Chapter 35: It's Too Late to Love You
Bright yellow sunlight jumped up the windowsill and poured through the window around the bed. The subtle expression on Xue Xinyao's face shined clearly.
He seemed to have a nightmare, his little brow twisted slightly, his nose moved slightly, and he let out a small sob: "Don't, Daddy, Mommy don't leave me, I'll be very well-behaved!" He scratched his hands at his side a few times, and then jerked over and sat up.
Xue Qiao was awakened by his movements and looked at him blankly.
Xue Xinyao's eyes were full of tears, and his eyelashes were wet. His eyes swept over the side of the bed in a panic, landing on Xue Qiao's face, pausing for a second, he opened his arms towards her, choked and shouted, "Mommy." ”
"Mommy is here." Xue Qiao's heart trembled, and he hugged Xue Xinyao tightly with both hands. His little head rested on her shoulder, and in the blink of an eye tears soaked her clothes.
Xue Qiao hurriedly comforted: "Is the baby dreaming?" Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Mommy will always guard you. ”
"Hmm." Xue Xinyao replied sullenly, and asked again, "Where's Daddy?" Last night he said he would always be with me. "When he fell asleep, he was not at ease, and he pulled a person with one hand. Why wake up and only Mommy is left, but you can't see Daddy?
Is Daddy a villain who doesn't talk much?
Xue Xinyao felt very disappointed.
The hand patting his back froze slightly, and Xue Qiao pursed his lower lip: "Daddy got up earlier than the baby, he probably went to prepare breakfast for the baby first." She told a white lie.
Xue Xinyao hugged her neck harder and harder, tightly, as if he was afraid that if he slacked off a little, Xue Qiao would disappear, his head rubbed against Xue Qiao's neck, and he buzzed: "Baby will love Daddy second in the future, first love Mommy, Mommy, don't you want me, okay?" ”
How could she be reluctant to leave him alone? Xue Qiao wanted to cry again, but she endured it, but reluctantly squeezed out a smile at Xue Xinyao: "It's too late for Mommy to love you." She raised her hand and rubbed his head, and whispered softly, "Baby, did you dream of something bad?" ”
"It's not." Xue Xinyao shook his head vigorously, stared at Xue Qiao tightly for a long time, and said sullenly: "The little chubby mommy doesn't want his daddy, and he doesn't want him anymore." Yesterday, when Chubby sang 'My Good Mother', he cried. Xue Xinyao said and hugged Xue Qiao tightly, "Mommy, don't you want daddy anymore?" ”
Don't want Chu Mosen means don't want him? Xue Qiao was afraid that Xue Xinyao would have a psychological burden, so he replied almost instantly: "No, Mommy didn't think about not wanting you." Baby, you and Daddy are both people Mommy cares about. She sat on the edge of the bed, her chin resting on Xue Xinyao's little head, "But now Mommy ......"
She had barely finished her sentence when the door to the children's room was gently pushed open.
Chu Mosen walked in from outside with a happy face, took over the conversation and said, "Didn't Daddy tell you yesterday?" Mommy just wasn't feeling well. He pulled Xue Xinyao out of Xue Qiao's arms, hugged him tightly, and said with a smile: "Daddy has prepared your favorite milk and your favorite tomato cheese for you, let's eat it obediently and go to kindergarten, okay?" ”
His tone was extremely gentle and patient.
Xue Qiao looked at him, and a trace of illusion rose in a trance. In fact, regardless of his ferocity in a certain matter, he is still very good in other aspects.
Such a man who scolds Fang Xuan and can make people tremble with the touch of his fingers, can condescend to come to such a place, cooperate with her to lie, and even rush over after leaving...... He, it really made her very conflicted.
Chu Mosen had already helped Xue Xinyao get up neatly. Seeing that Xue Qiao was still stunned, he smiled slightly: "Baby, do you see it, your mommy is fascinated by Daddy." ”
Stinky and shameless, who is fascinated by him? Xue Qiao glared at him with a slightly red cheek. That look, but it is more like a shy and cowardly anger. She said, "Can you stop being so narcissistic? "She is not Yan Kong, how can she see him lose her mind?
Shame is thrown in front of my son! Xue Qiao felt that she couldn't face Xue Xinyao anymore.
Xue Xinyao watched the interaction between the two, grinned happily, pulled Chu Mosen with one hand, and pulled Xue Qiao's hand with the other: "Daddy is the most handsome, beautiful and delicious, Mommy, you look at Daddy, you will definitely be able to eat one more bowl of rice." Don't you always teach me to eat on time? If you are sick, you should pay more attention to nutrition. ”
This is incoherent logic...... Xue Qiao rolled his eyes, but he still held Xue Xinyao's little hand with his backhand.
A family of three, having breakfast in a harmonious atmosphere, Xue Qiao and Chu Mosen sent Xue Xinyao to school together. On the way back, the two were silent again.
Chu Mosen couldn't stand this solemn atmosphere, and broke the silence with his mouth: "Xue Xinyao is very wrong when he gets up in the morning, Xue Qiao, I hope you won't let him have a bad illusion again." ”
Is it up to her? Xue Qiao grabbed the seat belt in front of him tightly with both hands: "You left in the middle of the night, do you blame me?" ”
"When I picked him up yesterday, everyone could see that you were angry with me." Chu Mosen grabbed the steering wheel and turned a corner, driving towards the most prosperous commercial gathering place in the city, "And you don't have a good face for him." ”
"I really don't want you to transfer your grievances against me to him. Xue Xinyao is still very young, he shouldn't bear so much. Chu Mosen spoke earnestly.
Xue Qiao couldn't help but retort: "When I didn't see you before, he was alive and well." ”
What she meant by this was that she felt that he had influenced Xue Xinyao? Chu Mosen felt that Xue Qiao, this woman, really had the ability to be angry and not pay for her life. "Hehe" sneered twice, and Chu Mosen slammed his fist on the steering wheel: "You mean I shouldn't be looking for you, recognize Xue Xinyao, right?" ”
"Xue Qiao, that's my son, you let him be surnamed Xue, I didn't say anything about you, it's enough to tolerate you!" He didn't understand, and he didn't do anything to be sorry for Xue Qiao. Her mother has something to do, and he doesn't want to, doesn't he? She can't be so ruthless as to draw a line with him just because of this matter, right?
Xue Qiao was silent, and looked out of the car window irritably.
Chu Mosen's face darkened even more: "You don't speak, this is the default meaning?" ”
"You can think whatever you want, and I can't control your mind." Xue Qiao had no idea what she was doing right now. wanted Chu Mosen to take Xue Xinyao away and protect him from any other harm, but she couldn't stop hesitating, she couldn't imagine at all that she couldn't see what Xue Xinyao would be like after she saw it. And Xue Xinyao will also think more.
But she can't tell children about the grievances and grievances between adults directly, right? Headache! Xue Qiao felt that what she was doing now was wrong.
Chu Mosen parked the car on the side of the road and asked her in a cold voice: "Can I ask you, are you dissatisfied with me?" I'm sorry for your mother's trouble, but it's not something I can control, Xue Qiao, she was seriously ill before. ”