Chapter 122: Let go
I inadvertently saw a group photo of Gu Qizhou's circle of friends, and inexplicably scratched it open, and began to automatically and consciously search for Gu Qizhou's face.
"What's so nice about this kind of picture." My friend P reached out from behind and snatched my phone and cut it behind my back.
"Give it back to me." I am very unhappy.
Friend P was partial and pointed: "Delete, this person, immediately, immediately!" ”
"You give me back first." I started to get angry.
Friend P simply turned his back and operated on my phone. The moment I grabbed it, the list was empty, and there was no avatar of Gu Qizhou.
"Did you really delete it?" My brain exploded.
Friend P shrugged: "Deleted." ”
I stared at his face earnestly, and my friend P didn't mean to joke at all.
"Long pain is better than short pain....."
"Can you roll......"
"I've told you this kind of person a long time ago......"
"......." I couldn't control my own voice.
My friend P also felt that my emotions were wrong, and a few complicated emotions crossed his eyes: "I'm sorry ......"
I held my empty phone, overwhelmed, unable to control myself, and crouched down with my stomach hugged.
I heard my heart beating strongly: ...... Double-click......
Mess.
I don't understand.
A voice in my heart urged me hard: "Quick, go and add him back." ”
But......
However, I didn't dare. Yes, I'm cowardly.
"Are you okay......" Friend P saw me squatting, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "You ......"
“…… I'm not so good. I honestly looked up, and for a moment my eyes felt astringent.
I didn't know how to express my sadness, I just said, "I'm not so good." ”
It's extremely uncomfortable.
"What about you...... Do you still like him? ”
I shook my head.
"Then why are you uncomfortable?"
"I don't know."
"You don't know?"
"I don't know......" I choked up, and finally couldn't help but hold my friend P's leg and cry.
Gently, yes, yes, yes, Friend P sighed, squatted down and hugged me: "I'm sorry ......"
I still didn't go through the matter, and I went around and around for two days until the end of class on the third day.
When my friend P passed by me, he said to me lightly, "Let's go and have a meal together." ”
The ghost made a mistake, carrying a small bag, and did not change his clothes, so he followed his friend P to take a taxi to the city.
After going upstairs, waiting, ordering, and serving, my friend P sandwiched the meat into my bowl one by one.
I ate it.
Payment, go downstairs, it was already dark, the cold wind blew, goosebumps rose one after another.
Friend P glanced at it, frowning and changing from his original position to the windward side.
I suddenly felt less cold again.
"I said ......"
"Let's break up...... "My friend P said.
"What?" At one point, I suspected I had misheard.
"You don't seem to like me much." Friend P said seriously: "You don't have to grieve yourself, if you don't like it, you don't like it." ”
"If you feel uncomfortable...... You can do what you want, and I won't stop you. ”
If time could stand still, I think I stood still for a long time and thought about it for a long time.
I said, "Okay." ”
When I went back, I didn't ask my friend P to send me.
At the site, I saw my friend P bow and get on the bus back to school, and my heart ached, and I was suddenly inexplicably happy.
Happily watching the bus leave, I silently said in my heart, "Okay, there won't be any more in the future." ”
A man, facing the cold wind, walked from one end of the street to the other, and back again.
The streets are still lively, but my heart is chaotic and blocked.
So, I made a phone call to Gu Qizhou, pretending to be light and light.
"Hello? I don't remember your WeChat ID, you add me. ”
Gu Qizhou was stunned for a long time and whispered: "You deleted me?" ”
"Accidentally."
"I'm busy, you wait a minute." Gu Qizhou said.
After waiting for a long time, I saw Gu Qizhou's friend application news.