Chapter 57: She didn't ask, and he didn't take the initiative to ask

She didn't ask about yesterday's incident, and he didn't take the initiative to mention it.

Li Wei leaned sideways in front of the bathroom sink, smoking silently, and the small bathroom was instantly filled with thick white smoke.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, the man walked out of the bathroom and went straight to the window to lift the curtain and look down.

She was on the phone, and as she called, she walked briskly outside the community.

Her back was tense, as if she was deliberately controlling herself not to look back, and she seemed to know that Li Wei was looking at her from behind.

Oh, this small, but sensitive one.

Sun Yirou ran out of the community, saw the flamboyant car, and quickly bent down to get in.

"Quick, drive!"

She urged nervously, as if she was afraid of something.

Zhang Yang didn't mention it, Guo Yudie said in his ears, she made a boyfriend of a labor prisoner, is that person she is afraid of? The one who stood next to Zhang Mengyao yesterday?

And the child in her womb, too, is his?

The car drove all the way, and soon arrived at the Nanyu Maternity Hospital where Sun Yirou checked yesterday, registered the number, and after paying the money, the little nurse came over with a consent form for her and Zhang Yang to sign, and asked them to go to the lounge to wait for a while.

Sun Yirou was very nervous, and her little hands hung on her knees, and her ten fingers were about to clench white.

After all, she is only a 19-year-old girl who has just come of age, and fear is inevitable.

Zhang Yang didn't know when he got up and went to the self-service drink machine to buy a box of coconut milk, opened it, and handed it to her.

Sun Yirou refused, and finally picked up and took a sip of it, sipping her lips that were still dry.

The number was called on the big screen in front of him, and the name of Zhang Jiajia of No. 079 was called.

Surname Zhang?

For some reason, Sun Yirou suddenly thought of Zhang Tianyi and the sentence she had told her.

[19, so small, I advise you, it's better to stay for the first child]

Sun Yirou suddenly thought, what was her mood when she came here alone for the first time, and she was as nervous as her, as if something was about to peel off her heart?

The girl lowered her head sadly, and a pair of strong big palms on her side clenched her hard, trying to give her courage, Sun Yirou struggled backwards, she didn't seem to like others touching her very much, even if it was good intentions.

Zhang Yang was not reluctant, let go of his hand, sat up straight, and looked forward intently.

Sun Yirou's number is 083, and there are 4 patients to her.

She was thinking about whether to go to the bathroom first when a heart-rending cry suddenly came from the corridor on the right.

"Nope! No, how can there be no heartbeat all of a sudden? Yesterday was fine, yesterday I was still stroking him and talking to him, he was still kicking in my stomach, why did I suddenly have no heartbeat? ”

The woman's eyes were full of tears, as if she had lost all the courage to live in an instant, and she collapsed to the ground: "It's me, it's me who is not good, it's me who didn't take good care of him, when I went to bed last night, I felt that something was wrong, the child didn't seem to be as active as before, I was too careless, I thought he was just tired and asleep, but I didn't think about it......"

"It's me, it's me who didn't take care of him, it's me, I'm sorry, it's me...... Woohoo......"

The man standing beside her pulled her hard, trying to pull her up from the ground.

The child is gone, he is also very sad, his eyes are slightly red, but because the woman's grief is not shown, he doesn't want her to be more desperate.

The little nurse stood beside them, moved but numb, sighed slightly and said: "The child's fetal heart is gone, what you have to do now is to arrange uterine evacuation surgery as soon as possible, you are still young, and the child will have it in the future." ”

"No!" The woman on the ground suddenly jumped up frantically and roared hysterically at the little nurse: "No, the child is still there, he is still alive, he is not dead." ”

"I beg you, please ask the doctor to check me again, is your machine broken, is it your doctor's wrong judgment, the child is still there, he is not dead, he is not dead!"

"Husband, you tell them that our child is not dead, he is not dead!"

"Su Qiao!" The man screamed, and the tears he held back could no longer be held back when he saw the girl's crying little face.

hugged her into his arms, and said with distress: "You have congenital heart disease, this child, I didn't plan to have it, I want you, the doctor said that the risk factor of you having a child will be higher than everyone else, Su Qiao, we only need each other, and we don't want children anymore, okay?" ”

The man endured and said against his will.

However, his comfort pierced the girl's heart like a sharp knife.

She was slightly stunned, as if she couldn't accept a step back: "It's you, it's you who don't want him, so he heard, he was desperate, he left us, you didn't want him...... It's you...... Ah......h

"Su Qiao!"

The girl suddenly pushed his hand away and ran out like crazy, the man panicked, and he didn't care to pick up the crimson cotton suit that fell on the ground, and ran out after the girl.

Sun Yirou's gaze glanced from their vanishing backs to the red down jacket that looked like blood.

Blood?

The girl closed her eyes, and there seemed to be the red in front of her eyes again, the sky was red, the earth was red, her shoes were red, even her hands were red, everything was red.

The picture turns, back to the warm family of three full of laughter.

On my mother's birthday, my father hilariously wore the birthday hat given by the cake shop to sing a birthday song for my mother, and habitually told Sun Yirou two sentences after singing.

"Rourou, your mother has congenital heart disease, and it is very hard to keep you, in the future, you have to be filial to your mother!"

The mother glared at him coquettishly: "What are you talking about with the child?" My Yau Yau is the best girl in the world. ”

Sun Yirou retracted her thoughts, and her name was scrolling on the big screen.

"Patient No. 083 Sun Yirou, please enter the 808 clinic, and patient No. 083 Sun Yirou, please enter the 808 clinic."

The girl got up, threw the small ticket in her hand into the trash can beside her, picked up the bright yellow cotton clothes and walked out.

In the car, Zhang Yang looked at her calm but quiet side face all the way, full of questions and stopped talking.

Before the red light, his breath sank slightly and finally asked, "You have decided, do you want to keep this child?" ”

Sun Yirou was looking out the window, watching the bright and clean building flash in front of her eyes like a rewind, and the scenes with Li Wei came back to her mind, sweet, astringent, painful, bitter, and tearful.

She suddenly thought that her mother had taken her newborn to remarry the scene, others said that her mother was a third party, the child in her womb was unknown, and after destroying Sun Wen's original family, she took herself to remarry in the past, shameless, and did it, even if she died in an accident, it was retribution.

Sun Yirou has never known who her biological father is, and she doesn't want to know what if a man who can ignore his wife and children can find him?

It's just that since her mother has left her father, why should she keep herself, if she had been beaten in the first place, would her life not be so difficult and bear so much infamy?

Why did mom keep her?

If she hadn't been pregnant, it probably wouldn't have been clear.

Just in the hospital, listening to the girl's exhausted crying, she caressed her stomach as if she were empathetic.

It's a life!

A living life.

What right does she have to rob him of his right to come into the world, and even his mother didn't deprive her, how could she bear to deprive this child?

Yao Di once told her that she had already laid down on the operating table, but she heard the child in her belly crying to him and asked her not to kill him.

Just now, Sun Yirou also had that feeling, she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it, she couldn't bear it.

She didn't answer Zhang Yang's words, and looked out the window quietly.

It's not that she doesn't want to answer, it's that she doesn't know how to answer.

Don't want this child, she can't bear it.

But leaving him, Sun Yirou didn't think about how to go in the future.

Li Wei, Li Jia, Nie Youlin, Jiang Yan, uncle Lin Zhong, dead sister Lin Xue, and the girl who is about to marry Li Wei.

Between him and her, it seems that there are thousands of mountains and rivers, and they look so close at hand, but they are so distant.

She didn't want to rely on him, or even tell him.

It's just that her brain is very messy now, and she has to think about what she wants to do in the future, and think about it again.

One street away from the community, Sun Yirou asked Zhang Yang to stop and walked down alone.

She bent down and smiled at the man in the driver's seat, the breeze blowing away the hair on her forehead, and her fair and flawless face became more bright and delicate.

"Thank you for today's event, Zhang Yang."

If it wasn't forbidden, if it wasn't for yesterday, he had been standing on the side of the street reluctantly watching her car figure leave, and saw the car turn suspiciously and go around to the back of the Prince Hotel, and he followed in confusion, and happened to see the pregnancy test report that Sun Yirou held in his hand.

If it weren't for the abortion, she would not have thought of him and would not have taken advantage of him.

knew that he would help her, not because of the friendship in the welfare home in those years, at that time, she was a little "autistic", and she didn't even remember that there was such a person as Zhang Yang, but today, she turned him into a "friend" and helped her sign.

Sun Yirou smiled on her face, but her fingers were clenched together very crampedly.

"Zhang Yang, today's matter, please keep it secret for me."

She said this, she just didn't want to tell Li Wei about her pregnancy?

Zhang raised his eyebrows and shrank, and wanted to speak: "Rourou, in fact, I ......"

"It's not early, drive carefully when you go back, goodbye."

She got up just in time to choke his unfinished confession into the air.

Straighten your back, take a step back, stand on the side of the street and wave at him.

Zhang Yang took a deep breath, slightly disappointed, knowing that some things couldn't force her too quickly, she was a timid and shrinking mimosa, pushing too hard would only make her drift away.

With a few gentle words, the man drove away.

Sun Yirou stepped onto the sidewalk and tightened the scarf around her neck, always feeling that there was a yin wind constantly drilling into her neck.

There is only one day until March 1st, and the spring flowers are blooming, and the weather should be warmer, right?

She walked towards the neighborhood.

Before buying from an inconspicuous small warehouse behind him, Li Wei was picking up a box of newly bought white lingzhi and throwing it into his mouth to smoke.

There are many types of cigarettes now, but even if he has the capital to smoke any brand of cigarette now, he only loves the one he liked when he was embarrassed.

The cheapest white reishi.

Smoking the smoke, he slowly exhaled upward, stared at the Mercedes-Benz that disappeared in the traffic with his eyelids, spit out smoke foam to the ground with his side head, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, revealing a little desolate smile.

Turning his eyes, he saw that Sun Yirou had disappeared into the east gate on the right side of the community......