Love and hate? Man and Demon?
What is the Devil? Maybe you'll get the answer after reading this story. In the past two days on a business trip in Shanghai, my friends in the evening were clamoring to listen to ghost stories, and someone told this story when everyone laughed, maybe it touched the evil hidden in their hearts? We parted happily that night.
Now I'm going to tell you about it, and I hope you must keep the devil in your heart!
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The evil hidden in the darkness of human nature is the most terrifying and inescapable.
When we were children, we were afraid of ghosts because they had hideous faces; When we grow up, we are afraid of people, because they are well-dressed!
Under the sun, Lao Li worked hard with a hoe to cultivate his family's field, and Xiaoru took his younger brother to follow behind his father and play in the field. There is laughter and laughter, and the years are quiet.
Since the death of his wife, these two children have become the only consolation in Lao Li's heart, Lao Li is both a father and a mother, and he has worked hard to bring up these two children. It can be regarded as an explanation for his wife in heaven, and in a few years, he will seriously find a family affair for Xiaoru and settle his son, and he will be able to enjoy Qingfu.
When his wife just passed away, Xiaoru was only eight years old, and her younger brother was only one year old. Now eight years have passed, and Xiaoru has become a slim girl. Lao Li looked at his daughter's appearance, and his wife became more and more similar, generous, beautiful and moving. When Lao Li saw Xiaoru, he couldn't help but think of his wife, and he couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in his heart, and the hoe in his hand stopped.
Xiao Ru intimately wiped the sweat beads on her father's head, it was a hot day, Xiao Ru couldn't bear to see her father working here in the summer. So he persuaded his father to go home and wait until the sun went down. Lao Li couldn't resist his daughter, so he had to give up and agree to his daughter. A family of three walked towards their home, and the scene was happy.
In this peace, the father and daughter didn't know that at this time, a pair of evil eyes were staring at Xiao Ru in the distance, and their obscene and greedy eyes were gathered on Xiao Ru's face, and they couldn't leave for a long time. The family of three had no idea how much disaster they would suffer in a few hours.
The next day, the whole village did not see the whereabouts of Lao Li's family of three. People were surprised, but they thought that Lao Li was sick, so they didn't care. In the evening, Lao Li's mother felt very strange and left to go to Lao Li's house to have a look.
The sky in the countryside always gets dark so fast, and Lao Li's mother just got dark when she left, and it was already dark. Lao Li's mother came to the house, but there was no light in the house. Leaning on the bright moonlight outside the window, looking for the light line in the dark. But first touched a cold arm, the mother was puzzled, and touched the arm, face and loose hair, and her granddaughter was cold.
In a panic, the old mother finally touched the light line and turned on the energy-saving lamp, and the old mother saw the scene that she would never forget in her life. His son, granddaughter and grandson all fell in a pool of blood, and the heads of his son and grandson were smashed into a big hole, and their faces were blurred with flesh and blood, making it difficult to identify.
Mother Li cried out in sorrow, and after a while, she alarmed the whole village. The police soon arrived. After on-site investigation, the murderer climbed over the wall and entered the house last night and brutally killed the father and daughter with a blunt object.
Lao Li's mother cried and shouted, at this age, she let the white-haired person send the black-haired person. She didn't know who was so ruthless that she let her kind son, granddaughter and grandson be murdered. After investigating the scene, the police made the results of the fingerprint examination of the remaining fingerprints on Xiaoru's clothes, and instantly locked the murderer. This is highly similar to a murder case that occurred in Linxian a few months ago, and the modus operandi is the same, both of them were killed by the murderer by hitting the head with a blunt object, and there were two dead in total.
The police immediately blocked the traffic arteries of the province, investigated one by one in the province, and finally arrested the murderer in a small guest house. After the murderer was apprehended, the police interrogated the murderer for three days and three nights. This trial made everyone feel an indescribable sense of depression about the experience of this murderous demon.
Some people say that there is no one in this world who is inherently bad, but he has experienced the influence of the world, suffered a lot, and changed from a person full of feelings to a demon who kills people without blinking.
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This is the murderer's own account.
Decades ago, in that mighty decade, Xiaohai's grandfather Yang Baochang was beaten to death by all the villagers at the entrance of the village. The villagers were furious, and everyone applauded, as if there was a big demon in their hearts. After Yang Baochang was killed, the villagers' emotions were fully ignited, and people poured into Yang Baochang's house and ransacked his property. Xiaohai's grandmother couldn't help but be humiliated and committed suicide with hatred. During this period of time, due to Yang Baochang's reasons, all family members were labeled with bad ingredients, and the Yang family was like a dirty spittoon, which everyone in the world could spit on.
Two years later, Xiaohai fell to the ground. As soon as Xiao Hai came to this world, he became the object of everyone's condemnation and contempt. In such an environment, Xiaohai gradually grew up.
Six-year-old Xiaohai has no friends, only endless scolding and humiliation. When others are happy, he is a toy for others to amuse, and when others are angry, he becomes a punching bag for others. In this way, he has been living in the dark area, enduring the beating and scolding of his parents and the humiliation of others. Xiaohai has never enjoyed the happiness that a child should have, he lives like an animal in the world, and his heart is full of inferiority.
On this day, the big children in the village came to bully Xiaohai again. Naturally, the fights between children do not attract the attention of adults. Between punches and kicks, he saw the figure of a little girl. She is Xiaoju, a child born in the same year as Xiaohai.
Since then, several times when Xiaohai was bullied, Xiaoju stood silently in the distance, watching Xiaohai be tortured. She wanted to help him, but she couldn't. There's no way a girl can save a single person from a group of boys. In the sun, she wore two pigtails, long eyelashes, and big eyes full of fear and doubt.
Several times Xiaohai wanted to rush up to talk to Xiao Ju, but there were always adults who took Xiao Ju's hand and said to her: "He is a bad child, the ingredients are not good, stay away from him." Don't talk to him. ”
For countless nights, Xiao Hai would always think of Xiao Ju's appearance, and he didn't understand why he had no friends and why everyone didn't like him.
He just wanted to have a friend who could talk, but he never wanted to.
When he grows up, Xiaohai will no longer be bullied because of his composition. But the experience of his childhood left an indelible memory in his heart. He became a loner, he never trusted anyone, he only believed in himself, he was the king of his own world. He immersed himself in his own world, and his academic performance has always been among the best, writing well and drawing well.
The poor family put all the hope of turning over on Xiaohai's body. My brothers and sisters all dropped out of school to work, and all the money was used to let Xiaohai study. All the resources of the family are gathered in him alone, and at the same time, he also bears the heaviest appearance of the family.
Every day after school at noon, Xiaohai can only go to a relative's house near the school to borrow a stove and cook a little simple noodles to deal with it hastily. He looked at the neighbor's big white buns, fragrant meatballs, and his envious drool. Such a gap between the rich and the poor is clear at a glance. The family obviously gave him the best, but in the eyes of others, it was just something that couldn't be put on the table.
People are not exhausted. Xiao Hai's hard work and hard work gradually attracted Xiao Ju, and Xiao Ju had secretly promised him. Many years later, Xiaoju has changed from the original little girl to a slim big girl. Knowing the book and the gift, no one within a radius of ten miles is not praised, and no one is not praised. The matchmaker who is looking for relatives has already broken through the threshold of Xiaoju's family. The people in the village have speculated that such a good girl will be begged for by whom. But Xiaoju politely refused to come to the door every time, and Fang Xin had already given the talented and hard-working Xiaohai.
From childhood to adulthood, countless nights, Xiaoju appeared in Xiaohai's dreams. The spring heart throbbing of young boys and girls is a great joy. But whenever Xiaohai thinks of his own conditions, the poverty of his family and the defects of his character make him dare not pierce this layer of window paper. The two talk and laugh and play together every day, but the relationship has always been like that thin cloud, floating over and over, but it never rains.
After school once, Xiaohai came home and saw that there were people in the town asking for relatives, suona and firecrackers rang out, and the groom was elated, triumphant, and ran to his cave house with infinite scenery.
Xiaohai imagined that when he and Xiaoju got married, they could be as spirited as today's groom. After returning to the village, Xiaohai asked the old people in the village how much it would cost to get married. The old man roughly estimated and reported a number, which made Xiao Hai gasp. Since then, Xiao Hai has secretly made up his mind that he must earn money and marry Xiao Ju home in a beautiful manner.
It's the second half of the third semester of high school, and my father carefully wrapped the money he scraped together in a cloth and handed it to Xiaohai, which is Xiaohai's tuition. Xiao Hai looked at this pitiful money and sighed. With this money, when will I be able to marry Xiaoju. If this continues, I am afraid that I will never have the opportunity to marry Xiaoju. Even if I was admitted to university this year. Xiaoju can't wait four years. Xiao Hai took the money and did not give it to the school, but found the older young people in the same village and asked them to take him with him when they went out to work.
The young men agreed to Xiaohai. Before leaving, Xiao Hai came to say goodbye to Xiao Ju. He promised Xiao Ju that he would rely on his hands to earn money to welcome Xiao Ju and let her live a good life. Xiao Ju's cheeks are flushed, and her face is like a ripe red apple. She was shy, she didn't dare to look at Xiaohai, and said to him:
"I'll wait for you to come back and marry me."
Xiao Hai was so happy that he wanted to muster up the courage to hug her, but before he could open his hand, he forcibly suppressed this impulse.
On the long-distance bus, the young people who accompanied him were already sleeping soundly. Xiao Hai's mind was full of Xiao Ju's shy face. He thought about Xiao Ju and laughed. He secretly made up his mind in his heart that he must mix up his personal appearance outside, and when the time comes, he will return to his hometown in fine clothes and marry Xiaoju into the door in a beautiful manner. No one can underestimate themselves.
Dreams are always beautiful, but when you really go outside, you know more and more that the hardships of life are far from ending.
At first, Xiaohai worked as a miner in a coal mine in another province, and what was in his mind did not help him in the slightest. Every day, I worked with other workers in the dark mine. He didn't have a clean place on his body, he was covered with cinders, and not only that, but he also had to suffer from the white eyes and harsh treatment of his boss. He doesn't care about these, every day when he thinks of Xiao Ju, his heart is warm, and he keeps thinking about when he will be able to save enough money to marry Xiao Ju. As each day passed, he felt that he was getting closer to his goal.
Xiaohai struggled until payday, and he happily ran to his boss's office to collect his salary. However, he was told to be temporarily repatriated. I don't get a penny of wages.
This kind of thing happens from time to time, and Xiaohai has no place to find someone to reason. In order to live, he can only carry his bags and run around, as long as he can make money and let him get the money to marry Xiaoju, he is willing to work even if he works hard, hard-working, and never ambiguous. However, despite working hard, it seems that he is about to put his life on the line, but he often does not get paid.
Finally one time, Xiaohai worked in a restaurant and was fired by the boss because he offended the restaurant diners. He asked the boss to get back his wages these days, but the boss laughed it off, insulted and even beat Xiaohai, and did not pay Xiaohai's wages.
Angry Xiaohai smashed the boss's shop and sold all the pots and pans in the store to the scrap recycling station.
In the cold wind, Xiao Hai held the dozens of yuan, nervous but happy in his heart, thinking of his promise to Xiao Ju, he had mixed feelings.
"It's so easy for money to come by."
With the first time, there will be a second time, and there will be a third time.
Xiao Hai gradually started stealing chickens and dogs, he always thought that as long as he had money, he could fulfill his promise to Xiao Ju. He gradually lost his heart in stealing and became bottomless.
Xiao Hai doesn't succeed every time, every time something is revealed and someone is caught red-handed, he will be beaten. But every time Xiao Hai thought of taking another step closer to his goal, he didn't care, all he thought about was the candle night in the cave room between himself and Xiao Ju not long after.
Xiao Hai every time he stole successfully, he secretly saved the money, he saved a lot of money, and seeing that it was about to be completed, he had the capital to marry Xiao Ju, but he didn't expect the matter to be revealed, Xiao Hai was arrested by the local police and seized his stolen money.
In the labor camp, he met his fellow villagers, and he couldn't wait to ask the villagers about Xiaoju's whereabouts. The fellow reassured him that Xiaoju had never married, waiting for him to go back and marry her.
The stone in Xiao Hai's heart fell to the ground, "I'll wait for you to come back and marry me." This sentence became Xiaohai's spiritual pillar. No matter what kind of difficulties he encounters outside, no matter how cold his heart is, whenever he thinks that there are still people waiting for him at home and loving him all the time, his heart is warm, and he has enthusiasm and motivation to do things. He only hopes that Xiaoju can wait for him a little longer, be able to forgive him for having no money, and wait for him to go back and hold a wedding from Jane.
On the day he was released from prison, Xiaohai borrowed some money from elsewhere, bought himself a clean outfit, cleaned up decently, and got on the train home with apprehension and excitement.
But he never thought that the day he returned to his hometown after completing his sentence was the time when Xiaoju got married......
The suona is high-pitched, and the gongs and drums are noisy. The laughter of the villagers and the high spirits of the groom pierced Xiaohai's heart like a knife. The smoke from the burst firecrackers choked his tears. Xiaoju has always been her spiritual support, but now all of this has collapsed and collapsed.
Xiao Hai was extremely unhappy in his heart, he still remembered that a few years ago, he was about to go out to work, Xiao Ju said to him shyly: "I'll wait for you to come back and marry me." "If he hadn't left at that time, then today's groom would not be him. Xiao Hai's heart was full of resentment, he had longed for Xiao Ju for too long. Gradually, his love for Xiaoju slowly turned into hatred, heart-wrenching hatred. Hate her for being a slut, why don't you wait for yourself anymore. Such a half-hearted person is not worthy to live in the world.
Xiao Hai watched the wedding silently from a distance, and he was ruthless in his heart, "Since you can't get Xiao Ju, then all of you are not qualified to get her." "He wanted to find an opportunity to kill the groom and Ju. Finally, when the night had dispersed, he climbed into the walled courtyard. picked up a hoe in the corner and hit the groom and Xiaoju on the head...
Xiao Hai, who had killed someone, was so frightened that he ran away overnight, escaping from this place, escaping from this place that filled him with sadness and inferiority, and began his life as a fugitive.
When he fled to another province, no one knew who he was or where he came from. He started stealing again, and every time he used the money he stole to vent his desires.
。 However, these women are not Xiaoju after all, although these women can satisfy his body, they will never be able to fill his heart knot. He would never be able to get that distorted love.
That night, he couldn't bear the hunger and thirst, so he found a random woman to vent wantonly. In a trance, he saw the woman in his arms as Xiaoju. He hated Xiaoju, he pinched the woman's neck and asked the woman heartbreakingly, why didn't he wait for him, why did he get married on the day he returned to his hometown, was it to humiliate himself.
The woman was startled by Xiao Hai's actions and hurriedly resisted. The more the woman resisted, the more Xiaohai suppressed it. Finally, in the panic, the woman lost her life at Xiaohai's hands. However, the woman also bit off the flesh on Xiaohai's arm in a panic.
Xiao Hai looked at the wound on his arm, and he couldn't contain the anger in his heart. He has an extremely low self-esteem, he has suffered all kinds of cold eyes since he was a child, and he is about to suffer more discrimination and abuse because of the wound on his arm. He stubbornly believed that his supposed beautiful life was ruined by Xiao Ju and the woman in front of him. A love change, an accident, made him hate women very much.
One wrong step, every step is a yellow spring.
He ran again. Once again, the police were helpless.
A few months later, Xiaohai came to another place. Here, he found a girl, this girl is very similar to Xiao Ju, big eyes, long eyelashes, as if Xiao Ju has come to life again. When Xiao Hai saw the appearance of this girl, the perverted evil thoughts in his heart were hooked out again.
That night, Xiaohai secretly followed the girl to the girl's home, the moon was dark and the wind was high, he took advantage of the girl's sleep, and ended the innocent girl's life. At the same time, it also made this family miserable and failed to escape the doom.
The demon's heart slowly faded, and Xiao Hai looked at the blood in the room, and his heart was extremely terrified. He fled overnight, surveying his direction as he ran. Hold back your hunger and exhaustion. Like a frightened bird, he was frightened and worried about a stranger on the road. He avoided the crowd at a distance, ran into the mountains, found a place with water, hurriedly drank two sips and continued running.
Killing is a matter of life, and he knows that. However, the three views he originally established collapsed because of Xiao Ju and that woman, and he chose to incarnate as a demon, abandoning all goodness and beauty, and standing on the opposite side of the world.
A few days later, fear and fear vanished in his heart, and Xiao Hai's heart was filled with resentment towards the woman again. He searched around, focusing on his next target, looking for Xiaoju's similarities, substitutes.
But he will never be satisfied, and once his desires are opened, they will be infinitely magnified, intensifying, and endless.
There will never be anyone who can replace Xiao Ju, so he will search endlessly. After killing again and again, he has long gone against the direction of people, and he has become numb from normal emotions. Xiao Hai thought about when he was caught, when it would be the end. Every case that passed through his hands was a tragedy and a heinous crime.
For several years, Xiao Hai wantonly released his resentment countless times. I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet. It was precisely because of his evil deeds that the police locked him up. The police set up a special case for his matter and investigated it closely.
Because of Xiaohai's theft experience, he has some ability to return to investigation. continued to fight wits and courage with the police, and every time the police returned in vain.
This time, Xiaohai found Xiaoru's family in an inconspicuous small village again. Xiao Ru's appearance is so Xiang Xiaoju, Xiao Ru's smile in the sun stunned Xiao Hai. I can't help but let Xiaohai confirm once again that it is Xiaoju. The evil thoughts in his heart rose again, and his hatred for Xiao Ju made him lose himself in an instant. That night, Xiaohai climbed over the wall and entered the courtyard and brutally killed Xiaoru's family.
After killing Xiaoru's family, Xiaohai took refuge in an inconspicuous guest house in an urban village. It's in disrepair and almost no one comes to this place. He doesn't have to sleep outside the house, and he can eat hot meals every day. What Xiao Hai didn't know was that the police in the distance had locked him up and knew his whereabouts.
Someone anonymously reported that in a small guest house in an urban village, a man behaved strangely and behaved suspiciously. The police immediately followed and controlled Xiaohai according to the clues.
The criminal police brigade immediately dispatched plainclothes policemen and quietly stayed in the room opposite Xiaohai. After several days of close observation, Xiaohai's behavioral characteristics are basically consistent with those of the criminal suspect.
And the sensitive Xiaohai has noticed the abnormality, and the person in the opposite room has never shown up, or even opened the door. It made him feel that everything was so suspicious. There must be something strange hidden, Xiao Hai became worried. Early the next morning, he hurriedly left the guest house, and the criminal police responded quickly and followed behind.
found that someone was following him, and Xiao Hai confirmed his conjecture. Forcibly suppressing his fear, he took the opportunity to burrow into a massage parlor around the corner of the intersection.
Realizing that they had been startled, plainclothes police officers immediately went up to apply for an arrest warrant. Three plainclothes policemen entered the store, and Xiao Hai couldn't care about anything else at this time, and hurriedly fled out. The police force quickly arrived and surrounded Xiao Hai, so that Xiao Hai had no possibility of escaping.
In the interrogation room, Xiao Hai was thinking about refusing to admit guilt and was vague. Unexpectedly, the police had a tough attitude and had already mastered all the evidence of his crime. He could only give in and confess his criminal experience.
For several years, an unforgettable fear and resentment spread throughout his body at one time. He once thought of the people he had killed in his mind, and they appeared in his mind one by one like a marquee, and at the end of the marquee, it was Xiaoju's shy face, and he said to him shyly:
"I'll wait for you to come back and marry me."
For Xiao Hai, Xiao Ju is the sustenance of all his spirits, but it is also the origin of his sin.
In prison, he had nightmares every time he dreamed. He dreamed that all the people he had killed were asking for his life. Everybody was beating him, he was in a lot of pain, and he couldn't fight back, he couldn't deal with these people. I often wake up in my dreams, sweating profusely.
When interrogated by the police, he confessed. He remembered every human life from his own hands.
Soon, the court publicly pronounced a verdict on Xiao Hai's behavior, approved the crime in accordance with the law, sentenced him to death, and immediately executed it.
In the bleak execution ground, Xiao Hai knelt on the ground, and a dull gunshot took away the demon. From now on, there will be no more small sea in the world. He will make atonement for all those whom he has killed.
What Xiaohai didn't expect was that the misfortune in his life began with his grandfather being beaten to death, and finally he did a lot of evil and finally got retribution.
After Xiaohai was shot, when the prison guards sorted out Xiaohai's relics, they found such a letter, which was Xiaohai's own letter.
Xiaohai wrote: "When a person is about to die, his words are also good." To loved ones, to family affection. I am dying, and I still have some nostalgia at the end of my life. I wanted to see them, but I didn't dare to see them. I hope that the sins I have committed will not be made known to them. I've killed a dozen people, but I'll never be able to kill the demon in my heart. I've been like a devil in my life, and I don't pray for forgiveness. I only hope that people will not be deceived by desire in the future, and let their hearts fall to the bottom of the dark valley without knowing it. ”
Ignorance allows this sin to lurk in darkness. The evil that lurks in the darkness is impossible to guard against. When we were children, we were afraid of ghosts because they were hideous and terrifying.
When we grow up, we are afraid of people, evil people, who are well-dressed and whose sins are unknown to anyone. There are the most good people in the world, but because of various factors, their hearts have changed, and they have become heinous people. I hope that everyone can keep the pure land of their hearts and not let the turbidity impregnate the pure heart.