.

The lady said to the old man with a smile: "Master, let's just listen to the marriage of this opera, let's put a good marriage in front of us, waiting for us to decide." As he spoke, he glanced at Yuli.

The old man seemed to suddenly remember, and said, "Yes," Ama stood up happily and said to everyone: "I said one thing in front of many people today, my eldest daughter is not young, and now she is seventeen years old, and she is a good match for my virtuous nephew Lu Jiagongzi, and she is a childhood sweetheart, so I have to nod and agree to this family business." ”

Uncle Lu stood up happily, pulled up Lu Congmian, who had an ugly face, and said: "We have chosen the day, it is set for the fifth day of October, and there are still more than three months, which is a good day to get married." ”

Madame and Ama nodded in agreement, and everyone congratulated one after another, only Lu Congmian's faces changed.

I deduced that the wind was strong and a little cold and left the table early, and the more I walked, the more I felt weak, I squatted on the ground to hide my face and cry bitterly, feeling that the world was spinning, and the relationship that I had finally established collapsed in an instant, and it was heartbreaking.

In fact, what is so terrible about death, what people are afraid of is the heart-rending pain before death.

At this moment, Lu Congmian was galloping on a horse on the vast grass outside the city, and he could only imagine that he would be able to fly away with his beloved soon, and he would be with her for the rest of his life.

From dusk until dark, the figure was still waiting, the sky was drenched with a majestic rain, thunder, his voice mixed with thunder, he was completely desperate.

I curled up in the quilt and cried in despair, tears wet my pillow, and my heart ached and said, "I'm sorry, I can't love you, but I love you." "There was thunder outside.