Chapter 551 is used to it

Bai Yan was cleaning up the kitchenware in the kitchen.

In fact, there is nothing to clean up in the kitchen, everything is very neatly arranged for her convenience, and everything is positioned.

But she knew that An Qing and Su Yan had something to talk about outside, and she also knew what they were talking about at this moment.

At this time, she didn't know what kind of expression and mood she should have to face these pasts.

She did what she did at the beginning, and she didn't regret it at all. Looking back, she still doesn't regret it. But in the face of Su Yan. Her mood was still a little complicated.

It's just that they have been separated for ten years, and now that she has become what she is now, she doesn't know how to face the current Su Yan.

She didn't even know what kind of expression Su Yan would have when she knew what had happened to those layer dragons. Much of it was in the past for her.

She hid a panic in her heart that she couldn't even detect, and it just so happened that these two people didn't want her to listen to her, so she simply came to the kitchen and cleaned up her things.

After a long time, when all kinds of thoughts in her heart were chaotic and complicated, she suddenly heard a slightly heavy voice.

She had a very sharp ear and could easily tell who this person was just by the sound of footsteps.

Su Yan...

Realizing that it was him who suddenly appeared, Bai Yan's breathing lightened slightly.

The movement of the fruit knife in her hand suddenly began to speed up.

She turned her back to Su Yan, but Su Yan could be sure that Xiao Yan must have discovered him.

Xiaoyan studied music, and she has had a very sharp pair of ears since she was a child. As long as there is a little noise or something wrong in the music, she can easily detect it.

So he had no doubt that his footsteps had exposed his whereabouts.

He didn't plan to hide anything in front of her, he walked over and stood behind Xiao Yan, stretched out his hand, tightly clasped her waist, and locked her into his arms.

He bowed his head slightly, his face buried in her hair. At this moment, it seemed that only her breath could quietly soothe his already painful and numb heart.

Xiao Yan's whole person was a small one, and in front of him, he was very easily circled by him.

At the moment when he was hugged by Su Yan, Xiao Yan's hand moved.

Facing him at this moment, she suddenly didn't know what to say.

He must have known all about it, otherwise it wouldn't be such a painful manifestation at this time.

She simply fell silent.

"Why didn't you say it at the time?"

He burst into flames, breaking the silence of the room.

His questions were vague, and he didn't know what he was asking without saying.

But Xiao Yan just understood.

He asked her again why she didn't tell him about her injuries at the time.

Xiao Yan's expression paused, "It's all over." ”

It's been so long since everything goes by, and it doesn't make any sense to ask these questions now.

She avoided the important and did not want to mention the things that had happened.

But Su Yan was unwilling to let it go like this.

His hand around Xiao Yan's waist tightened more and more, until Xiao Yan, whose arm was strangled by him, patted his arm a little uncomfortably.

"Loosen up, it hurts."

Su Yan's strength suddenly relaxed.

He hugged Xiaoyan, but the sense of stability in his heart was not as strong as before.

He stretched out his hand, turned the little feast, and asked her to face him.

He saw Xiao Yan's dull eyes, bowed his head slightly, and landed a gentle kiss on her trembling eyelids.

Xiao Yan trembled slightly, but did not refuse his approach.

"Are you scared?"

Are you afraid of the darkness that came so suddenly? Do you regret protecting him like that?

Facing him, Xiao Yan was still slightly stunned for a moment, and then said lightly, "Get used to it." ”

It's not that I'm not afraid, it's just that I've long been used to it.

The simple three words hurt his heart even more than An Qing's long string of words.

She used to be the most afraid of the dark. Usually not afraid of the sky and the earth, a little girl who is bold can only be at night. When it's a dark environment everywhere, he will obediently pull his clothes tightly like a little white rabbit and follow him.

Su Yan thought back to those things in the past, and his heart trembled.

Xiao Yan in front of him seemed to understand his thoughts in an instant, and pulled his lips, "Really, get used to it, I'm not afraid of the dark anymore." ”

It had taken ten years for her to get used to this darkness, and she didn't care anymore.

Of any of the things she had ever experienced, which one was not more afraid of the horror of the dark?

A trace of pain flashed in Su Yan's eyes.

He actually had a lot of questions he wanted to ask. It seems that she doesn't regret it later, she is still sad now, and even... Does she still love him...

But now he felt that these questions were of no use at all.

She's done everything before. Even if he dies in this life, he will never let go of Xiao Yan's hand!

All the words were squeezed into my mouth, and in the end, I only turned into one sentence.

"Don't be afraid, Brother Yan will accompany you from now on, and he won't go anywhere."

Xiao Yan, who was still able to maintain a calm banquet just now, stood in Su Yan's arms at this moment, only to feel that his eyes suddenly soured.

Her originally calm heart suddenly seemed to be drilled out of a crack, and streams of sourness poured out.

She struggled to suppress the feeling, looking down to hold back the tears.

Today is the first day of reunion with Brother Su Yan, she can't cry in front of him, and she can't be unhappy in front of him.

She had fantasized countless times that when the two of them met again, she should be smiling no matter what.

But now she seems to be a little unable to control her emotions.

The gap in the heart can't be blocked, and the sourness is getting stronger and stronger.

Su Yan remembered that she felt something, hugged Xiao Yan tightly, reached out and pressed her head on her shoulder, her voice solemn but gentle.

"Good, from now on, you are no longer alone, how much suffering, how much pain, Brother Yan will follow. This time, I'll never leave you alone again, not even if I die! ”

Xiao Yan trembled, and the crack in his heart was suddenly torn even bigger.

Sour, uncomfortable and even aggrieved, all kinds of negative emotions suddenly poured out of my heart.

A tear slipped uncontrollably from her eyes, then a second, a third.

Xiao Yan originally wanted to hold back desperately, but now he couldn't help it. She could only bite her lip and silently let the tears fall.

After a while, Su Yan could already feel the wetness of the piece of fabric on his shoulder.

His heart ached along with Xiao Yan's tears, but at this moment, he could only reach out and gently pat Xiao Yan's back to soothe her emotions.