Gengzi Year - Fanwai Lucid Dream
I wonder if the big family puppet has ever heard of lucid dreaming? I heard that you can do whatever you want in dreams, but dreams have boundaries, and if you go into places you shouldn't go, maybe ......
"Do you know lucid dreaming?" In class, Li Yong, who was at the same table, leaned his head over mysteriously and said.
"Lucid dreaming?" I shook my head, "Qingming's dream? ”
"Cut!" Li Yong glanced at me, "Lucid dreaming is when you know that you are in a dream, consciously, you can control your behavior in the dream, and because you know that you are in a dream, you don't have to think about the consequences of doing things, so you can do whatever you want!" Li Yong smiled wickedly.
"How else can this happen?" I was a little surprised that I was living so big, and for the first time I heard this kind of statement, dreams could be controlled, "When did you start dreaming lucidly?" ”
"I had a dream a few days ago, and I realized in the dream that I was in a dream, and I thought it was very interesting, so I searched on the Internet, so I knew that there is such a thing as lucid dreaming, and there is a way to dream lucid, you can also try it, but this requires talent, I don't know if you can do it." Li Yong looked excited when he spoke, as if Columbus had discovered the New World.
"Then I'm going to have to try! In case I dream of a beautiful woman......"
I unconsciously looked at the girl in front of me, she was the class flower, and she was also the goddess of me and Li Yong, with white skin and beautiful long legs.
"Hey, guess who I dreamed about yesterday?"
"Who?"
I saw Li Yong's evil gaze looking at the goddess, and my heart was cold, "I was the first to be on the board by this goods!" ”
At night, I slept according to the method told me by Li Yong, but the next day I didn't talk about lucid dreams, I didn't have a nightmare, and I slept until dawn.
The next day, after class, Li Yong came to the classroom sleepily for a long time, and was punished by the head teacher for standing for a class, after class, I asked Li Yong why he came so late, he licked his lips, "It's still unfinished!" "It's beaten to the extreme.
To be honest, I was very envious of Li Yong at that time, because I tried many times, but I didn't make a single lucid dream, but this kid sang songs every night and had a lot of fun in his dreams, but at that time, I didn't know how terrifying and unbelievable what happened later.
A few days later, I found that Li Yong was a little abnormal, how to say it! Since he began to dream, he has been in a state of ecstasy, and the whole person has become very excited, but in the past two days, Li Yong's mood has suddenly dropped, he is silent, often in a daze, and even after class, he rarely even goes to the toilet once, so he sits in a daze, as if he has lost his soul.
"What's wrong?" I asked him, "Did something happen?" ”
He looked stunned and didn't react until I touched him with my hand, and he reacted, "No...... It's nothing. ”
I patted him on the shoulder, "We're friends, we don't have anything to say, you've been in a trance lately, and you haven't spoken for a few days, it's not like you, what happened?" ”
"It's really nothing!" When he saw me looking at him, he pondered for a long time before he finally said, "I dreamed of a well. ”
I......
"Dreaming of a well, as for sorrow like this?"
"It's not just a day, it's the last few days, every day I've dreamed of that well while dreaming of it."
"That's nothing! If you think of your dreams as a world, you are the god of that world! Wouldn't it be enough to just make the well disappear or not dream about it? ”
"I can't do it, the scene in my dream is random and uncontrollable, and I just learned to control my dream, and I can't do anything beyond reality, and I don't have the ability to make the well disappear." Li Yong's words were trilled, and he looked very frightened, "In other words, I can't get rid of that well, and I can't even dream now." ”
"Where there is a well, there is a well! What should I do in my dreams, and what is there to be afraid of? "I can't understand where Li Yong's fear comes from.
"You say...... What's in that well? Why does it keep appearing in my dreams? ”
I shook my head, "How would I know what happened in your dream!" ”
"I felt that the reason why the well kept appearing in my dreams was waiting for me to go down. Something in the well, it's waiting for me. ”
"Then you can go down and have a look!"
"I don't dare." Li Yong looked at me, his eyes were full of fear, "I once stood by the well, looked down, the well was bottomless, dark and deep, how to say, it felt like a bottomless deep sea, making people's hearts palpitate, just looking at that glance, it made me breathe short, and my heart was pounding." ”
"What are you afraid of, you must know that you are in a dream, and you can't die."
Li Yong didn't squeak anymore, and after a long time, he muttered: "Yes, nothing to be afraid of, nothing to be afraid of, I want to see what is down there." ”
After Li Yong said this, he seemed to be a little relieved and relieved.
The next day, Li Yong didn't come to class in the morning, and didn't come until the afternoon, his eyes were dark, and he looked tired, "How is it?" Did you go down to the well? I asked him.
He nodded, his spirit was very poor, "I found a rope in a dream, the rope was very long, I fixed the rope at one end, threw it into the well, resisted the fear, climbed down the rope, the well was pitch black, silent, I don't know how long I climbed, I vaguely saw a colorful light below, The light seemed to be close to me, and it seemed to be far away from me, so I climbed down." ”
"Time is very difficult, I was scared, it seemed like a century had passed, until I climbed to the end of the rope, the light was still in a trance below me, not the slightest close, I had no choice but to climb up again, after climbing up, I woke up, and when I opened my eyes, it was already noon!"
As Li Yong spoke, I noticed that his hands were shaking, as if after a long period of vigorous exercise, I felt that something was strange, "Don't think about it, don't care about what's in the well, just treat it as if it doesn't exist." I said, "Maybe you're under too much pressure to study, so why don't you take a few days off and rest at home!" ”
In all fairness, I can't even convince myself of what I said, Li Feng's academic performance is the first, he has already given up on himself, what pressure can there be, I just want him to stop indulging in this matter, I have a bad premonition.
Li Yong shook his head, I saw a trace of despair in his eyes, "I can't get rid of it." "The only way is to go down to the bottom of the well and find out the truth," he said. If the mystery is not revealed, I will not find peace, I will die, I feel a voice in my head, which has been egging me on, urging me, pushing me to the well, O human mind! It's weird. ”
I didn't speak for a long time, because I didn't know what to do, and after being stunned for a while, Li Yong suddenly said, "You say, what will happen if I jump into that well?" ”
I was stunned, "I don't know." I said. If this is an ordinary dream, then it naturally doesn't matter, even if it is a dream death, the big deal is that it will wake up immediately, but this is a lucid dream, and it is a weird dream, I dare not say nonsense.
"I can't stand it anymore, the well makes me feel depressed, it is in front of me, there is no way to avoid it, whether it is in a dream or in reality." Li Yong said, as if he was talking to me, and as if he was muttering to himself, "This matter must be understood after all." ”
But I didn't expect that this sentence would be the last thing Li Yong said to me.
After that, Li Yong didn't come to class for a few days, I was very worried, I don't know what happened to him, Li Yong's house is not far from the school, after school, I came to his house, after knocking on the door, I saw his mother, his mother's eyes were red, her face was haggard, I had a sense of foreboding, "Auntie, where is Li Yong?" Why hasn't he been to class lately? I said, my heart pounding, afraid that my aunt would give me an answer I didn't want to hear.
"Li Feng has an accident." The aunt touched her tears and said, "A few days ago, after Li Yong fell asleep at night, he never woke up again!" We took him to the hospital to see him, and the doctor said that all his physical functions were normal, and the doctor did not know why he could not wake up. Now like a vegetative person, he's in the house, go see him! ”
I went into the house and saw Li Yong lying on the bed, as if he was asleep as usual, I called him softly, but he did not respond, I remembered the last thing he said to me, "You say, what will happen if I jump into that well?" ”
I guess that's the end! He was trapped in a dream, trapped in that well. I could have dissuaded him, but I didn't. I looked at Li Yong, feeling guilty.
When I was sad, I found that Li Yong's face was a little strange, I didn't look at his face carefully before, but now I looked closer, but I found that something was wrong, his eyelids trembled, his face was a little distorted, the muscles on his face were tense, I lifted the quilt on his body, and saw that he clenched his fists, and his whole body seemed to be straining, but there was nowhere to focus, what was he doing?
Li: The state I touched made me feel a little familiar, pondered for a long time, and suddenly a thought came to me, I remembered that three years ago, I fell from the roof, and in the process of falling, this is the case, is it......
Li Yong told me that the well was bottomless, dark and deep, and my heart was shocked, could it be that Li Yong jumped into the well in his dream a few days ago, and it is still falling today? How deep the well should be?
I told my aunt about this, but my aunt didn't believe it, too, no one would easily believe it, I didn't explain too much, because even if my aunt believed it, she couldn't do anything, I accompanied Li Feng for a while, and left.
After graduating, I went to work in other cities, rarely came back, and rarely went to see Li Yong, but I didn't forget him, or, I can't forget it, after all, what happened to him is too weird, he often appears in my dreams, in which he keeps falling, and he says to me, "Help me." "I watched him and couldn't do anything about it.
After many years, I often inquired about him in the field, intentionally or unintentionally, and he never woke up, just kept being trapped in the deep well in his dreams, falling year after year, and the well was too deep. I think that well is really bottomless, Li Yong may not be able to get out in this life.
But when I thought about it, it didn't matter how deep the well was, it wasn't the depth of the well that trapped Li Yong, nor the well, because these were all in Li Yong's dream, in the final analysis, they were all his own imaginations, and what trapped him was only himself, his own thoughts, as for why this happened, I don't know, I remembered what he said to me, "Man's mind!" It's weird. Maybe he didn't want to do that, he just couldn't control his thoughts.
A few years later, one day, my family called me and told me that Li Yong had passed away. Maybe for him, it's a relief.
I went back to my hometown and came to his house, where he was already buried, and his mother gave me a CD and said that in order to take better care of him, a camera was installed in his room, which was taken in his last time, and I thought it was a little weird, so I let me see it.
After I got home, I opened the CD, and Li Yong in the video was thin and weak, his face was distorted, the muscles on his face were tense, and his eyelids kept shaking, just like many years ago, which showed that he was still falling in the well, but as time went by, I found that his face gradually returned to normal, his eyelids no longer trembled, and his body relaxed.
The corners of his mouth slowly rose, his eyes narrowed, he was actually smiling, and I felt a little creepy when I saw this, he ...... Why laugh? Then he opened his mouth as if to say something, and I watched the video several times, and finally guessed what he said, and he said, "I saw it!" ”
Then he opened his eyes violently and said a few more words, and I was startled and sent a chill down my spine, because what he said was my name.
After saying that, he kept that stiff smile, and it didn't take long for him to close his eyes, and he was no longer alive.
He said he saw it! In that strange dream, in that terrible well, what did he see at the bottom of the well after he had fallen for many years? Why did he call out my name at the end? I felt a chill somehow. I hurriedly took out the disc and threw it in the trash.
That night, I had a dream in which there was only a well, which was bottomless, dark and deep, and a voice echoed in my head, "Go and see, see what's in that well." ”