Chapter 44: Disappointment

The weather is getting colder and colder, and the dead branches and leaves in the pond have fallen to the bottom of the pond, becoming fertilizer for next year's new shoots. The weeping willows by the pond have also lost their leaves and become bare. Winter is really coming.

Recently, Lin Haiyuan has been walking later and later after school after evening self-study-

"Lin Haiyuan, the lights are out, it's time to go, right?" We urged Lin Haiyuan.

"Wait a minute, I'm done." He took out his flashlight and continued working on the question according to the book.

"Lights out! Hurry up and go!" There was a voice outside the door.

"Let's go! The teacher of the check is here! "We urged him again.

"Okay, let's go."

This happened almost every day, and we were even urged to leave by the teacher on the opposite floor with a powerful flashlight.

Since he had to work so hard, we had no choice but to follow him. But it's not a good idea to always use a flashlight to read a book.

I think of my folding charging light. This lamp was originally bought to wait for Lin Haiyuan on Saturday, and now it is just right for him to use. So I decided to bring this lamp with me every day, so that Lin Haiyuan could continue to do his homework for a while after the lights went out in school, and I happened to sit at his table with the lamp.

From then on, every night ten minutes after school, when the lights in the classroom were turned off until only the first two were left, I went to sit at Lin Haiyuan's table. Turn on the charging light and read a book with him.

Sitting with him and reading a book, I was a little reserved at first, but this was quickly overshadowed by happiness.

I feel like I'm getting closer to my goal. Now I can wait for the person I like every day at noon and after school in the evening, and then walk with him. What a great happiness it is to be able to read a book together in the same light at night! I already have everything a friend could have!

With the current relationship between us, we are only one step away from becoming a couple. I know that even though there is only one step, this step is like a chasm. But it doesn't matter, I can wait. Not now, isn't there a future? If I can maintain such a relationship with Lin Haiyuan, I have a better chance of saying it in the future. I was immersed in wonderful fantasies.

Unexpectedly, within a few days, my dream was half shattered.

On this day, as I did a few days ago, I came to Lin Haiyuan's side and took out my charging lamp. At this time, he said—

"Yi Yin Fei, you don't need to bring your lamp over again, thank you."

Then, he took something out from under his desk. When I looked, he had a new rechargeable light in his hand!

"I bought a lamp myself, you don't have to bring it anymore in the future, just use this one."

My heart is going to break.

Are you so reluctant to accept my kindness? Are you so unwilling to owe me a favor? I already had a lamp, and I was happy to use it with him, but he bought another one himself in order to clear up his relationship with me.

Could it be that the feeling that we are getting acquainted is just my delusion? Everything is just wishful thinking on my part? No matter what I did, he kept his own rules, refused to take a step beyond Lei Chi, and resolutely drew a line with me.

I'm sad and broken.

That night, when leaving the classroom, Lin Haiyuan looked at the door lock and ran away again.

When he ran back again, I couldn't help it, and roared in despair—

"Lin Haiyuan, how many times have I told you, why can't you remember?!"

"I've got the key! Why can't you remember?! ”

"Why can't you remember?!"

"Three times! You've forgotten it three times!! ”

"Ah, I'm really convinced!"

"No wonder you study so hard and remember so many things, do you only have knowledge in your head?! Isn't it?! ”

The extent of his forgetfulness really refreshed my opinion of him once again.

Yes, he is a top student who is so dedicated to studying, and he will not remember the little things that have nothing to do with studying at all. How could someone like him care about an inconsequential person like me? And how could I let such stupid feelings for him hinder his path of learning? I'm too self-conscious.

The next night, after several urgings, Lin Haiyuan finally went out. As soon as the door was locked, he said—

"Gee, I still haven't got anything out yet. Yi Yin Fei, you can open the door for me. ”

"Now I finally remember that I have the key."

I was about to open the door for him, but the president on the side became impatient: "What else to take?" It's so late, gone! ”

As he spoke, the president came over and grabbed the sleeve of my coat and ripped me open. I was dragged by the president like this, and I went farther and farther.

Lin Haiyuan shouted from behind: "Yi Yin Fei! Come and help me open the door! I couldn't bear it, so I said to the president, "President, why don't I go and open the door for him?" However, the president said, "Ignore him!" "Pulling me tighter and tighter.

I think it's funny to be dragged by the president like this, and no boy has ever dragged me like this since I was in middle school. My heart began to turn towards the president, so I was simply dragged away by him. Lin Haiyuan, who was behind, saw that the president was resolute, so he had to give up the idea of going into the classroom to get things, and caught up with us and walked together. When the president saw him coming, he let me go.

Sure enough, compared with Lin Haiyuan, it's more interesting to get along with the president.