[Helan is also called Ergou, because he is called Ergou~ This is a real person! 】

Helan still couldn't hold back, and ran to the school in Nancheng, originally planning to sneak a look twice and go back. When I arrived at the school, I realized that the reason why it is called a university is that it is very large. There was a large group of people in class, and it was still a large group after class, and it was so difficult to find someone.

"It's better to make a phone call, or send a WeChat message!" , but after thinking about it, I still gave up. "Hey, cowardice", Helan slapped her head hard to show her disdain. He pulled a can of beer out of his pocket and sat down in a secluded place. The wind blew Helan's long hair, her melancholy eyes were empty, and her well-defined face was a little handsome, earning some eyes from passing girls.

Aren't all the other girls pretty good-looking? Why can't you let her go? It must be because of her academic performance.

Helan was honest since she was a child, but her academic performance couldn't go up, and she was forced to go to high school by her old mother. In fact, Helan, who barely passed the admission score line, planned to end the three-year mix, but she couldn't compete with her mother who wanted her son Jackie Chan, so she transferred him to the fast class with various relationships. If you enter the fast class, can you have better grades and prospects?

It's weird. I have a headache when I see a book, and I feel sleepy when I hear the teacher in class, and the result can be imagined. My mother went to school three times a week, and the teacher avoided walking every time, but it still had no effect, which just made Helan feel a little more uncomfortable and guilty. Helan didn't feel the need to feel guilty, because he felt that he had done his best.

There is still something to change, Helan has something to do, and those with good grades have become the object of his attention. Observe the top ten, too many; The top five in the study are still many; The top three are worth looking into. After observing for several days, Helan was a little confused, these people with good grades are not studying every day. Playing ball, playing games, all of them are very good. The second place is still in love with the third place.

After a month of research, Helan discovered some of their common skills:

1. Energetic;

2. Focus;

3. Self-confidence.

Take that first one, I haven't seen her quiet for a minute. If you stay quietly, it's at least two hours, or an afternoon, or even a week. It seems that she is proficient in all kinds of martial arts in the eighteenth class, and she is also the one who shows her face on various occasions.

She was simply too good, and in the end, Helan only studied her alone.

The ancients said that when you see the wise and think together, you are not wrong at all. Helan has also become energetic and focused, the teacher's class is no longer a lullaby, and the words in the book are no longer sleepy insects, Helan excitedly gave her all the time, including all the energy.

In the second semester of the second semester of high school, the head teacher transferred Helan to the back of her seat. This is a godsend, Helan didn't sleep for three days when she was excited. However, until the end of the semester, Helan did not learn the last skill - self-confidence. Every time she thinks of this, Helan's heart will pinch together, not to mention how uncomfortable it is.

The first is none other than Nancheng. It's not for nothing to get along for a semester, Nancheng said, the two of them are friends, a good kind.

Seeing that it was getting dark, Helan sat on the stone bench for an afternoon, and really couldn't make any decisions.

As the sky got darker and darker, Helan felt that something was wrong, and there were more people around him, one-on-one. Originally, Helan sat quietly and would not affect others, but when it was darker, it was different, and strong hormones rushed from all directions, and there was no space left.

"Run, run." Helan, who was in a panic, ran to the school gate in one breath, a little excited and a little angry, "No wonder they all want to go to college, it turns out to be so beautiful." The best time is spent in love, and college students are no different."

Helan never thought about going to college, and now she looks down on college. Helan remembered Nancheng's suggestion at the beginning, and at this moment she was especially firm in her choice, and felt that Nancheng was different and worth continuing to work hard and pay.

At the end of the evening self-study, Helan accompanied Nancheng back to the dormitory, seeing that she was about to be in her third year of high school, even if she was as confident as Nancheng, she was inevitably a little nervous.

Nancheng said, "Helan, what are you going to do in the future?" ”

Hearing Nancheng shouting to himself, he couldn't react at once, and asked him what his plans were for the future, Helan was even more confused. Helan has any plans, all his time and energy have been spent on studying Nancheng.

"We're going to be in the third year of high school soon, but we have to plan for the future, otherwise what will we rely on to support our wives and children in the future." Nancheng saw that Helan was a little confused, and then said, "People still have to be positive, they need to make long-term plans, and it's too late to make plans when they get there." "Nancheng is serious.

"I have poor grades, and I may not be able to get into university, so I don't know what I can do. Hey...... I haven't thought about it yet. When Helan said this, she felt that her whole body was hot and uncomfortable, and if it weren't for the darkness, she would have been seen as if she had a red-hot iron bar from head to toe. Hearing Nancheng mention that he would raise his wife and children in the future, he was a little excited at first, thinking that it was a hint given by Nancheng, and then he felt embarrassed, and his face turned even redder.

"Do you have to go to college to be successful? What age is it? You look at Bill Gates, you look at Zuckerberg, didn't they finish college either? Nancheng comforted Helan not to give up on himself because of his poor academic performance, but felt that his example was a little wrong. Bill Gates and Zuckerberg were both admitted to prestigious universities and did not finish their studies. And the possibility of Helan being admitted to university is still very small. "Well, in fact, you don't need to be obsessed with going to university, you can do anything in three hundred and sixty lines."

Nancheng can give herself the opportunity to accompany her back to the dormitory, and comfort herself like this, she is already overjoyed. Nancheng's words of encouragement, he didn't hear any problems. "Actually, I think the same way, I don't necessarily have to go to university, I always feel that I am not the material to go to school, but my mother has to force me to go to school." Helan was a little flustered and continued, "Actually, I want to learn to be a chef or learn hairdressing. Haircuts and meals, everyone needs and there will certainly be no shortage of ...... in the future."

"I'm here, thank you." Helan just wanted to expand her thoughts, but found that she had already arrived at the door of the dormitory. "If you have an idea, do it, don't worry too much, come on."

Helan watched Nancheng walk in, stunned, and gained.

The head teacher also suggested that it is better to learn some crafts as soon as possible, because it will waste time and may affect others. Helan made up her mind, didn't tell her family, and just entered the summer, she ran into a barber shop as an apprentice. Start a daily and nightly hair washing career.

The students at the gate are endless, all of them are energetic and handsome. Looking at them, Helan didn't feel worse than them. One year of apprenticeship, three years of actual combat, Helan is already a barber. A pair of scissors can not only support yourself, but also support your wife and children.

Standing at the gate, the wind was stronger, blowing Helan's long hair, and there was an idea of seeing the mountains at a glance.

Well, it's time to call Southtown.

As soon as she picked up the phone, a stunned girl stared at herself, Helan was embarrassed, tightened the small suit on her body, and showed a shy smile.

"Helan, why are you here?" The girl is none other than Nancheng. Nancheng is white, has a good figure, has a big wave, and Nancheng, who is already in his third year, looks better than before.

"I, I, I happened to be passing by here, and I was going to visit your school, and I met you here, what a coincidence." As soon as I saw Nancheng, the pride I had just praised was unconsciously a little discharged.

"Let's go, I'll take you to our school, don't go, I'll invite you to dinner in the evening." Nancheng came over and grabbed Helan's arm and walked inside.

I met my old acquaintance in another country, but I didn't expect to meet my old classmates here, and Nancheng was a little excited. Looking at Nancheng's appearance, Helan couldn't believe it, her complexion and state were very good, and she was not as miserable as she said.

A few days ago, Xiaowen called and said that Nancheng's boyfriend bullied her and yelled at her, which made her suffer a lot, and she also lost a child for that scumbag. Nancheng has made so many sacrifices, and that scumbag has to break up with her...... Helan felt that she needed to come over and teach that boy who didn't know the height of the sky, to let him know that it was too late for many people to love her, how could they spoil her like this.

Helan also wanted to tell Nancheng by the way that he now has the ability to support his wife and children, and he already has a craft.

Along the way, Nancheng kept introducing Helan to the buildings and scenery he saw, splashing droplets, his mouth was like a river, and he naturally held Helan's arm. Helan has dreamed of such a scene countless times. At this moment, Helan couldn't find a trace of pleasure at all, and felt that it was not the crush she had been dreaming of for a long time, but more like a younger sister. Helan wants to pat her head again, how can she be undisturbed at this time, why, why, why?

Nancheng's boyfriend appeared, tall and handsome, but his eyes were not friendly, Nancheng still held Helan's arm and continued to take Helan around the campus.

When it was almost over, Nancheng's boyfriend suggested finding a place to eat. The three of them arrived at a restaurant outside the school, Nancheng and Helan sat on one side, Nancheng's boyfriend sat opposite, with a gloomy face, ordered a lot of dishes and a lot of wine.

Helan's self-confidence was first three points less because he saw Nancheng, and now because he was just in front of the man opposite, he was five points less, and because he drank a little wine, he rose slightly to three points.

Height, appearance, conversation, knowledge, and family background, Helan can't catch up, and thinks that Nancheng should take a fancy to such a person. I was going to give him a few punches when we met, but now I don't have it. The point is, you may not be able to beat him yourself. After drinking, Helan felt that this man was okay, just with that vicious look, who would be kind to a man who coveted his woman.

However, the development of things was completely beyond Helan's control.

After drinking, it was late and the door to the dormitory was closed. Nancheng wanted to arrange for Helan to live in a hotel, insisting on staying in a room with Helan. "Even if it's a classmate, it's not good for a lonely man and a widow to be in the same room. Besides, he's ...... I can't take it". "What's wrong with us being in the same room? Why don't you believe me. "The two men insisted on their own words, and they were arguing.

Nancheng's boyfriend couldn't accept such an arrangement at all, and stomped his feet to pull Nancheng aside to theorize. Helan watched the two of them arguing hoarsely from a distance, a little scared, afraid of something, but she didn't know, she just felt very cold.

In the end, the two reached a compromise and both stayed with Helan. Nancheng asked Helan if he had any opinions, and Helan could have any opinions. Originally, I stayed to chat and catch up. What can be said has already been said at the time of eating, and what cannot be said cannot be said in the current situation.

Helan was lying on one bed, Nancheng and her boyfriend were lying on the other bed, and Helan turned off the lights. The three of them didn't sleep, the room was quiet, who could sleep in such a state. Helan felt that she was tied to the execution ground, and she was being tortured by Ling Chi, and every second that passed, a piece of flesh was cut off, and every time she passed, her heartache increased. Helan could feel that Nancheng liked her boyfriend, and she could also see that her boyfriend also loved her deeply, and there was indeed a problem with their relationship. Nancheng's behavior is targeted, and this targeting is more like a needle pierced in Helan's fingernails. Helan expected Nancheng to do it unintentionally, and she expected her to do it intentionally. And his own value is reflected in this way, Helan's self-confidence is exhausted. The beloved, who is held in the arms of others, lies opposite him, and he can't do anything...... Helan didn't dare to imagine this picture, every time she thought about it, she would suffer 10,000 points of damage, and how could she not think about this situation?

Helan's heart was dripping blood, and she couldn't squeeze out tears when she cried.

Finally, when it was dawn, the three of them all had dark circles under their eyes and went to breakfast together.

Nancheng's boyfriend has a class and is gone. Leaving Nancheng and Helan behind, I don't remember a word of what Helan prepared when he came.

"Is he good to you?"

"It's good, but sometimes I'm in a hurry, and my temper is not very good."

"Are you planning to break up with him?"

"I kind of like him calling me baby, but I think he's a little decadent and not good enough."

"I think others are not bad, and they should be productive in the future."

Helan didn't want to talk anymore, she just wanted to leave quickly. He felt that Nancheng had never needed his own protection, and he could not give her any advice and advice. remembered what she said four years ago about "feeding my wife and children", and I deliberately made sure that it was just a casual remark. Because Helan knows that Nancheng needs more than just feeding.

"I met him two years ago, when I happened to have a leg injury, he took me to the hospital every day, went to and from class, was careful and thoughtful, and he was also motivated, with good grades and practice. I was fascinated by him like this. Nancheng didn't look at whether Helan was listening, and talked to himself. I chased him, and he even ignored me at first. ”

Helan listened to Nancheng and knew that she was reminiscing, and she had a lot of reluctance to her boyfriend, but she was very determined to break up. Helan didn't dare to look at her, lowered her head and didn't speak.

"I'm in my third year and I'm about to graduate, so I have to think about the future, and I still have to be positive."

Helan listened to Nancheng say something familiar, but the state was different. The confident, focused, energetic girl is now a little negative, confused, and a little sad.

Helan asked Nancheng to hurry to class and went back by car, but Nancheng insisted on sending it.

Walking on the road, Nancheng didn't hold Helan's arm, and the two of them didn't talk much. Nancheng watched Helan get into the car, and after the car started, he turned around and went back.

Nancheng was injured two years ago, and Helan remembers it very clearly. That day, Nancheng looked for Xiaowen to play, and knew that Helan was also in this city, so he went to find him. For those who have already made money, it is normal to invite two college students to dinner. The old classmates got together, and they were quite excited, so they drank wine. Xiaowen said that Helan had always liked Nancheng, but Nancheng smiled and didn't speak. Helan took advantage of the strength of the wine to confess, but Nancheng seemed to sense something, got up and walked out, walked in a hurry, and suddenly hit the glass door. The glass shattered, and Namjo fell, injuring his leg. Helan felt that she had indirectly contributed to Nancheng's love, and she was also responsible for her current situation.

Helan didn't think about who should be responsible for her current situation. In fact, all life is your own choice, and it has nothing to do with other people.

Nancheng and his boyfriend still broke up. Helan felt a little guilty, feeling that she was the last straw that broke the camel's back, and she shouldn't run to school on impulse. But it was too late. Helan couldn't think of any comfort or remedy, he contacted Xiaowen to get some information, and Xiaowen couldn't help. Helan struggled to keep herself from thinking about it, and focused all her attention on the scissors. In order not to get bored, imagine that every inch of hair cut off falls to the ground, like a butterfly, but each butterfly has a face of Nancheng.

Helan didn't dare to sleep, and as soon as she closed her eyes, there was a picture of Nancheng and his boyfriend hugging and lying beside her.

It didn't take long, three or five months. Xiaowen called and said that Nancheng had a new boyfriend, and that person knew him, the one who used to be the second in the class in the general exam. Helan didn't say anything after listening to it, but he thought it was good, he had experience in love, and he should know how to hurt people.

Helan suddenly felt that Xiaowen was not bad, and just as she was about to say something to Xiaowen, Xiaowen hung up the phone.

As soon as they graduated from college, the two got married. The first and second places in the class got married, and many classmates attended the wedding. Helan went the earliest, and everyone else was as warm as the midday sun, and he felt that he was a sunset. Helan did her best to give the bride the best hairstyle, and the groom was also in good spirits. Helan felt very relieved to be able to contribute.

The wedding scene was very warm, Helan didn't drink a drop of wine, he was afraid of leaving any bad memories for himself.

Helan's scissors are more proficient, but he doesn't feel that he has become stronger, and the guests don't say anything bad, nor do they deliberately repeat the customer. Cut a head for 20 yuan, and the boss fifty-fifty accounts, if you encounter perm and hairstyle, you can earn more. Helan thought that it should not be much of a problem to work for another two years, open her own hair salon, and support her wife and children.

Helan occasionally dreamed that she walked into the college entrance examination room and worked hard to write. Or he was admitted to a university and became a college student, thus starting another life. Of course, you will also see a lot of terrible things in your dreams and wake up from your dreams.