Gu Chenyan is a little contradictory, proud and inferior, at the beginning Gu Chenyan can make people feel his pride, stubbornness, Shu Yan saw him for the first time is this kind of general feeling, at that time Shu Yan's heart was unconsciously attracted by this man, this young man, melancholy eyes with firmness, at that time Gu Chenyan's eyes were full of expectations for the future, and there was an incomprehensible mind.

Now I think about it, it is Gu Chenyan's feelings for Wang Miaomiao, Shu Yan didn't see it through at that time, but now she has already understood.

"He didn't like to laugh at that time."

Shu Yan said with recollection, Xiao Wang looked like this, he knew that a person like Gu Chenyan must have been like this since he was a child.

In Shu Yan's impression, Gu Chenyan only laughed once, that time was the time when Emgrand succeeded, he and Xiao Ran drank a few bottles of wine by the lake, that was also the first time Shu Yan saw Gu Chenyan so out of shape, Gu Chenyan forgot to look like a domineering president, forever arrogant, a man with such a temperament, working hard in society, you can imagine how difficult it is, but Gu Chenyan has never given up, maybe his heart has collapsed, maybe he has also doubted himself in the dead of night, But no matter how painful it was at the beginning, he survived it just now, how much success a person has depends on how strong his mind is, there is no doubt that Gu Chenyan doesn't need to think about his strength, if he is not strong, no one will carry the weight for him.

That time Gu Chenyan smiled, it really shocked Shu Yan, Gu Chenyan was usually indifferent like a high-ranking king, but that time, he smiled like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old student, so pure waiting for my smile to stunned Shu Yan, it was also that time, Shu Yan's feelings for Gu Chenyan were deeper.

Shu Yan didn't know why Gu Chenyan was so happy at that time, and thought it was just because of the success in her career, after all, Xiao Ran was already drunk happily at that time, only Shu Yan saw Gu Chenyan's side, she buried this moment in her heart like a baby, and she didn't tell Gu Chenyan that she saw it, because Shu Yan's eyes had always been on Gu Chenyan's body, and Xiao Ran was sleeping next to her as if she was dead, so no one knew Shu Yan's careful thoughts.

Shu Yan didn't plan to explain her intentions to Gu Chenyan at that time, but after seeing Gu Chenyan's smile, Shu Yan felt the same as being touched in her heart, so she wanted to tell Gu Chenyan what she thought and what he had guarded for so many years.

At this moment, Shu Yan wanted to tell Gu Chenyan everything, so that Gu Chenyan could understand how much she had paid for him, but she was afraid that you would be too sudden, so she still wanted to go further and familiarize Gu Chenyan with it, under such a tangled heart, Shu Yan still suppressed her inner feelings, she wanted to express her feelings more purely, so she didn't think it was a good time at that time, but she still stepped forward bravely and looked at Gu Chenyan looking at the lake with joy, There are some strange feelings rippling in it, Shu Yan's joy comes from Gu Chenyan, as for Gu Chenyan's joy at this moment, Shu Yan doesn't understand, Gu Chenyan is here for who knows what to set up to laugh, after getting along for so long, I don't know what Gu Chenyan is thinking, he has always closed himself too closely, and there is no gap left for others, even Gu Chenyan, who has a good relationship, feels that he will always be covered with a veil of mystery, and no one can see the appearance under this layer of sand. Except for himself.

Shu Yan slowly approached Gu Chenyan, the closer she got to Gu Chenyan, the faster her heartbeat became, after all, Shu Yan had never experienced such a situation, and finally fell in love with someone, this person was born a cold person, and he didn't even know what he was thinking, it could be regarded as some of his responsibilities, these responsibilities suppressed him too much, but the result was not able to face it calmly, such a gratifying achievement, anyone would be crazy, Gu Chenyan's smile was too calm.

Shu Yan is also very happy, they have been together for so long, and they have finally succeeded, and few people in this position can catch up with them, but they should also make it clear about some of the last things, otherwise they will continue to be in contact with each other in such an unclear way, Shu Yan is willing, I am afraid that Gu Chenyan and I will lose her by then.

Brushing her teeth, in fact, she already had a premonition at this time, she found that for so long, she didn't seem to have gotten to know this person well, she didn't know his past experiences, she didn't know his feelings, and she didn't have anyone she liked, but it seemed that Gu Chenyan only had work in her heart, so Shu Yan had waited so stupidly for so many years, and she had been with him as a subordinate for so many years, and she should have been moved by anyone for a long time, but Gu Chenyan, a freak, didn't know what she was thinking all day long, She was confused every time.

At the beginning, Shu Yan actually asked Xiao Ran indirectly, and asked Xiao Ran if Gu Chenyan had no favorite person, but Xiao Ran might not have understood what she meant at any time, so she replied,

"Who else would like someone like him? You might as well like me. ”

Xiao Ran is usually a bit of a fool, or sometimes he is always so objective, he always thinks that he is not much different from Gu Chenyan's appearance, but in the eyes of others, the two of them are completely incomparable.

Shu Yan knew that Xiao Ran had always had a person in her heart, and it seemed to be a sad story, but she didn't dare to ask more, and she didn't have any meaning to understand these things, she only cared about Gu Chenyan, and she didn't care about anyone else, Shu Yan couldn't get any useful information from Xiao Ran, so she gave up, after all, if Xiao Ran didn't know, it would be even more impossible for others to know.

This kind of thing may sometimes be too difficult, but the result is still good at that time, there are many people who come to me because of Gu Chenyan's appearance, every time Shu Yan has to find some legitimate reason to drive them out, in fact, Shu Yan is completely worried, Gu Chenyan is sometimes a particularly powerful person, always I will make girls cry, but he himself doesn't know that he doesn't care because she doesn't care, these people are no different from an object in his eyes.

Although Shu Yan was very happy to see these every time, she had a faint feeling in her heart that Gu Chenyan had someone in his heart and who he was waiting for.

This feeling makes Shu Yan very unhappy, but there is no way for her to go directly to Gu Chenyan, and if she asks Xiao Ran, she will be gossiped again, and when the time comes, everyone will know about it, and she will have a bit of a sense of not separating public and private, Gu Chenyan The most annoying thing is to make a difference between public and private, obviously you can go to work well or you have to do something that shouldn't be done in high working hours, Shu Yan is still very demanding of herself, so Shu Yan doesn't have her own personal emotions mixed together in the studio, If you want to mix it up, there are a lot of things that are difficult to solve.