Chapter 9: Love
Ruan Ji wakes up less and gets drunk more days. Although I don't drink alcohol, I feel that my ordinary daily life is like a glass of wine, so easily intoxicating that it is difficult to detect the passage of time.
However, the deceased is like a husband, reluctant to give up day and night. Unconsciously, it is the twilight spring season of "late flowers falling spring warbler".
One day after school at noon, I suddenly wanted to go back early for no reason, so I didn't stop in the classroom as usual, but slowly moved down the stairwell with the crowd.
Before I went down to the second floor, I saw Ye Yunhong at a glance. She and a few people stood at the top of the stairs on the second floor, and several of them looked up in the direction of the third floor together, as if they were waiting for someone.
Seeing her stunned and stupidly waiting, I couldn't help but think it was a little funny.
I walked over and smiled and said, "Who are you waiting for here?" A silly look. After saying that, he stood beside her and waited for her reaction.
Actually, I don't have much more to say, but I just don't want to walk away yet. More than half of the semester has passed since the beginning of the semester, but we have only met once at this time. After all, they were such good table mates at the beginning, but now it's rare to see each other, and I don't want to just say hello and separate.
Seeing me stop, Ye Yunhong thought about it, said goodbye to several of her companions, and left with me. Looks like she thinks the same way I do.
We deliberately took a long detour to avoid the crowds.
The road is a downhill road with tall trees planted on both sides of the road. Looking from the top of the slope to the bottom of the slope, the layers of leaves on both sides seem to be in the sky.
We walked in the shade of the trees, the dense foliage like umbrellas, shielding us from the strong midday sun.
We talked to each other about how we were doing.
Ye Yunhong mentioned that a boy was chasing her recently. As soon as I heard it, I was interested. I've been in the key class, I've never been pursued, and the classmates around me are also quite peaceful, busy studying all day long, and I haven't seen anyone fall in love, this kind of thing is still very new to me.
Ye Yunhong said the name of the boy who chased her, this person was also in the fifth class last semester, and I also knew him. We weren't surprised that they knew each other well, but we were both surprised that the man would pursue her now.
As for how the boy chased her? Ye Yunhong said that he didn't confess anything to her, but he had nothing to say to her, and gave her a bottle of milk every morning after self-study.
I exclaimed, "He's so good to you!" ”
Don't blame me for being short-sighted, I have only seen those romantic confessions and touching pursuits in literary and artistic works. In reality, I, a good student and good girl from childhood to adulthood, have never seen real love and pursuit.
Actually, I have a pessimistic view of love.
I think that the innocent and sweet love like the one sung in literary and artistic works cannot be said to be non-existent in reality, but it is very rare. Love in reality is a luxury in itself.
Secondly, even in literary and artistic works, they generally only depict the process of lovers falling in love, and rarely talk about the problems and changes that their so-called love encounters after encountering firewood, rice, oil and salt.
As for love in reality, it can't stand the test of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea. It is only suitable for being enshrined and praised, and once it encounters problems in reality, it is extremely easy to deteriorate.
Long Yingtai said: "I once believed in love, and later I learned that love must be transformed into family affection to last, but love that is transformed into family affection is like an ice cube in a glass of water - is it still that exquisite and clear ice cube?" That's exactly what I'm talking about.
Young men and women who enter society will have a lot of realistic considerations when looking for a partner. Everyone is like a commodity that has been marked with a price tag according to their own and family conditions, and they choose each other in the marriage and love market, and love or something has long been left behind.
Therefore, I think that the love of people who have not yet entered the society, that is, students, is a kind of youthful affection - is the most pure and beautiful love without utilitarianism and without fireworks.
Therefore, I am very interested in this kind of relationship between students.
Unfortunately, I am not in a position to experience what it is like to fall in love when I was a student.
I'm so busy that I can only study all day. This is one of the reasons. But to be honest, I don't think that's the main thing that prevents me from falling in love at all. The most important thing should be the attitude of teachers and parents in our country towards middle school students falling in love.
Most teachers and parents are very disdainful of the attitude of middle school students to fall in love, they believe that middle school students do not know what love is, and love delays learning, so they try their best to prevent it.
As for who has true love, my thoughts have been expressed clearly above. But even so, due to the stubborn views of parents and teachers, I was unable to enjoy this most innocent feeling.
Therefore, seeing that familiar people may have a beautiful relationship at the best age, I am naturally quite interested and full of envy.
So I asked Ye Yunhong: "What do you think of him?" Would you like to try your hand at a relationship? ”
After all, she is not in Class A, and the teacher is not so strict; She lives in the school again, "will be outside, the king's life is not affected", and the parents can't manage it so far; In the end, she is not a person who is busy studying all day, and there is still time to fall in love. If she wants, she can try to fall in love.
But she said, "No, I don't want to." ”
I thought it was because she didn't like the boy very much, but she said, "I'm afraid to get along with the boy, he makes me don't know what to do." ”
I was surprised, Ye Yunhong has always been lively and outgoing, I never imagined that she would say that she was afraid of getting along with boys.
If you think about it, she is indeed basically in a relationship with girls. But isn't this because Ye Yunhong lives in the school, and the main people she usually comes into contact with are girls? I'm confused.
But there are so many things in this world that only the person concerned knows, and since she said so, then I accept it.
In this way, Ye Yunhong seems to be blessed with a beautiful relationship?
Not necessarily.
I remember that when I was in junior high school, Ye Yunhong still had an ambiguous object.
She and the boy both live on campus, go home on the same road on the weekend, and the seats are not far away, and it is difficult not to say a few words over time. In addition, there were few things to do at the beginning, and the boy always had some small fights with her, so the two of them looked at each other a little bit.
But when I grew up, I didn't go to the same class in high school, and the little relationship between the two ended without a problem.
From this point of view, the guy who is pursuing Ye Yunhong now probably failed by using ordinary methods on unusual people, right? I feel a little sorry for him.
But no one knows what will happen in the future, and if he persists, he doesn't know what the outcome will be. Good luck to him for now.
We talked as we walked, and the ten minute journey was quickly over. At the school gate, we all stopped.
We had already said what we wanted to say, so we stopped on the side of the road and stood there, not knowing what to say.
It was supposed to be a time to say goodbye, but the thought of not knowing when the next time we would meet was not really wanting to be separated from each other like this, so we had to smile awkwardly and be at a loss.
What a "sentimental parting since ancient times". Our performance is almost "holding hands and looking at tears, but we are speechless and choking". But that's embarrassing, and we won't be like that.
However, similar to "this past year, it should be a good day and a good time." Even though there are thousands of styles, who to talk to. But the feeling hit me inexplicably.
I think how reluctant I was to know that I would no longer be in the same class, rarely see each other, and never see us, why is it so difficult to part with us now?
It may be that I haven't seen each other for a long time, so I feel the rare value of intimate friends. And I only saw each other for most of the semester, but now I really realize the difficulty of seeing each other.
The fallen leaves gather and disperse, and the birds do not return. The road has come to an end, and we will eventually be separated. I just don't know, when will we meet next?