[Is it snowing today?] What about those memories that were buried by the first snow? 】

The snow particles outside the window fluttered slowly little by little, like a faint sigh from heaven, but when they fell to the ground, they immediately melted into a damp and there was no trace.

On the path downstairs of the dormitory, people who have just come out of the library hurriedly walk by wrapping themselves in coats and scarves like rice dumplings, are they dodging?

Perhaps the snow was not beautiful, but it only brought with it the cold breath and melted ice water, so compared to previous years, the surprise and cheers of the southern students at the first sight of the snow were not heard.

The dormitory lights were about to go out in half an hour, but Twilight Xuefei was still in a daze in front of the window, looking out intently, her eyes full of snow but full of sadness.

This is the first snow in Yecheng this year, it is the snow that Twilight Xuefei has been looking forward to for a long time, she has been staring at God since the beginning of winter, like the contractor is supervising the work, and she has counted several times The weather forecast has lied to the military situation, and the snow that she finally looked forward to is also the first snow that makes her feel so cold since she grew so big.

Twilight loves snow because it snowed when she was born, and her birthday was on the day of heavy snowfall, so she also carries snow in her name, and she is especially excited about the first snow every year, as if she can become a queen after the first snow.

Twilight Xuefei has a deep obsession that every year when the first snow happens, something very beautiful must happen, so since she was 7 years old, her parents will always prepare a gift for her first snow, which is a special surprise. Last year was her first year in Yecheng to go to college, and when she told her mother that the first snow was coming here, it was too late to send the gifts, so she was a little unhappy on the day of the first snow, so she had to buy a piece of cheesecake and silently comfort herself in the dormitory, and by the way, she teased her southern roommate who saw Xue for the first time and kept slapping the circle of friends.

In fact, Twilight Xuefei thinks about it now, and the best gift for Chuxue that year was Zhou Zimo.

Twilight Xuefei is usually very introverted, but it's not all right to say this, at least in front of acquaintances, she is a talker, and this kind of personality has a nickname, called sullen. She remembered that every time Zhou Zimo said this about her, she would symbolically give him a false kick, and Zhou Zimo would pout and say that it did not conform to her usual ladylike image, and finally exposed her true nature.

In fact, this Twilight Xuefei herself has long known that in order to make herself unified inside and outside the university, cheerful and lively, Twilight Xuefei participated in a lot of clubs when she started school, including the hip-hop club. And Zhou Zimo is also in this community.

Although Zhou Zimo is in the hip-hop dance club, his dancing posture is really indescribable, but he is eating, drinking and having fun. On the day of the first snow, when Twilight Xuefei was unhappy in the dormitory for the gift that did not arrive in time, Zhou Zimo was very active, and actively shouted in the group of the club: "Hey, everyone go out for a snowball fight", although few people were willing to pay attention to him.

Although Twilight Xuefei likes snow, her introverted personality can only make her chat with everyone in the virtual world, and it is really difficult for her to have a snowball fight with someone she doesn't know. She could only chat with Zhou Zimo with haha: "The crazy little potatoes on the second floor of Hongfeng Garden are good, and the snacks in the canteen over there are open until 11 o'clock." ”

Zhou Zimo immediately followed: "I also go there often, I like the grilled squid and chicken wings at that house." ”

……

Someone below replied: "What really two foodies!" ”

may have been speculative in the end, but after the group was quiet, Zhou Zimo took the initiative to add Twilight Xuefei's friend. Twilight Xuefei looked at the name on her phone, and suddenly remembered the tall white boy at the club dinner. If I had to describe him in two words, it would be warmth and sunshine, which occupy all of Twilight's favorite virtues.

Since then, Twilight Xuefei and Zhou Zimo have started frequent awkward conversations, and even some impure mutual flirtation.

Then there is the classic milk tea in college, and occasionally eat together. Like all seniors who want to flirt with Xue Fei, Zhou Zimo's routines are not new, and sometimes they are a little ridiculous, whether it is a good night every day or a chat without words. But Twilight Xuefei ignored the different meanings of that time for her and Zhou Zimo.

For Zhou Zimo, Twilight Xuefei is just one of the many fish in the net, just catching and playing, and whether she catches it or not is an experience. As for Twilight Xuefei, although she used reason to control herself and recognize the routine behind Zhou Zimo, she couldn't emotionally convince herself not to think about him. In the end, Zhou Zimo took a step forward, and Twilight Xuefei took a step back, and they became good friends, very good friends, but they were just friends.

Twilight Snow Fei usually looks like a docile little sheep and has no lethal power, but only those closest to her will know that she is eccentric and cold. Therefore, the more time passes, the fewer good friends Twilight Snow Fei has around, and the people who can enter her heart are even rarer. It's just that in this regard, Zhou Zimo did just right, and he didn't play according to the routine. Sometimes Twilight Xuefei thinks that Zhou Zimo is really a good friend, but she will never be a boyfriend.

Twilight Xuefei's birthday is approaching exam week, and everyone is busy revising, and Twilight Xuefei, who doesn't have many friends, looks particularly lonely on her birthday. She thinks of the gifts she piled up last year, the advice of her family and friends, and the stark contrast to this year's birthday, when only three roommates came to accompany her. And the only surprise was Zhou Zimo's gift, at that time, the two of them had only met once, and with Twilight Xuefei's character, she hadn't regarded Zhou Zimo as a friend yet.

But that night, she received a message from Zhou Zimo, very short but powerful: I'm downstairs with you, come down.

Zhou Zimo was pacing downstairs with a scarf, and if it weren't for the height of more than one meter and eight meters, it would probably be shrunk into a ball. Twilight Xuefei walked in front of him, looked up at the tip of his red nose and suddenly smiled, leaving Zhou Zimo at a loss.

Zhou Zimo put the gift in her hand and asked suspiciously, "What are you laughing at?" ”

Twilight pursed her lips and shook her head, holding up the white box and asking him, "What is this?" ”

The corners of Zhou Zimo's eyes and mouth rose slowly: "Your birthday gift, happy birthday!" ”

Twilight Xue Fei frowned, "I thought there would be no gifts after you sent out red envelopes in the morning." ”

Zhou Zimo looked disdainful: "I'm such a picky person." ”

Twilight smiled and nodded wildly.

Maybe it started here, Twilight Xuefei's wariness of Zhou Zimo became smaller and smaller, so that she didn't feel Zhou Zimo's crazy growth in her heart.

On the weekend, Twilight Xuefei's mobile phone kept ringing, and when she picked up the phone, she saw several unread messages displayed behind Erha's avatar, all of which were Zhou Zimo's, and he said in a shy, always shy, "Let's go, go out on the weekend."

Twilight Xue Fei curled the corners of her mouth and replied slowly, "Where are you going?" ”

Zhou Zimo sent two smirk expressions: "How about watching a movie, I'm in for a treat." ”

Twilight thought for a moment and replied on her phone, "Then I'll buy something to eat." ”

Zhou Zimo: "Okay, I'll call you downstairs in a while." ”

Twilight replied simply, "Okay." ”

When Twilight Xuefei went downstairs, she saw Zhou Zimo standing on the steps in front of the dormitory building, looking at her mobile phone and being extremely bored, thinking that he would dislike herself, and didn't want him to just smile at her, and said to her, "Slow down, we won't be able to catch up with the opening." ”

Twilight Xuefei still said slowly: "Take a taxi, it's too late." ”

Movies seem to be the type that Zhou Zimo likes, but Twilight Xuefei can also watch it, she just keeps eating popcorn and keeps moving, like an ADHD child. In fact, only Twilight Xuefei herself knew, and several times she tried to control herself from looking at Zhou Zimo, but she still secretly glanced at his side face, fortunately, the dim light in the movie theater just hid the blush on her face. Twilight lowered her head, and listened to the girl next to her covering a child's eyes and saying that children were not suitable. Twilight Xuefei looked up, there was a kiss scene on the screen, she turned her head to look at Zhou Zimo, and suddenly found that he was looking at her intently.

Twilight Xuefei's heart suddenly raced, and she spoke incoherently, "Why look at me, you have to find a girlfriend quickly." ”

Maybe she was too excited, but Twilight Xuefei spit on Zhou Zimo's face, and she felt super embarrassed and closed her mouth.

Zhou Zimo pretended not to see it, his eyes darkened and said, "Yes, what's the use of two single dogs looking at each other!" ”

Twilight Xuefei looked at him and felt a little disappointed, but still picked up his words: "It's just two single dogs warming each other." ”

Zhou Zimo didn't speak and continued to watch the movie.

It was already past seven o'clock after watching the movie, it was already dark outside, and when I went down from the movie theater, there happened to be a KFC next to it, Zhou Zimo stopped and asked, "Are you hungry, do you want to eat here and go back?" ”

Twilight shook her head, "I'm not hungry, I don't eat much at night, and I don't even eat this kind of fast food." Twilight looked up at him, thought for a moment, and asked him seriously, "Are you hungry?" ”

Zhou Zimo smiled: "I'm not hungry either." ”

"Then let's go back." While talking, Du Xuefei quickly took out her mobile phone and opened the software of Didi Taxi.

Zhou Zimo looked at her and sighed: "Go across the road and fight." After saying that, he walked forward quickly.

Twilight Xuefei watched him walk forward, and unconsciously grabbed his trench coat quickly: "You slow down, wait for me." ”

Zhou Zimo looked at the hand pulling at his trench coat and didn't speak, but he didn't know that Twilight Xuefei's fawn had already broken her chest.

When she arrived on the other side, Twilight Xuefei's hand was immediately lowered, she was afraid that Zhou Zimo would care.

Zhou Zimo looked at her silly appearance and raised eyebrows at her: "Whoever has a cute girlfriend like you must be very happy." ”

This time, Twilight Xuefei was silent.

The autumn night was a little cool, and the wind was blowing, so Du Xuefei looked up at Zhou Zimo and said, "I know it's difficult to take a taxi here at this time, but I obviously paid 1.7 times the money to get a taxi faster." Why haven't you come yet? ”

Zhou Zimo pouted: "Little local tyrant, we are not in a hurry to leave, what will happen later, you can call it an ordinary one." ”

"I've beaten it all, why are you talking so much nonsense." Twilight Snow Fei said at him arrogantly.

Zhou Zimo looked helpless.

Twilight Xuefei was indeed wearing a little little, and she couldn't stand it as soon as the wind came, she grabbed Zhou Zimo's arm and shook it: "Little brother, I'm cold." ”

Zhou Zimo's two hands were originally in his pockets, but when he shook them like this, he pulled his two hands out of his pockets with a frightened face and instantly smiled, wrapped his windbreaker and said, "Yes, it's quite cold." ”

Twilight Xue Fei puffed up: "Hmph"

happened to be the car, Zhou Zimo half-carried and half-dragged her to the car, and said to her: "Do you feel bored?" ”

Twilight: "No"

That's what she said, but Twilight Xuefei is actually very taboo to others to say that she is boring, the reason is very simple, only the wound will hurt, because she herself thinks she is quite boring. This kind of boredom is different, she can calligraphy, pipa, tea art...... But she doesn't know the audience, and it's usually difficult to get along with everyone, so she seems to be particularly boring.

Zhou Zimo seemed to see Twilight Xuefei's loss, and he also realized that Twilight Xuefei should care about this very much, so he patted the co-pilot's seat from the back seat and said, "Actually, it's not that boring." ”

Twilight: "Of course, you're the most boring. ”

She suddenly thought of a prank in her heart, which she saw on Weibo, and couldn't help but slander in her heart: "Let you see what it means to be boring." ”

She first looked at the driver's uncle next to her, who had been listening to their bickering with a bright smile. It's not that taxi drivers are witnesses of many lives, let's make my uncle happy today and meet the "tragic crimes" of the post-90s.

Twilight Xuefei turned her head and said to Zhou Zimo, who was playing with her mobile phone, with a sad and aggrieved face, "Hey!"

Zhou Zimo had a question mark on his face: "What's wrong, why is this expression?" ”

Twilight shook her head and said bitterly, "You still have the heart to play with your phone, do you know how uneasy I am inside?" ”

Zhou Zimo: "What? ”

Twilight Xuefei then acted, "Your girlfriend went to the hospital alone to have an abortion, but you accompanied me to watch the movie, and I thought about it...... here."

Zhou Zimo frowned and said with a smile: "I'm afraid you're not crazy, what nonsense are you talking about." ”

The driver's uncle looked at Zhou Zimo with a sigh: "Young man, what you did was wrong." We men have to be a little responsible, you have to settle the girlfriend before finding the next one. ”

Zhou Zimo's face was black: "What is this?" ”

Twilight Xuefei: "I can't stand it anymore, if my friend hadn't told me I wouldn't know about it, we wouldn't have seen each other in the future." ”

Zhou Zimo: "Twilight Xuefei, you drama spirit, are you taking revenge on me?" ”

Twilight Snowfield: "How is that possible?" ”

Zhou Zimo sat up straight and said righteously: "You said that it's not good for you to step on three boats, be careful that I ask them all out, see what you do?" ”

This time it was Twilight Xuefei's turn to be stunned, and she secretly thought in her heart: "Zhou Zimo, this kid is very fast, he really should be admitted to the film academy." ”

The driver's uncle drove the car in pain, and said to Twilight Xuefei with a complicated expression: "Girl, we have to learn to love ourselves, you are right, otherwise your parents should worry about you more." Uncle won't say much, you young people won't listen, it's almost there, you should get out of the car. Alas, it's better to study hard at university. ”

Twilight replied anxiously, "No, what truth can the one in the back say, can't ......." Before Du Xuefei could finish speaking, she was dragged off the car by Zhou Zimo.

"Hey, I'm not done yet."

"Hurry up, don't delay the uncle to drive to earn money."

Twilight Xuefei followed him, "Zhou Zimo, you bastard." ”

Zhou Zimo's face was full of grievances: "Obviously, you provoked me first, you are bullying, hum." ”

Twilight Xuefei's voice gradually weakened, "Okay, okay, I won't worry about you." ”

Zhou Zimo secretly smiled with satisfaction.

If things continue to develop like this, it seems good even if there is no ending, but Xu Jingyu has never been a person who can withstand loneliness. One of the fish in his pond has been hooked.

It was the first snow of the second year and it coincided with Christmas, and Zhou Zimo happily shared his good news with Twilight Xuefei.

Unfortunately, this is not good for Twilight.

That day, her roommate called her several times before Twilight Xuefei reacted, and she turned from a completely expressionless face just now to a happy smile, but unfortunately it was more ugly than crying.

The roommate asked worriedly, "Fei Fei, what's wrong with you?" ”

Twilight smiled, "It's okay, it's just a little homesick." ”

She thought that all her thoughts might have been buried in the cold snow.

Twilight Xuefei is playful, and Zhou Zimo is good at playing. Twilight Xuefei is like a child who has not grown up, she always needs someone to take care of her when she goes out, Zhou Zimo likes to be a gentleman, and she helps Twilight Xuefei everywhere thoughtfully.

He would taunt Twilight for her timidity on the glass trestle, and he would hand her a bottle of water when she got motion sickness, and accompany her on long walks. will despise her selfies with beautiful faces, and will not dislike the initiative to take a photo together......

These may be the reasons why Twilight Xuefei can't let go, maybe there are more reasons. In fact, there is no reason for love, but a grand crush ends with the singleness of one party. This crush is like a bitter cup of coffee, no matter how much milk and sugar you add it, it won't be sweet.

Twilight Xuefei remembered the chair and tissues that Zhou Zimo would pull out for her when she ate; I remember that when I didn't like the backpack, I would hold the things that couldn't fit in her pocket for her; will remember the eyebrow dance to make her happy; will reply to the messages sent by themselves as soon as possible; will rather give up his homework for her sake than help her complete; will remember that as long as there are her activities, even if they don't want to go, they will try to participate; I will always remember the first time they met when it snowed at the beginning of that year.

But all this is just what she remembers, all the quiet likes and secretly going to the soup for Twilight Xuefei, Zhou Zimo has long forgotten it.

Most of them are each other's passers-by, and they forget each other in the rivers and lakes when they pass away in a hurry, but Twilight Xuefei is distracted. She had been reminded that it was the way to hell, but no one could stop her sunken heart.

The snow outside the window was still falling, not as warm as a swan's feather, nor as crisp as sprinkling salt, it just floated down in a very small gesture and fell into water, like the long ambiguity between Twilight Xuefei and Zhou Zimo. But it's all over, and when the snow is over, it melts, and the sun comes out, and everything will go back to normal.