Chapter 138 Efforts as a Father
Rong Shaodong imprisoned Bai Nishang domineeringly by his side, thinking that in this way the two of them could renew the front edge, in the end, he was self-inflicted.
Bai Nishang didn't give him a little response at all, as if it didn't matter if he was a mistress, no matter what Rong Shaodong said or did, Bai Nishang felt that it didn't matter.
After a long time, Rong Shaodong also felt tired, and without a response to love, he couldn't see any hope for the future at all.
Every day when he woke up and saw the little face in his arms, Rong Shaodong's whole heart melted, and he was stubbornly unwilling to let go.
The end result of this tug-of-war was a lose-lose situation and the sacrifice of an innocent child.
Rong Shaodong will never forget that on that rainy day, the doctor's words were far more deafening than the thunder and lightning roar outside.
Since Bai Nishang wants to leave, then he will not stay. The vicissitudes of the past, he can only put it in his heart, and when he thinks about her, he can only think about memories.
The family kept urging Rong Shaodong to go on a blind date, forcing him to get married quickly.
Rong Shaodong resisted the pressure of the family on the one hand, and on the other hand, he was entangled around Bai Nishang, wanting to return to the sweet time he once had, thinking that when Bai Nishang's attitude was better, he proposed marriage and took it home to meet his parents.
Bai Nishang's attitude is very clear, he has been pretending to be amorous, and it is impossible to get married.
In the days without her in the future, Rong Shaodong feels that he is the same as anyone else.
"Mom, Uncle Shangguan's daughter is good, can you try to arrange it?" Rong Shaodong called his mommy and asked her to arrange a blind date.
Only in this way will Bai Nishang stay in this city with peace of mind, maybe one day they will pass by, no need to speak, as long as they know that she is doing well, as long as they don't lose her news, this is also the last thing Rong Shaodong can do for Bai Nishang.
"Okay, if you figured it out." Rong's mother only thought that her son had figured it out, and happily agreed.
Goodbye, my love, no of my days, I hope you will be happier!
Rong Shaodong took a deep look at the window, held back his nostalgia, and left in a hurry.
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Gu Yanbai, who returned home, startled Su Yimo, the bright red blood stains were shocking, you can imagine how fierce the fight was.
Su Yimo hurriedly found the medicine box and carefully disinfected Gu Yanbai's wound with alcohol, for fear that it would hurt Gu Yanbai.
There was a gasping sound in her ears, Su Yimo didn't know what to do with the alcohol cotton, tears kept rolling in her eyes, and her poor little appearance pleased Gu Yanbai.
"Doesn't it hurt? Why don't we go to the hospital? Su Yimo really couldn't think of any other way.
Su Tongan had never seen such a bloody scene, and stood aside curiously to watch.
Seeing Gu Yanbai's bruised tendons due to pain, you can imagine how serious the wound is.
"Are you hurting? Either bite my hand so you don't scream out and don't worry about being embarrassed. "Su Tong'an is very cute.
"How could I be willing to give up? Uncle can still bear this pain. Gu Yanbai gestured and took Su Tongan's little hand and peeked at his nervous face.
In the past, after Gu Yanbai was injured, he would call a family doctor to come over and bandage him, and no one cared about his feelings at all.
Now there are not only people who are worried about themselves, but also people who feel their own feelings, what is this injury?
After Su Yimo finished eliminating the poison, she carefully bandaged it with gauze, and tied a bow on the wound at the end.
"You shouldn't have eaten yet, I'll go make you something to eat." Su Yimo went to the kitchen by herself, leaving An An and Gu Yanbai looking at each other.
Gu Yanbai really wanted to accompany An An well, usually the two of them didn't have time at all, but now that they finally had the opportunity, he wanted to get to know An An.
He didn't feel An An's hostility towards him, but he didn't think much about it, because Gu Yanbai didn't recognize Su Tongan at all. He simply thought that Su Tong'an's little friend was just worried that he would snatch his mother.
"Are you done with your homework?" Gu Yanbai asked with concern.
"I've known those things a long time ago, and only the mentally retarded wouldn't do them." Su Tongan snorted dissatisfiedly.
Why are the tempers of today's children so big? Gu Yanbai was so choked by his own An An that he couldn't say a word, so he could only withdraw his hand in a sneer.
"Uncle is going to make a game with you, okay?" Gu Yanbai suddenly spoke.
"Okay, what's the game? It's too low-level, and I don't play. A gleam flashed in Su Tongan's eyes.
"No, it won't. Well, you ask your uncle a question, and your uncle asks you a question, so it's fair, and I know you're going to have a lot to say to me. Gu Yanbai wants to understand his An An through this game.
"Okay, just play like that. Then let me ask you, do you really like my mommy? Su Tong'an's little head turned quickly.
"Yes." Gu Yanbai replied quickly.
"Do you like uncle?"
“……”
"Why don't you answer?"
"Do you mind my presence, then?"
Gu Yanbai was stunned, he didn't expect Su Tongan to ask like this, he didn't know how to answer for a while. What kind of position to answer this question, after all, the relationship between them is a secret.
Su Tongan kept blinking his eyes and waiting for Gu Yanbai's answer, but he felt irritated when he looked at him.
Even if he always calls him uncle, he is still willing to be close to him in his heart, otherwise he will not let him enter his home.
Su Tongan didn't expect Gu Yanbai to mind his existence, whether it was as an uncle or as his father, he never expressed his liking for himself, and he was the most redundant.
The aggrieved Su Tongan desperately held back his gasp, "I hate you to death!" ”
Gu Yanbai understood what he had done, felt regretful, and wanted to catch up and explain.
Su Tongan locked the door from the inside, and no matter how Gu Yanbai knocked on the door, he was unwilling to open the door.
"An An, uncle didn't mean that, you misunderstood." Gu Yanbai knocked desperately outside the door.
"What's wrong? Wasn't you two okay just now? An An lost her temper again? Su Yimo heard the movement.
Gu Yanbai roughly described the situation just now, and the smile on Su Yimo's face was gone.
She didn't know that An An was so sensitive, she always thought that An An was just a child who didn't know anything about the world, and she didn't know what was going on in the adult world, it seemed that she was ignoring him too much.
Su Yimo only knew that she had feelings for Gu Yanbai, and she only cared about immersing herself in the sweetness of love, and she didn't care about An An's feelings at all, she was too selfish.
"You go to the kitchen first, I'll just come here." Su Yimo found a reason to separate Gu Yanbai and wanted to talk to him alone.
Gu Yanbai didn't want to leave very much, but if he stayed here, it would be difficult for Su Yimo to do it.
"I really didn't mean that just now, you have to tell him." Gu Yanbai said worriedly.
Su Yimo waved her hand impatiently, signaling him to leave quickly.
She and An An have relied on each other for their lives over the years, as a single mother, naturally there is a lot of powerlessness, and An An understands her very well.
Recently, she ignored An An too much and didn't notice the change in his mood at all, which was really dereliction of duty.
"An An, can you open the door, Mommy wants to talk to you." Su Yimo leaned against the door weakly, constantly blaming herself in her heart.
Su Tongan raised his head from the quilt, this was Mommy's voice, hearing Mommy's aggrieved voice, Su Tongan's child immediately softened.
"Mommy, An An is wrong, don't be angry." He ran barefoot to open the door, revealing a small head,
Su Yimo suddenly burst into tears, this sensible child, whether he did something wrong or not, always confessed his mistake to Su Yimo as soon as possible.
"Baby, it's not your fault, it's Mommy's fault. Mommy shouldn't ignore you, Mommy tells you I'm sorry. Su Yimo kissed An An's face again and again.
Su Tongan looked at her mother timidly, thinking that it would be a scolding that would be a scolding with her head and face, but she didn't expect Mommy to comfort herself so gently.
At night, Su Yimo and An An were huddled on a small bed, her hand patting gently behind An An's back, and her gentle appearance was simply addictive.
"An An, don't you hate that uncle very much?"
Su Yimo didn't fail to see Su Tongan's rejection of Gu Yanbai, but she just kept pretending to turn a blind eye, thinking that it would be better for them to get along more, but she didn't expect An An's heart knot to be so deep.
Su Tongan frowned, not knowing how to answer.
After all, it was his father, and their family was able to reunite, Su Tong was still very happy in his heart, but Aunt Wen's words kept ringing in his ears, and he was also entangled in his heart, not knowing whether he should forgive him or not.
Looking at An An's expression, Su Yimo understood.
Although she has always longed for a love and wants to give Su Tongan a complete family, An An will inevitably be placed first.
"Mommy will accompany you in the future, okay? Just the two of us, Mommy will take good care of you. Su Yimo had already made a decision.
"Mommy, I don't hate my uncle, I just don't know how to get along with him." Su Tongan held Su Yimo's hand, her big eyes were bright and serious.
Su Tongan has never seen his father since he was a child, and it is reasonable that he will not get along with his father.
Gu Yanbai knocked lightly on the door, and he carefully pushed open the door of the room.
Su Yimo, mother and son, looked at the door of the room together, not knowing what he wanted to do.
A beam of light suddenly appeared at the door, and gradually the shape of a dove appeared, Su Tongan felt very surprised and was attracted by the beam of light at the door.
Gu Yanbai constantly made all kinds of gestures and told stories in a colorful voice, he grew up listening to these stories since he was a child.
Although after many years, the children have heard the story change and change, but Gu Yanbai feels that this is what he is best at, and he can only rely on it to please Su Tongan.
For this An An, Gu Yanbai felt guilty the most, desperately trying to be good to An An, but he always failed to grasp the point.
gave all kinds of valuable toys, An An didn't even look at them, and accompanied him to play games, An An was not interested.
Gu Yanbai heard the sound of shallow breathing in the house, and he could finally put his mind at ease, it seemed that he had a heavy task on the road of chasing his wife, and he couldn't rush it.