In this process, Cheng Qingwei also slowly kept a distance from the Cheng family, and it had nothing to do with the fact that few people could know that Cheng Qingwei was a member of the Cheng family.

Ning Zhiyao heard Cheng Qingwei's various experiences, and the tears in his eyes kept rolling, "I'm sorry, Grandma Cheng, it's all my mouth that poked you in the sore spot." ”

"What did you say, you didn't say a word, it's because I'm old, I can't hold things in my heart, and I want to find someone to talk to." Cheng Qingwei's voice is full of traces of time.

But he still patted Ning Zhiyao's hand affectionately, "Zhiyao, I still have a few stories here, do you want to hear them." ”

Ning Zhiyao was afraid that it was Cheng Qingwei's sadness, but he couldn't stop the curiosity in his heart, so he had to nod, "Grandma Cheng, are you really okay, you won't talk about some sad things." ”

"What, don't want to hear the sad part?" Cheng Qingwei's words were full of pampering, as if as long as Ning Zhiyao shook her head, she would stop talking.

"No, no, I'm just worried that Grandma Cheng is too sad."

Where did Ning Zhiyao agree with Cheng Qingwei's statement, so he had to refuse with a smile.

"It's pretty much the same, but this story is relatively short, so it won't delay you too long."

In Cheng Qing's slightly hoarse voice, Ning Zhiyao was also taken to that time.

"I have a friend, her friend is a painter, when she saw her friend for the last time, her friend told her that everything has its own spirituality, she didn't believe it, but scoffed, but when she experienced it later, she really understood what she meant."

Ning Zhiyao didn't interrupt Cheng Qingwei's words, because in Ning Zhiyao's opinion, Cheng Qingwei was talking about himself now.

"I remember that it was the first time she really made a dress of her own, and when she was excited to bring it to her friends for her to admire, she was knocked to the ground by a vendor next to her, and her clothes were also pressed under the car passing by."

"When she picked up the clothes, she found that they were unrecognizable, but she had a very vicious thought in her heart, blaming them, if they were not there, the clothes would not be broken."

"This mind is very vicious, yes, when she realized her thoughts, she was also taken aback, but once this seed is planted in her heart, even if it does not sprout on the spot, it will explode many years later."

Ning Zhiyao subconsciously shook her head when Cheng Qingwei asked, but found that she had simply fallen into memory, or that she was not asking herself, but Cheng Qingwei at that time.

"At the time, she thought it was because of her first dress that she had such a big reaction, but then she would get very angry when someone soiled or damaged her clothes."

"At this moment, she has realized that she has become different from ordinary people, and she also understands the helplessness and sadness of her friends, she looked for a lot of doctors, but there was no help, and then there was a profession called psychiatrist in China, she came to her with a trace of fantasy, and it was determined that it was a conjecture due to extremism."

After identifying the cause, she was very happy, and when she thought that she could finally live the same life as a normal person, a doctor's words made her fall to the bottom.

"The doctor said that you are a psychological problem, all I can do is to groom, I can't do anything else, the most important thing is to depend on your perseverance."

Ning Zhiyao covered her mouth and almost screamed, she especially wanted to know how Cheng Qingwei, who looked like an ordinary person now, changed back.

Cheng Qingwei quickly gave her an answer, "She doesn't like to trouble others, it's like finding a quiet place to heal well, at this time, her two people found her, and she made a request to stay away from them." ”

Hearing Cheng Qingwei's words, Ning Zhiyao was even more sure that the "she" in Cheng Qingwei's mouth was Cheng Qingwei herself.

"Later, with the continuous efforts of her and the psychiatrist, she finally overcame this situation, but it was only overcome, and it was not completely removed, and once there was a large-scale destruction of clothes, she would still break out."

After listening to Cheng Qingwei's words, Ning Zhiyao still couldn't help but hug her, and put his head on Cheng Qingwei's shoulder, "Grandma Cheng, you have suffered." ”

Cheng Qingwei didn't know that he was exposed, so he pretended to be puzzled and said, "Zhiyao, what are you talking about, I don't understand a word." ”

Ning Zhiyao wiped the corners of his eyes with his hand, "Aunt Cheng, don't hide it anymore, I know that the friend in your mouth is yourself, that's why you are so angry with Director Xu." ”

Cheng Qingwei saw that he couldn't hide it anymore, and he didn't hide it anymore, and faced Shang Ning Zhiyao directly, "Aren't you afraid of me, my behavior is so strange, and I even treat my clothes as my own child." ”

Ning Zhiyao shook his head, "I won't, Grandma Cheng, you are a little extreme because you like it, but you haven't done anything harmful, it's just that you cherish your clothes so much, why did you buy them?" ”

Cheng Qingwei smiled bitterly, "I, it's because I saw that the children standing in front of me had very clean eyes, and accidentally bewitched their minds, so I let them choose, fortunately, I was prepared, and I hid most of them in the back, but before I went abroad, except for the treasures of my town store, the rest were all given to the neighbors, thanking them for taking care of me." ”

Ning Zhiyao didn't know how ruthless Cheng Qingwei was, so that he could easily give away the things he had guarded all his life.

She can't comfort Cheng Qingwei when she is lost, and she shouldn't hit her when she is happy.

"That Grandma Cheng, didn't you blame Director Xu in your heart, just because you wanted to get out of the evil breath in your heart, you would be so fierce to Director Xu."

Cheng Qingwei shook his head, "You're wrong, Zhiyao, Director Xu I hate him, not only because he made my store look like this, but also because he is too showy, if my condition is known by the public, I will definitely treat me as a monster." ”

Ning Zhiyao finally understood the crux of the matter, "Aunt Cheng, do you believe me?" ”

Cheng Qingwei raised his head and glanced at Ning Zhiyao's big sparkling eyes suspiciously, and nodded unconsciously, "Zhiyao, in this foreign country, of course the only person I can trust is you." ”

"That's good." Ning Zhiyao silently comforted himself in his heart.

"I didn't hear you clearly." Ning Zhiyao hurriedly covered his mouth and laughed awkwardly.

"Grandma Cheng, why didn't you check on Director Xu when you went to check on you?" Ning Zhiyao carefully put on a dress for Cheng Qingwei.

At this moment, all Cheng Qingwei's attention was focused on what Ning Zhiyao said, "Could it be that Zhiyao, you mean, I wasn't sick at all, and that doctor lied to me, right?" ”

Ning Zhiyao helped Cheng Qing to smooth out, "Grandma Cheng, don't be excited, okay, you listen to me first." ”

Cheng Qingwei saw that it was not what she imagined, and for a moment it seemed that all her energy was gone, and she sat there listlessly.

Ning Zhiyao smiled helplessly, "Grandma Cheng, don't be so decadent, maybe my news is not as good as this for you, but it is better than you imagined." ”

After being comforted by Ning Zhiyao for a long time, Grandma Cheng finally nodded, "Okay, let me explain it first, Zhiyao, if it's not good news for me, I'll kick you out." ”

Ning Zhiyao: "Okay, okay, what you said is right, then can I say it?" ”

"Well, of course." Cheng Qingwei nodded arrogantly.

Ning Zhiyao organized the language, "Grandma Cheng, you should know that there are many good painters in this world, they are paranoid about their works to a terrible extent, but they are placed under the noses of the public, no one thinks that there is anything wrong with them, but they feel that this is a master, and it is a kind of respect for this direction." ”

"What you said is true?"

Since Cheng Qingwei had never been in contact with these, he still couldn't believe it after hearing Ning Zhiyao say this.

"Zhiyao, you don't know, the reason why I am scared is because the doctor told me that this situation of mine is rare in China, and I must keep it simple, and once it is discovered, I will be studied."

Ning Zhiyao didn't know who said such vicious words, and he deceived a kind-hearted old man, Ning Zhiyao was angry.

The words came out of his mouth without thinking about it, "Grandma Cheng, how can you misunderstand based on that doctor's words, you have been to so many hospitals, and they haven't said anything, why did you believe that person's words." ”

Cheng Qingwei is also a little angry now, because he knew his own situation, he would unconsciously avoid and bend down when he saw people, but maybe this is a kind of fate.

Since she learned about her condition, she took the initiative to contact other people, for fear of bringing them a bad situation, and now that the truth is revealed, the person she can accompany has long become a handful of dust.

"Zhiyao, let me ask you, according to what you know about me, what kind of person do you think I am."

Cheng Qingwei's question was very strange, and Ning Zhiyao really didn't know how to answer.

"Well, when we first met, Grandma Cheng was working in a tailor's shop, just like a very kind grandmother next door, and after listening to your story, I felt that you were a very powerful person, tenacious, kind, and brave."

Cheng Qingwei didn't expect that he would still be able to hear others praise him in his lifetime, and he couldn't help but shed tears of emotion.

"Zhiyao, thank you, this is the first time I've heard someone praise me."

"Impossible, Grandma Cheng, your clothes are so good, someone must praise you for your good craftsmanship."

Ning Zhiyao looked at Cheng Qingwei in surprise, it must be impossible to say that no one praised her.

But the truth is that no one praises the process of being clear, "You don't know, because of this paranoia about my clothes, many people who look at my clothes are a little disgusted with me, so my situation is like this." ”

Ning Zhiyao really didn't expect that in this era, there would still be people who would be dissatisfied because of the seller's harshness, if it was not good, it would be forgotten, Grandma Cheng's is simply rare, and they can still be like this, which really surprised Ning Zhiyao.