Chapter 1739: The Powerful Combination of Lu Mingzhu and Chi Yuxiu
Two people, walk out of the hotel.
I found a snack bar nearby, and after entering, I asked for two dishes at random.
"Xiao Xiu, do you think I'm stupid?"
Lu Mingzhu didn't start eating right away, and he wasn't so hungry, so he looked at Chi Yuxiu opposite. There was a watery light in her eyes, and it was beating gently, and she couldn't tell what it was like.
Chi Yuxiu saw Lu Mingzhu's eyes, and for a moment, he had an illusion like in a dream.
"I, I ......" Chi Yuxiu also suddenly found that he thought he was very calm, but when he faced Lu Mingzhu's eyes, he was actually upset: "I just think you're a little stupid, really, you're stupid." ”
Until now, no matter how cold Chi Yuxiu has become, in fact, his heart is as clean as before. Everything he did was not for money and benefits, just to get someone, and that person was her Lu Mingzhu, who had always been like this, and all along, such emotions had never changed.
It was at this moment that Lu Mingzhu discovered that the person who had changed was only himself.
He wants to prove himself to the world, but Ji Yuxiu is just thinking about taking himself back.
Compared with Chi Yuxiu, he seems so humble, and he is like dust.
"Minor repairs." Lu Mingzhu called out affectionately.
Chi Yuxiu's mind was in a trance for a moment, and then he realized that everything was irretrievable. I really don't understand why I'm like this.
It's always been like this, as a man, I never ask too much.
It's just that I want to follow the woman I love, watch the sunrise and sunset, and enjoy the clouds together, but that kind of poetic life is now an unattainable dream for me.
Why is this the case?
For a long time, Chi Yuxiu couldn't understand why he had come to this point.
I have money, but whenever the night comes, I can't sleep anymore, why do I feel a burst of emptiness.
The emptiness was real, like a boulder pressing down on one's heart.
"Let's stop talking, let's have something to eat." Chi Yuxiu felt that his heart, which had been strong for a long time, was melting little by little in the watery eyes of the deer pearl.
Before you achieve your goal, you have to keep doing this, and you can't become weak halfway.
"Tell me, am I really stupid?"
Lu Mingzhu must have an answer.
Now, he and Chi Yuxiu are in distant Singapore, so no one has seen everything that happened here. No matter what Chi Yuxiu thinks of himself, he will accept it calmly.
The men and women in the world, thousands of feet of red dust, to put it bluntly, are nothing more than a love word misleading people for life.
"Do you really want me to answer?" Chi Yuxiu looked directly into Lu Mingzhu's eyes, her eyes were like a poem, she couldn't read it, she couldn't appreciate it.
"Yes." Lu Mingzhu nodded heavily: "You answer me." ”
"So, I'll tell you directly, in fact, you are really stupid." Chi Yuxiu said: "I don't understand, what kind of thing is worth leaving behind the most sincere love between us." ”
Lu Mingzhu knew that Chi Yuxiu wouldn't understand.
Is it really for yourself to leave everything behind?
There was a voice in his heart telling Lu Mingzhu that it was not true. I never admit that everything I do is for myself, and that is really too selfish.
However, Lu Mingzhu couldn't think of any more noble answer besides for himself.
"I ......" Lu Mingzhu for a while, I really don't know how to say it, any kind of emotion needs to be sincere. But Lu Mingzhu can't find a little sincerity in his heart: "I'll think it's for myself." ”
"Xiao Xiu, I can never understand how much a woman like me longs for others to respect her. However, I also found that no one else could help me except prove myself. ”
"I chose this path, you call me stupid, I admit it. However, I have no other way out than to do this, I have given up on love, and I have also betrayed you, but you must also understand that the person who is hurt the most is not only you, but also myself. ”
It's been a long time, and I haven't said so many words in one breath in front of Chi Yuxiu like today. Everything is so calm, I really hope that time will stop at this moment, so that time will not pass anymore, and look at each other until the end of eternity.
It was at this time that Lu Mingzhu felt that she was a real woman, a woman who wanted to feel sorry for herself.
"Xiao Xiu, I know, you must hate me."
Chi Yuxiu interrupted Lu Mingzhu, he didn't speak, just shook his head.
It's just this simple action that shows how much he loves Lu Mingzhu, and calling her stupid is not hating her. It's just that Chi Yuxiu has always been unable to understand why things have come to this point, and he really can't understand that all emotions could have supported more things.
But why are you so ......
"Xiao Xiu, you speak, I don't want you to keep it in your heart. Really, you can tell me anything, I will never hold a grudge against you. When Lu Mingzhu said such things, he suddenly realized what he was doing, and he also understood what kind of attitude he had.
Because he doesn't have any qualifications to hold a grudge against Chi Yuxiu.
"I'm not afraid that you will hate me, but I am afraid of ...... I'm afraid you don't love me anymore. ”
As he spoke, Chi Yuxiu slowly lowered his head, this gentle action showed how gentle Chi Yuxiu was.
Yes, it has always been like this, all emotions are like everything that erupts, any kind of thing, as long as you can understand all of this, then this kind of thing, there will be no more things in it.
So, what else can Chi Yuxiu have, he is thinking, he is thinking, why love is so difficult.
"Okay, let's stop talking."
Lu Mingzhu smiled brightly and said, "What you can say, not counting today, I still have two days to chat with you." ”
"Aren't you here to do things?" Chi Yuxiu asked in surprise.
For Chi Yuxiu's surprise, Lu Mingzhu was not surprised. She wanted to say, isn't this arranged by you Chi Yuxiu?
When the words came to his lips, Lu Mingzhu didn't say them.
And in fact, it is impossible to say.
"Okay, I'm here to do something, but, that Li Yongda, you won't have time to see me until the day after tomorrow." Lu Mingzhu replied lightly.