Chapter 286: Confession
Shen Kunlin also recalled the old days when he saw this photo of his wife, and when he came back to his senses and looked at Lin Wan's curious appearance, he knew that she had probably guessed something.
So he stepped forward and put away the album, and when he felt his daughter's low mood, he touched her little head, and said lovingly: "Okay, let's go play below, I just came up and saw that those children are looking for you." ”
When Shen Jiujiu heard this, he immediately went down to play with the children, and I will go down to entertain my children in the evening, and then come to accompany you later. ”
Before Lin Wan could speak, Shen Jiujiu had already left, so in an instant, only Lin Wan and Shen Kunlin were left in the room.
Shen Kunlin knew that Lin Wan must have known why she was approaching her, so Shen Kunlin wanted to explain to Lin Wan, "Lin Wan, I know that all this may be a little difficult for you to accept, but this is my life, and I really had such a good impression of you at the beginning because you look very similar to my wife who died." ”
Lin Wan didn't expect Shen Kunlin to confess all this, so she said: "Actually, I'm not a fool, of course I know that you can't treat me differently just because I saved your daughter's life, but I didn't expect that the reason behind it would be this one." ”
Seeing that Lin Wan had a feeling of being offended, Shen Kunlin knew that Lin Wan must have misunderstood that she had been pursuing her all along as a stand-in, so Shen Kunlin looked at Lin Wan and said anxiously: "No, Lin Wan, I was so curious about you at the beginning because you are very similar to my ex-wife, but after contact, I really understand that you are actually two different people." ”
Lin Wan would have thought that Shen Kunlin would acquiesce to this fact, but she didn't expect Shen Kunlin to explain this matter to herself so carefully, "My wife is very good, gentle and virtuous, and I was busy with the company's affairs at that time, so even if she was pregnant, she still couldn't bear to disturb me, and I didn't even have time to be by her side when she gave birth." ”
Shen Kunlin turned his head to look at Lin Wan and said to Lin Wan: "But you are different, you are more cheerful than her,
Be assertive and know how to organize your own life. So, I've hoped countless times that she's as brave as you are, so we shouldn't be what we are now! ”
Hearing Shen Kunlin say these words, Lin Wan was not unsympathetic to him in her heart, but this kind of sympathy could not be transformed into love, this kind of sympathy only made Lin Wan feel that he was worthy of sympathy, but he couldn't give birth to half of love.
"Mr. Shen, I'm sorry for recalling your bad memories before, but there are some things I still want to make clear to you, I have some feelings for you and Jiujiu, but this relationship is because I treat you as friends and treat Jiujiu as my little sister, but I never thought of being Jiujiu's mother, nor did I want to replace your wife's position in your mind, so no matter what you think of me, I want to make it clear to you, saving you from wasting too much affection on me." Lin Wan said.
When Shen Kunlin heard Lin Wan's straightforward refusal, he understood in his heart that Lin Wan actually didn't want to be a family with her, in fact, what he said was that now a young girl like her, how many people are willing to be other people's stepmothers?
So Shen Kunlin said: "Actually, I already knew that this idea of mine was wishful thinking, how hard it is for a young girl like you to be a stepmother!" But when I saw you today, I don't know why, I said all my thoughts on impulse, hoping it didn't bother you, and I hope it didn't scare you. ”
Lin Wan listened to these words and said to Shen Kunlin: "Mr. Shen, you are too polite to say this. With an identity like yours, in fact, I am only shallow in my studies, and I am not worthy of you at all. And Jiujiu's child is so good and well-behaved, if there is such a child, I can't be happier. Unfortunately, there is no fate. ”
After explaining these things clearly, in fact, Lin Wan was very relaxed in her heart, she knew that after explaining things clearly, Shen Kunlin would no longer send a bouquet of flowers to the company every day like some time ago, she had no way to face the curious eyes of her colleagues, and she didn't know how to persuade him.
Today, I have made everything clear, and everyone will take it
It's easier to get along with when you come down, so Lin Wan said to Shen Kunlin: "Okay, I'll stay until this time today, and there is still a little thing at home, so I'll leave first." ”
So Lin Wan and Shen Kunlin left after saying hello.
Shen Kunlin looked at Lin Wan's departing back, and a sense of powerlessness arose in his heart, he knew that he didn't seize the opportunity this time.
When Shen Kunlin came down to prepare to accompany Jiu Jiu to cut the cake, Jiu Jiu knew that Lin Wan had left, and she was very unhappy in her heart, "Dad is so annoying, how can I let Wan Wan leave, I thought I could finally have my mother to accompany me for my birthday this year!" ”
Shen Kunlin stopped his daughter's words, his heart was very touched, he didn't expect that Jiujiu had returned to Lin Wan these days and had such deep feelings, but when he thought of what Lin Wan said just now, he thought of Lin Wan's current identity.
God knows, when Shen Kunlin realized that Lin Wan was Li Zisheng's wife, how lost the whole person was, so Shen Kunlin could only squat down and say to his daughter: "Jiujiu, these days, Dad has allowed you to play with Aunt Wanwan, but you must know that Aunt Wanwan has her own family." ”
"Own family?" Shen Jiujiu said confusedly: "What does this mean? ”
"That is to say, Aunt Wanwan is already married and has a husband, so no matter when, you should not say such things, saying such things is likely to mislead others and bring some trouble to Aunt Wanwan." Shen Kunlin said earnestly and educationally.
Shen Jiujiu listened to his father's words, even if he was unhappy in his heart, he could only agree, and said to his father: "Okay, Dad, I know, I won't say this again, but is it really impossible for Dad to be by my side all the time?" ”
Shen Kunlin looked at his daughter's eyes with such anticipation, but he could only say cruelly: "Yes, daughter." Some people are like stars in the sky, we can see them, but we can't touch them, they will illuminate our way, but they can't stay by our side forever. ”