Xiao Xin was stunned, before he could say anything else, this one thing was enough to calm himself, he was his brother? This.. What the hell is going on?

In the blink of an eye, he had completely lost his ability to distinguish the situation at hand.

"This... Is there a lot of disharmony between you? Xiao Xin couldn't think of anything else other than this. It's a half-brother, so the distance between the two people must be very large, and there is no need to say much about this. Zhao Jiajia's deliberately concealed dislike for her family also stems from this.

Zhao Jiajia sighed lightly, since she had decided to tell about this matter, she simply didn't hide it too much, and gradually turned over the past that she was most reluctant to reveal in her heart at this moment.

Five years ago.

In his own home, Zhao Jiajia is a pampered son-in-law. In the eyes of outsiders, it is unattainable, and everything will be perfected as long as he learns it. Therefore, among the nobles, he is also an unsurpassable existence.

And her mother was gentle and virtuous. often works as a good wife and mother at home, so she tutors Zhao Jiajia a lot of things to learn in the aristocracy.

was originally a very peaceful and happy life, Zhao Jiajia also thought that the so-called happiness should have continued so peacefully. However, his mother unknowingly got liver cancer. And I didn't notice it at all.

My father was always busy with work, so he rarely cared about my mother. Therefore, when the mother's condition was discovered, it was already at an advanced stage.

However, the mother did not say this to anyone, but endured it alone.

Until one day. Her mother fainted to the ground, Zhao Jiajia took her mother to the hospital and called her father's phone, but her father always said that he was busy. Zhao Jiajia had no choice but to take her mother to check and take care of her mother. At that time, I learned that my mother's illness was already very serious. When I went home to prepare something to eat for my mother, I passed by the mall and found that my father was walking with another woman.

From that moment on, Zhao Jiajia's hatred for them has never weakened, that woman doesn't seem to have the gentleness and virtue of her mother, let alone being generous, and she doesn't even look good, she doesn't understand why her father is ambiguous with such a woman, Zhao Jiajia stepped forward and raised her hand to point at the woman, who is also Zhao Jiajia's later stepmother, "Dad, who is she." ”

If it is very calm and cold, Zhao Jiajia is also the first time to be so rude. The pampered temperament that has always been completely missing, if those pretended temperaments are to endure their truest emotions, Zhao Jiajia would rather not.

It was also that time that Zhao Jiajia's father was anxious to explain and cover up "Jiajia, she... It's going to be your mom later. ”

Zhao Jiajia didn't expect her father to say such a thing, her mother is still there! I'm seriously ill in the hospital right now! But he told him that this was her future mother?

Once hatred has accumulated, it cannot be easily extinguished.

The woman pulled the corner of Zhao Jiajia's father's clothes, but Zhao Jiajia's father did not consciously raise his eyes and face all this calmly.

Zhao Jiajia raised her hand and punched her father in the face. "When I'm at home for a day, I never let her in. Mom is still in the hospital. Did You Know? ”

But what's the use of being angry, Zhao Jiajia's anger never fades easily.

They didn't explain or hide it, it was such a blatant attitude, and Zhao Jiajia no longer had any attachment to that family.

When she returned to the hospital again and saw her mother's pale and strong face, Zhao Jiajia felt what it was like to feel distressed.

A lot of drugs were used and a lot of money was spent, among which Zhao Jiajia's father came to see her. It's usually like looking at a friend's expression, and at that moment Zhao Jiajia realized that over the years, maybe the two of them have never been in love, just a very calm friendship? Or was it a shallow and faint family affection? It might be more logical to interpret it this way.

Time did not save her mother's life and took her away mercilessly.

"Jiajia, don't be childish. Live well with your dad and new mom. Don't think about me. ”

This is what Zhao Jiajia's mother said to Zhao Jiajia before parting, before parting, there was only Zhao Jiajia alone by the woman's side, and the grandparents at home had already settled in the United States, so they couldn't be contacted for a long time. Later, when they returned home, they could not do anything or suddenly regretted it. However, they still chose to live a free and easy life, and they didn't even say anything else about Zhao Jiajia's father's remarriage.

Zhao Jiajia wanted to agree to this matter, but in fact, the difficulty of this matter was beyond her ability. If my father had felt so much sorry for his mother before, things would not have come to this point, and his mother would not have died, and if there was no woman here, his mother would be very happy if she was still alive now. So all the resentment is gradually buried in the other party's body.

There is not the slightest room for excuse.

After resenting his father for not taking care of his mother from beginning to end, about a week after his mother died, his father remarried and married the woman, so suddenly there were several more people in the family, strange women, and two children younger than himself.

So Zhao Jiajia did not hesitate to move out of the house, because for him, it was no longer home. It's the boarder, or the place that has been completely occupied by someone else.

Since then, Zhao Jiajia has not had any relationship with that family, and has given up her own cultivation or study. What's the use of asking for so many hypocritical things? For Zhao Jiajia, there is no longer any meaning.

Later, Lu Jiahe and Lu Fei didn't seem to be very able to accept such a father when they grew up, so the two of them also moved out.

So the family that should be very harmonious gradually changed, or rather fell apart.

Originally, Zhao Jiajia also thought about integrating into that family? But the rejection of the heart can't really be cared about at all.

So later, the family spent five years in such an inexplicable and disgusted time, and Lu Jiahe always liked to compete for what Zhao Jiajia liked. Once participated in the competition when he was in school, he would make it bad for Zhao Jiajia to not get the ranking.

Books that Zhao Jiajia cares about. He'll use it to scratch it. Zhao Jiajia's clothes always become tattered inadvertently, as long as he meets Lu Jiahe, he will always use methods that you can't see to destroy the things around you. So Zhao Jiajia doesn't need to study at all anyway. So I don't like that form even more and drop out of school to be self-reliant.

Away from home and school, as well as away from his younger siblings.

They are also the knots in their hearts that they can't unravel.

Hearing Zhao Jiajia's narration, time passed quickly unconsciously. Xiao Xin raised his gaze and looked at Zhao Jiajia. Suddenly felt that this face would be so sad, those who didn't want to mention the past, every time they unveiled, they would fall heavily into scars, which Xiao Xin also knew.

So at this moment, when I heard Zhao Jiajia tell myself about his inner world, I thought that my hearts, which were far apart, had gradually come closer. "Thank you for your hard work, Zhao Jiajia." This is the only thing you can say to the other person.

raised his hand and stroked Zhao Jiajia's hair. It's like comforting a child, and in his heart, maybe he is a child.

Zhao Jiajia raised her gaze, seemed to be relieved, and after saying the burden that had been hidden in her heart, she felt very relaxed. Sure enough, some of the pressure is shared, which is a beautiful thing.

originally thought that Zhao Jiajia would resist Xiao Xin's actions, but Zhao Jiajia fell backwards. Lying lightly on Xiao Xin's calf. The half-curled body, the originally slender body can also be clumped into a ball.

Xiao Xin smiled lightly, he had been so painful in his heart, everyone has a self in their hearts that others don't know, if you show the unknown you to others, then that person must be the person you care about.

But now is not the time to continue the heaviness, and Xiao Xin doesn't want to blame or destroy Zhao Jiajia's heart. Everyone has the emotions to judge things for themselves. Xiao Xin didn't want to be self-righteous.

simply lifted this heavy topic, put his palm lazily on Zhao Jiajia's head, and gently brushed Zhao Jiajia's black hair between his fingers and whispered, "Come, I'll catch lice for you." ”