Chapter 144: Wheat
"Believe it or not! All in all, no matter what you think, Yanran has nothing to do with you! ”
When she said this, was he clear!
Even if he knew.
What if you know everything.
Knowing that Yanran is his biological daughter, what can he do?
Nothing changes.
It was she and Feng Shaoyan who raised Yanran, and she and him are Yanran's daddy and mommy.
Luo Sen, forever and ever, has no rights.
Don't forget, if it wasn't for Ren Jing who hugged this little life with her own life at first.
And he, Luo Sen, except for cruelty, is only ruthless.
Even if you use the rest of your life to atone for your sins, you can't change what has happened.
It's not changing, the truth of Ren Jing's death.
Luo Sen's eyes were full of disorder, he knew, he knew everything.
He is unworthy, unworthy of being Yanran's father.
But—
"I just want to...... Just want to ......"
I just want to find her and the child back.
"Is it just thinking? Luo Sen, even if you know everything, you can't change the current situation.
Yanran is the daughter of me and Feng Shaoyan, her surname is Feng, and this will never change again in her life! ”
At the end, the woman restrained her cathartic anger. said lightly-
"That's what Ren Jing meant."
Never let him know it forever and ever.
Even if you do, don't change it.
She Gu Shanshan, she can live with a lot of people in this life.
But the fat girl, she will always remember the promise to her.
Don't dare to forget, and you can't forget.
"Tell me, where is she?"
He had asked her before, very many years ago.
At that time, she only spoke a few words—I don't know.
Now, Gu Shanshan will not say these words.
Because it doesn't make any sense anymore.
"Luo Sen, you're very clear, aren't you?"
Why bother to deceive yourself again?
Couldn't he have guessed this kind of thing?
Luo Sen's eyes were cold, and he didn't dare to guess.
Ren Jing did not hesitate to hurt herself to protect her for this child.
She loves children like this.
How could it be possible to give a child to someone to raise as soon as she was born?
Unless—
She couldn't bear to raise this child anymore, or was she ......
In fact, Luo Sen has been looking for so many years.
I already have the worst thoughts.
Perhaps the woman.
Gu Shanshan looked at the man who no longer spoke, her eyes sour.
Luo Sen, why bother to find out where the woman is?
You've been looking like this, and you've been looking for it like this, isn't it okay to keep looking for yourself like this?
Luo Sen, Ren Jing, she just wants you to continue looking like this.
Find her end, your end.
In that case, we will always see each other.
I've been looking for it, and when I found it, I went to the place where she was.
But Ren Jing didn't want this man to find her.
Because she wants him to live well, he has always lived.
It's just Luo Sen like this, Ren Jing, you still love him.
And your love has become the pain of his life.
Locke Sen left.
Looking at the way he went downstairs, Gu Shanshan bit her lip.
Sorry, Locke.
I can't give it to you.
You know, you'll like her more than anyone else.
But—
That's my daughter, and the only connection I have with the fat girl in the end.
Allow me to be selfish once.
Just go on like this, don't let Yan Ran know.
Let her be carefree forever and ever.
You are still her Uncle Luo, the Uncle Luo who likes her the most.
……
After that day, Luo Sen did not go around the world to look for the woman, because he was very clear.
I can't find it.
Never to be found again.
I always feel that I have a lifetime to seek out you.
I will always find it, but I need to live a long life.
But I didn't think about it.
You will have the day of death.
Death, what a lot of ordinary words.
But it's that kind of heart-wrenching.
It's all her, in every corner.
As far as he could see, appeared.
But it disappeared again.
In an instant, he stretched out his palm, unable to hold it at all.
……
After that day, Feng Yanran hadn't seen Uncle Luo come to the house for a long time.
Uncle Luo is looking for someone again?
But, one night.
He came home, in front of Daddy Mommy.
Holding her, I cried for the first time.
Uncle Luo seemed to be drunk.
Yanran didn't like the smell of wine, but she listened to Uncle Luo's crying.
She also had red eyes.
Although I don't know why Uncle Luo is so sad, I hope that Uncle Luo can smile happily.
And then -
After many years of hastily passed, Uncle Luo was addicted to alcohol.
The health is getting worse and worse.
Luo Sen didn't know what night it was.
She's been away for a few years.
I only know that he made himself drunk and dreamed to death.
It's just that I want to see her more.
Only when he was drunk could he see her lying quietly beside him like this.
Smile at him.
As before.
When Feng Yanran was 20 years old, two months before she wanted to marry Feng Zeheng.
Received a final notification from the hospital.
Tonight is Uncle Luo's final situation.
On the patient's bed, the man who had given up any treatment.
He's old, even in Yanran's mind.
Uncle Luo will always be so young and good-looking, but he can't change the truth that he is leaving.
"Uncle Luo, can you listen to me?"
In the middle of the night, it was already eleven o'clock.
Daddy Mommy was talking to the doctor outside the hospital ward, and she and Feng Zeheng had always been guarding the ward.
The man with the oxygen mask, his closed eyes slowly opened.
I saw the girl in front of her face clearly.
His most beautiful girl looks very much like her mommy.
Especially the eyes, don't be the same.
Feng Yanran held Uncle Luo's palm and sensed that he seemed to be holding something in his hand.
At first glance, it turned out to be a necklace.
The snowflake-like pendant is very delicate and unique.
It seems that there are also words engraved on it.
Happy...... Is it the name of Uncle Luo, the man he has been looking for?
So, this is her own chain?
Luo Sen moved his hand and motioned for the girl to take the chain.
Feng Yanran raised her eyes and looked at her fiancé with some hesitation, and there were two more months.
He and she were husband and wife
Although he said that, there didn't seem to be any wind and waves, and he couldn't figure out whether he loved or relied on Feng Zeheng.
Seeing that the man nodded, she took the chain.
"Uncle Locke......"
Luo Sen's voice was all hoarse, as if at this moment, he was all very laborious to speak.
But Feng Yanran heard it clearly-
He...... can't wait for the day when Yanran marries Feng Zeheng.
But Shan'er, you can see it.
Luo Sen still remembers, that night of snow.
When he put it on Shan'er himself, her eyebrows and eyes were pleased.
It's nice that no one else bothered you.
Feng Yanran looked at the necklace in the palm of her hand, this is very important to Uncle Luo, right?
But it was given to her.
However, you can't refuse at such times.
Perhaps, this will be the final thing that Uncle Luo left to her.
"Yanran ......"
"I'm here."
She's here, she's always been there.
His eyes were all sour, and as soon as he thought about it, the man would leave tonight.
Yan Ran was very sad, very sad.
Luo Sen looked at the girl, I don't know how long, he always looked at it like this.
Sorry, sorry.
Very many times, I want to tell you.
You are not an orphan, you have not lost loved ones.
But every time, they were all terrified.
In your mind, Uncle Luo will always be an elder who loves you so much, and even a friend.
If you knew the truth, you would hate me.
I don't want to see you sad, I don't want to see you hate.
Therefore –
I'd rather be your uncle for life.
It's just my life, and it seems to have come to an end.
I only hoped that I could die sooner, but in this way, I was a little closer to Shan'er's location.
But now, he can't give it up.
Yanran, his Yanran.
She will soon become a beautiful bride.
Marrying Feng Zeheng, he knew that she would be very happy.
She and Feng Zeheng don't have such complicated emotions.
How nice.
Feng Yanran watched the man's breath get weaker and weaker, and knew that he was leaving.
Even if you are reluctant, you have to face life and death.
That's life.
Although she is only 20 years old, she has no biological parents since she was a child, so she is always easy to think about life.
And Uncle Luo is the most affectionate person she feels.
Although she had never met her biological father, she knew.
Uncle Luo must be very similar to Dad.
Certainly.
Because......
Until the oxygen mask was removed by the physician, and the man fell asleep forever.
Feng Zeheng held his wife's body and was about to leave the hospital ward.
Feng Yanran slowly looked back at the person who covered the white cloth.
Goodbye, Dad.
Although I knew you were my father, I ......
Still no, shout out.
That's it, I'll have a very good life in the future.
With your blessings and Mommy's blessings.
That year, Feng Yanran remembered it very clearly.
When Uncle Luo came to look for Mommy that day, Mommy asked Feng Zeheng, who was still her brother at the time, to take her to her room to do her homework.
But before she entered the room, she closed the door for Feng Zeheng-
"Brother! Open the door! ”
"Don't bother me, play by yourself."
Feng Zeheng only replied with such a sentence, and then calmed down.
Feng Yanran knew that in front of Mommy, this bad guy would still pretend, but now that he is good, he will not recognize anyone when he turns his face.
Play by yourself, play by yourself.
But Uncle Luo seemed to be very anxious, although she said that she was still a child, she still couldn't help it, and went to eavesdrop.
I want to know why Uncle Luo is so anxious to find Mommy.
She didn't know what she was listening to that day.
That's just one sentence—
If that's what she meant, then...... Never let Yanran know that I am her biological father.
The girl's eyes widened suddenly, and she couldn't believe what she was hearing.
What if that's what she meant?
Who does it mean, could it be......
I've never seen it, but is it my mommy who likes her with her life?
Since then, Feng Yanran has one more secret in her mind.
That's a secret that no one can tell.
That's her, the secret.
Now, it's all gone.
Only hopeful, in another world.
He and her will meet again.
The flowers on Mo have bloomed, and it seems that the old man has come.
……
Two months later, it was the wedding ceremony of Feng Yanran and Feng Zeheng.
When the day came, the girl was very flustered.
Marriage has always been a formality.
Because it's with my brother, it's not right...... It is Feng Zeheng who has lived together since he was a child, just ......
After that, the room of the two became a room.
But Mommy said that it would be unusual to have a lot of things.
For example, Yanran will also become a mommy.
Wearing the wedding dress, the gorgeous white, very beautiful and very pure.
Gu Shanshan saw that the most beautiful little princess was about to get married, although she was marrying her own son, she was still a little sour.
Fatty, look......
How beautiful our beauty is!
How happy to laugh.
……
Two hours before the wedding ceremony, the bride is in the lounge.
"Mom, do you think brother really wants to marry me?"
"Still shouting brother! It's my husband in the future. ”
Gu Shanshan smiled lightly, how could she not change the habit of calling her brother.
Feng Yanran pouted, her husband ...... How weird!
Feng Zeheng's iceberg face was today's wedding ceremony, and he didn't see him laughing.
"But I think it...... I ...... him and I."
Like, there is no feeling in some romantic dramas.
For example, kissing, never.
For example, if you like it, you haven't had it.
For example, there was no marriage proposal at all.
She married in such a daze, and he married commonplace.
Is married life really like this?
"Silly girl, you know, what you met is a black-bellied cat."
Black-bellied cat, ......
is a man like Feng Shaoyan.
Externally, you naturally can't see through his mind.
But in fact, he fell into his routine a long time ago and couldn't get out.
Feng Yanran was puzzled, a black cat?
Recall carefully. It seems to be in the middle of Feng Zeheng.
It's really nothing, it's an unforgettable memory.
Except-
"That's a grind!"
That year, a lot happened!
"What's this?"
Looking at the letter handed to her by the girl in the same class, Feng Yanran smiled.
Give her a happy day.
But what's inside?
Could it be—
However, this is the first time Feng Yanran has taken it in the palm of her hand.
"You tell him that if he accepts, I'll be waiting for him at the school gate tomorrow after school."
Without waiting for Feng Yanran to say anything, the girl left shyly.
Only the love letter in Feng Yanran's hand remained, completely blank.
She's going to ...... Give this thing to Feng Zeheng?
But Mommy seems to have said that if there is a girl who likes her brother in the future.
I'm going to get rid of all those girls one by one!
Otherwise, my brother will take it away!
Well, Mommy is absolutely right.
Finally, he threw the love letter into the bucket of music.
When I got out of the classroom, I saw the person I knew well.
"Brother!"
She knew how she didn't want her to look for him in his class.
After school, he would still come and wait for her.
When I got home, Mommy cooked dinner as usual.
"Yanran, you just entered high school, have you bullied your classmates?"
"No, everybody was very nice to me."
Although it is said that it is good to her because Feng Zeheng is her brother.
Gu Shanshan smiled lightly and nodded, looking at her son who was quiet and silent.
"You, help Yanran more in school, don't know how to be handsome in one day!"
……
Every time Feng Yanran saw those math problems, she felt that her mind was empty.
How can it be so difficult!
All the brain cells have been killed, and it still won't.
Well, looking for my brother!
Dressed in a pink dressing gown, he went to his room with a math problem.
There was a knock on the door, and the one who opened it.
It seems that he has just come out of the bathroom, and he is only sixteen years old, and his figure is already called perfect.
A lot of girls say when they see him playing basketball that he is in perfect shape.
And now, she looked at the looming wheat-colored skin under the bathrobe and smacked her lips.
Self-styled Zeheng's disgusted gaze eased his mind-
And he, commonplace.
At this time of the day, the girl would always come to him to take care of his homework.
On the desk, the girl scratched her head and looked at the dense numbers—
"This question, the teacher talked about it today, but I didn't understand it."
"Did you not understand or did you not listen?"
His deep voice was full of awe, Feng Yanran swallowed his saliva without confidence and stopped speaking.