Chapter 62: Remorse Twenty-Four Years Ago
In the hospital, there is the lonely face of an old man. Looking at the sky, I miss my past.
I used to have a very happy home, but because of my mistakes, I ended the recent beauty I had.
There was also a hard and unforgettable love, so after many years, the dust should have settled. However, he was completely ruined by that seemingly painstaking and unforgettable feeling.
The old man looked at the sky lonely, there was Xiao Xin a few days ago, and the old man hadn't felt such warmth for a long time. Obviously, the weather is very good and warm, but my heart is always desolate, and I have been running around all my life, and I am afraid it will come to an end.
Twenty-eight years ago, I met Lu Xiaohua, because Lu Xiaohua was a college student and versatile, and at that time he was just a poor boy, so Lu Xiaohua was the goddess who had been in his heart for a long time, but the goddess didn't pay much attention to him at that time. All the kindness he had done to her had become a burden.
However, if a person is good to another person for a long time, both the person who gives it and the person who is given it will get used to it.
When Zhao's father Zhao Yun felt that he was tired, and at that time, Zhao Jiajia's biological mother Leng Hong had always liked Zhao Yun. Therefore, when Zhao's father decided to let go completely, he said goodbye to the other party.
After that, Zhao Yun married Leng Hong and left his original address. The two of them have not been in contact.
At that time, Lu Xiaohua didn't feel that he liked him.
But when he was completely gone, he was sure of his intentions, but by that time he was gone.
Therefore, Lu Xiaohua met many people and found that no one could be as good as Zhao Yun to him, and he had been single for many years unconsciously.
It took him three years when he was chasing the road. But when I saw her again after many years, Lu Xiaohua was still single. And Lu Xiaohua saw that he was already someone else's father, and he was an outstanding talent in the industry.
At the beginning, Zhao Yun's academic performance was very good, but his family was poor. Therefore, I can't afford to go to a good class, I can't afford to use everything good, and drop out early.
That is, at the moment of reunion, the fire of love that had been buried for a long time by two people burned out.
Of course, what you don't get is the best, so both people think it's love. Therefore. After a drunken time, two people have something that shouldn't have happened.
Instead of saying that Zhao Yun doesn't love Leng Hong, it is better to say that love is too bland, there is no passion and no fluctuations, and it is as calm as a pool of water. Later, Zhao Yun realized that the feeling Leng Hong brought to him was a sense of steadfastness that no woman could replace.
However, at that time, the young Zhao Yun was not so much that he really liked Lu Xiaohua, but that what he had worked hard to get before was now within his reach, and he always wanted to get a little fishy.
So now that I think about it. Mistakes, that's when they started.
Back then, after Zhao Yun had this incident, he told Lu Xiaohui, "I won't divorce, and I won't marry you." We're going to do it ourselves. ”
Therefore, Lu Xiaohua left the city, and Zhao Yun didn't know that he still had these two children.
By mistake, the other party who negotiated cooperation was Lu Xiaohua, and at that time, I thought it would be ten years later. At that time, Lu Xiaohua occupied the position of general manager of a well-known enterprise with his own efforts, and has always maintained his integrity, although he has two children, but there are no scandals, and he has won unanimous praise from everyone, and he is also a new generation of strong women and female elites.
At that time, Lu Xiaohua who appeared in her eyes was different, she was not the woman who delicately cared you before, and at that time, Zhao Yun knew that she had two children of her own, perhaps because of guilt, maybe because of feelings, or because of the tiredness of a marriage that was too peaceful, and the two of them rekindled the fire of love.
It's true that in those two years, a lot of changes have happened in the family. Leng Hong always thought that he had taken away their feelings in the first place, and he also felt very sorry for the two children, and because he loved Zhao Yun, he didn't dare to blame Zhao Yun for any bit of filth. Before he died, he still didn't want to send a message of hatred to his children.
Thinking about it now, Zhao Yun closed his eyes. Myself, it seems that I have done a lot of things wrong. Only now did he really understand that Lu Xiaohui had already died at the moment when he decided to leave, and what followed was only young impulsive possessiveness and later a sense of responsibility. And what he really loves has always been Zhao Jiajia's mother Leng Hong.
She will be very gentle to cook meals every day and wait for her to come back, she will clean the house very clean, no matter what you complain about her, she will always smile slightly.
However, there was no return.
It's a pity that I missed the opportunity to get to the top with money, fame and fortune, but that the love that I woke up to is no longer a person. Not being able to stay with the person you really love is the biggest regret in life. Therefore, Zhao Yun suddenly shook his palm. "Jiajia, this girl, I helped you see it, it's not bad. Do you want her? ”
There is a bit of tranquility in the hospital. There is always a seeming peaceful, as if everything can disappear.
On the other side, Xiao Xin returned home, looking at everything that was smashed in the house, and couldn't think of what kind of mood his family had when he called him that day.
Sighing deeply, Xiao Xin was ready to look around for clues that his parents might have left behind.
The smashed windows, the "whirring" wind floated in, and it was impossible to get off the ground at all, and every step made a creaking sound.
"Xinxin. You can see if there are any corners that leave you letters or something. I think they probably wanted to keep it from telling you all the time before they left, so when you come back and see it, they're telling you everything. ”
Xiao Xin thought about it, and it seemed to be a casual sentence, but it seemed to be right.
"Well, okay, I'll take care of it."
In the memory search, where will your parents leave if they want to leave clues for themselves?
And the autumn shallow is also turned at any time. Get it up and clean this room by the way.
And Xiao Xin couldn't help but walk towards his parents' bedroom, his father used to like to play chess the most, so will there be any residue in chess?
Xiao Xin looked at the chess that had been thrown out on the ground, and saw that the situation could not escape this disaster, so I am afraid that this is not a breakthrough.
But Xiao Xin suddenly didn't want to give up, otherwise where would he put it?
Glancing at the chess on the ground, the details that had not been noticed suddenly flashed in my mind after passing by.
One of the chess pieces on the ground seems to be empty inside, leaking a faint black gap. No way? That's not true, is it? Xiao Xin suddenly remembered that when he was a child, his father taught him to play chess, "The one who eats the last player is the winner!" Xinxin, isn't it the best! Xin Xin ate his father's general the first time he played chess! ”
Although it was his father who let him, Xiao Xin felt so warm when he thought about it now.
"Uh-huh! Xinxin is amazing. Dad didn't even feel good! ”
At that time, Xiao Xin didn't feel that his father let him go at all.
At that time, my father just smiled lovingly.
Now, many years have passed. He seemed to be on the verge of forgetting, but his father remembered.
Squatting down slightly, he picked up the general, and opened the gap with both hands, there was indeed a very thin note inside, and pulled out the note, Xiao Xin slowly opened it. See the father's handwriting on it.
Hiding in such a hidden place, they really thought about it.
"Xinxin, the living room doesn't seem to be there," Qiu Qian couldn't help but push open the door and walked to the room where Xiao Xin was, exchanging information with each other so that they could quickly find the key to the matter.
So when he saw the note in Xiao Xin's hand, Qiu Qian couldn't help but purse his lips and smile. It seems that I guessed correctly.
"Xinxin, Mom and Dad had an accident, please don't panic when you see this letter, we just went to a place not far away, and we won't be unable to think about it. It's just a short time to deal with some things that you should deal with, and you may come back soon, so Xinxin. Don't worry, don't read. ”
That's it? Xiao Xin blinked, and instantly wanted to tear up the letter! My own father is so good! "What the hell are you doing?" And there's no effective content in it! Xiao Xin's face instantly turned pale as if a thunderstorm had fallen.