I, Yang Yuqing, I'm pregnant.

But I don't know whose child it is, maybe I can only know when I am born.

I touched my growing belly and saw the ring on the ring finger on my left hand, and I didn't know where my thoughts had gone.

……

After receiving the news that day, Brother Jiang's master took me to meet Brother Jiang.

I couldn't see him, but his tone was still the same as before, and he said to me, "I'm sorry for delaying you." ”

I know that at this time, I may not really be living in this world.

……

When I found out I was pregnant, it was just over a month later.

For more than a month, there has been gossip about my affairs in the village, and most of them are no longer willing to talk to us. Only my aunt is willing to take care of me, and I know that this kind of thing will not last long, so I know that I have to work on my own, although the government will give me some subsidies every month, and there will be discounts in other aspects such as medical care, but I know that some things, such as cooking and cleaning, I have to do it myself.

I relied on the money left by Brother Jiang to buy a rice cooker and put it in the most familiar position for me, and I asked my aunt to help me hide some sharp things in the house......

I felt the bits and pieces of my family, and I thought to myself that it would be nice if Brother Jiang was here.

Maybe when Brother Jiang comes out, we can continue to be together, maybe he will touch my head and say that I am amazing; That's what I fantasize.

Until one day, when the menstrual period did not come, when my aunt came to my house, I told my aunt about it, and my aunt took me to the hospital to investigate carefully.

I'm pregnant...

I never thought I'd get pregnant...

When my aunt and I returned home, we were a little silent.

This child shouldn't have come, at least not now.

My aunt told me, "You are alone now, and if you listen to what your aunt says is not good, even if you are born now, it will not be easy to support; Besides, the people in the village are a little ......."

I listened to my aunt's words, nodded and replied, "Auntie, it's okay, this is Brother Jiang's queen, no matter how difficult it is, I will give birth." ”

My aunt seemed to look at me, sighed, and said hello to me and left.

……

I never thought it would be so hard to get pregnant......

Every day I would experience vomiting and not being able to eat......

I often feel pain like menstruation......

And the best thing is to feel tired, and every time I fall asleep in a daze in bed......

……

That night, I stroked the child in my belly, thinking about what the child's name would be after birth, whether Brother Jiang would be happy when he wore that dress, and so on.

Suddenly there was a slight pain in my stomach and a feeling that something was overflowing.

I quickly touched my lower body, and there was something wet but sticky in my hand.

I know something is wrong.

hurriedly wanted to call my aunt out; I wanted to run out of the house, but the severe pain in my stomach made it difficult for me to move forward.

Every time I moved, it was as if it was irritating the wound, and the intense pain made me break out in a cold sweat.

I opened the door with a slight tremor and breathed as deeply as I could, trying to find a way to relieve the pain.

And when I got out of the house, I didn't walk ten steps before I noticed a problem.

I.. Unseen.

Where am I?

Where am I going?

Tears spread all over his face like opening the floodgates.

A strong feeling of vertigo began to wander through my mind, and I gritted my teeth and began to explore the path ahead, step by step.

I think even if there is an abyss in front of me, there are eighteen layers of hell in front of me, I have to walk through it.

On the unfamiliar road, I took a deep breath and walked while enduring the pain, calling out to my aunt;

It was as if the air in my lungs had been drained by me, and the dizziness was getting stronger.

I fell to the ground, but it seemed like my shouting was finally getting going.

I listened to the dense footsteps around me, they seemed to be around me, they seemed to be looking at me, they were whispering.

I felt someone pick me up, she held my hand, she called my name, I knew, it was my aunt, but I couldn't hold it anymore.

"I'm sorry, auntie, I should have listened to you..."

I listened to their words, to their indifference, to their ignorance.

In a daze, I felt a little sad in my heart.

At that time, there seemed to be a glimmer of light in front of my eyes.

I seemed to be able to see again, watching the light grow bigger and bigger, and listening to the people around me start to panic.

Listen to the people around me muttering, "God is angry..."

"Run..."

"Run!"

……

I lay in the middle of the road, and gradually lost my breath.

And the light in front of me is getting bigger and bigger.

I stroked the baby in my belly.

"Baby, I'm sorry I couldn't get you into this world."

My eyelids grew heavier and heavier, thinking about the indifferent hearts of people, and my life flickered in front of me like a marquee.

I seemed to see that on the same road, it was raining heavily, and a middle-aged man, struggling to stare at the tricycle, carrying a woman who looked very similar to herself, and she had a big stomach and felt a little uncomfortable.

In the delivery room, the woman touched the sleeping baby with her hand and said to the middle-aged man, "It's called Yang Yuqing." ”

She looked at the baby and muttered: "Rain, rain, may you be like a sunny day after the rain, and the wind and the moon will shine; May you no longer suffer half a share of suffering, and your life will be as sunny as ever. ”

I closed my eyes and thought to myself, "I'm sorry, Mother, thank you for giving birth to me." ”

I saw Brother Jiang in prison again, wearing black and white striped clothes, with handcuffs on his hands, and we were separated by a glass, and his face still had unshaved stubble.

He said to me, "I'm sorry for the delay." ”

"Nope! No! ”

"I'm the one who delayed you!"

I wanted to reach out with all my might, trying to catch Brother Jiang, but Brother Jiang was getting farther and farther away.

I opened my eyes, and there were no waves in my eyes, and I whispered:

"I'm sorry to be human."

A gigantic meteorite fell from the sky.

After the loud noise, everything around it was shattered, and there was no life.

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Time is back to the present.

After a long time, the fat man sighed, his face a little complicated.

He looked at the old man in front of him.

The old man in front of him smiled at the fat man, but his eyes couldn't be opened.

The old man gently patted the little girl on her thigh and told her to get up.

The little girl was a little small, and he rubbed his eyes and looked at the fat man in front of him.

He looked a little excited, but also a little scared.

She hadn't seen anyone else in a long time.

The fat man beckoned to her.

The little girl hid behind the old man, who gave her an encouraging smile.

The little girl came timidly and hesitantly to the fat man.

The fat man touched her head, clenched his right hand into a fist, and gave a thumbs up to the center of the girl's eyebrows.

I saw a sudden strange symbol on the girl's eyebrows.

The fat man said to the little girl, "Little girl, your mother and I have something to say, so let's go play two laps first." ”

The little girl timidly looked back at the old man, only to see the old man nodding.

The little girl cheered and ran out of sight of the fat man.

……

In the end, only the old man and the fat man were left alone.

The fat man took out the wooden sword he was carrying, and he walked towards the old man and said softly:

"Hate it."

"Hate me."

"Because I hate it too."

With a sword roar, the old man's head fell to the ground.

The moment before she disappeared, she was relieved and relieved.