Chapter 11: Embarrassment
From the time I first started high school until now, my life seems to be going well. Although the relationship between me and Lin Haiyuan has not made great progress, it can be regarded as a good development. From time to time, I would find an opportunity to talk to him, and help him send out the paper after each chemistry week, and he would also pay attention to whether the paper in our group was missing my one before sending the blank paper.
Everything looked fine until one afternoon, not long after.
It was a sunny afternoon. Despite the beautiful weather, my mood was not as bright as it was. For some reason I felt a little irritable, and the restless sun in the sky was even more annoying.
When I walked into the classroom, I wanted to be alone and quiet, but by coincidence, Lin Haiyuan handed over a stack of rolls. At this time, I didn't want to post it, but I never wanted my negative emotions to affect other people and things, so I reluctantly accepted it.
I walked to the first group and tried to separate the papers of this group, but suddenly found that I couldn't remember it completely after I hadn't reviewed the seating chart for a few days. In addition, I was already a little irritable, so I couldn't remember it even more. Even if I flipped through the pile of papers, I couldn't tell which ones were from the first group.
It seemed like a long time for me to flip through it, and I felt as if someone was looking strangely at me.
I was immediately embarrassed, and reflexively looked up, hoping that no one would notice my embarrassment, and unconsciously glanced at Lin Haiyuan, hoping that he would come to help me. It's a pity that he's doing his homework and doesn't seem to be coming.
Suddenly, I accidentally let go of my hand, and the roll fell to the ground with a "snap". I was even more embarrassed, and when I looked up, I saw that someone was looking at me, as if they had noticed my embarrassment, and I was instantly distraught and unable to pick up the roll properly.
Lin Haiyuan noticed the movement on my side, and he seemed to notice that something was wrong with me, and said, "I'll help you." I was instantly pardoned, and immediately fled back to my seat.
Sitting in my place, I was alone and frustrated. I don't like to let others see my abnormal side, what's wrong today, I didn't stabilize myself, I was so irritable that people could see that something was wrong? So much so that in the end, it didn't end until Lin Hai helped me. But what's the use of being upset? It's happened, and I'm just embarrassed by myself.
Lin Haiyuan also sensed my embarrassment, and since then, he has never asked me to help him send rolls.
This is the end of the days when I helped him distribute the test papers.
But it's nothing at all. Things that don't go well are yet to come.