But whenever I asked Lu Yan, he always spoke left and right, and he didn't answer my words.

This deepened the doubts in my heart.

Could it be that my father has died? It wasn't possible then, I'm only about 30 years old now, and logically speaking, my father should still be very strong even if he is 60 years old.

But he didn't say that I didn't ask again, which is certainly not a good thing.

I think I'd better wait until I'm strong enough to think about all of this.

Or maybe I'm still a little afraid to face that kind of ending!

One night I dreamed of another scene.

It was me and the girl named Lin Yuan, we were holding hands, walking on campus together, and it seemed that it should be high school.

I don't know what's going on, but I suddenly thought that Lin Yuan seemed to have told me before that the two of us were good friends in high school.

"Ah, someone's jumping in, come and see." When the two of us were walking on campus, suddenly there was an exclamation from the crowd at the school pool, everyone's eyes were instantly attracted, I turned my head to take a look, only to find that there was a person inside who was struggling to flutter, I glanced at Lin Yuan.

Suddenly, my heart pounded.

Isn't that the guy I've liked for a long time? But who is that person?

In the dream, I knew the identity of the boy, but I couldn't see his face clearly, but I still jumped off without hesitation, leaving Lin Yuan on the shore shouting anxiously.

With a lot of effort, I finally pulled the boy to the shore. I sent the rest of my classmates to the infirmary, but even so, I still couldn't see his face clearly.

"Who is it?" I chiseled my head hard, suddenly woke up, looked around, and realized that I was in the hospital.

It turned out to be a dream again, and I sat on the edge of the bed with some great loss.

Who is that boy? I glanced at the time, five o'clock in the morning.

I stared at the birds outside the window for a long time, and finally looked forward to eight o'clock.

The doctor's rounds were all over, and I found another reason to direct Lu Yan out, so I breathed a sigh of relief and dialed Lin Yuan.

"Really, you really dreamed about those." Who knew that Lin Yuan didn't answer my words, but subconsciously reacted like this. "Well, your memory is gradually coming back."

"Is this true?" I was even more surprised. "But it's a dream!"

"Then tell me who that boy is." Finally, I still didn't forget my original intention, and asked tentatively.

Lin Yuan on the other side of the phone was silent all of a sudden, as if he was organizing the language, he and she didn't say a few times, I wasn't in a hurry, I looked at the side boredly, and then I found that my palms had been soaked with a layer of sweat, it turned out that I still cared in my heart.

I shook my head helplessly. "Okay, it's time to tell me, right? Who is it? Finally, I couldn't resist speaking again.

"It's Lu Yan." In just three words, a shocking thunderbolt formed directly in my mind, I couldn't believe it, and the whole person was stunned.

"What's wrong? Ruolin, are you still listening? Ruolin. "Lin Yuan on the other side of the phone saw that I had no voice, and hurriedly shouted a few more times, and I came back to my senses." I'm here, you continue. ”

"At that time, you were really used to suffering for him." Lin Yuan sighed a little helplessly. "Originally, I thought that your loss of memory this time was a good opportunity, you could just forget about him, but I didn't expect it."

On the other side of the phone, I also smiled helplessly.

"Who's going to say for sure? Isn't this an abominable fate. "I was a little carried away, it turned out that there really were some stories between us and they were so romantic.

I thought about it in my heart, and the smile on the corner of my mouth couldn't help but go up.

"But then things weren't as rosy as you thought." Lin Yuan seemed to feel the thoughts in my heart and said coldly. "Later, I didn't want to mention those things, and the name of Xuan Xuan that you always remembered before, which was also hurt by that Lu Yan, forget it, Ruolin, I won't tell you this."

"Are you feeling better now? What's the reaction lately? Lin Yuan was still babbling something over there, but there was a shocking thunderclap in my mind, and I suddenly remembered it, and I was stunned there.

My Xuan Xuan, was he really killed by Lu Yan? Did he last say he hoped to forgive him even if I regained my memory?

At no time have I been so desperate to know the answers.

"Okay Ruolin, don't think about it so much, I know, you and him seem to be inseparable, it's better to accept it than that, because no matter what, I want you to be happy and be well." On the other side of the phone, Lin Yuan sighed slightly and said so. "Okay, Ruolian, don't think about it so much."

I replied a few more indiscriminately, and then hung up the phone.

My mind was in turmoil, and I had no idea what I was doing.

If my Xuan Xuan was really killed by Lu Yan, then how would I face him next?

I didn't have a correct answer in my mind, and I didn't know what to do at all, so I could only pretend that I didn't know anything.

"What's wrong? I was in a daze early in the morning, and I couldn't even smell the taste of your favorite xiaolongbao I bought? I was thinking about it when suddenly a crisp sound sounded in my ears, I turned my head to look, and found Lu Yanzheng looking at me with a smile on his face, he skillfully put the handbag in his hand on the table, and then brought me a bowl of millet porridge.

I stayed there in a daze, not answering or not answering, and finally Lu Yan put my small table and carefully put the bowl of porridge on it.

"But be careful when you eat it, it's quite hot." Looking at his natural appearance, I really wanted to pull him over and ask clearly, what does my Xuan Xuan have to do with him?

I opened my mouth, but finally didn't say anything.

From my subconscious, Lin Yuan would not come to lie to me, but this Lu Yan in front of him does not look like a murderer at all, is there any misunderstanding?

I didn't dare ask, because that would represent mistrust.

Although I don't know what happened to this boy in front of me, I fell in love with her at first sight after waking up this time, I knew that this was a special fate and didn't want it to be so easy, so I gave up and prayed to God to turn back time, I would definitely not make that phone call just now.

Lu Yan next to me didn't notice my appearance at all. "What's the matter, you don't want to eat yet? Are you thinking about where to go? Or the breakfast I bought is not to your liking, if you are not satisfied, I will go immediately. As he was about to walk out of the room again, I hurriedly called out to him.

"The story of the two of us." I finally stopped and shook my head halfway through. "Forget it, nothing."

"Oh, don't say anything halfway, okay? I'm really worried about that. Lu Yan still wanted to inquire clearly, but I rejected it with a look.

He shook his head, helpless. "The most lacking thing between the two of us is communication, Shen Ruolin, let you know that no matter what, I am with you."

Finally, I nodded heavily.

"Okay, I'm going to drink porridge, and you can eat it too." I took a deep breath and decided not to act rashly for the time being, there was no way, I was so afraid of losing him.

Heaven you must hear my prayers, the words that Lin Yuan and I said today were all foolish.

After breakfast, I was bored on the bed on a drip while praying to heaven like this, but as if he didn't hear my prayer at all, my phone suddenly rang.

Su Wanyan.

Seeing that it was both familiar and unfamiliar, my mind exploded.

How is that name so familiar? But it made me not come for a while, disgusted from the heart.

Seeing that I didn't move for a long time with the ringing phone, Lu Yan couldn't wait to come over, he wanted to see what happened to me, but when he skimmed the name displayed on the phone screen, the expression on his face immediately changed.

"What's going on? Why did she call you? ”

His voice rose several decibels at once.

I shook my head, this should be the real Lu Yan, not the usual gentle and gentle him.

Soon, he seemed to realize that it was inappropriate for him to speak like this, took a deep breath, and shook his head.

"I didn't say that sentence to you just now, Ruolin, this Su Wanyan is so annoying, she directly harmed you like this, but I have already sent her to prison before, why would I still call you now?"

Finally I couldn't take it anymore.

"How do I know? It's been more than half a month since I woke up, and you've always been by my side, and I've never heard you mention that name, and now you're suddenly calling me. Halfway through, I finally shook my head.

"Forget it? It doesn't make sense to say that now. ”

As I spoke, I wanted to press the answer button, but Lu Yan quickly stopped me.

I looked at him in amazement, but he shook his head at me very firmly.

"Please believe me, this is not a good call, don't answer it." After speaking, he directly pressed the reject button on me, and the doubts in my heart deepened, could it be that the previous incident had something to do with this person named Su Wanyan?

Since they wouldn't tell me what had happened, I had to find her alone.

When I thought about it like this, I finally took an opportunity to dial Su Wanyan's phone back, in fact, she had called me two or three times before this, but every time Lu Yan was singing before, I could only hang up helplessly, and now that I finally have the opportunity, I must ask clearly.