[There are some errors in the previous chapter, and they are being reviewed and revised.] 】

This is the first time I have seen Jian Yun who has been chattering in Zhou Zimo's mouth. However, Jian Yun really glanced at Zhou Zimo as Zhou Zimo said, looking at the crooked eyebrows and eyes, and he looked very easy to get along with.

Zhou Zimo's basketball is not as good as Jian Yun's, Mu Xuefei and I stood by and watched a few rounds of losing with him.

Mu Xuefei waved her arms and shouted, and Jian Yun turned sideways and threw away the basketball in his hand and walked towards us.

"It's such a hot noon, why did you come over together?" Zhou Zimo poured a lot of mineral water into his mouth, looked at me and Mu Xuefei and asked.

Mu Xuefei glanced at Jian Yun with disgust: "I said Jian Yun, he also plays basketball, how do people Zhou Zimo know that wearing a vest is just your bare brother, are you embarrassed?" ”

After disliking Jian Yun, Mu Xuefei said again: "Chen Xiaojie just came to the classroom to look for you, I thought you were playing, so I brought her over." ”

"I'm too hot to be bare-chested, I don't believe you asked Zhou Zimo, is it hot to play." Jian Yun reluctantly yelled at Zhou Zimo and picked up the short sleeves thrown on the ground and quickly put them on.

Zhou Zimo nodded and said, "It's already June, can you not play at noon?" ”

After finishing speaking, he seemed to feel that it was wrong and added: "It's just that Chen Xiaojie said that it is not good for boys to be bare-chested, so I have never been bare-chested since I was a child."

After Zhou Zimo said these words naturally, Mu Xuefei said with a smile I see, Jian Yun muttered something I didn't hear clearly.

I watched Zhou Zimo become more and more cheerful in the company of people I didn't know in the company of people I didn't know.

I waved the lunch box in my hand and said that my mother had asked him to bring him zongzi, so that he must try it.

Zhou Zimo took the lunch box with crooked eyes, took the mineral water bottle that had been drunk and walked to the side of the trash can and threw it away.

I looked at his clear-eyed face, and watched him say to Mu Xuefei, who was standing next to me, go back to the classroom and eat zongzi.

Mu Xuefei had a delicate smile on her bright and flamboyant face, and said bluntly: "Coincidentally, I haven't eaten zongzi today!" ”

Mu Xuefei and Zhou Zimo walked side by side in front of me and Jian Yun, and I didn't hear what Jian Yun said clearly.

The sun at noon is always the most poisonous, and the sun is a little dazzling,

I lowered my head and half-squinted at the shadows of Zhou Zimo and Mu Xuefei. Two black shadows pressed together, like a great shadow.

Gradually, Mu Xuefei and Jian Yun appeared frequently in my world, and finally it became a habit.

Jian Yun is a very gentle person, so it may be a little contradictory, but I don't know why, even if he is full of dirty words and vulgar actions, he still exudes tenderness in his bones.

I think maybe he is the gentle as jade that is often said in the book, so no matter what he does or says, he is always gentle and gentle.

Mu Xuefei and Jian Yun are junior high school classmates, so they should be regarded as half childhood sweethearts!

Jian Yun was very accommodating to Mu Xuefei, accommodating to the bones, with a habit of taking it for granted, I often wonder if Zhou Zimo has always been accommodating to me as a matter of course?

I was curious, but I didn't ask him.

Mu Xuefei loves to laugh very much, I envy her, I remember once I asked my mother, if I became loved, and suddenly I had a lot of friends, would life be different.

Mom looked at me for a long time before she smiled and nodded my forehead and said, "If that's the case, I'm not me."

I curled up on the sofa and thought about it for a long, long time, yes, if I became different, I wouldn't be Zhou Zimo's quiet little tail.

My world is very small, and if there are more people all of a sudden, then some of the original people will definitely have to leave.

Will Zhou Zimo leave?

I rubbed my uncomfortable heart and shook my head, it seems that Mu Xuefei's beloved personality may not be suitable for me.

For the sudden addition of two strange but familiar friends like Mu Xuefei and Jian Yun, I felt a trace of uncertainty and panic, but I also felt happy.

I think I'm still afraid of being lonely after all, afraid of being alone without Zhou Zimo.

Zhou Zimo went to Talco during the summer vacation, and Wu Chunfang called Zhou Zimo every day from a month before our holiday to ask him to go to Talco to play.

Although Zhou Zimo never let go or not, he bought a train ticket to Talco on the day of the holiday.

I know that in fact, in his heart, he still misses Wu Chunfang, including Zhou Xueli, who makes him hate and gnash his teeth.

If you really don't care about a person, you won't have any feelings of sadness and anger towards that person.

During this summer vacation, Zhou Zimo called me several times, all of which were to ask me if I had anything I liked, and he bought it for me when he came back.

The most surprising thing to me was that Mu Xuefei actually called me twice and asked me to travel to Yuecheng with her and Jian Yun.

However, my mother was not worried that our children would travel alone, so she didn't agree with me to go together, and my father was going home for a period of vacation during the summer vacation, so I really couldn't go with them.

In mid-August, Wu Chunfang and Zhou Xueli returned, and the two of them were as good as one person, as if there had never been a problem between them.

Mom grabbed Wu Chunfang's hand and kept sighing, it's finally good, it's finally good.

I turned my head like a mess,

Finally done?

What's good?

I didn't understand it, but it didn't affect the happy chat between my father and Zhou Xueli, my mother and Wu Chunfang.

After blinking my eyes and struggling for a long time, I finally couldn't help but ask Wu Chunfang: "Is Zhou Zimo back?" Why didn't you see it? ”

Wu Chunfang said with a smile: "Zimo met two classmates in Talco, two very powerful little guys, they didn't wander around with the group alone and went to Yuecheng, Yecheng, from Yecheng to Talco, and Zimo said that he was going to practice his courage." Wu Chunfang said disappreciatively, and asked me with a doting smile if I miss Zhou Zimo?

I pouted and said how could I think of him,

Wu Chunfang raised her eyebrows at her mother, and her mother's smile was also full of meaning.

The popsicle in his hand melted little by little and dripped on the ground, as if he had cried.

Moon City is so close to Ye City!

Yecheng is so close to Talco!

Zhou Zimo came back two days later than Wu Chunfang, and the so-called courage training was that they came back by train alone, while Wu Chunfang and Zhou Xueli came back first by plane.

I went to the train station with Wu Chunfang to pick up Zhou Zimo, Zhou Xueli and his father were playing chess at home, and my mother was busy making lunch, she said that Zhou Zimo's first meal when she came back had to be eaten at our house, which was considered to wash the dust for Wu Chunfang and her family.

The first thing I saw was Mu Xuefei, wearing white jeans, a white T-shirt, tied in a ponytail, wearing a black sunhat, and carrying a gray backpack to Jian Yun next to her.

On her left hand side is Zhou Zimo, and the three of them look so harmonious and harmonious.

Jian Yun was the first to find me, and then Zhou Zimo also saw me.

The train station was bustling, Zhou Zimo smiled at the corner of his mouth in the crowd of people, and looked at me with clear eyebrows, and I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

Wu Chunfang specially drove my family's car to the train station to pick up Mu Xuefei and a few of them, at first I heard that they were going to my house for dinner, Mu Xuefei and Jian Yun kept refusing, but in the end, they couldn't match Wu Chunfang's enthusiasm and could only follow.

"Where's my gift?" I sat in the co-pilot and twisted my body and asked Zhou Zimo, who was leaning against the black backpack.

"Oh, Jian Yun, both of us forgot to buy a gift for Chen Xiaojie." Mu Xuefei patted Jian Yun a little flusteredly, and looked at me nervously.

I hurriedly waved my hand and said it didn't matter, who knew if Jian Yun was like clockwork, and said vigorously whether it was okay to buy something else and make up for it.

This is the first time I have faced the enthusiasm of my friend, and for Zhou Zimo, he and I are used to the understanding and existence that we should know each other.

Zhou Zimo smiled at me and said, "I bought it, look at your little memory that you can't forget." ”

Then he turned his head and glanced at Jian Yun angrily: "Don't toss, Xiaojie won't mind this." ”

Mu Xuefei smiled and nodded and said that it would be good, but in the end she still forced me to give me a bracelet she bought in Talco, with three small bells on it, and she said that they bought it when they went to the night market at night when they heard the sound of the bells on the bracelet sound.

As soon as he got home, Zhou Zimo seemed to have returned to his home, and kept taking drinks and fruits to the living room, his father and Zhou Xueli also played chess in the study, and Wu Chunfang went to the kitchen to help.

Knowing that Zhou Xueli was playing chess upstairs, Zhou Zimo just pouted and muttered, but his voice was very small, and he didn't know what he was talking about, but it didn't look like he was annoying.

Except for the daily toiletries, the backpack on Zhou Zimo's back is all things I bought for me, not anything special, all snacks and fun gadgets that he thinks are delicious.

"How did you buy all this?" Jian Yun leaned on the sofa and looked at Zhou Zimo, who was sitting on the ground and kept throwing his backpack upside down.

Zhou Zimo didn't raise his head, and said while holding me a small snack: "Chen Xiaojie didn't go to Talco with me to play, I brought all these things back for her, I have to let her take a look." ”

Jian Yun poked Mu Xuefei's back when he heard this, and smiled evilly: "Mu Xuefei, listen to this, listen." ”

Mu Xuefei also smiled and said, "That's it, eccentric." ”

I looked at them, and then looked down at Zhou Zimo.

Zhou Zimo looked at them and glanced at them a little inexplicably: "What a fuss." ”

You accept what I like, I participate in what you like, this is the life mode that Zhou Zimo and I have always had.

December 10th is Zhou Zimo's eighteenth birthday, and Mu Xuefei helped him hold a big birthday party at KTV.

I looked at Zhou Zimo, who was laughing in the crowd, and found for the first time that maybe he liked to be lively more than me who was quiet!

In the past, I was worried that I didn't like to have too many people and didn't like to contact strangers, but Zhou Zimo's birthday was spent at home, with me, Wu Chunfang, and my mother.

But it's nice that he has so many people on his birthday now.

I shrank alone in a dark corner, looking at Zhou Zimo drinking with friends under the light, and the first thought that came to my mind was that Zhou Zimo actually knew how to drink.

Jian Yun pulled me out in the corner and asked me why I didn't go forward to play, I don't know why, holding back a sense of grievance, I shook my head and said I was not interested.

Jian Yun couldn't laugh or cry, and asked me if I was planning to sit like this all night.

I stiffened my neck and refused to speak,

He couldn't do anything with me, so he shoved a bag of popcorn into my arms and shoved me back into the corner.

Smelling the milky smell of popcorn, I suddenly noticed that my mood had changed a lot.

Not surprisingly, Zhou Zimo was drunk and couldn't go back to school, our school explicitly forbade students to smoke and drink, and if they were caught, they would be punished.

After several trade-offs, I took the drunk Zhou Zimo to the taxi home.

Zhou Zimo doesn't go crazy when he's drunk, but he is very quiet in a daze, just like when I was alone, quiet as if I had forgotten the world.

Mom knew that Zhou Zimo had a coming-of-age ceremony today, and she would definitely play a little crazy, so when she saw the drunk Zhou Zimo, she didn't say anything, but just cleaned up the guest room and let him sleep.

As soon as I helped him to get into bed, he grabbed his arm, and he used a lot of force, and it hurt a little to grab my arm. I struggled a bit, but I couldn't break free.

I heard him say a little slurred: "Mu Xuefei, I like you." ”

I left him and fled.

Early the next morning, my mother woke me up and Zhou Zimo for breakfast, and Zhou Zimo leaned on the table with a headache, which was the sequelae of drunkenness.

I looked at him with some concern, turned around and went into the kitchen to help him bring out the decanting soup.

Zhou Zimo had to accept his mother's constant chatter while drinking soup, which can be regarded as a punishment for drinking so much alcohol without authorization yesterday!

After breakfast, when he was about to go to school, Zhou Zimo suddenly asked what about the birthday gift?

I took out the safety buckle I had prepared, explaining that I didn't have time to send it out yesterday.

Zhou Zimo rubbed my head apologetically: "I didn't hurt your sister in vain, but it's not like me to wear something around my neck like a big man." ”

As he spoke, he put the peace button in his pocket, and I shook my stiff fingers and nodded: "I forgot, this type of thing is indeed not suitable for boys." ”

Zhou Zimo didn't answer again, and beckoned me to go to school after putting on my shoes.

After entering the third year of high school, Zhou Zimo borrowed to live in my house, Wu Chunfang and her mother were afraid that Zhou Zimo's food at school would not affect her body during the busy stage of the third year of high school.

I didn't say anything about that, but on the day he moved in, he and his mom were busy cleaning the guest room.

Zhou Zimo has no resistance or discomfort to moving into my house, I think it may be because my family, including my parents, is too familiar to him.

Zhou Zimo's hand suddenly had an extra red rope, and I stared at it for a long time, and my heart beat suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Zimo asked me a little uncomfortably.

I shook the apple in my hand and said, "When did you have such a literary red rope in your hand?" ”

Zhou Zimo was amused by my words, "What kind of literature and art, it's just a rope." I took a bite of the apple and said, "Didn't you say that the old man didn't fit to wear anything?" ”

"I don't think it's suitable, but this one is made up, and if you take it off, you have to tear it off, forget it."

"Really?"

I clearly saw the unnaturalness that flashed on Zhou Zimo's face.

Zhou Zimo nodded, opened his mouth to say something, but felt that it seemed redundant to say something, and finally chose to be silent.

I kept my head down and ate the apple silently, I wanted to ask him who tied the red string to him, but I couldn't ask.

I suddenly felt a little pain in my eyes, which affected my appetite, and the apples were not as delicious as they were just now.

Zhou Zimo and Mu Xuefei are in love, I learned from Jian Yun's mouth.

Zhou Zimo didn't tell me about it, and Mu Xuefei didn't talk about it either.

Jian Yun explained that it was because everyone was in their third year of high school, and everything was focused on their studies, and they were afraid that the teacher would find out.

I looked at the dazzling sunlight and asked Jian Yun, is that not everyone knowing.

Jian Yun bit his lip for a while before saying, everyone who should know already knows. Everyone who should know knows it, so what about me, I shouldn't know, so I became the last person to know.

"Chen Xiaojie, don't think about it, Zhou Zimo may be planning to tell you by himself." Jian Yun said things that he didn't even believe in himself, trying to convince me.

I don't know what to say, and I don't know how to answer Jian Yun to show that I am generous and well-educated.

I squatted on the ground and said to Jian Yun tremblingly, "I'm fine." ”

This is the first time I have found out that Zhou Zimo is my bamboo horse, and I may not be his childhood plum, in front of Zhou Zimo, I was a mute from the beginning, and I couldn't say what I liked and cared about.

I don't know how long I cried that day. I always thought I liked Zhou Zimo, even if I didn't say it, as long as I stayed by his side, I would wait for him.

But I only found out now that if Zhou Zimo really likes me, then he has liked it for more than ten years.

Now that he is with Mu Xuefei, I know that he doesn't like me, even if I stay with him for as long as I stay, but I still like him.

The third year of high school is tense and busy, but it is just a blink of an eye, and the end of high school also represents the end of our youth.

Wu Chunfang thought about it for a long time, and finally discussed with Zhou Zimo's uncle in the Soto Federation to let Zhou Zimo go to study in the Soto Federation as soon as he graduated from high school.

Parents always want the best for their children. Wu Chunfang called Zhou Zimo to tell him about it, and Zhou Zimo was a little silent, but it was not repulsive.

Zhou Zimo is now a rational and mature person.

Mu Xuefei knew about this and quarreled with Zhou Zimo for a long time.

Exotic love, it's too hard.

Zhou Zimo didn't tell me about it himself, I only found out when I listened to my mother chatting with Zhou Zimo during dinner.

I grinned, "You didn't even tell me. ”

"Didn't that tell you?" Zhou Zimo replied.

My mom also smiled and said, "People are big ghosts, they want to know everything." ”

I smiled softly and looked at you, knowing what it was for.

After the college entrance examination, Wu Chunfang and her mother suddenly gave Zhou Zimo and me a large sum of money, saying that it was a reward after the college entrance examination, but the results had not yet come out.

Zhou Zimo shouted to travel to Twilight City, but Mu Xuefei was confined to her home because the college entrance examination results had not yet come out, and Jian Yun also went to Hong Kong after the college entrance examination, and I heard that she was going to visit his uncle.

Mu Xuefei, who couldn't go out to play, also had a big temper with Zhou Zimo, and Zhou Zimo asked me a little disapprovingly if girls like it so unreasonable.

I know why Mu Xuefei is sad, because Zhou Zimo is going to the Soto Federation when he comes back from this trip.

However, Zhou Zimo still insisted on taking me to the twilight city to play, he said that the twilight city is a very beautiful city, and he said that I would like it there.

I pinched my phone, selfishly pretending not to see Mu Xuefei's constant text messages to me.

This time, I want to have Zhou Zimo alone.

But in the end, I didn't go to Chengdui City, because Mu Xuefei called Zhou Zimo and cried,

Mu Xuefei's crying made Zhou Zimo panic instantly, and he hurriedly took a taxi from the airport.

I was just dumped at the airport by Zhou Zimo.

Zhou Zimo, who said that he would never leave me, left me for the first time.

When I saw Zhou Zimo again at noon the next day, he looked at me and said sorry.

I looked at him and said it was okay as always.

In the next period of time, Zhou Zimo and Mu Xuefei were like one person, probably because Zhou Zimo was leaving, and Mu Xuefei cherished this rare time together.

The night before Zhou Zimo left, he beckoned me, Jian Yun, Mu Xuefei, and some of his friends who had a good relationship to dinner.

He and those people entrusted me and Mu Xuefei to us, and we all drank wantonly.

There were a lot of people who got drunk that night, such as me, Mu Xuefei, and Jian Yun.

However, Mu Xuefei had Zhou Zimo to send home, and Jian Yun also had acquaintances to send back.

And I had to squat on the road alone, wait for the wine to wake up, and then take a taxi home alone.

I know I'm a little drunk, it's rare that my mother doesn't care what time I come home tonight, whether I'm drinking or not, I get drunk and go into Zhou Zimo's temporary bedroom.

Zhou Zimo was on the plane at 10:33 the next morning, his luggage had been packed and placed in the corner of the door, and the ticket was also placed on the bookcase.

I picked up my ticket and looked at it carefully, but it was really hard for drunk people to concentrate and see things clearly.

My fingers repeatedly touched Zhou Zimo's three words, and gently dropped a kiss on these words.

I know it's time for me to say goodbye to Zhou Zimo.

I didn't send him when Zhou Zimo left, my mother originally wanted me to send him.

But I locked the bedroom door, and no matter who knocked on the door, I wouldn't open the door or speak.

My mother said that Zhou Zimo didn't see me when she left, and she was very lonely. I smiled and replied, "He won't be lonely." ”

After going to college, I changed my mobile phone number, but I didn't change WeChat, but I never contacted Zhou Zimo again, he sent me a message, and also sent his mobile phone number, but I didn't reply.

I want to adapt to life without Zhou Zimo.

Later, I heard Jian Yun say that Mu Xuefei applied to go to the Soto Federation as an exchange student in her junior year, and the two finally ended up in a foreign country.

Zhou Zimo and I finally drifted apart and never contacted each other again.

I didn't go to Zhou Zimo and Mu Xuefei's wedding, Jian Yun sent me a lot of photos from their wedding,

also said that Zhou Zimo asked me why it seemed to disappear,

Jian Yun said that he didn't know how to reply, and I smiled and didn't speak.

When we were young, we always thought that falling in love with someone was a lifelong thing, but later we learned that falling in love with someone has nothing to do with a lifetime