Since we hit high school, we have had exams every day. Set aside a fixed time every day, take a unified exam for the whole grade, take one subject a day, and reincarnate once a week, which is called "weekly practice".

Evening self-study, recess.

Lin Haiyuan walked around the classroom alone, handing out the stack of chemistry weekly practice papers in our class.

At the beginning of the school year, when the chemistry teacher selected the representative of the course, he took the initiative to ask for it, so the task of sending and receiving the chemistry weekly practice paper naturally fell to him.

But Lin Haiyuan is a very good reader, but he is almost incompetent in organizing things. His books are never neatly arranged, they are always a mess, and they are always placed wherever they are.

And he also has this style when he sends and receives rolls. When receiving it in no order, it can only be sent indiscriminately, which is quite laborious.

Watching him walk around the classroom, I felt troublesome for him. So he asked him, "You're tired of sending these rolls alone, why don't I help you?" ”

He stood there and hesitated for a moment. It was clear that he wanted to refuse, but he finally agreed.

After the self-study that night, I was about to leave the classroom door when Lin Haiyuan suddenly said to me, "Yi Yin Fei, thank you for helping me send out the papers." Actually, I wanted to refuse. But I thought about it for a while, and I thought that you were kind enough to help me, and it seemed that it would be embarrassing for you to reject you, so I didn't refuse. ”

I laughed dumbly. There are many people who think like this, and there are probably not many people who can say this. I had to half-jokingly say, "You're welcome, since you know it's not good to refuse me, then don't say no." ”

At this time, I thought to myself, "It's cute to be so straightforward like him, and I think I'll be happy to continue to help him in the future." ”

The purple magnolia, which stood proudly on the branches alone, gradually thanked and changed into its usual tender green outfit; The golden spring flowers have completed the task of welcoming other lives and have begun to withdraw from the stage of spring. With the exit of the early spring flowers that led the way, the curtain of spring has finally officially opened in this garden-like campus.

At that time, I had not yet fallen in love with the cloudy day, but I still had a love for the sunny day and still enjoyed the good mood brought to me by the sunny spring.

With the arrival of spring, I noticed that there were also certain areas in my heart that were slowly changing.

My gaze often wanders uncontrollably over a certain place, and there is always something that goes on without attracting my attention.

There was a circle centered on Lin Haiyuan, and it encircled my heart.

I began to pay attention to what Lin Haiyuan said and did, consciously or unconsciously.

After class, Lin Haiyuan, Wan Qianyi, and Zhong Qiuyue always find a way to join in when they chat. Whenever this happens, I envy them for having such an interesting person to talk to.

But it doesn't matter, if there are no conditions, create them. I'm not like Wan Qianyi and they sit close to Lin Haiyuan, but I am already very familiar with Zhong Qiuyue, and I already know Lin Haiyuan, as long as I am willing, it is no problem to talk to them a few more times.

For example, one day during recess, I saw Lin Haiyuan and the others laughing happily in front of a magazine. I saw the opportunity to lean over and ask, "What are you looking at, smiling so happily?" ”

Lin Haiyuan pushed the magazine over to show me. It turned out to be a couple of jokes.

There is a photo of a recruitment notice in a school canteen, which reads: Recruit canteen aunts, male or female......

There is also a photo, which is a slogan. This slogan is a bit long, so there is a change of career. The upper and lower lines are exactly the same number of words. The line above reads: Illegal fireworks...... In the following line is: Firecrackers will be punished. On the side of the picture, the editor of the magazine expressed its grievances for the firecrackers: why should they bully the firecrackers!

"Hahahaha......" We laughed together.

There are quite a few similar things. Although they are all small things, life is actually made up of small pieces, and these small joys undoubtedly add luster to my life.

I asked myself, what is such a feeling? Maybe I can't define it right now, but one thing I know for sure: I want to talk to Lin Haiyuan. Not only did I join them in the name of chatting with Zhong Qiuyue and Wan Qianyi, but I hope that one day, Lin Haiyuan will also take the initiative to laugh with me, just like with them.

"Ji Xiao is clear and peaceful, and he appreciates the dill. The tortoiseshell condenses the spring color, and the glass ripples the water. "In the spring, the campus is full of vibrant greenery, and the lotus leaves in the pond that withered last year hold up the umbrella cover of the pavilion.

Outside the window, there is a beautiful spring sunshine, but the people standing by the window have no intention of watching. Because her mind is in the classroom.

Lin Haiyuan's group can't sit behind me all the time. When they were in separate groups, I used to stand by the window between classes. Not only because of the beautiful scenery outside the window, but also because it is easier to see him here.

Actually, I don't like it. Focusing too much on someone and trying to get close to them can be a distraction.

But now, I can't seem to care less than him. His figure lingered in my mind, urging my eyes to look for him in reality.

That being the case, well. I don't want to resist my heart, since I want to talk to him, then just find a chance to say it, there will always be a way.

In a physics class, the principle of the oscilloscope was to be taught, and the physics teacher specially brought an oscilloscope to show us, and left it at the lectern after class, telling us to study it for a while.

The oscilloscope was sitting right next to my seat. After class, I looked at my classmates around the oscilloscope and thought, "Will Lin Haiyuan come to see it too?" It would be nice to be able to talk to him then. ”

But I'm also ashamed of myself. When I saw the oscilloscope next to me, I wasn't thinking about it, but about the boy who came to study it!

It's a bit too much. But I can't help it, these thoughts in my heart are all natural, not something I want to think about on purpose.

I can't fool myself. I'm more interested in Lin Haiyuan than an oscilloscope.

As I expected, during the recess of self-study that night, Lin Haiyuan came over when there was no one next to the instrument. I was happy in my heart, and I saw the right time to lean over and chat with him.

But he carefully rotated the knob on the oscilloscope, his eyes never left the screen of the instrument, and after a few perfunctory words to me, a sentence suddenly popped up: "Yi Yin Fei, why do you always talk to me?" ”

I froze on the spot, thinking about the meaning of this sentence. Did he notice that I had recently started talking to him? Does he think I'm annoying? He's always busy studying, am I bothering him?

I was uneasy, afraid of upsetting him, so I didn't speak again.

But is he bored with me? I'm really worried about this question. I'm going to have to ask what happened, and even if it's true, I'll have a good time. Besides, with his personality, I don't think so.

So, after school in the evening, I asked him directly: "Lin Haiyuan, will you feel annoyed if I chat with you like this?" ”

His face was puzzled: "No." ”

I was a little relieved and asked, "Then why do you say that I am always talking to you?" ”

He had a question mark on his face: "Did I say that?" ”

I was completely relieved and speechless at the same time. How straightforward is that? I'm worried in vain.

I remembered the term "straight male cancer" on the Internet and said to him, "You really have straight male cancer." ”

He was very strange and asked me, "What did you say?" ”

At that time, the term "straight man" had not been in the rise for a long time, and it had not been popular on the Internet, and I also happened to see it, and it was not surprising that he didn't know this word at that time.

So I wrote it down on a piece of paper and handed it to him. He asked, "What does this mean?" ”

I said, "Praise you." ”

Actually, I'm not lying to him. At that time, "straight male cancer" was not like the current "straight man", and it was almost always derogatory when it was mentioned. The original "straight male cancer" just said that people are straightforward and tendonous.

That's right, Lin Haiyuan's excessive straightforwardness sometimes leaves me speechless, but it is precisely because he is so real and straightforward that he seems "silly" and cute.

Like someone, often for no reason, unconsciously like it. But there is a reason for this, because everyone has his own unique characteristics, and there is always something that impresses us.

Since when did he make me care so much about every word he said? Since when did his words and deeds already affect my emotions in this way?

From now on, there is no need for a definite answer. If I don't like him, I'm afraid I don't even believe him.