Text Chapter 360 Memories of Wounds
At that time, Liu Hao's wife was probably forced to be anxious, she finally said the pain she buried in her heart, she said: "Liu Hao, can you not be so selfish, yes, I love you, I am reluctant, but I still want to be married, we really can't get by" Liu Hao thought that she was simply disgusted that he made less money, so Liu Hao explained that he would work harder, but she shook her head, "Liu Hao, did you ever know that we had a happy day with you!" That sentence was really as hurtful as the literal meaning, and Liu Hao finally gave up.
He signed the divorce agreement, and when she left with their children, he didn't look at them again, and a thought arose in his mind that he wanted her to know what a wrong thing it was to leave him, so he started working desperately overtime again, knowing that he didn't come home until late at night, and he didn't see the hot meal she prepared for him again, and he didn't see her boiling hot water for him again.
In fact, Liu Hao found that it seemed to be himself who really regretted it, he couldn't sleep when he lay on the bed, and when he turned over, he inadvertently saw that there seemed to be a letter under her pillow, he took out the letter, the letter was not sealed, it seemed to be specially used to show him, Liu Hao opened the letter and looked at it, it read:
Liu Hao:
When you read this letter, maybe I have left with our children, I have never regretted being with you, but I never thought that things would turn out like this, many people tell me that marriage is not the same as love, I don't believe it, so I choose to believe you, I can let go of everything I have, those high-paying wages are really not that important to me.
But Liu Hao, you seem to be very important, and I don't know when you started to pay no attention to me, you didn't even have a greeting when you came home late at night, I once thought that you must be very busy, so you will forget, I won't care about you, but Liu Hao, how can you even forget our children?
Do you know how he was teased by his classmates at school? They say he doesn't have a father, he always cries and doesn't explain, Liu Hao's child has been disappointed in you, have you ever wanted to go over to see our child when you go home, do you know when he was seriously ill, when he called your name in a dream, do you know that we waited for you all night on his birthday, and the child fell asleep crying?
So I got a job in a kindergarten, and I had to stay by his side all the time, and I didn't want him to be shadowed at such a young age.
I don't want him to be hurt again, so I chose to leave and leave with him, I really can't stand this kind of life, and please don't come to us again, maybe we have lived a happy life.
Finally, I'm telling you, cherish.......
The letter was very short, Liu Hao read it quickly, and after reading it, he couldn't help but shed tears, he understood everything at once, everything was caused by his neglect, but some things are really difficult to undo.
At that time, the picture of them together began to appear in his mind, she was so gentle, she rarely refuted what he said, obviously they were so in love at that time, but what happened later? When the hell did he start ignoring them? When did they forget the promise between them? He even neglected their most important child.
Liu Hao really regretted it very much, he only hated that he hadn't seen the letter earlier, but so what? Seeing that they still left, these mistakes are really irreparable, in fact, Liu Hao really didn't expect things to become like this, the beautiful family he longed for before was gone, they were obviously a happy family, and all of a sudden they were left with themselves, all of a sudden, he was to blame for everything.
He thought, if he didn't care so much about other people's opinions, maybe things wouldn't have turned out like this, what was he thinking, obviously she was his wife, she could give up everything for him, why was he a little less tolerant, sometimes thinking of their children, Liu Hao couldn't help but shed tears.
He would inadvertently think of the kid sitting on the couch watching the animation, and he came back from work without asking him any questions, even how he was doing in kindergarten, what he needed from his mother, what he liked to eat? He didn't ask what he wanted, he thought he must be an extremely irresponsible father, because he still didn't know what his children liked and what they liked to eat. He even forgot about his wife's liking.
He didn't know that the children in the kindergarten would also start to laugh at other children, so when his children were ridiculed by others for not having a father, what did he do, thinking of this Liu Hao couldn't help but smile bitterly, what could he do? He obviously has a father, but he doesn't care about them, he can only silently bear their ridicule, and there is nothing he can do.
In fact, Liu Hao really regretted it from that time, he quit his job and began to look for a job in the kindergarten, because he remembered that his wife said in the letter that he used to work in the kindergarten just to watch their children, in fact, she was just to protect his children, if he had a shadow from his heart and it was really a very troublesome thing for the child, it might affect his future life.
Liu Hao really regretted it very much, if he really caused the shadow in his child's heart then what should he do, they left without giving him any chance to compensate, they were so resolute, in fact, Liu Hao himself knew that he really had no right to blame them for being ruthless, because all these consequences were caused by himself.
When Su Yimo heard this story, she couldn't help but feel sad, she saw the vicissitudes of Liu Hao's face, she could see that he really regretted his mistake, but so what? Not everyone will give you a chance to regret and make amends, so once these things happen, there is really no room for recovery.
After saying these words, Liu Hao suddenly smiled bitterly, he turned his head to look at Su Yimo and said, "Do you think I'm really a rotten person!" Su Yimo nodded, "It's bad!" "Really she thinks it's bad, if she meets the same person, she may make a choice with her wife, don't see each other in this life, maybe she can still try to be calm, sometimes it's too soft-hearted, often many things are not as simple as she thinks, because the decision made by soft-heartedness will only make her more uncomfortable.
So people often sometimes really should think of a way to decide, maybe they will live better in the future, of course, Su Yimo said that not to stimulate Liu Hao, but there are some mistakes he must admit, escaping will not have any effect, Liu Hao heard Su Yimo say this, he didn't seem to be angry at all, he just smiled and said: "I knew you would say that" Su Yimo also laughed, many things are really powerless.
She asked, "Do you want to go to her?" Maybe there's room between you? From what he said, Su Yimo probably guessed that she still loved him deeply, and she couldn't leave, maybe she knew that he would return to him again after he changed.
And hearing this, Liu Hao shook his head: "No, I know, she has found a better person, I won't bother them anymore, these mistakes were made by me, so I should bear them" Su Yimo knew that he said that these psychology must be very bitter, she has remarried someone else, he really has no reason to find her back, these things, Liu Hao is naturally the most clear, Su Yimo felt that maybe Liu Hao looked so calm on the surface was really because of the calm after experiencing these things.
Since people have lost a lot, they often learn a lot, and he doesn't seem to force anything anymore, he is so pessimistic about all facts, Su Yimo knows that this matter is quite a blow to Liu Hao, but seeing that he has now ignited hope for life, it may also be a good thing.
In the end, Su Yimo asked again: "Then you help me with everything, do you think that I am very similar to your wife?" She thought that maybe Liu Hao saw that she was alone with her children, and that she had also found a job in the kindergarten, maybe the same as her wife, so he couldn't help but feel sympathy in his heart, and began to take care of her.
Liu Hao heard this, shook his head, and nodded again, at this time Su Yimo didn't know what he meant, Liu Hao laughed, "At first, I thought so, but I found that you didn't seem to be so sad, you are still alive with hope, and An An has not been hurt in any way, I think you are different, I am good to you because I think you should be cherished and treated well"
Hearing him say this, Su Yimo was really surprised, there were words in his words, there seemed to be many things that he hadn't made clear for a while, wasn't he just because of his wife's resemblance, wasn't it because of his guilt? If it's not for his wife, then what is he doing now? Is he really?
When this idea appeared in Su Yimo's mind, Su Yimo felt that something was wrong, she really didn't want Liu Hao to do too much for her, she didn't need it, and she didn't want it, sometimes even she thought that it was not worth it for others to do more for herself, there was no need, she felt that it might be superfluous to live in the world.
She looked at Liu Hao and was about to say something, but at this time Liu Hao suddenly spoke, "Yimo, don't reject me so early, I used to think that you were happy, so I chose not to bother anymore, but now, I feel that I still have to bother for a while, I really don't want you to be hurt again!" ”
Liu Hao said these words, Su Yimo seemed to be able to think of it, she knew that Liu Hao was for her good, but she really didn't want to delay him anymore, so she said: "Liu Hao is really unnecessary for me, you should start your life well."
Liu Hao shook his head and said: "I'll leave when you're really happy, Yimo will be for my own heart, don't reject me!" ”