Chapter 312: Sins and Suffering
A violent storm raged in Fancheng all night, and the next day the clouds dispersed and the wind stopped, and the sky was clear and blue, as if last night's lightning and thunder and heavy rain were just a nightmare hidden in the dark night.
The streets of the city were in shambles, and the old trees of the same age as the temple in the thousand-year-old temple Min'en Temple on the outskirts of the city fell on the Daxiong Treasure Hall, crushing half of the roof and smashing the golden body of the Jizo King Bodhisattva.
The Bodhisattva raised his eyebrows and lowered his eyebrows in the ruins of the broken branches and leaves, and the eyes of the people who were stained with dust were more compassionate and forgiving, and the old host took the disciples to clean up while proclaiming the Buddha's name, "The Bodhisattva is merciful and merciful, sacrificing his life to save his life, and the karma of sin and suffering is eliminated." ”
The disciple didn't understand what the master meant, "Master, the King of the Earth Bodhisattva saves the beings of hell, the hell is not empty, and he vows not to become a Buddha, how can he give up his life?" ”
The host whispered another Buddha horn and asked the disciples, "What is the most bitter thing in the world?" ”
There is a standard answer to this, and the disciple respectfully answers: "The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in the world, birth, old age, sickness, and death, and they can't ask for it, they will resent, they will love and part, and the five yin will flourish." But the disciples feel that the monks have moved away from the mundane, and these are not sufferings for us. Since the Jizo King Bodhisattva is willing to sacrifice his life to go to hell, it is the most bitter thing in hell. ”
The host looked at the clear blue sky after the rain, "King Jizo Bodhisattva is in hell, his heart is in Taoyuan, and he doesn't feel that hell is bitter." And some people know that hell is suffering, but they want to go against their will, and that is the most suffering. ”
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After the raging storm, she disappeared early, her mobile phone was left at Daniel's house, everyone thought she was with Daniel when they saw the location, until Shen Ao received an email the next night and saw Daniel in a coma on the bed, and everyone found out that she had disappeared early.
She disappeared so completely early that it was like a drop of water evaporating into the air, and there was no trace of her at all.
She left her mobile phone, computer, and car behind, and all her personal belongings were not with her, and she couldn't even see what was missing.
All the people who cared about her were trying to find her, and after searching for a day and a night, there was still no result, and when everyone was extremely anxious, Shen Che also disappeared.
Shen Che had been locking himself in the house for the night of his early disappearance, he had only made a phone call early the afternoon before when he had a nervous breakdown, and he didn't continue to call after hanging up early.
Shen Yuan shared information with Brother Tao, and the Shen family must have known what they already knew, Shen Che was very glad that he didn't answer the call earlier, if he answered it early, what could he say to her?
Shen Che never mentioned a word about Zao Zao later, he locked himself up and raced against time to recover the data and investigate the truth.
The Shen family didn't dare to tell him the news of his early disappearance at this time, Shen Che's current mental state was like a rubber band stretched to the limit, any little external force could make it collapse instantly, and they could only hope that things would turn around before Shen Che was willing to mention it.
At this time, Brother Tao had cut off contact with the Shen family, and from the moment Han Junping was investigated, the Shen family had been blacked out in the hearts of all those who cherished it early, and they would only be liquidated one by one after the matter was investigated.
The investigation on the Shen family's side was not easy, the data of Zao Zao and Daniel's early investigation were only known to the two of them, and the direction of the later investigation was not told to anyone, so Shen Che took a little longer than them.
But it was impossible for Shen Yuan to delay it for a little longer, and Shen Che knew all the truth that he had known earlier the next night.
No one knew how his heart was shattered at that moment, and when Shen Yuan found out, he had already smashed everything in the house that could be smashed.
Grandma Shen was so distressed that she begged Shen Che with tears: "Xiao Che, go find Zaozai, Zao Zao won't blame you, she knows that it has nothing to do with you." ”
The flame of anger in Shen Che's eyes was instantly extinguished at the moment when his grandmother mentioned it, as if all the hopes of his life were extinguished with it.
How did he go to find Zaozao? What to tell her?
His love brought her the ruin of her family, the loss of her loved ones, and the pain she could feel any time she saw him think of him in the future, where was he qualified to say that he loved her again?
He wasn't even qualified to look at her.
If he could kill the self who appeared in front of him early, Shen Che would not hesitate to do so.
And now, even if he dies, he can't make up for anything.
Shen Che was finally injected with a strong diazepam and fell asleep, and by the time the Shen family found out, he was already missing.
As in the morning, he didn't bring anything with him, and he was completely missing.
As if they had made an appointment, they destroyed all the investigation data when they disappeared, and no one knew what they had investigated except for Daniel, who was still in a trance.
The investigation of the case has also been suspended due to the lack of evidence.
Two days later, before the matter was thoroughly investigated, Sister Juno received a call from Dr. Lin.
Another bad news blew everyone's hearts into a bloody blur.
Dr. Lin came to urge her to be hospitalized early, but her phone could not be reached, and her condition was urgent, so he had to call Sister Junnuo's phone.
During the time when she was in a coma with an early nosebleed, her mobile phone was kept in a sealed bag by the nurse, and when Sister Juno called her during that time, Dr. Lim did not answer the call, but remembered the phone number.
Only then did everyone know that she had been diagnosed with acute myeloid leukemia early, and her condition was a critical condition in this category, and Dr. Lin conservatively estimated that if she did not do special treatment, she might only have a few days.
And even if he is admitted to the hospital, this is a disease that has no possibility of recovery under the current level of medical care. The time left for her, estimated in the most optimistic way, may not be more than half a month.
Now every minute and every second she is outside, she is on the verge of death at any time, any wound can cause a lot of blood loss, what is insignificant to others can be internal bleeding for her, as long as there is a little accident, she will fall down and never wake up again.
Everyone was crazy and looking for Zaizao, but there were no clues.
At this time, everyone noticed that in the past three years, none of them knew how they had survived early.
The little girl who has not yet reached adulthood bears Ning Jiakang's medical expenses alone and gives her grandmother enough pension every month, if the neighbor aunt doesn't say it, no one knows that the only household appliance in her house is actually a rice cooker for cooking, or it is eliminated by the aunt's family.
She endured the fear that she would be kicked out of the house by Li Shihan at any time, the house was emptied and there was not even a bed left for her, those days when she worked three or four jobs a day, she came home tired in the middle of the night, and she was greeted only by the four white walls with the portrait of her mother.
No one knows how she spent those lonely and lonely nights alone in this empty home, no one knows where she is going when she is sad, and how she comforts herself when she is scared.
In those three years of blank time, she lost her loved ones and survived by herself minute by minute.
So when everyone wanted to look for her three years later, they found that they couldn't start. They don't know about her life in the past three years, they don't know where she goes most often, they don't know where she hides when she's scared and sad, they don't know which scenery can comfort her, they don't know where she can hide and cry bitterly.
This child who is not good at words buries all the hardships and hardships in his heart, but gives the greatest tenderness and comfort to everyone around him.
When she picked up Brother Tao from prison, she was a caring and sensible little sister, taking care of his life like a little adult, and perfectly hiding the grievances and pains of these years.
She comforted Uncle Wu and felt sorry for him to be separated from his mother forever, but she didn't mention the nights when she missed her mother and hugged her and cried bitterly.
She did her best to her grandmother, even if she was let down and hurt again and again, she never complained.
She takes all kindness seriously and is gentle with all those she cares about. She never said sensational words, and rarely even smiled at people, but as long as she got along with her, everyone could feel her kindness and vigorous vitality in her heart.
This is a small tree full of vitality, although it is still thin and green, but it strives to grow towards the sun, so that people can see her and hope in their hearts, and they can imagine what she will look like in the future.
However, now this little tree has survived the storm, the drought and the cold, and is still upright and upright, and under the expectant and relieved eyes of everyone, it was suddenly broken by the thunder from the sky!
She didn't have a chance to grow up anymore.