Chapter 28: Goodbye
The car under the mountain and the river turned bustling and noisy, and the evening breeze on the mountain rustled the leaves, but there was a dead silence between the morning and Shen Che.
Three years have not changed them in the slightest, and the problem of three years ago has once again smashed in front of Shen Che.
In the dim light, his face turned pale in an instant, and the sudden blow made his helplessness seem almost innocent: "...... early" Shen Che opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say to make him retract these cruel words early.
"Early ...... I know...... "I really don't need to say it again, he knows it, how could he not know......
In the past three years, those words have been repeated countless times in his heart, he returned to Fancheng, he came to find Zao, but he didn't have too many extravagant hopes. He was just so sad that he really couldn't stand it, and he wanted to come back to see her, and he wanted to be closer to her. He doesn't ask for anything, isn't it okay to just like her by her side?
Zao's face was hidden in a shadow, and his always clear voice was dry: "Shen Che, I'm sorry." ”
After saying that, he turned around and went down the mountain without hesitation.
Quickly! Don't leave! Don't leave! Shen Che was shouting frantically in his heart, but he couldn't make a sound at all. Like the nightmare of leaving early countless times, he could only watch as he got farther and farther away from him.
Seeing that the thin back of the morning was about to disappear, "Whew! Xiao Ha shouted aggrievedly, chased two steps in the direction of the morning, looked back at Shen Che in confusion, and chased two steps forward.
Shen Che suddenly came to his senses as if he had been lifted from the spell and chased after him violently!
"Early!" Shen Che rushed to Zao's side, grabbed her wrist tightly, and made his fingers white, "Early!" He didn't know how to keep her, so he could only call her by name repeatedly.
For countless painful days and nights, he called her name repeatedly, as if this would make his heart less hopeless.
I didn't say anything early, I couldn't see her expression clearly in the shadows, I could only feel her cold hand breaking Shen Che's fingers one by one, she broke one Shen Che and the other hand immediately wrapped around it, and the four hands were chaotic and entangled in the dark, all cold and stiff, like being in the coldest ice field in her life.
"Early ...... ...... early" Shen Che's voice was already choked, and there was no need to say anything, the pain and prayer were clear.
The early fingers became slower and stiffer, but the strength did not decrease, no matter how many words Shen Che shouted, she didn't say a word, as if her breathing was stagnant, and she only stubbornly wanted to break free from him.
Both of them refused to give up in the dark, and Shen Che finally reacted after being rejected again and again, hugging Zaozao, and easily restraining her struggle.
In three years, he had grown into a strong and powerful young man, with a broad chest and strong shoulders, who could easily confine this thin girl in his arms, but the weakness in his heart was even worse than three years ago.
"...... early" has said all the things he can say three years ago, and he no longer knows how to fight for himself, "Early, I'll change, I'll change whatever you don't like!" I won't bother you all the time, a week, no! One month! I'll look for you once a month, and I can do it every two months...... Quickly...... I can change what you don't like, early! ”
There was no trace of temperature in his early breathing, and the words he said were also icy: "I don't like Shen Che, how can you change it?" ”
Shen Che couldn't say anything, but he hugged her and refused to relax.
The girl in his arms was thin and li, but he couldn't do anything about her.
It's still the same sentence three years ago, she doesn't like Shen Che, he is Shen Che, no matter what he does, she doesn't like him.
But he likes to be early, she is early, he can't control himself, he just likes her!
Shen Che's arms tightened more and more, and the bones that had been clamped early were all rattled by him, but he didn't notice it, and the strength became heavier and heavier.
She had already begun to have difficulty breathing, she had experienced this kind of suffocation and shackles countless times, in the last few months of her previous life, Shen Che would hold her like this every time she came back, and once she used too much force and even muscle spasms that she couldn't let go at all, so she had to alarm the family doctor.
"Shen Che," I didn't want to be the stubborn fool in my previous life anymore, I would rather faint in his arms than show weakness, and in the end I could only lose both.
"Shen Che, I'm uncomfortable." I didn't struggle early, and the strength on my body became weaker and weaker, "You let go a little, I'm going to be unable to breathe." ”
Shen Che hurriedly relaxed his arm and hurriedly patted Zaozao's back: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm early, why are you uncomfortable?" Are there any good points? ”
He slowed down early, regained some strength, and saw that Shen Che was no longer so excited, so he gently pushed his arm. didn't say anything just now, and her strength was not heavy, but Shen Che suddenly sobered up and quickly let go of her.
"Yes, I'm sorry......" You can feel his nervousness and embarrassment in the dark, I didn't have a good impression of him early on, if she misunderstood that he was trying to take advantage of her, it would be really bad!
Although he thought so, Shen Che was reluctant to take a step back. It had been a long, long time since he had been so close, and he just wanted to be closer to her, to be able to talk to her, to be able to smell her, and that was already the happiest thing for him.
He didn't avoid him like a snake and scorpion earlier, and even took the initiative to talk to him: "Shen Che, two months, according to what you said, if you want to see me, come to me once every two months, but we won't have any other relationship, just ordinary friends." ”
It's not that she won't refuse in a roundabout way, it's just that she has never had such a mind with Shen Che before.
As long as it's not a complete rejection, there's still a glimmer of hope! Two months of hope are so much better than the last three years of utter despair! Shen Che's mood suddenly improved, and he nodded quickly: "Then can I come for a day?" Don't worry, I won't bother you, just take me with you whatever you do! ”
He nodded happily, "Yes, but you can't eat with me." ”
Shen Che didn't know why she had such a habit early on, she refused to eat with him for a while before they broke up, obviously it was normal before.
But now is not the time to ask these questions, he has to fight for himself first.
Seeing that Shen Che happily agreed, he lowered his head early, and then spoke with some difficulty: "Shen Che, I will pay you back the 200,000 yuan I borrowed from you, and I will probably wait for about three months, and I will also calculate the interest for these three years." ”
Then he solemnly thanked him: "Thank you for lending me money regardless of your previous suspicions." "It's really thanks to him, her biological father and younger brother refused to help her, but Shen Che, who was hurt so deeply by her, was able to help without asking anything, even if 200,000 yuan was insignificant to him, it was a great favor to her.
Shen Che's heart flipped fiercely, and he suddenly didn't know what to say to such a polite and alienated person early.
He had never been so afraid of quarreling with him early, ignoring him, or even cutting off relations with him: "Early! He took a hurried step forward, trying to hold her again.
Take a step back early, he will go further, he will never give up!
Early but prepared, he flexibly avoided him, and raised his hand to stop his footsteps to chase after him: "Shen Che, goodbye." See you in two months. ”
How many months can there be in life? One day, he will spend all his unwillingness in a long time, and completely forget about their two-month appointment.
She is not afraid of slowly consuming with him, after all, all she wants now is to live in peace.
Shen Che watched early disappear around the corner, was stunned for a moment, and suddenly jumped up again to chase after him: "Early!" My concert! That doesn't count! You must go! ”
The early voice was already far away: "Okay." ”
Shen Che continued to chase: "I'll send you down the mountain!" Let's start tomorrow! ”
Xiao Ha took a shortcut before him, and soon disappeared into the bushes.
Shen Che also ran flexibly.
Turning the winding path, Shen Che's figure quickly disappeared, squatting behind a bush on the side of the road early and watching the direction in which he disappeared for a long time, and slowly letting go of Xiao Ha's mouth.
Xiao Ha's big thick paws rested on Zao's knees and tilted his head to look at her, and there was a shallow light of water in Zao's eyes in the moonlight.
I held its paws early and shook it a few times, and when I wanted to let go, I couldn't help but reach out and slowly put my arms around its big furry head and hugged it tightly.
Xiao Ha honestly hugged her early, rubbing her big head on her cold face, rare quiet and well-behaved, and her whining voice revealed a trace of grievance.
I kissed it on the head early, gently smoothed its hair, and pushed it away for a long time: "Goodbye, Xiaoha." Go find Ah Che and accompany him well. ”