Chapter 5 How Deep Love Is And How Deep Is Hate

Now that the situation has been understood. Xiao Xin raised his gaze and looked at the old man. The previous words were heard clearly by everyone. But this latter sentence caught people off guard.

The old man looked at Xiao Xin and opened his mouth, Xiao Xin could feel the old man's mood of wanting to leave, but at this moment, he extinguished his desire.

"I, I can't get out of here."

"Oh... Okay, I see. ”

Xiao Xin felt that his intuition was wrong, after all, if he dragged her away for the first time when they met, no matter who he was, he wouldn't be at ease.

"I still want to be happy with my grandmother for a while. I still want my grandmother to be happy. ”

This is the family fun that the old man should enjoy, not being trapped here and suffering from a cold face!

The old man's eyes suddenly flickered with a burst of crystal.

This meal was tasteless. It feels more empty and desolate, the house is big, but there are very few people, so it seems so cool here.

During the meal, Xiao Xin kept putting vegetables for her grandmother, and she probably knew what the old man should eat and what he shouldn't eat. So it seems very careful and attentive.

So, maybe it was such intentions, when Xiao Xin and the others were about to leave, they suddenly heard the call of the old man. "Xinxin. I, I want to go with you. ”

At that time, Xiao Xin remembered very clearly that his uncle and aunt's faces were green. The old man looked timid. It is clear that the old man now cannot sit down with the Lord.

"Mom, how can you leave here so easily? Don't you like your grandson the most? ”

Questioning again and again, the old man was frightened and retreated.

The breath of the night was very cold, Xiao Xin and his mother glanced at each other, and couldn't help but step forward and hold the old man's hand. "Let's go, I'll take you home. Uncle and aunt, if you still have a little conscience, let us do our filial piety. ”

With a cold gaze, looking at his family members who should have been dearest, it is said to be family. But now it looks so ridiculous.

The old man did not refuse Xiao Xin, so he left with her.

Sitting in the car, the old man's body was trembling all the time, like a child who had done something wrong, which made Xiao Xin feel very distressed, and he didn't know what those people had done to the old man.

"Grandma, don't be afraid, with me to protect you, you will be fine. It's okay to be with us in the future. ”

Slightly bent his gaze and smiled indifferently.

The tenderness of his lips, the old man did not speak.

"Mom. Don't feel guilty. So many years have passed. Don't think about it. ”

Xiao's mother, who was sitting in the co-pilot, couldn't help but smile bitterly. Twenty years ago? Why guilt? Could it be that the old man did something to them twenty years ago?

The old man lowered his gaze in shame, looking aggrieved, and seemed to refuse to forgive himself.

"I'm sorry. Back then, it was my mother who was not good. Mom has done so much wrong to you. Now, I know I was wrong. ”

Twenty years ago, to prevent Xiao's father and Xiao's mother from being together, the old man was still young at that time, and he really wasted a lot of effort, and even expelled Xiao's mother from the house. Said she was unproductive. But now. His son found a very capable and beautiful woman, but let the old man fall into such a miserable situation.

Because their hearts have been changed because of money.

Sometimes the elderly only understand the importance of true love when they are old. But often a lot of things have been missed.

"As I said, it's over, and we're doing well now, and we don't have any of those possessions. If it hadn't happened this time, I wouldn't have come back. But fortunately, Xinxin helped us out. So, we don't owe each other. ”

Although his mother said the past, there was still a bit of sourness in her tone, even mean. Xiao Xin never found that his mother could be so sharp, but such sharpness should not be for his family.

"Mom. Whatever ever happened, it's all in the past, okay. Xiao Xin couldn't help but want to comfort her mother, but when Xiao's mother heard this, she exploded, "How can you get by!" At that time, we couldn't get along in Beijing for what! It's not her fault! In order for us to be apart! Forcing us back to the country, so that nothing goes well for us, how much you suffered when we were children! When I was sick, I didn't have money to buy medicine. Do you know how I was doing at that time?! Now you tell me that it's all in the past. You're wrong? What were you doing?! ”

Those feelings that have been suppressed for a long time, when they erupt at a certain moment, are not logical at all, and they cannot be held back at all.

Xiao Xin was stunned, he didn't know how to answer, he always thought that he knew something about his mother and could lower her at any time, but at this moment, Xiao Xin was speechless.

The tears of the old man around him kept falling. Quietly listened to Xiao's mother's complaints.

"Now you know that they are not good to you, and you regret it, but there is no regret medicine in this world, and I will never forget how much I was wronged and excluded because of me, my husband and my children! You have been rich and raised me since I was a child, so I don't know anything, my husband takes care of me, and I was forced to go on a blind date at the beginning, and no one wants to be with me for me, it's all for my power. The love I found so hard is worthless in your eyes! Crushed and crushed! Have you been looking for us all these years? Have you ever thought about us? Xinxin has only had one grandmother since she was a child, and she never knew she had a grandmother! ”

"Don't talk about it." Father Xiao, who was the main driver next to him, couldn't stand it and wanted to stop it, those years were indeed not easy, but they were all over. Slightly closed his eyes, and muttered to himself, "It's all over." ”

"Don't say it?! Why not! Stop the car! Stop it! ”

Xiao's mother went crazy for the first time, and had no choice but to lean on the side of the road and stop the car, Xiao's mother got out of the car and immediately opened the rear door, pulled the old man out of the car, and looked at her mother with tears on her face. "Why did you come to us? There you go! ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

The old man, he only knows that he is sorry, and he can't say anything else, and he understands the guilt in his heart for a long time. The muddy tear stains see through the vicissitudes of the situation, and this world, forever, can not find the opposing point.

Xiao Xin got out of the car and was afraid that his mother would do something excessive, but Xiao's mother suddenly felt weak, and the hand that grabbed the old man suddenly relaxed, and slowly knelt on the ground. "Mom!! Do you know how much I miss you, but you said you didn't want me anymore. I don't dare to go back to see you, and the better you are, the less I can come back. Do you know how sad it was for me not to receive the news when my father died, the news I read in the newspaper. No one told me. ”

All the grievances that are told are actually a mixture of love and hate.

Our feelings are releasing a brilliant light in our lives, and when all misunderstandings are over and relieved, we are slowly moving towards the sun.

Tonight is obviously a little cool, but there is another kind of desolation in everyone's heart.

When she returned home in the evening, Zhao Jiajia was waiting for Xiao Xin in the living room, looking up at her watch while boringly flipping through TV programs.

Countdown, why hasn't this guy come back yet. When the door lock was opened, Zhao Jiajia unconsciously smiled at the corner of her mouth, but when Xiao Xin walked in the door, Zhao Jiajia pulled her face again. "Now, it's so late, you still know to come back."

And Xiao Xin blinked as if he had lost his soul. "Oh."

"Oh what. I didn't know I called so late, I knew I would be worried. Zhao Jiajia is getting more and more stingy, Xiao Xin has such an awareness, but the family is finally harmonious, and Xiao Xin is also relieved.

"Now, not next time. Allah. How can anyone look up to me like this? ”

"Oh, I'm pretty self-aware, yes." Zhao Jiajia scratched her head and said mockingly.

Xiao Xin pursed his lips and turned around and walked to Zhao Jiajia's room. "I'm so tired, I'm going to rest early. Good night, Jiajia. ”

Say good night to each other, can you be comfortable with each other?

"Wait for me, I'm going to sleep too."