This question is redundant, although Ji Xuan is not a school celebrity, but she looks okay, and there will definitely be no less chasing her, and besides, she also had a boyfriend who is very good in all aspects not long ago.

She did not shy away from this question, and even answered generously.

"Of course there is, I haven't liked anyone when I've grown so big, haven't I lived in vain?"

"So, what does it feel like to like someone? Hmm, do you like your boyfriend, either now or before. ”

"We wouldn't be together if I didn't feel it at all, but if you ask me if I like it, I'm not sure."

"My current boyfriend is very nice to me, and I'm happy with him, and I'm very comfortable with him, so if I have to say it, I guess I like it. There are too many forms of likes, not every kind of like has to be unforgettable, it can be as gentle as spring rain, moisturizing things silently, or as earth-shattering as lightning and thunder. ”

"I admit that I don't like my current one as much as my predecessor, and I still can't forget that villainous scumbag, you can say I'm uneasy, but that doesn't mean I don't like my current boyfriend."

"So, Ye He, I like these two words are too general, I can't give you a specific explanation."

Ji Xuan's tone was ethereal and light, mixed with the smell of shampoo, slowly fluttering in the air particles and drifting into Ye He's ears.

Ye He knew that Ji Xuan had an ex-boyfriend who had been entangled for several years, and his name was very good, Shen Yuan. Not only is the name good, he is very handsome and sunny, he is good at sports, and he also plays the piano well.

Ji Xuan also showed her photos, he was indeed a delicate, fair-skinned, high-spirited boy, and he was a good match.

They have been together since junior high school and have experienced early love being caught, teachers talking, parents opposing, running away from home.... Ups and downs, vigorous.

They agreed that no matter what happened, the two of them would accompany each other to the end.

But later, they broke up anyway, for unknown reasons, probably complicated, and couldn't explain.

Ji Xuan has also accepted many excellent boys since then, but when she knew that Shen Yuan had a new girlfriend, she still cried a lot, she actually never let go.

Or the tissue that Ye He gave her, or Ye He comforted her and accompanied her, if it weren't for her bad drinking, she actually wanted to drink a little with her.

Doesn't it say that a drunk relieves a thousand sorrows?

Ji Xuan later reluctantly retrieved Shen Yuan's contact information, scolded him, and then hung up the phone.

In the end, she sighed at the ethereal void and said, "Ye He, I feel like I have had a dream all those years. ”

What a dream... How sad, isn't it?

Those giving, those sweetness, those quarrels and quarrels, those heartbreaking, all disappeared with the dream.

"You don't know, I gave him all my firsts."

There is nothing more sad than that.

"Sometimes I can't tell whether I like him or not, or because it's the first time I've had, so I have a special feeling for him, girls are different from boys, girls will always remember these trivialities, unlike them, if they say they forget, they forget, and if they don't care, they don't care."

"When I heard him really leave, I understood what it was like to be dead."

She has never been able to let go of him, just because she is unwilling to feed the dog all her time, but fortunately, she is still young.

Ye He didn't have a sense of identity, because the first time she had everything was given to Lu Qiyan...

Thoughts drifted back to the present, Ji Xuan turned over, a pair of fox eyes looked at Ye He with a little sly, his long hair scattered, revealing half of his bright face, "Are you in love with someone, so discuss such a topic with me at night?" ”

As she spoke, she winked at her.

Ye He's face flushed, "I...."

She didn't know what to say.

"Is that the man who brought you here in the morning?"

At this time, she was shocked again, and it took a long time before she bit her lip, "You, you saw it all?" ”

"See..." Ji Xuan played with his nails, "So if you have anything to say, it's more suitable for talking in the middle of the night." ”

Who is that man, how old is he, what he does, is there a picture?

Ji Xuan asked a lot of questions one after another, one after another, but Ye He didn't have time to react.

She simply lay down beside her, slightly pressing her hair,

"I don't know... He does look very good, sometimes he is good to me, but sometimes he is not good to me, he used to be very angry, and he was horrible to be angry, so I was always a little afraid of him, but now I don't seem to be so afraid. ”

Ji Xuan didn't speak, just listened quietly, Ye He's side lines looked very gentle in the dim light, and they became a blurred shadow, but her eyes were full of other people's appearances, fluctuating in the black pupils little by little.

"I used to be sick and uncomfortable, I didn't want to talk or eat, so he kept holding me and telling me stories to coax me."

"One time I woke up in the middle of the night with a nightmare and cried for a long time, and I missed my grandmother and was afraid of that strange environment... It was also he who wiped away my tears. ”

That memory is especially clear in his mind, until now, Ye He still remembers Lu Qiyan's helpless and unsure look.

She sobbed and cried until she couldn't breathe, and resisted his approach, because the demon she had done was about him, and his roughness and gore made her feel pain all over.

Lu Qiyan stood in front of the bed, he could only pull her into his arms first, the movement in his arms was muffled, his pointed chin gently pressed against the top of her head, and he hugged her very tightly.

"Count to three, don't cry again."

Lu Qiyan's voice was cold and clear.

But it's gentle.

He stroked her head, as if he was slowly coaxing her.

"One... II...."

The girl's crying faded into silence.

That was also the first time Ye He realized that in fact, sometimes, Lu Qiyan didn't seem to be completely inhuman.

"He will basically satisfy me whatever I want, and he will let me when I am unhappy... I wanted to leave him, but now... I don't know what kind of feelings I have for him. ”

The girl looked very entangled and sad.

"I wanted to know him better, but it was him, who gave me a very resistant feeling... He probably didn't want me to know. ”

"There seems to be a door between me and him, always opening and closing, but one day, it will be closed, it may be him, or it may be me."

Ye He's gaze gradually sank, and there was a lingering sadness and melancholy under his eyes.

"Ye He, who is the person you are talking about?"

The more Ji Xuan listened, the more she felt as if someone was scratching her heart, and she seemed to follow Ye He into those ethereal and confused sentences, and she couldn't get out.

Actually, she probably guessed seven or eight points.

Ye He didn't answer, she moved her body, and then untied the strap around her waist, and in an instant, the nightdress slipped off, revealing most of the beautiful white skin that belonged to the girl.

And under her collarbone, on her soft chest, there is a flamboyant and bewitching tattoo - a very beautiful "speech".

Ji Xuan's pupils dilated at that moment, she was stunned, but she was unconsciously attracted, stretched out her fingers, and couldn't help but touch it, is this the man's name? ”

Ye He nodded.

Lu Qiyan's words.

Ji Xuan's expression was a little complicated, she didn't know what she had experienced, but it would definitely not be lighter than the grudge between herself and Shen Yuan, and it must be very unforgettable.

At that moment, her veins seemed to contract, and blood flowed.

"It should hurt, right?"

Does it hurt or not? Actually, Ye He didn't remember very much, she just put on her clothes, and then said to her, "Ji Xuan, tonight, don't tell others if it's okay or not, I just want to vent, I've been stuffy in my heart, it's very uncomfortable." ”

Ji Xuan's thoughts still stayed on that word for a long time, what kind of emotion would engrave his name? She sighed, then smiled, got up, and sat side by side with her.

She touched her hair, it was not as wet as it was just now, and she said, "Ye He, don't worry, I won't say it." ”

"Everyone has a secret, my secret is Shen Yuan, and I also told you about it, so now, it's my turn to keep it for you."

Ye He's nose was sour, and she suddenly felt like crying, "Ji Xuan, thank you." ”

"We're friends..."

Even if it's not a good friend.. It must be someone who knows each other, so it doesn't seem necessary to say thank you.

The girl stretched out her hand and gently hugged her shoulder, and the two of them hugged each other very quietly, so they exchanged each other's feelings, encouraged each other, relied on each other, comforted each other, and talked to each other to listen, which was a tacit understanding that did not need to be said.

Ye He and Ji Xuan talked a lot, extending from feelings to studying, and from learning to life, as well as the gossip about school and class, even including the teacher's.

The two of them cried and laughed, completely forgetting how late it was.

Ji Xuan wanted to be admitted to XXX University as a graduate student and wanted to study XXX major, she was very clear about her future plan, but when she asked Ye He, she was confused again.

"Go wherever you can."

Lu Qiyan would not let her go abroad, and he would be angry if he was too far away from him.

But everyone is fighting, and her nerves are always tense.

She still hasn't turned around, in fact, she has been arranged a very smooth road.

Ye He sighed, "I don't know, I can go wherever I can." ”

Her grades are very good, even if she doesn't go abroad, she can go to graduate school in the future, and even have a good job.

Ji Xuan bowed his head and agreed, "Yes, people, it will be easy to live casually after all." Ye He, sometimes I really envy you, although you are stupid...."

When Ye He heard this, she also felt a little embarrassed, she scratched her head, "What is there to envy stupidly, I also envy you for being good at studying and having a very good boyfriend." ”

It sounds like so.

Ji Xuan looked at Ye He, just smiled, and wanted to say something, but he still didn't finish speaking.

She is stupid, so simple that it is easy to bully, she thought, if it weren't for that man, Ye He's life would not be good, according to this girl's personality, it must be a mess.