Chapter 224: I'll Always Miss You
After listening to Song Qingtian, he first felt that this matter was too coincidental.
Secondly, she feels that people's thinking in this era is too pedantic and there are too many constraints on women.
Jiang Xiaoyan was originally a victim, and she had to face the troubles of family and rumors, Peng Xiaozhi had a good life through her bravery, but her parents have been trying to destroy her marriage.
Song Qingtian asked, "Sister Xiaoyan, then what are you going to do?" ”
Jiang Xiaoyan shook her head, "I don't know now." ”
"Then you think about it first, and when you think about it, tell me whatever you plan."
Jiang Xiaoyan has no sleep all night, her daughter is her mother's intimate little padded jacket, Jiang Xiaoyan keeps thinking about things when she was a child, and her mind is full of her mother's face.
As soon as the sky turned white, she knocked on Song Qingtian's door.
"Sunny, I've thought about it, I want to go back to see my mother, I can't wait for my dad to come to me, that will cause you trouble."
These days, Jiang Xiaoyan really regards this place as her home, and she can avoid it as much as possible if she can give Song Qingtian less trouble.
Song Qingtian immediately calculated her salary, and finally gave her an extra 200 yuan.
"Sister Xiaoyan, go back and take a look, come back again if you want to, this is also your home, as long as you want, I welcome you back at any time."
Jiang Xiaoyan took the extra 200 yuan that Song Qingtian gave her, tears rolled down silently, and she hugged Song Qingtian tightly: "Qingtian, thank you." ”
"Sister Xiaoyan, remember to contact me if you have anything, there is a phone at home."
"I see, I'll always remember you."
Song Qingtian asked Song Xifeng to drive Jiang Xiaoyan to Jinping County.
Jiang Xiaoyan sat next to Song Xifeng, this was the first time they had been in contact so close for a long time.
She can live in Song Qingtian's house with peace of mind, in addition to Song Qingtian treating her as a family member, her secret love for Song Xifeng also accounts for a large part of the reason.
At this moment, she had no idea what to say.
I don't know when we will see each other again.
Song Xifeng was puzzled by Jiang Xiaoyan's sudden departure, and asked Jiang Xiaoyan the reason along the way.
Jiang Xiaoyan said: "I miss my mother and want to go back and see." ”
Song Xifeng said: "Also, you have been at home on a sunny day for so long, your mother must miss you." ”
Jiang Xiaoyan glanced at Song Xifeng, and stopped talking.
She thought to herself, will you miss me when I'm gone?
But she couldn't say it.
Song Xifeng smiled and said, "What's the matter, what do you want to say?" ”
"No, nothing."
Jiang Xiaoyan has been secretly in love with Song Xifeng for so long, she feels that Song Xifeng doesn't seem to have any thoughts about herself, but she can't get it accurately, for fear that her confession will embarrass him and destroy the beauty in his heart.
If she didn't say it, Jiang Xiaoyan didn't know if she would have a chance to say it.
Jiang Xiaoyan's heart was in turmoil, and Song Xifeng asked again: "Will you come back in the future?" ”
Jiang Xiaoyan suddenly felt a burst of joy in her heart, and a warm flame suddenly rose in her heart.
Does he want to come back later? He asked this because he was reluctant to let me go?
Thinking like this, her heart beat violently, and she wanted to say out loud what was in her heart, but then Song Xifeng's words gave her fiery heart like pouring cold water.
"Xiaoyan, as soon as you leave, we will recruit people to work again, no one is as good as you, if you want to come back, come back as soon as possible after you go back."
Jiang Xiaoyan laughed at himself for being amorous, it turned out that all he thought was that he was doing his own work well.
After a fluctuation in the mood, only empty loss remained.
Subsequently, Song Xifeng asked Jiang Xiaoyan some questions, and Jiang Xiaoyan always answered his words quickly.
It's going to be parting soon, so it's good to be able to say a few more words to him.
Like a person is like this, putting himself in a humble place, this is Jiang Xiaoyan's lowest luxury.
When she arrived at the train station, Jiang Xiaoyan was reluctant to walk fast every step she took, thinking that she could at least stay with him for a little longer.
When Song Xifeng helped her buy a train ticket, she looked at Song Xifeng's back from a distance, and never looked away.
Song Xifeng is a careful person, and he also bought a platform ticket and sent Jiang Xiaoyan to the platform.
Seeing that the train was about to leave, Jiang Xiaoyan felt as if her heart was being rubbed by a big hand, and the squeezing pain made her almost breathless.
She wanted to tell Song Xifeng what she wanted, but she couldn't say it.
I can't say it, so I can only think of some other way to show my heart.
Jiang Xiaoyan finally mustered up the courage to say: "Xifeng, I don't know if I can come back in the future, can you give me a gift as a souvenir." ”
Song Xifeng felt that if Jiang Xiaoyan hadn't left in too much hurry, according to Qingtian's thoughts, he would definitely give her a gift, but he didn't know why, Qingtian didn't come to send Jiang Xiaoyan today.
Since Song Qingtian didn't come, he gave Jiang Xiaoyan a gift for her.
Song Xifeng touched the items on his body, only an old fountain pen.
He was a little embarrassed, "If you don't dislike it, you hold this fountain pen, I remember that you are also a high school student, and you are still a person with ideals, I hope you will have the opportunity to study hard in the future and complete your ideals." ”
Jiang Xiaoyan trembled the pen, bit her lip and said "thank you" sincerely.
By this time, the train had already entered the station.
When the train started again, Jiang Xiaoyan was through the glass of the window, and tears flowed wantonly.
She opened her mouth and made a few lip shapes at Song Xifeng.
Judging from the shape of her mouth, Song Xifeng said what she should have said, "Song Xifeng, thank you for sending me the pen." ”
Song Xifeng smiled and said to himself, "It's just a pen, I've said thank you, and I'm still saying thank you when I get in the car." ”
Song Xifeng didn't know that for him, this ordinary fountain pen would affect or even change Jiang Xiaoyan's future life.
On the way home, Song Xifeng thought carefully about Jiang Xiaoyan's mouth shape again, and the pronunciation of the mouth shape seemed to be different from the pronunciation of the few words of the sentence he thought of.
Savoring it carefully, he imitated Jiang Xiaoyan's mouth shape in the rearview mirror, and in an instant, Song Xifeng understood the sentence.
"Song Xifeng, I will always miss you!"
Song Xifeng's heart seemed to have been hit by something, and the pain was instantaneous, and he couldn't help but silently read this sentence.
In the past, Lin Qiaoxiang jokingly mentioned that they should cultivate feelings, but Song Xifeng felt that he had no feelings for Jiang Xiaoyan, and later he didn't care about it, thinking that Jiang Xiaoyan had also forgotten about it.
It turned out that Jiang Xiaoyan had always had this thought.
It's no wonder that Qingtian didn't come to see Jiang Xiaoyan off, Qingtian must have known Jiang Xiaoyan's thoughts, so he left this parting alone time to them.
Song Xifeng rejected Chen Xue and treated Jiang Xiaoyan indifferently, he had already failed two good girls, and he didn't know what kind of girl he had feelings for in his heart.
Unconsciously, his mind flashed a spring dream that night.
Do I like Deng Yuhua?
When Song Xifeng returned home, he saw Peng Xiaozhi standing at the door of Song Qingtian's house.
"Third Uncle Qingtian, Xiaoyan sent it away?"
Song Xifeng nodded, his heart had been heavy, and he didn't want to speak, so he went back to work in the yard.
As soon as Jiang Xiaoyan left, there was one less person to work, and he couldn't delay the production of crispy noodles, so he spontaneously helped make crispy noodles.
Qin Xiaofei was full of curiosity about Jiang Xiaoyan's sudden departure.
"Third uncle, why did Sister Xiaoyan leave?"
Song Xifeng shook his head, "You ask Qingtian." ”
"Sunny day went to school."
"I don't know."
Looking at Song Xifeng's preoccupied appearance, Qin Xiaofei didn't ask.
Although Song Xifeng didn't like Jiang Xiaoyan, her mouth shape on the train kept coming to mind, and when she thought of her affection, her heart was inexplicably empty.
This emptiness disappeared completely after half a day.
Mrs. Song took Song Dongmei to visit again.
Old man Song said to Song Xifeng when he entered the door: "Third child, didn't you say last time that you discussed with Qingtian to let Dongmei come to work, how did the discussion go?" ”
Song Xifeng originally wanted to fool the events of that day, but he didn't expect Mrs. Song to remember it in his heart.
"Mom, Qingtian hasn't been back from school recently, and I haven't discussed it yet."
"Third child, you're dragging things around, you're obviously fooling your mother, right?"
Song Xifeng said helplessly: "Mom, there was no shortage of people for us to work, but you said that Dongmei didn't have any work when she came?" ”
Mrs. Song's eyes swept around the courtyard and said, "What about the girl who was abducted and sold?" ”
Song Xifeng's heart sank suddenly, Mrs. Song's eyes are really good, she is here by taking advantage of the loophole, Jiang Xiaoyan has just left on the front foot, Mrs. Song will come in half a day, and she can see at a glance that there is no one missing, it seems that she wants Song Dongmei to work here.