Seeing that the time was not early, Lu Jiahe stood up and patted Xiao Xin's shoulder, and leaned down slightly in front of Xiao Xin. "It's not early, go to bed. If you really can't sleep, tell me tomorrow and I'll be with you. Such a big person doesn't know how to use it here, but it's a loss~"

The so-called spare tire is willing to know that it is used and likes to rush forward. But.. It's not humble, it's not cheap. I'm a spare tire depending on who you are.

Xiao Xin still can't sleep, maybe he doesn't want to sleep yet, and he feels very scared. Once again, I felt like I was going to be discarded, and once this feeling came up, I felt tired and the uneasiness in my heart overflowed even more violently.

Therefore, when Lu Jiahe was about to turn around and leave, Xiao Xin raised his hand and grabbed the corner of Lu Jiahe's clothes, using this form to keep a person, I don't know if it is okay. I was also murmuring in my heart.

Lu Jiahe's heart moved, and he felt the fragility of the woman behind him. After smiling, he held Xiao Xin's hand with his backhand, and the room was quiet and gentle. Lu Jiahe sat beside Xiao Xin.

"Then I can't wait to stay with you. But it's not too early. I don't want to say bad things about him and make you hate me. If I need my thighs, I can lend them to you as a pillow. ”

When you are vulnerable, you need comfort the most, and you need someone to accompany you the most, and Lu Jiahe, who has long known this theory, is naturally proficient in reacting to women.

At the same time, Zai Xiao Xin's psychology no longer resists, he doesn't hate Lu Jiahe, but because of Zhao Jiajia, he avoids Lu Jiahe, but avoiding it doesn't mean disgust after all.

Now I can't help but have a good impression of him. Lu Jiahe is a very gentle person, so he feels very stable by his side. Xiao Xin couldn't help but fall down and lay on Lu Jiahe's lap, his stable nerves gradually calmed down, and Lu Jiahe gently stroked Xiao Xin's hair.

Gradually, in this gentle light, Xiao Xin fell into a deep sleep.

Lu Jiahe has a very good smell of manhood, very clean and pure. Although Xiao Xin doesn't know if it's an illusion.

I don't know if it's the relationship around Lu Jiahe, Xiao Xin had a very beautiful dream. In the dream, I met my grandmother, who loved me when I was a child, and my grandfather who died, they took their hands and took them to the river, grandpa likes fishing, and grandma is playing with Xiao Xin on the side, chasing beautiful butterflies in the grass. Childhood is the time when there are no worries.

Grandpa always likes to roll a cigarette pouch and hum a few songs, and when he was young, he experienced countless battles in the Anti-Japanese War, and grandma was also a strong woman when she was young.

When he was a child, Xiao Xin liked to wear his grandfather's military uniform. I think it's very stylish.

I still remember that grandpa always likes to stroke his head and tell himself, "Xinxin, no matter who bullies you in the future, come to grandpa, grandpa took a gun and killed him a bastard." ”

So no one dared to bully Xiao Xin since he was a child. And grandma always told grandpa, "Don't pull the calf, the gun has long been swept away by communism." ”

Now that I think about it, although I was so stupid when I was a child, I was so innocent and cute.

And grandma always likes to buy Xiao Xin a lot of delicious food and clothes to wear. "Girls should be dressed up beautifully. Beautiful, don't be like in the old days, like grandma at this age you can't wear it if you want to. ”

Once time has passed, it is something that cannot be traced back.

The grandfather on the side snorted twice with a cigarette pouch in his mouth, "Girls should carry guns and have the ability to kill enemies, otherwise they will be bullied in the future." ”

"I'm getting a gun from me, I'm divorcing you!"

Those memories, after his grandfather left when Xiao Xin was ten years old, were sealed in the eternal passing years.

And Xiao Xin is also growing up. When he was a child, because his parents wanted to make money to support themselves, Xiao Xin's childhood was by his grandparents. On the day grandpa left, he only said a word to Xiao Xin alone. "Don't be afraid, Xinxin, even if grandpa leaves, when someone bullies you in the future, you will think about grandpa, grandpa will definitely come back and kill him."

The anger that can't be tempered is so ridiculous when I think about it now. At that time, Xiao Xin seemed to know that if his grandfather left, he might never come back.

Just don't want to believe it.

After so many years in the blink of an eye, Xiao Xin really wanted to say it to his grandfather. I'm being bullied, grandpa, do you see? Why won't you come and help me? Once as long as he suffered a little grievance, grandpa would definitely support himself.

"Xinxin..."

Suddenly hearing a familiar and warm call, Xiao Xin stood in the darkness, raised his eyes and looked not far from the home of his childhood grandparents, and his grandfather, just like he used to be, sat in the courtyard with a cigarette in his mouth, and the chance of green smoke drifting by.

"Grandpa.. You've come to see me. Xiao Xin ran to his grandfather's side in a few steps, lying on his grandfather's lap as if he was a child. Raise your eyes to look at the gray-haired face covered with the folds of time.

"Xinxin, don't let others bully you. Grandpa can't help you out. But if you're being bullied, grandpa isn't at ease here. Xinxin. You have to see clearly that not all people who are good to you are really good to you, and not all people who seem to be bad to you are harming you. ”

Xiao Xin nodded, his grandfather's words still made so sense. At this time, it seems enough to comfort yourself with the frustration in your heart. Cheek resting on Grandpa's lap, "I know, Grandpa." You can rest assured. ”

You must not allow others to bully you. The seeds planted are more like debts.

The grandfather in the dream, without saying anything else, stood up and turned to leave. And Xiao Xin wanted to catch up, but his feet were fixed there, and he couldn't move at all, so he could only look at his grandfather's back, but he couldn't keep it. I wanted to call him not to go, but he couldn't make a sound.

"Grandpa.. Grandpa!" The silent thought in his heart suddenly woke up with reality, Xiao Xin suddenly opened his eyes, and a dazzling light poured into his sight. And Lu Jiahe, who was beside him, still kept his lower limbs moving, and his upper body leaned lightly on the side of the bed, and he persevered all night. Once tossed by Zhao Jiajia like this, Xiao Xin can deeply understand Lu Jiahe... Feelings for yourself.

I'm afraid of disturbing the other party, so I just force myself.

As if sensing Xiao Xin's awakening, Lu Jiahe opened his eyes, with a few strands of red blood under his eyes, and rubbed his eyes. Looking at Xiao Xin on the side, he murmured gently. "You're awake."

Slowly moved his feet, and his entire lower body was numb.

Xiao Xin was helpless and began to feel a little distressed about Lu Jiahe. After all, he didn't have any reason to be nice to himself. "Thank you, Kaga. You're really a good man. ”

Although in the eyes of many people, Lu Jiahe is unbearable, and even despised since he was a child, even after entering the company, he has been ostracized a lot because of his identity, so now hearing Xiao Xin's words, it makes Lu Jiahe smile. I can't afford such a beautiful name. "Not necessarily, I've done a lot of things that can't be forgiven. Don't think too well of me. ”

The more honest a person is about his rottenness, the weaker his heart is, the more he leaks out his unbearability, and the more he hopes that someone can understand him.

Xiao Xin didn't care about Lu Jiahe's self-destruction at all. "Doing something wrong has nothing to do with your nature. Some things may be a last resort, or maybe your consciousness is confused, but I see that your heart is kind. So, trust your own judgment. ”

The more the other party said lightly, Lu Jiahe unconsciously felt heavier. "Hehe, you're comforting me, Xinxin."

He framed Zhao Jiajia, and he also wanted to frame his father, and he used to have an extremely unbearable career, and now he is also very stiff with his sister. Can these still be called good? Lu Jiahe never thought that he still had room to be saved. A rotten life doesn't require much dismemberment.

Stand up lazily and move the numb muscles and bones of the whole body. But the heart has long been unaware of the so-called fluttering.

"No, Kaga. I think that no matter what kind of wrong things he has done, as long as he has the intention to repent, everyone should have a chance to start over and be forgiven. ”

He bent his gaze and smiled slightly. It would be cruel to condemn a person to death for just one thing.

These words unconsciously poked into Lu Jiahe's heart, will everyone have a chance to be forgiven? It seems that there is no turning back. Maybe he doesn't want to go back. Looking at Xiao Xin's lovely face, Lu Jiahe couldn't help but ask Xiao Xin. "If I want to go back, Xinxin, you'll accept me, right? Even if everyone won't accept me. ”