Chapter 460: No Faith
For a moment, Fang Muhibiscus actually had the idea of wanting to escape into the empty door, but then she thought that she still had relatives who loved her, his brother Bai Jingran, and the Xing family's parents who were so good to her, as well as his favorite sugar candy, these people were all his bonds, since these ties couldn't be let go, how could he talk about escaping into the empty door?
And if she really chose to give up on them and enter the Buddha Gate, it would be unfair to everyone, and even more unfair to Xing Ziyan.
"But my hatred for him now is so deep that I don't dare to look at him now, and I don't want to see him, what should I do? I don't think there's going to be a way to solve it for a while. ”
Fang Mujin didn't want to let herself become like this, but she really had no choice, so she thought of the most extreme solution to the problem was to file for divorce.
Of course, she didn't tell Bai Jingjing that she had filed for divorce from Xing Ziyan. Now this is just her unilateral idea, judging from Xing Ziyan's attitude, this application will not really be implemented at all, and Xing Ziyan's attitude will definitely not agree.
And at that time, she filed for divorce in a hurry, and in hindsight, Fang Muhibiscus felt that she might be too cold.
Xing Ziyan was so good to her, but she tried her best to leave his side, just because of this incident, the most important thing is that the murderer of this incident is actually herself, but in order to avoid responsibility, she wants to blame all the circumstances on Xing Ziyan, as if only in this way will she feel better.
Because during this time, she always dreamed that the child would chase after her and call her mother, which made her panic more and more in her heart. This dream would always remind her of the fact that the child did not have the one.
"Sister Mu Hibiscus, your thinking is not right."
Frowning, Bai Jingjing said these words to Fang Mujian very disapprovingly.
"You know what? You actually blame the president for all the faults, which is why you are so prejudiced against him, but have you ever thought that this matter has nothing to do with him at all? As you said, you just don't trust him enough, and trust is the ultimate problem that causes all the contradictions today, why don't you trust him? ”
This is what Bai Jingjing wants to know, because from the words that Fang Mujin said now, what she can feel is that Fang Mujin still has love for Xing Ziyan, but she doesn't dare to believe in Xing Ziyan's love anymore, that's why so many things happen.
I don't know what happened between the two of them that caused Fang Mujin to not believe Xing Ziyan now, in order to help Fang Muhibiscus solve this problem, Bai Jingjing still chose to ask.
Is there no trust? Hearing Bai Jingjing say this, Fang Mujin suddenly found that she had no trust in Xing Ziyan, and this was indeed their biggest problem, she didn't know when she lost trust in Xing Ziyan.
After thinking about it carefully, it seemed that the last time I quarreled with Xing Ziyan because of Ah Lian, and Xing Ziyan didn't believe her at the time, but believed Ah Lian, although he explained to him afterwards, Xing Ziyan didn't take it to heart, and still faced her with a very perfunctory attitude, that is, after that time, Fang Mujin gradually stopped trusting Xing Ziyan in his heart.
"It's true that I'm losing trust in him, but I don't know what to do. During this time, I always felt that I couldn't control myself, my emotions fluctuated a lot, and I became more and more impatient with Xing Ziyan. ”
It turned out that all the problems were still in her own body, and it didn't have much to do with Xing Ziyan, at this moment Fang Mujin really wanted to understand that everything she did was wrong, she just wanted to reduce the guilt in her heart, so she transferred all her hatred to Xing Ziyan, just to prevent her from hating herself.
This is very unfair to Xing Ziyan, so Fang Mujin decided to change himself, tried to continue to trust Xing Ziyan, and tried to accept him again. As all of them said it had happened, let it pass, after all, no one could go back in time and stop it from happening, and of course she herself couldn't.
With a heartfelt smile, Fang Muhibi felt that her whole person was relieved, she finally knew what the problem was, so her heart was also a lot easier.
"Thank you Jingjing, if it weren't for you today, I might still be in a dead end." said this word of thanks to Bai Jingjing very sincerely, Fang Mujin didn't expect Bai Jingjing to return it at all
is a love expert, much stronger than the original self.
"It's okay, Sister Hibiscus is mainly you now, you have to adjust your mentality, take care of your body, the baby's words will be there in the future, it can only mean that this child has no fate with you at present, right? After that, you will have other cute children, so don't pay too much attention to it, people are just about fate. ”
After knowing that the hurdle in Fang Mujian's heart had passed, Bai Jingjing was also very happy, and the depression in her heart was also reduced a lot.
The tears in her eyes were finally gone, and there was a more sincere smile on her face, as if she had recovered the heartless she had before, but only she knew that from the moment Fang Mujian fell, she was different.
She can no longer be as heartless as before, she doesn't care about anything, she just knows that she is still impulsive and a child.
"Okay, I know it all."
How could Fang Mujian not know about his physical condition? So during this time, although he had a conflict with Xing Ziyan, the soup he sent over, Fang Muhibiscus has always been drunk, and he has drunk it at all. She hopes that her body will get better as soon as possible than anyone else, and she will participate in that jewelry contest, and there will be no two days left soon.
Thinking of the jewelry competition, Fang Mujian's spirit was better again, and her body seemed to have more energy, she raised her head and asked Bai Jingjing.
"Jingjing, have you made the finished product of my design for me? It's going to be a jewelry contest soon, and I'm still waiting to participate. ”
At this moment, Fang Mujian is most worried about the products she designed, she has already designed the jewelry, and now she is completely waiting for the finished product, the finished product will come out to see how the effect is, if there is no problem, you can directly finalize the design drawing, and then take the finished product directly to participate in the competition abroad at that time.
Blinking her eyes, Bai Jingjing was stunned, didn't the president tell Sister Mu Hibiscus that their company would not participate in this international jewelry competition, and Sister Mu Hibiscus's personal competition has now been canceled.
"Sister Hibiscus, don't you know? Your game has been canceled, even all of our company has been canceled, and this time the Xing family and you have all abstained from the competition. Top tier