[I had a dream last night, and I slept until three o'clock in the afternoon, and suddenly I remembered my childhood and remembered the sentence I MISS YOU, which is adapted from the author's real story, to the passing years. 】

Mulan No. 4 Middle School is the only school in this southern border town, and over the years, this old and decaying school has cultivated thousands of children, although it is not rich in high-achieving students, but it is rich in all kinds of immortals.

Two days ago, Li Erdan, a student who had just entered his third year of high school, was officially ranked in the immortal class, and everyone called him "Nezha".

Li Erdan has two hobbies, the first hobby is flying close to the ground, but Li Erdan's "mount" has always been an unsolvable mystery, and it looks like a bicycle from afar? Take a closer look, there is no front beam, no pedals, no bells, no seat brakes, and no locks, because Li Erdan firmly believes that no one dares to steal his "secret flying machine".

All year round, Li Erdan pedals his unpretentious "flying machine" to and from school, rain or shine.

But in the early morning two days ago, a sharp stone pierced into the rear wheel of the "flying machine", and the wheel picked up the stones, and the sound of "clucking" was endless, but Li Erdan did not find the slightest abnormality, because although the "flying machine" did not have a bell, it was cultivated to the point of "no bell is better than a bell".

When it was time to get out of school, Li Erdan looked at the shriveled rear wheel and frowned. But he still stepped on the "flying machine", he stubbornly believes that there should be a beginning and an end to doing things, since he can ride to school, he must be able to ride out of school!

"Erdan, your tires are deflated, do you still want to ride?" The classmate used a rhetorical question, he thought the bike could not be ridden.

"Why can't you ride? I can ride. Li Erdan used a question sentence, which overwhelmed the classmates in the complexity of the sentence structure.

"I don't believe you can ride this bike home!" The classmate shook his backhand, hugged his shoulders with both hands, and his momentum was like a rainbow.

"The wings are broken, but the heart can still fly." Li Erdan glanced at his classmates with pity, unwilling to fall behind, and quoted a sentence that he didn't know where to copy.

"Then you're riding!" The classmate sneered in a weird way.

The stubborn and sensitive Li Erdan has never been able to stand the stimulation of others, so he didn't say a word, ripped off the rear tire with his bare hands, and pulled off the front tire. Everything has to start and finish, and picking up tires is no exception.

The classmate stared at the two slippery steel rings, confused.

"Look at it, don't say the tires are flat, I can ride even without tires!"

Li Erdan calmly stepped onto the "flying machine", as if he had boarded the Shenzhou spacecraft, he was about to go to the sky!

Although stubborn, but not stupid, Li Erdan just wanted to ride a bicycle around the school gate and convince his classmates, and he had no intention of riding home, but he made a mistake: ignoring the terrain.

The terrain near Mulan No. 4 Middle School has nine bends and eighteen bends, which is easy to defend and difficult to attack, with large slopes and small slopes, and slopes and slopes are interlocking; Deep pits with shallow pits, pits and pits are linked.

The moment Li Erdan got into the car, he was destined to fly on the spot and become an immortal in one fell swoop.

The "flying machine" had no brakes, and now it has lost the shackles of the tires, it seems to have its own thoughts, and plugged in the wings of dreams, flying freely and proudly!

The dark night of winter in the north fell early, and the sky was half-black, not black, hazy and ambiguous, vaguely indicating that something extraordinary was to come.

At that moment, students, teachers, parents, vendors, and hurried passers-by were all motionless, as if the Creator had pressed the pause button on the world.

It was an ordinary teenager in a red school uniform, he rode an unknown object suspected of being a bicycle out of the noisy campus, the wind raised his short hair, the steel ring rubbed against the ground, splashing and scattering sparks, without the slightest concern, speeding up and down the steep slope, like "Nezha" driving the "Hot Wheels", the surprise in his heart exploded, and no one said a word for a long time.

"Grandpa, is that the little hero Nezha on TV?" The seven-year-old boy asked.

"Maybe, right......"

"Wow, Nezha! Nezha! ......" the child danced and shouted with joy.

Li Erdan became famous unscathed, and after that day, the teaching director of Mulan No. 4 Middle School called him "Nezha".

However, fortune and misfortune depend on each other, although Li Erdan has become an immortal, his "flying machine" has been completely scrapped.

Li Erdan reluctantly sent the "flying machine" that had accompanied him for many years to the scrap yard, exchanged it for 20 yuan, bought a delicate notebook printed with a bear, and began to develop another hobby: writing poetry.

Li Erdan will never forget the first poem he wrote: I am Li Erdan, you are Sun Muwan, Huanghuang does not know autumn, and embraces this Mulan.

Sun Muwan is the first immortal Li Erdan saw in Mulan No. 4 Middle School.

Two years ago, on September 1, when the high school freshmen registered, Li Erdan glanced at him in the vast sea of people, and since then, Sun Muwan has lived in his heart.

Sun Muwan's figure is not tall, but her legs are extraordinarily slender and slender, her beautiful eyes are filled with infinite hope for the future, clear and moist, as if with a pool of hot tears, and there is a small scar in the center of her eyebrows, like a little flaw in the bright moon.

Li Erdan didn't know why he, who was highly myopic, saw Sun Muwan so clearly that day, but in his heart, this eccentric little girl was so deep-rooted.

"The mountain of contempt and shooting, there are gods and people living in it, the skin is like ice and snow, the water is like a virgin, does not eat grains, sucks wind and drinks dew......" This is the first stroke written by Li Erdan to Sun Muwan in his notebook.

Later, Li Erdan found out that although this Gu Shooting God did not eat grains, she ate spicy strips......

"It would be nice if she were my classmate!" Li Erdan secretly prayed in his heart.

That night, Li Erdan wrote two lines in a small notebook: If the love between the two is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight.

Sun Muwan and Li Erdan are not only classmates, but also the two sit in the same row, only separated by a 30-centimeter-wide aisle, Li Erdan hates this aisle to death, in his eyes, this aisle is an insurmountable moat, it is the abyss of all evil, he often looks at the aisle in a daze.

So, Li Erdan wrote down two lines in the small notebook: If you are staring at the abyss, the abyss is also staring at you.

As the saying goes, the building near the water gets the moon first, Li Erdan relied on his geographical advantages to have a deeper understanding of Sun Muwan.

Although Sun Muwan is beautiful, she does not have Gu Ying's self-pitying attitude.

It was an unusually hot summer day, and the world seemed to be a huge roasted sweet potato oven filled with charcoal fire, roasting people to the outside and tender inside.

In the noon geography class, Sun Muwan, who was drenched in sweat, slowly took out a roll and spread it on the ground, Li Erdan couldn't understand, "Sun Muwan, what are you doing?" ”

Sun Muwan smiled at Li Erdan, the corners of her mouth revealed an evil light, and while the teacher was unprepared, she quickly took off her little white shoes, stepped on the roll, and took a long breath, the smile on the corner of her mouth became even more evil, "Cool, strong, Erdan, do you want to try it?" ”

In that geography class, Li Erdan did not remember the map of the west coast of Europe drawn by the geography teacher, but remembered the puppy pattern on Sun Muwan's low-waisted socks very firmly.

There are two main reasons why Sun Muwan can often take off her shoes to dry her feet, first, her feet can't smell; The second point is that Li Erdan never reported it.

Sun Muwan never takes off her shoes to dry her feet in English class, her English grades are very good, and she is the representative of the English class.

Li Erdan understood this very well, and successfully grasped the favorable conditions and took the initiative to talk to Sun Muwan. Li Erdan plucked up his courage, picked up the English book, and shouted menacingly: "Sun Muwan, come here."

Sun Muwan stared at Li Erdan with her big eyes full of doubts, "What are you doing?" ”

Li Erdan suddenly panicked, so he had to pick up the English book, no matter which page he turned to, and poked it casually, "What does this word mean?" ”

Sun Muwan smiled when she saw the words, she was very happy, and Li Erdan also glanced at the words he pointed out randomly, but she almost cried.

I miss you.

It's so simple that you don't need to ask anyone for words. Li Erdan didn't know if his face was red or not, he felt a little hot.

"Am I exposed? Did she find out that I was talking to her on purpose? Will she ignore me? Li Erdan's heart was bumped into a deer.

The ignorant but eager feelings of young men and women are like an out-of-sync guessing box, the first to strike is always weak, and the winner is often decided by the one who strikes later.

Sun Muwan's eyes flowed, and she seemed to see through the original meaning of the word, "miss has two meanings when it is a verb, miss and miss, I miss you can be interpreted as I miss you, or it can be interpreted as I missed you." ”

Li Erdan nodded as if he didn't understand, and that night Li Erdan asked Sun Muwan for words through QQ again, this time the words were a little difficult, Sun Muwan secretly used Baidu to check it out and then explained to Li Erdan tirelessly.

Li Erdan found that Sun Muwan had a soft spot for panda head expressions, and privately collected a large number of emojis and chatted with Sun Muwan in the name of Doutu, he never won.

Although Li Erdan later understood that long-term companionship is not the same as the most affectionate confession, just like you can't collect the pitiful warmth in the long winter and accumulate a bright spring day, but that's all for later.

That day, Li Erdan still wrote two lines of words in his notebook: As soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win countless in the world.

Li Erdan's math scores are like a mud in the mud, the worst of the worst. When he answers questions, he often only brings a scribble pen, chooses with the fate, gathers and scatters the fate, and has no intention of staying.

When Sun Muwan asked Li Erdan for math problems, Li Erdan not only doubted herself, but also doubted whether the cute female classmate in front of her had doubts in her brain.

Li Erdan dared to forcibly explain this complicated moving point problem.

"Look, this is a circle, this is a triangle, this is the moving point, this circle is like your round face, this triangle is like your pointed chin." Li Erdan had no choice but to talk nonsense.

Sun Muwan was not angry, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and she asked, "What about the movement?" What is the moving point? ”

Li Erdan was stunned.

"You're the annoying motive." Sun Muwan lowered her head when she said this, her expression couldn't be seen clearly, her voice was like a mosquito, and she ran away after speaking.

"I'm the moving point, I'm always dangling in front of your eyes but never leaving your moving point." Li Erdan muttered to himself, laughing stupidly, as if he had picked up five million.

Li Erdan watched this math question for an afternoon, and the math teacher gave him a praising look, thinking that Li Erdan had finally opened his mind and was willing to work hard to learn mathematics.

"Nezha, are you crazy about doing questions? Or move the question, wake up, brother, will you move a little? Don't be silly! ”

"Tuxingsun" was very worried about Nezha and asked eagerly.

"Tuxingsun" is also one of the immortals of Mulan No. 4 Middle School, he is tall and strong, and heroic.

During the military training, the competition crawled forward, and the instructor blew the whistle, only to see the smoke and dust rolling, a black shadow crossed the ground, and others climbed out of one meter, and he had reached the finish line.

The instructor also blurted out for seeing such a fierce person: "This is simply Tuxingsun."

Li Erdan looked at Tuxingsun with a smile and said, "Tuxingsun, I am the moving point on the circle."

"Oh~" Tu Xingsun sighed meaningfully.

"Aren't you a P, then?"

Li Erdan didn't know if he was a P or not, so that night, he didn't write poems in a small notebook.

On August 13, 2016, Li Erdan met the noble person in his life, even if the noble person did not leave his name, he never showed up.

Sun Muwan arrived at the classroom early, and as soon as Li Erdan entered the door, Sun Muwan mysteriously grabbed him, and her big eyes were full of words.

"Brother Erdan, a boy secretly followed me after school yesterday. He wears our school's red uniform, but I don't know him. Sun Muwan was at a loss, her lips were pale, and she was even more pitiful.

"Sister Mu Wan, don't be afraid! Maybe it's just a passerby. Li Erdan comforted Sun Muwan with a serious mouth, but scolded secretly in his heart: Which bastard fell in love with Sun Muwan blindly, and actually followed her! After thinking about it, I actually scolded myself into it.

Li Erdan, who has been in high school for a year and a half, is no longer the shy and shy innocent teenager, he has become oily and smooth, full of bad water, and has not changed only a stubborn and sensitive heart.

"Brother Dan, can you drop me off after school?"

"Sister Wan, this, how bad it is for others to see this, it's embarrassing." Li Erdan was roundabout and tactful on the surface, but a voice shouted loudly in his heart: I am willing! I do! I do!

"I'm really scared, I don't know that person, he always stares at me." Sun Muwan didn't seem to be joking, she was crying.

"Then, I'll send you after school, and I'll hammer him if I catch that bastard." Li Erdan put on an angry look, and his heart blossomed, "Unknown benefactor, thank you for following Xiaoqing, I will repay you as a cow and a horse in the next life." ”

It's a pity that although Li Erdan often sends Sun Muwan home, he has never seen the pervert who followed Sun Muwan again, ah no, he is a great benefactor.

Li Erdan's small book is halfway finished, and today he added another sentence: The mountain is like jade, the jade is like a gentleman, look at each other and smile warmly.

Sun Muwan and Li Erdan had an inexplicable contradiction, a contradiction for no reason.

Sun Muwan, a junior in high school, is seriously sleep-deprived, and can fall asleep anytime and anywhere, in class, at noon, and on the bus.

And Li Erdan has a good habit, he loves to wake people up and urge them to study seriously.

Sun Muwan lay on the desk between classes, her arms on her head, and fell asleep.

Seeing this scene, Li Erdan's blood boiled and his righteousness was awe-inspiring, and he only felt that the task of awakening China's century-old young people fell on his shoulders.

"Ms. Zhao, wake up, get up and study." Li Erdan looked very serious.

Sun Muwan "hummed", shrunk herself into a ball, adjusted her sleeping position, and exuded a lazy atmosphere all over her body.

"Ms. Zhao, wake up, wake up."

Sun Muwan embedded herself in the table and chair, buried her head deeply, and didn't hear what was going on outside the window, if she didn't make a sound, Li Erdan would definitely let her continue to sleep.

Sun Muwan said: "You have the ability to get me up."

Li Erdan, who was stubborn and couldn't stand the stimulation, sneered, and went to the water room to soak his hands in cold tap water.

In the face of Sun Muwan's turtle-shrinking self-protection method, Li Erdan has a unique way to crack it, pinching the back of her neck with a cold hand, and nine times out of ten, she can be dragged up.

Sun Muwan is twelve out of ten, she is like a puddle of glue stuck to the table, she just doesn't move.

Li Erdan bent the middle finger of his right index finger and turned it into a small plier, clamping the delicate piece of Sun Muwan's neck and pulling it fiercely, and the flesh on the back of the neck that turned red was pulled by Lao Gao, and the two of them refused to give in to each other, like a weird tug-of-war.

Sun Muwan's tears slipped down her face, wetting the azure tablecloth, Li Erdan suddenly let go, and he admitted defeat.

The moment he let go, Li Erdan seemed to see Sun Muwan hiding in the crook of her arm, showing a wicked smile on her face, and she passed away in a trance.

Li Erdan felt guilty for a long time, she pinched Sun Muwan and cried with her own hands, but why did Sun Muwan laugh secretly? He doesn't understand.

Li Erdan was very concerned, but Sun Muwan was not angry, she was still smiling happily, happy for no reason.

There are still ten days before the college entrance examination, and Mulan No. 4 Middle School will be dismissed at half past four on Saturday afternoon. Li Erdan felt that he couldn't wait any longer, success or failure was today!

Li Erdan deliberately grinded and slowed when he packed his schoolbag, and finally boiled the other classmates away, and Sun Muwan leaned on the door railing and waited patiently for him.

The two still walked together after school, although the pervert who followed Sun Muwan never appeared again, Li Erdan was naturally full of gratitude to that person, he really wanted to see him, face to face, and sincerely thank him.

Li Erdan seemed to be suffering from Parkinson's syndrome when she packed her schoolbag, her hands were shaking, and when she went down the stairs, she looked like a high paraplegic, and she couldn't open her legs for a long time.

Li Erdan, who was a high paraplegic, finally moved out of the teaching building, and as soon as he came to the playground, he became mute again. The playground of Mulan No. 4 Middle School is small like a jealous woman's heart, Li Erdan counted the floor tiles and walked slowly, and he would walk out of the campus in a minute.

Li Erdan suddenly came up with an idea: in the future, the developed school must donate one million to Mulan No. 4 Middle School to expand the campus, and the campus must be expanded. But how to donate this money? Donate to the Education Bureau, no, no, donate to the principal, then it is better to donate to the Education Bureau!

Li Erdan fell into a tangled quagmire and almost forgot what he wanted to do today.

"Ms. Zhao!"

"What's wrong?" Sun Muwan was a little shy, lowered her head, and a light smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

Suddenly, Li Erdan coughed violently. Mulan No. 4 Middle School is close to the spice wholesale street, and the playground is filled with the smell of peppercorns, star anise, fennel, cinnamon, sesame pepper, and barbecue sauce from time to time. The students complained about it again and again, and it wasn't until they graduated and left that they were surprised to find that it smelled good.

Why did Li Erdan, who had smelled the spice smell for three years, choke on the strong smell that day?

"Well, what, do you have something to say to me?" Sun Muwan spoke.

"Ah, oh, that, yes, there seems to be ......."

"Then you say, I'll listen." Sun Muwan's face was redder than the coals.

"That, well, that's, that's me, there's something, I want to tell you"

"Okay."

At that moment, Li Erdan felt that Sun Muwan was as beautiful as a fairy, although the students of Mulan No. 4 Middle School were wearing rustic red school uniforms, but Sun Muwan wore a red school uniform like a gorgeous sunset, and Li Erdan put on a red school uniform like a red brick, a red brick for paving, not a gold brick.

"Sun Muwan, lend me paper, I'm going to, don't wait for me." Li Erdan ran back to school, he didn't even take the paper, he was as weak and inferior as a turtle that had lost the shelter of a turtle shell, he ran desperately, the wind whistled past his ears, and Sun Muwan's call was drowned out.

That night, Li Erdan found a gap in the dense little book he had already written, and wrote: This situation can be recalled, but it was already lost at that time.

At the end of the college entrance examination, Li Erdan slipped the gear, only two points different from his first choice, and he failed to do the moving questions.

He and Sun Muwan once agreed to go to a place full of ice and snow together. Li Erdan came to a city in southern China, where it was summer all year round.

Two years later, Li Erdan received a gift from Sun Muwan.

It was an unknown biological doll sewn by Sun Muwan herself, three points like a bear, two points like a dog, four points like a monkey, and one point like Sun Muwan, this doll is full of postmodern art and abstract art, and the back of the doll is embroidered with a few crooked letters: I miss you.

Sun Muwan said that miss has two meanings when used as a noun, one is missing, and the other is missing.

"! It's late! I'm such a piece of garbage! I'm just stupid! ”

Li Erdan roared on the riverside, letting the tears flow, and he threw the doll into the slowly flowing river. It's just that as soon as he got rid of it, he regretted it, but he didn't have the courage to jump into the river to catch the doll.

Li Erdan thought it was over, God favored him once, and he thought it was right.

That night, Li Erdan found the dusty book of poems, he didn't cry, he didn't make trouble, he read it very calmly:

I am Li Erdan, you are Sun Muwan, Huanghuang does not know autumn, and embraces this Mulan.