March 16: I didn't fall asleep all night, I was always excited, Gu Yu called my name for the first time, although I have also fantasized countless times, his voice is so good, when he calls my name, it must be very sultry, but when I really hear it, my heart is going to melt, it's a pity, I can't record it, so I can listen to it every day.

March 20: Gu Yu's recovery is progressing very well, because he is young, he recovered quickly, and he was able to go down to the ground today, although he still had to walk on crutches, I helped him when he got out of bed, he didn't refuse, and I don't know if it means ...... He doesn't hate me that much anymore.

March 28: Gu Yu has been having a headache and can't sleep for the past few days, and today suddenly asked me to read to him, I was surprised, I only read to him during his coma, is it ...... Can he hear me while he's in a coma? I wanted to ask, but I didn't dare.

April 1st: It's April Fool's Day again, when I was with Gu Yu in the ward today, I remembered what Chunchun had said to me before, April Fool's Day is a good day to confess, even if it is rejected, it won't be embarrassing to be a joke, at that time, looking at Gu Yu's handsome face, I almost blurted out: Gu Yu, I like you, very, very, very like.

But in the end, I still didn't say it, oops, why am I so cowardly, next time, next time I must say it!

April 20th: Gu Yu's body is getting better and better, the doctor said that if there is no accident, you can be discharged from the hospital after half a month of observation, how can the time pass so quickly, Gu Yu is very happy to recover, but I am a little sad, if Gu Yu is discharged from the hospital after half a month, I will not be able to see him every day, and then will we return to the state of strangers before? If only time could stop, I'm in a sad mood.

May 10th: The last day I want to face is still here, the doctor said that Gu Yu can be discharged, he will be discharged tomorrow morning, go back to the Gu family's old house to live, I can no longer go to the hospital every day to see him, tomorrow after he is discharged, I don't know if he will want to see me again.

May 15: Gu Yu was discharged from the hospital for five days, he didn't contact me again, the previous half a year was really like a dream, maybe he just didn't like me, but I don't regret it, that half a year of companionship, for me, is the happy time I stole it, even if I and Gu Yu's fate stopped here, I am also willing.

May 19: Oh my God...... Gu Yu texted me, am I really not dreaming? Or am I hallucinating? He asked me to meet, what did he mean? Do you have something to say to me? Or do you want to date me? What to do? I'm so excited, I can't sleep, no, no, Xu Future, you have to be calm, you have to be reserved, you are a lady!! Prepare well and be sure to make a good impression on him.

May 20th: Gu Yu asked me to go to the mountaintop restaurant for dinner, he thanked me, said thank you for taking care of him during this time, and he smiled at me, such a lonely person, it looks so good to laugh, and ah, today is May 20th, he asked me on a day like 520, I don't know if he did it on purpose, but ...... When we finally came out, he took my hand...... Gu Yu, who took the girl's hand, knows who is responsible?