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But when he returned it to Lu Yuning, he pretended to be relaxed and said to him, "What do you have to be angry about." ”
The boy glanced at him, his usual silence.
"Qiao Qinian is looking for you everywhere."
"I know, he called me a lot."
There are also a lot of text messages, all of which are just repeatedly persuading him not to be impulsive, not to make people worry, to send the address to him to pick him up or something like that.
However, he did not respond.
He just waited for a caller ID, and those three words were "Lu Qiyan".
At the end of the old day, the beginning of the new day, when it was so dark and lonely that everything was almost gone, in the early hours of the morning, Lu Yuning finally heard that familiar voice.
Lu Qiyan asked him, where are you.
In fact, he didn't go anywhere, just alone, sitting on the side of the road and watching the stars—what he learned from Lu Qiyan.
Growing up, he loved these glowing things in the sky.
"Qiao Qinian is indeed looking for me everywhere."
"I know Qiao Qinian is in a hurry, and he has been looking for me. So, what about you? ”
Lu Yuning's voice was like the mellow white in the hazy moonlight, swirling in the air molecules, and it seemed to have a faint fragrance of flowers at night.
"If I hadn't meant to look for you, I wouldn't have called you." Lu Qiyan took a deep breath, "It's dangerous for a person to run around at night, no matter how beautiful the stars are, they will not be beautiful, so if you want to see them, come back and see them." ”
"You know what?" Lu Yuning raised his head, and the moonlight scroll fell on his face with fine fragments of stars.
“...”
He waited in silence for him to speak.
"The stars here are different."
If it was Lu Qiyan in the past, he would not have called him so plainly to ask him to go back, but would rush out regardless of it, eager to catch him as soon as possible, with an angry and anxious look.
He would babble and blame him for why he was running around? Why worry others? will also scold, and even because he is too angry, he can't even speak clearly,
In short, it won't be like now, asking him what the stars are all about.
"Lu Yuning, come back."
Finally, Lu Qiyan pursed his lips, and his voice was dry.
"Where are you telling me to go?"
Lu Yuning asked him.
His Adam's apple moved, "I mean, go home." ”
Home, it's clear.
Back to the place where he has lived for more than ten years, instead of in that cold, sanatorium filled with disinfectant water, with only cold instruments and medical staff coming and going.
Lu Qiyan asked Lu Yuning to go home.
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The next day, when Ye He woke up, his brain was dizzy and his eyes were swollen, not all because of crying yesterday.
It's a very uncomfortable feeling.
Lu Qiyan was not around, in fact, she fell asleep alone, and as for what he did after falling asleep, she didn't know at all.
Ye He touched her forehead, it was very hot, she was sick again.
Her body has not been very good, illness is a common thing, and it is a phase, if there has been this situation for a period of time, then there will be again after a while, and the frequency is also determined with the mood of the good, the mood is good, maybe there will be no small illnesses such as cold and fever.
This time, it was because she was in a bad mood that she had a fever again.
Her brain was dizzy, and she didn't want to get up when she fell on the bed, so she took the quilt and covered her head tightly, and simply hid in the quilt, the dark and narrow space was very cramped, almost suffocating, but she would rather do this than get out of bed - until someone lifted it hard.
When Lu Qiyan came in, he saw such a messy scene, the girl was clearly awake, but she wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, as if she was losing her temper again, squirming and pinching and didn't want to see him.
Lu Qiyan approached, originally wanting to coax her again, but she moved, and there was no movement.
So, he was also a little annoyed, and directly lifted the quilt, and his messy hair spread on top of the messy nightdress, Ye He opened a pair of confused eyes, and his cheeks were red.
It wasn't until the moment he touched her forehead that Lu Qiyan's pupils twitched, and he had a fever?
So all his temper was suppressed—and he scooped her into his arms. Ye He's body was soft, with no strength, his forehead lightly pressed against her forehead, the touch was hot, I don't know how much hotter than him.
So, the man's handsome eyebrows couldn't help frowning, "Don't say it's uncomfortable?" ”
Ye He shook his head, suffering from a miserable little face, his eyelids were still swollen and pink, at first glance, he thought he had been bullied by him last night.
"Alright, don't make a fuss."
Lu Qiyan patted her back, when the kittens and puppies were uncomfortable, they all liked to be like this, and they were gently patted by others.
She was weak and boneless, her hands hooked his neck to keep herself from slipping down, and the two of them were tightly pressed together, unable to tell whose body temperature was who.
"I'm not messing around."
Ye He's voice was very vague, mixed with the feeling of being on fire.
His eyebrows furrowed again, "Isn't it uncomfortable?" ”
The girl nodded, her brain was dizzy, of course it was uncomfortable.
Lu Qiyan asked people to call Zhang Hui over, the Lu family's personal doctor has not seen him for a long time, and the last time he came here, it was because he was scratched by her with ceramic shards.
But she kept shaking her head, "I don't want to take medicine, I don't want to hang water, I don't want to see a doctor." ”
I don't want this, I don't want that, I don't want to say anything.
Lu Qiyan was helpless, "Be obedient, so the disease will get better faster." ”
She behaved like a child, but in fact she was a child, only in front of people she trusted and relied on.
Wayward, stubborn, unreasonable.
"Lu Qiyan, why did you get up so early?"
In fact, he didn't sleep at all.
When he was sick and had a fever, he didn't forget to ask him, Lu Qiyan didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he finally coaxed him, he had to teach him a long lesson in the future, right?
"When have you ever seen me wake up late?"
Ye He glanced at his lips, it seemed that this was indeed the case, his routine was not an ordinary person, no matter how late he slept was, he could get up very early, as if he didn't need to sleep.
Yesterday she fell asleep when she was tired from crying, and she slept so deeply that she didn't know what was going on around her.
"Lie down a little longer and let the doctor come and take a look."
Ye He moved his body, but he hugged him tighter like a bear.
"Don't make a fuss."
"Don't."
She shook her head at everything, relying on her illness and began to act as a blessing, probably wanting to get back all the days when he was absent in the past few days.
His cheeks were pink, and there was a momentum of white and red in his sickness, like a delicate peach, and he wanted to bite hard.
So, Lu Qiyan kissed her on the lips.
I don't know how long it took for him to gasp slightly, "Is this okay?" ”
The girl glanced at him in a daze, her eyes full of real and false and illusory half-mixed eyes.
Ye He's body fell backwards, and he also fell to the bed, the man's body covered the girl's body, and the soft futon was deeply dented.
She bit the lip that had been torn just now, and the hot feeling was still there, announcing the force of being plundered just now.
Ye He's mind is messed up, what can or can't.
"When I'm sick and I don't want to see a doctor, I don't want to take medicine, I don't want to get injections, I just want to hang on to me."
Lu Qiyan sneered softly, "Forget it, I'll sleep with you for a while, and then let the doctor come over, it's always okay, huh?" ”
His voice was already soft.
shouldn't quarrel with her, she should let her, she's very small, she's still a girl, and if she's angry, she will only be unable to get along with herself.
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Ye He didn't speak, just moved his eyelashes, which was considered to be a promise.
Her health is indeed not very good, and when she is emotional, she is easy to get sick, but Lu Qiyan is fine, and there is no problem at all.
He ruffled her messy hair and covered the quilt.
"When I used to have a fever, I liked to hug my grandmother, her body was warm, and it didn't seem so uncomfortable to lean on her."
Ye He didn't know when he started, and he found the same feeling in Lu Qiyan, he was a poison that would kill him if he drank it, but occasionally, it was also a good medicine.
The man in his arms was hot, and the tone of his voice was glutinous, like a soft marshmallow, and he just listened quietly, as if a very soft wind was blowing.
"Now you can hold me obediently, don't move."
It is completely different from the feeling in the arms of my grandmother, my grandmother is as soft as spring breeze and rain, but Lu Qiyan's arms have a very hard feeling, which is a very mature masculine atmosphere. And that breath, little by little, opened.
Ye He closed her eyes, gentle and gentle, she didn't feel so uncomfortable.
"Lu Qiyan.... Do you want to tell a story? ”
"What story would you like to hear?"
In fact, all she wanted to hear was a story about him, and she knew that there must be a lot of secrets in him.
From the fear of seeing him at the beginning, it has now become a very strong curiosity that is not afraid of death. If she snooped on his secrets, what would happen?
Ye He had seen his former photos, and only then did he know that he would not be what he is now. Even if there is no change in the face, the precipitated temperament is completely different, and it cannot be whitewashed with just the word "time".
"Little Red Riding Hood and the Big Bad Wolf, the Three Little Pigs, Thumbelina...... Would you like to hear this? ”
"I'm not just a few years old."
These naiveties are too much, he treats her too much as a child, how can there be such a coaxing, but it seems perfunctory.
So, Ye He asked very seriously, "Lu Qiyan, is there anything in this world that you regret?" ”
The man was silent for a moment, his chin resting on the swirls of her hair, she could clearly feel him moving, and a deep voice came from above, "Yes." ”
A very simple word.
There are actually many regrets, for example, because of his momentary negligence, which caused Lu Qiyan's tragedy.
"Well, if you can turn back time, how can you get it back?"
If only time could be turned back.... If you can go back to eighteen years old.