(However, in the materialistic real life, men like the new and hate the old, women are in the twilight of the Qin Dynasty, and it is natural to get all the love ideally, and it is indeed rare to have all the love.) ）

After Wang Mingkong left, Xiao Wanyao was amazed by Tao Ju's strange theories that were both true and false, and if they were true. She wanted to read the senior boy in front of her seriously, but when her eyes touched his clear but handsome face and deep and white eyes like a galaxy, a physical and physiological term flashed in her mind, called a call. She was speechless for a moment. Tao Ju also stopped talking. The playground was silent, so quiet that you could hear each other's heartbeats.

Wang Mingkong soon returned, holding a stack of old newspapers in one hand and a bag of snacks and drinks in the other. Tao Ju saw that she had bought so much food and came back, so she quickly took the newspaper in her hand and spread it on the ground, Wanyao took the bag and poured all the things on the newspaper.

"Sister Empress, I deserve to do this! I'm sorry to break the bank. Tao Ju said this very sincerely.

"Don't be embarrassed, you're not active enough this time, just take the initiative next time." Wang Mingkong smiled lightly and picked up a bottle of Coke and handed it to Tao Ju, while he swallowed melon seeds.

"Wow! Mingkong, if you give water to Brother Tao, you won't give it to me, it's too partial. Xiao Wanyao deliberately joked.

"I let you take it yourself, leaving the right to choose to you." Wang Mingkong smiled and said, "Sister Wanyao, my heart is biased, but I am biased towards you!" Look at Brother Tao, I can give him whatever he wants, and there is no room for picking. ”

"What a quibble!" Xiao Wanyao shook her head, expressing her helplessness against Wang Mingkong's super sophistry level.

"I'll give him whatever I want." Could this be a hint? Tao Ju felt a moment in his heart, he looked at Wang Mingkong seriously, stretched out his thumb and said: "Sister Empress, sure enough, people are as their name suggests, and when you say this, it proves that you don't want to be a bright moon, you just want to be a fiery sun." ”

"Look at you, you tell me like a man's wife. Actually, I'm not very strong. Wang Mingkong pretended to look at Tao Ju with disgust, and then changed the topic, "I heard that many of you are in love in your senior year, do you have a sweetheart?" ”

"Silly girl, if you have a sweetheart, can I still chat with you so freely?" Tao Ju took a sip of Coke, and then said: "The moonlight is charming tonight, but it's a pity that I don't even know which zodiac sign my other half belongs to!" ”

"It seems that Brother Tao is very eager for love, but can you tell us about your understanding of love?" Xiao Wanyao's expression was very expectant.

"In my opinion, love is a contradiction. It's ridiculous, and the absurdity is that it doesn't have the blindness of planning, there's no premeditated randomness. It's wonderful at the same time, and the beauty is that there is no if-and-ss inevitability, no negative truth. ”

"Are you saying that it meets unexpectedly, but it is difficult to find?" Wang Mingkong asked tentatively with his bright eyes.

"Well, smart!" Tao Ju praised and continued: "Love is mainly composed of two parts: taste and love. Pleasure for the purpose of stimulation and love for the purpose of care are only fragments of love, and by no means the whole of love. ”

"However, in the materialistic real life, men like the new and hate the old, women are in the twilight of the Qin Dynasty, and it is natural for them to get all the love, and it is indeed rare to have all the love." Xiao Wanyao sighed softly after speaking.

Tao Ju said: "Or maybe the ideal is too perfect to form the inevitable defect of reality." ”

The three of them were chatting happily, when suddenly a moth flew over and landed on the Coke can in Tao Ju's hand, Tao Ju reached out and pinched it and threw it on the ground, although the moth was injured and could not fly, it still struggled to crawl and escape.

"Ruined most of my Coke, and it was not so easy to leave." Tao Ju stretched out his foot as he spoke, and it was fruitful.

"Brother Tao, you are suspected of disregarding life!" Xiao Wanyao made a joke.

Wang Mingkong immediately coaxed: "Yes! It's pathetic. I don't think it wants to die. ”

"Don't be in a hurry to criticize the two beauties, everyone is studying medicine, and we should have a more objective understanding of life." Tao Ju said solemnly: "All kinds of creatures are obsessed with their present form of existence, and strive to maintain it as best they can, because they all think that their present form of existence is the only reasonable and most special and precious in the world. Therefore, regardless of whether they have the ability or not, they have the desire to destroy other things and expand their living space to the maximum. Therefore, when they are attacked, they either dodge and flee or resist desperately. In nature, all things are equal, and all living beings have their own rights to live and die. Killing and seizing is a direct means of exercising this right, and has nothing to do with indifference. ”

"This ecological balance is itself a process of constant killing." Wang Mingkong was thoughtful.

Xiao Wanyao looked at Tao Ju mischievously and asked, "Brother Tao, I think you are more suitable for literature." Did you fill in the wrong application in the first place? ”

"Is Sister Wanyao appreciating my eloquence?" Tao Ju answered with questions.

Since then, they have become very good friends, so good that neither of them is willing to leave the three-person discussion group alone, and no one wants anyone else to join the three-person discussion group. But there is no banquet in the world, and with the beginning of the countdown to Tao Ju's graduation exam, the inevitable parting is coming to them step by step. The last conversation was with three people, but not in the old local stadium, but in the waiting room where Tao Ju was sent home. Tao Ju carried two heavy bags of luggage, except for a small amount of clothes, which were basically books. He sat on a bench, his beardless chin in his left hand and his right elbow propped up on the back of the chair. Although he was calm on the outside, the anxiety transmitted from between his gently flicking fingers, combined with the faint sadness in the hearts of Xiao Wanyao and Wang Mingkong, who were sitting opposite him, permeated the noisy and noisy voices, making the entire waiting hall, which was already very cramped, become more depressed and uneasy for a while.

Tao Ju pointed to the electronic digital display screen hanging on the wall and said, "The car is late, you guys should go back first." Thank you for coming to see me. ”

"It's okay, it's idle anyway, we'll talk to you." Wang Mingkong said softly.

"Okay, what kind of theme?" Tao Ju asked in an inquiring tone.

"Tao Ju, everyone has a vision of happiness and a worry about hardship, what do you think about the relationship between pain and happiness?" Xiao Wanyao asked in a low voice.

"This is very simple, to be specific, happiness and pain are two different feelings from the body and mind, just like eating sugar and feeling sweet, and drinking medicine to know bitterness. Just as we are happy to be together now, it is happiness, and it is painful to face the approaching parting without anything to be done. After a slight pause, Tao Ju continued: "But to understand in the abstract, the perpetuity of happiness is preserved precisely because the eternal nature of suffering cannot be eliminated. Just as new life is based on decay, so day begins with night. This is an objective law, and it is the opposition and coexistence of contradictions. It is not subject to the subjective will of the individual in the slightest. ”

Wang Mingkong went on to say: "The truth is that human nature that can avoid pain and pursue happiness is subjective, and the basic body is a kind of natural objectivity. The problem is that there are certain things in life that people can look at in two ways, but they don't want to do it in two. ”

"This is the weakness of human nature, from which all human resentment and distraction comes." Tao Ju accentuated his tone, and lost no time in becoming angry.

"Since we can't change our innate weaknesses, we can only face them, and we can only respect them. Blindly sighing and resentment will be useless after all. Xiao Wanyao seems to be admonishing, and seems to be introspective, "Maybe people's pursuit of happiness can only be an idealistic state forever." But the actual meaning is the acceptance and submission of suffering. ”

"The actual meaning is that there is no meaning, it's the same as dreaming, knowing that it is false, or someone does it day and night." Tao Ju felt that Xiao Wanyao's mood was a little low, and he wanted to relax the atmosphere, so he deliberately confused the words, "The truth is that some truths can only be proved and cannot be explained." And some truths can only be explained, not proved. ”

"It's ambiguous, so you can basically go to the recycling bin." Wang Mingkong laughed and scolded Tao Ju's moderation of the argument.

"I'm so confused that I don't know what we're talking about." Xiao Wanyao's willow eyebrows frowned slightly, "Tao Ju, just say it simply, I'm stupid." ”

Seeing Xiao Wanyao playfully grimacing at him, Tao Ju suddenly threw away the depression of the imminent parting, and his mood suddenly became cheerful. He took the opportunity to change the subject, "I don't want to study what we're talking about at the moment, I just want you to be confused." Otherwise, I won't be able to find an opportunity. ”

"What's your idea? Under such a magnificent theme, there is such a big cat. It seems that we are in a wolf today. Wang Mingkong patted Wanyao's shoulder and said.

Wang Mingkong was talking, but his mind was echoing the few words of ridicule that Tao Ju had just said, which were close to confession. Her heart tightened, and she was sensitive to a dull pain with sourness.

"How can this be conceived as a cat if it is not a good word? It can only be defined as intention, or motive, but not as bad. As for," Tao Ju suddenly stopped talking at this point.

"As for what? Say, hang your appetite! Xiao Wanyao urged softly.

Wang Mingkong urged: "Don't sell it, say it quickly." If you want to say it late, we won't listen. ”

"As for what Mingkong said about meeting a wolf, I hope it's the man who came on a bamboo horse." Tao Ju said proudly.

"Go for yourself! Don't beat me and Sister Wanyao's idea. Wang Mingkong's words are a pun, that is, you don't want to beat the two of us, but also that you can't hit two people at the same time.

"Huh! You're really good at digging into people's words. No matter how poor you are, I will ignore you. Xiao Wanyao pretended to be disgusted, but the sweetness in her eyes was like the lake light rippling in the autumn pool, and the dark fragrance floated.

"Bang Bang", two crisp slaps came up from under the shop, calling Xiao Wanyao back to reality from the dream three years ago.

"Wanyao, I'm home, get up quickly." Wang Mingkong, who was sleeping in the lower bunk, sat up and knocked on the bed board of the middle bunk and shouted.

"So fast! I'm still dreaming. Xiao Wanyao rubbed her eyes and said.

Although the sound of the brakes is sharp, it is as pleasant as a lullaby to the wanderer who returns home.

Xiao Wanyao and Wang Mingkong got off the train in turn with their luggage bags, and then walked out of the ticket gate side by side. Wang Feng picked up his daughter with Daben, and Wanyao took her younger brother Xiao Jixian's double-row seat Isuzu back to Zhulin Village.

After Xiao Wanyao relaxed at home for half a month, she went to the city to look for a job, which coincided with Aunt Song, the archivist of the Micro Research Institute who succeeded Liu Mian, who retired early due to illness and needed to find someone to temporarily take over her job. Not long after the recruitment notice was posted, Xiao Wanyao passed by, and she went to the office to apply for a job with the attitude of giving it a try. Luan Zhu looked at her like a very willow mian, and only chatted casually, and asked Murong Ying to take her to the personnel department to fill in the form and hire her. Xiao Wanyao successfully entered the Micro Research Institute, and Wang Mingkong was arranged by his father to take care of finances in his own company.