Chapter 317: Self-blame
After carrying Deng Jinxi to the car, Jiang Xiufan adjusted her posture so that her head could just rest on his shoulder, holding her hand tightly, and sitting like this, it seemed to return to the old days.
Memories exploded in his mind, what the two had said together, what they had done, and those warm moments, he remembered bit by bit, and it became clearer and clearer.
Jiang Xiufan regretted why he didn't send her to the hospital in the first place, if he insisted at that time, maybe he wouldn't have had time to treat her, and he wouldn't have lost her.
He once longed for a happy life for a family of three, he thought about it, and when the child was born, he would focus on his family and hand over the company's affairs to Cheng Zhi to take care of. Then take Deng Jinxi to travel all over the world, accompany her to cook her favorite food, and let every corner of the world leave their footprints.
When they are old, they will find a place to live in seclusion, grow some vegetables together every day, and fish in their spare time, which is very pleasant, but all this is no longer possible, because the person who was with him will never come back.
He didn't dare to think about how he would face the home without Deng Jinxi when he went home in the future, the home full of memories of the two, and the place that witnessed the love between the two.
originally thought that this child would bring more joy and vitality to this family, but he didn't expect it to be a fatal blow, without Deng Jinxi, even if he had the whole world.
Tears silently slipped from the corners of his eyes and dripped onto Deng Jinxi's forehead, and he hugged her tighter.
Cheng Zhi drove the car, looking at the two people behind him from the mirror from time to time, Jiang Xiufan gently rubbed her hand with his thumb, his eyes were full of sadness, although he didn't say a word, he could feel his grief.
He felt that it was a pity, Deng Jinxi's appearance was undoubtedly a light in Jiang Xiufan's life, the unsmiling boss began to have joys, sorrows, and sorrows, he witnessed his change process, and witnessed the love between the two, but who would have thought that the two of them would go out with laughter in the morning, and now it has become such a result.
When he arrived at the door of the house, Cheng Zhi found that Jiang Xiufan had some guests at home, although he couldn't bear to break such a quiet, he still turned around and asked: "Mr. Jiang, there are guests inside, what should I do?" ”
Jiang Xiufan's eyes darkened, "No matter who it is, drive them out, I want to be clear and quiet." His tone was cold and there was no trace of warmth, and he couldn't let anyone disturb her.
"Okay." Cheng Zhi nodded, and then got out of the car and entered the living room.
"We Mr. Jiang have something very important today, and we can't entertain everyone, so please go back early." Cheng Zhi said politely.
Everyone looked at each other, although they didn't want to leave, but Jiang Xiufan had given an order to evict the guests, and it was not good for them not to leave here, in case Jiang Xiufan got angry, they didn't have any good fruit to eat, so they could only leave immediately.
Shang Yue and Mrs. Jiang did not go home, but came directly to Jiang Xiufan's house from the scene of the welcome ceremony, waiting to see what the situation was.
finally saw Jiang Xiufan's car come back, and for fear of being discovered, the two hid in the distance to watch. Seeing Cheng Zhi coming down and entering the door but not seeing Jiang Xiufan, I thought he hadn't come back.
After a while, Cheng Zhi came out of the living room and said something to the people in the car, only then did he see Jiang Xiufan get out of the car.
He let Cheng Zhi block the car door, gently hugged Deng Jinxi out horizontally, and went directly into the living room.
When Deng Jinxi fell, Zhu Yanman was upset and overwhelmed, and Deng Jinxi didn't listen to her explanation at all, so he didn't care about her. Goshoya
At that time, she didn't even participate in the welcome ceremony and left, and then because she was worried about Deng Jinxi's fall, she turned around and went back to the banquet, and when she got there, she knew that someone had moved her hands and feet in the dishes, Deng Jinxi had been sent to the hospital by Jiang Xiufan, there was no way, she had to go directly to Jiang Xiufan's house and wait for them to come back.
When Cheng Zhi came to catch up with people just now, she found a place to avoid, and when she saw Deng Jinxi being carried in by Jiang Xiufan with a sad face, her heart tightened, and she had a bad premonition.
Jiang Xiufan carried Deng Jinxi to the room and covered her with a quilt, when Zhu Yanman came in.
"Jinxi she... What's wrong with her? Zhu Yanman asked wryly.
Cheng Zhi didn't dare to speak at all, Jiang Xiufan said while helping her fix her hair: "She's just asleep, don't make noise." His voice was soft, as if he was afraid to wake her.
Zhu Yanman saw Deng Jinxi lying so quietly, and then looked at Jiang Xiufan's injured appearance, as if he understood the meaning of his words.
She couldn't help crying, originally thinking that as long as Deng Jinxi was angry and willing to listen to her explanation, she would tell her everything from beginning to end, and she thought that she would definitely understand her and forgive her. But unexpectedly, she could no longer wait for the day when she forgave her.
Zhu Yanman regretted why she didn't explain the misunderstanding between the two to her earlier, and she even blamed herself for why she insisted on dragging her at that time, if it wasn't for the two of them pulling, she might not have fallen to the ground, and maybe she wouldn't have suffered misfortune.
"I'm sorry, Jinxi, I'm sorry, I hurt you." She couldn't cry, "As long as you wake up, it doesn't matter how you scold me and beat me, please open your eyes and look at me." She threw herself on the side of the bed and took Deng Jinxi's hand.
Jiang Xiufan didn't say a word on the side, just looked at Deng Jinxi quietly, even if Zhu Yanman was crying very loudly, he didn't seem to hear it at all, and fell into a world where there were only two people.
Mrs. Jiang felt that things were a little strange, so she asked Shang Yue, "What's wrong with Deng Jinxi?" Do you know? ”
Shang Yue hadn't received news from the doctor yet, so he comforted Mrs. Jiang: "Aunt Jiang, don't worry, I'll call and ask right away." After that, he called the doctor to ask about the specific situation.
The doctor didn't dare to tell Shang Yue the truth, he had already faked his death anyway, and he guessed that Deng Jinxi would definitely not let others know that she was still alive, so he told Shang Yue directly: "Deng Jinxi is dead, I saved the child, I didn't keep the big one, and I did the rest as you said." ”
Shang Yue received the news and couldn't be happy, "Don't worry, I promise yours will be given to you." Hanging up the phone, she was beaming.
Mrs. Jiang couldn't wait to ask her, "How is it?" What do doctors say? ”
"Deng Jinxi was not rescued, only the child was saved." She couldn't hide the joy on her face, "It is estimated that Xiu Fan just went home with her corpse." ”
"Really? Deng Jinxi is dead? Mrs. Jiang laughed instantly, this is also a good result, but it is a pity that she left a child, but she is already very satisfied.
She patted Shang Yue's hand, "Yueyue, you are really a sensible and good boy, this time it is really thanks to you, you have worked hard." ”
"It's okay, that's what I'm supposed to do." Shang Yue said flatteringly.