The time that is as plain as water is like a white horse passing through a gap, quietly passing away in the repetition of one day at a time. The first semester of the first year of high school ended quickly. We are also about to face the choice of liberal arts and sciences sub-disciplines.

I didn't think much about it and chose science. At that time, my grades in arts and sciences could be said to be unbiased, and in addition, the college entrance examination has always been dominated by science students, and everyone said that choosing science is better to choose a major and find a job, and I thought about it too, so I chose science.

In the next semester, classes will be re-assigned according to the arts and sciences and the grades of this semester, and the students who were originally in the same class will also go their separate ways. But there seemed to be no parting emotion.

This can't be helped, after all, everyone knew before entering this class that we would only be classmates for one semester, so we didn't have much affection for each other, and many people couldn't even recognize the classmates in the class and couldn't remember.

Besides, this final exam is coming, everyone wants to enter a better class in the next semester, and they are all busy studying.

And even more so for me. Since the third year of junior high school, I have been concentrating on my studies, as if I was isolated from the world. Busy alone all day long, there is only one good friend at the same table. At the beginning, the separation between me and my junior high school classmates who I had been with for three years after the high school entrance examination did not cause me much emotional fluctuations, and now this small parting will not affect me at all.

It's just that my tablemate Ye Yunhong chose liberal arts, and we won't be able to be in the same class anymore. In fact, no matter how she chooses essays and theories, we are destined to no longer be in the same class, which we have long known.

Starting from the second semester of the first year of high school, the grade division of all classes will change. There will be only three parallel A classes left, one in liberal arts and two in science. I will undoubtedly be in Class A. But Ye Yunhong doesn't have this strength. With six parallel Class A, she was almost at the bottom of Class A. After Class A was reduced to three, she didn't expect to get in at all.

Therefore, throughout the semester, we tacitly cared for each other more and cherished this last time in the same class. Now, this moment of separation has finally come.

All the while, I went to school, she lived on campus, and I was only busy studying all day, so I only got along with her with a few words that I could say between classes. In the future, I am afraid that there will not be many opportunities to meet again in different classes.

In fact, if a person really wants to see someone, no matter how busy he is and how few opportunities he has to meet, he will do everything he can to find as many people as he misses. Even, just take a look. Just a glance can also comfort a heart that is struggling to think about it and get a little satisfaction.

However, neither she nor I ever had such thoughts about each other. We just happen to be together, and we just happen to get along, that's all.

So, in the final analysis, in fact, the friendship between me and Ye Yunhong is not very deep.

Yes, getting along for a long time allows us to get to know each other; The fit of personality makes us very comfortable with each other.

We've always been together, and our friendship has always been like a deep underwater, covered by calm and beautiful waters, and no one has ever thought to fish it up to find out, because there is no need for it.

But when it came time to separate, the facts came to light clearly – I thought it was a beautiful jade, but it was just a beautiful stone. It's just a stone with no surface and little value, which can't withstand the carving of time, and once it is affected by external forces, it will be easily broken.

It turned out that the friendship between me and her was not as deep as I imagined. We are now facing an almost permanent parting, but none of us are sad, just a little regretful. No one thought about how to keep in touch in the future, and they didn't even wave goodbye, but they each thought about the way forward, and they went their separate ways.

Now, a few years later, I can't help but feel a little sad when I think about it. Obviously, it should be the reluctant parting of "tomorrow across the mountains, the world is boundless", but in the end, it seems to be the chic appearance of "waving your hand, Xiao Xiao Ban Ma Ming".

yes, that's the relationship between me and my best friend at the time. A relationship that looks good but isn't really deep.

This is true with best friends, not to mention others. I'm not an introvert, and if I want to get along with people, I can be the one who mingles with the people around me. But at the same time, I also know in my heart that these are just superficial friends, just joking on weekdays to break some boredom. The only friend who has been more intimate for a long time, I can live a good life without her.

My human touch is so weak, it's no wonder that others think that I am a monotonous student who studies all day long, doesn't ask about the world, and lives a monotonous life.

But it doesn't matter, I chose to focus on learning this path. At the time, I thought that instead of being busy maintaining superficial relationships, I should invest my energy in things that had a higher rate of return. None of them interest me much anyway.

So, in the hard work of studying day after day, as Lin Qingxuan said, "I retreated to the deep mountains and seas far away from human feelings, and became a recluse who forgot both the mind and the body".

"However, in the end, love is boundless and vast" - Lin Qingxuan said.

Today, I think so. Even after "waking up to the suffering, sourness, ignorance, resentment, and boundless annoyance and insolvency brought by love" in the waves of the world, it is still difficult to escape from the sea of love and break free from the love network.

Anyone will inevitably have a midnight dream.