[At the end of the second volume, I felt a lot of emotion in my heart, thank you for so long others, let's write about myself today, the people in the story are pseudonyms. 】

The day I met Sophie was my seventeenth birthday. Just like the beginning of all romances, the moment Sophie walked into the classroom, there was still a light rain in the sky.

She walked into the classroom like that, the bangs cut in front of her forehead still had the playfulness of a girl, the boys in the class were a little commotionous, and the hormonal atmosphere instantly filled the whole classroom. I looked up and down, and suddenly I was halfway through the math and I couldn't solve it.

Xu Ting, who was sitting next to me, glanced at me, along with a faint sneer. My face flushed slightly, and fine beads of sweat somehow appeared on my palms.

It's also natural to get acquainted with Sophie, I heard that she did well in her previous school, and we would discuss various topics together, such as mathematics, Chinese, history, and sometimes talking and talking became a favorite of reading and music.

It turns out that we all like Epoleon and musicals all the same. Every now and then, looking at Sophie's cheeks flushed with excitement, my heart is like a caterpillar running around, tickling.

I'm pretty sure I've fallen in love with this girl.

There are shallow dimples when laughing, and the skin is white and wants to pinch out the water. The most important thing is that whenever she talks about Hemingway, Marquez smiles and responds, not at all like the other girls in the class who talk about their idols and cosmetics every day.

At that time, I always felt that God could give me Sophie was the best treatment for me. Wu Bin also likes Sophie. Yes, at that age, who wouldn't love a beautiful girl with a faint scent of gardenias every day.

For the first time in my life, I can't share one thing with Wu Bin, even if we are such iron buddies. We never talked about it, it was a rift between us, as if we could keep pretending he didn't exist if we didn't mention it.

Xu Ting is always ridiculing me, and as a tablemate, I can understand her helplessness when Sophie always occupies her place. Xu Ting is really the most peculiar girl I have ever seen, she always looks like a hanger, and she doesn't like to dress up very much, I heard that she forms a band outside school and loves to smoke.

In short, it's the kind of girl that my mother always asks me to stay away from her, but when I draw lots, I was drawn to share the table with her, and one is more than a year. I heard that there was a girl in the class who wanted to change places with her in private, but she refused, and I guess she found it convenient to copy her math homework every morning.

It was natural for me to be with Sophie, probably because of my good grades, and the teachers and parents turned a blind eye. Many years later, when I sit in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window of my office, I still think of those days, sweet and greasy, and there are endless love words every day, and now I feel numb when I think about it.

Just like that, three years, everything

There was nothing to do, the college entrance examination ended successfully, Sophie and I were admitted to the same university, I felt that God was really too kind to me, and we didn't encounter all the problems encountered by other couples. I once believed that after graduating from college, I would marry Sophie and have children, and then live my life properly is my greatest happiness. Later, I found out that all this was the biggest joke God ever played with me.

In the second semester of my freshman year, Sophie officially broke up with me, no reason, no apology, just a 5-word text message. I was in the dormitory, frozen there, unconscious, and then my roommate woke me up with a pot of cold water. After many setbacks, we couldn't get back together.

I called Wu Bin, and after the busy signal, I hung up, and faintly guessed what I understood. In the three years of high school, I didn't make any friends because I had been in love, and many of my college classmates went home for the holidays. The only person I can think of is Xu Ting, who is quite righteous and found my dormitory an hour after receiving the call.

I remember being dragged out of the dormitory by her, thrown into a taxi, and then all the way to the beach, she carried two large bags of wine, we sat there silently and drank, I don't remember how long I drank, I don't remember how many times I cried, I woke up I was already in the hospital, only Xu Ting sat on the edge of the bed, grinning with bared teeth, with thick bandages wrapped around her hands, I asked her how she got it, and she hated that I was drunk and bit a large piece of meat on her hand.

I didn't know why I burst out laughing, but she still glared at me hatefully. After that time, I told myself that Xu Ting was a friend, and I recognized it. Later, I heard that she and a few friends of the band had a fight with Wu Bin, but Wu Bin did not take any advantage. But she never mentioned it, and I didn't mention it again. Sophie has become the white rose in my heart, I can't get it, I can't forget it, I can't destroy it, even if I betray it, I can't blame her.

After graduating from college, I went abroad on a full scholarship, Xu Ting did not look for a job, and started to do a band wholeheartedly. I heard that Wu Bin and Sophie were engaged, and when Xu Ting sent a message, I was working on a project with my mentor, and suddenly I felt so unfamiliar when I saw those two names, I couldn't remember Sophie's appearance.

That's right, time will erase everything, even if it once hurt the bone marrow, in the flow of time, everything will heal. In the past few years abroad, Xu Ting came to see me once, and we would still drink at the beach as before, and get drunk until we were drunk.

After graduation, I returned to my home country and worked. Life just goes according to plan. I was hurt so much when I broke up with Sophie many years ago, and I was obsessed with my profession all these years, and spent most of my time doing research to forget about someone. The reward is that the work has been very familiar, and I have been promoted and raised all the way.

Over the years, there have been a few girls who have been in and out of their lives, but they haven't lasted long, and I don't think I can ever love someone as much as I love Sophie. However, I didn't expect to see each other again.

And yet, that day, it was still there

I saw it in the office, and I saw the woman from a distance, dressed in a capable professional suit, criticizing her subordinates with her eyebrows coldly raised, her eyes full of fierceness, the new intern girl crying pear blossoms with rain, and Sophie chattering and scolding.

Because I was passing by her office for a meeting, I was behind her, and she didn't see me. I just stood there and watched quietly, and the secretary next to me whispered that Manager Xia had always been mean, and I heard that something happened to her family, so she has been very popular recently.

I smiled lightly, probably because the secretary has also had a grudge against Sophie for a long time, and he already knows it in his heart. I could smell the new Givenchy on her, but I didn't know why it couldn't hide the smell that seemed to be rotten. I asked the secretary what happened to her family, and the secretary probably didn't expect me to gossip, and immediately said that her husband seemed to be cheating, and the junior was pregnant with a child, and they all went to the house.

At this point, Sophie finally turned her head to look at me, her expression froze instantly, and I saw her throat move, but she couldn't say a word.

"I still like the smell of gardenias on you."

I just smiled at her, and then turned away, suddenly feeling like the knot in my heart that had been in my heart for many years was gone. Looking back, I actually felt a little pitiful for her standing there, yes, stories always have to turn the page, and the past should be left in the past.

I used to think that an interesting soul would always be more important than a good look, but I never thought that an interesting soul would one day wither as well. Suddenly, I wanted to call Xu Ting, her band is doing well, she is already a little famous, probably because of being on stage in the past two years, her personal image is getting better and better, like a big beauty.

I called and didn't say hello, just a faint story about everything I had met with Sophie, and she just listened quietly without interrupting. With that, I let out a long breath and asked her where she was.

"The Ronin Who Started from Douluo"

"I'm in Spain, and I'm lying on the beach with my handsome fiancé basking in the sun." She said as if to show off.

"It's good, don't get a tan, be careful that your fiancé doesn't want you." I smiled and said, "No, my husband is not as superficial as you, a scumbag who only looks at his appearance." "I was dumbfounded.

"Xu Ting, have you ever liked me?" I asked suddenly, and there was a brief silence on the other side of the phone for a few seconds.

"Why haven't you liked it? I like it badly, but you gave all your love to Sophie, and I don't want her to eat the leftovers. Her still-vivid voice came and tears welled up in my eyes.

"Xu Ting, thank you." I suddenly felt that maybe Xu Ting looked at me like I looked at Sophie, so pitiful, obviously everyone had already made great strides forward, I still stopped in place, yes, Xu Ting was right, I was a scumbag, such a good girl, I was not worthy, she always deserved better.

I took out my mobile phone again and dialed a number, and there was a sweet female voice on the other end of the phone, "Senior brother, what's wrong?" "Yes, yes, I'm going to take it in stride.