Chapter 417 He doesn't have you in his heart at all!
"No!" Her tears flickered, her cherry-colored lips trembled, and she regretted it in pain.
"What does that mean?" Jiang Rui's eyes spewed a small flame that was out of control, and aggressively forced Xiaobai into a corner.
"It's just ...... I...... I just missed it ten years ago, didn't it...... Could it be that after all these years, you can't even fit a water glass next to me? Do you care so much about his existence? The staccato voice floated over, "Whether you care or not, he's going to exist!" ”
There was a hint of sadness in his voice.
"It's not that I can't tolerate it, and what you miss is not just the water cup, but Lin Ziqiang, yes, it was my fault at the beginning, otherwise he wouldn't have asked you in that situation, it's all my fault, but in the past five years, I have been careful to protect you and take care of you, and even treat her child as my own...... What else do you want me to do, didn't I just say that you can stay, but you want to say book a ticket, I naively thought that you had changed your mind, but you still care about him like that, so what am I for so many years? ”
Hoarse voice, mourning and screaming.
She kept gnawing on her lips, her gaze tightening into a line.
"You haven't forgotten him, all the time!" Jiang Rui's big hand slammed on the floor with a bang. "I'm nothing!" Finally, his voice was completely calm, and he seemed so powerless and sad.
"It doesn't matter if you care or not, and I've made it clear to you, I can't afford to forget him for the time being! I don't want to lie to you! He did come to me 10 years ago and gave me a second life and made my life colorful! So I can't forget him, so I want to be a person without a conscience! You can't be ungrateful. Xiaobai's voice suddenly became excited and sharp, this is her truth, and it is also the most real thing in her heart.
She knew that Jiang Rui had not been easy all these years, and she didn't hurt him.
"But, I won't be with him, it's a reluctant marriage and stuff, what's more, he never liked me, how can I force him? So I can't lie to myself, let alone selfishly wronged him, and I don't want to wronged you! The tone gradually fell back, and it fell back a little sad and helpless.
"Wronged, for you and Doudou, I never feel wronged, but you repay him in a way that repays his kindness, that's not love, it's pure gratitude, Xiaobai, wake up!" Jiang Rui roared loudly like thunder, and his voice became hoarse and depressed because of exertion and sadness.
"It's just that you have always had him in your heart, hehe, if it's just kindness, why can't you always be with me? After so many years, is my dedication over the years not as good as his grace with a drop of water, and! Jiang Rui gritted his teeth, "It's just a night of dew, isn't it?" He frantically pointed out the most tormented part of his heart! ”
"That's the last thing you can forget about him! This is where you don't forget that he goes deep into the bone marrow! Jiang Rui's blood-red eyes were hysterical like crazy, and his voice was so loud that the room reverberated with a bang.
Syllable! Her eyes were full of sadness, and she slowly walked in front of Jiang Rui with trembling hands, raised her hand violently, and trembled.
A snap is a palm!
"Jiang Rui, you disappointed me too much." His eyes were red, and a few drops of crystal instantly hung in the corners of his eyes, Xiaobai turned around, "If you feel wronged, I tell you you can leave me!" I can't delay the rest of your life any longer. Originally, I made up my mind to go back to England with you, never to come back, and wanted to forget him completely, but you let me down so much. ”
Touching the hot pain on his face, Jiang Rui was stunned, the weak and gentle Xiaobai almost never lost his temper, but this time he was annoyed by his own appearance. suddenly realized Xiaobai's sadness and powerlessness, and couldn't care about the pain on his face.
Bang grabbed Xiaobai's soft arm, painfully sad, and a thick fear, "Xiaobai, don't leave me, it's all my fault, don't leave me, I just don't want to lose you and Doudou!" You are more important to me than anything else! ”
"I just don't understand, he is not worth your years for him, and like a stone sinking into the sea, without a trace of response, I feel worthless for you, it is really not worth it, life is only one life, and you are still consuming it in your thoughts!" He sighed with pity.
"If you want to be together, regardless of the mountains and rivers, regardless of the difficulties, you want to be together, but he doesn't, he is a coward, maybe in his heart, yes, he has never had you in his heart!" Jiang Rui was indignant for Xiaobai.
"If he had you in his heart all these years, I would be willing to quit, but after so many years, how did he do it, when you had a greeting during your five years in England? He's always been indifferent to you, and maybe for someone like him, saving a little girl is just a matter of convenience. ”
"Where was he when you were most in pain?" Jiang Rui questioned again and again, not giving Xiaobai a chance to breathe, and pressed step by step.
When Jiang Rui was forced to have no way out, she took a long breath, "I won't be with him, because he never liked me, don't you know?" ”
"Excuse, you're just an excuse to wait for him, you still have hope waiting for him, hoping that he will come back and see you one day!" Jiang Rui pierced with a word. "It's just not a casual cold water glass, you take it as all, where am I?"
Inexplicably, Jiang Rui became excited again.
Silent!
"Let go of me!" Her cold voice was soaked with grief, and she didn't even look back, she didn't want to say any more, "I'm tired!" ”
He didn't move, his big tight hands gripped her arm.
"I've never forced you for so many years!" Jiang Rui's eyes ached, "I have always regretted what happened back then, if it was me back then, if it was me, would you really be with me?" ”
"No ifs!" I don't know how long it took for Xiaobai to answer slowly, and there was a feeling of being exhausted all over his body, "And I never regret it!" Because the result is Beanie! ”
……
The air was silent, deathly, as if it had lost its life.
Jiang Rui let go abruptly, his eyes were sad, his lips kept trembling, and he couldn't say a word, this was the answer she had been chasing by herself for ten years.
"Don't push me, it's like I'll never have a fate with him! Is the ticket booked, if I don't book it, I don't want to see him again, I just want time to smooth it all out. ”
She left.
The smell of burnt patches came from the kitchen.
Alas, it looks like we're going to have to make a third breakfast!
There was a burst of mournful music downstairs, "If love goes back to the past, can the missed flowers still be as beautiful as ever......"
Her heart mourns, and the flowers she misses can be as beautiful as ever, even if today's flowers are gorgeous and colorful, they are not the original one.
Secretly wept.
The sound of the horn fell on his nameless fingertips, and by the bright light, the crystal was cold, just like his own state of mind, there was no longer that drop of scorching.
She and him really can't seem to be together!
She now has to live a good life for the sake of the child, if she suddenly changes a relative to the four-year-old Doudou, the child will suddenly be unacceptable, she secretly consulted the doctor.
She is very conflicted in her heart, she cares more about the growth of the child in addition to that person now, that person has always been just hope, there is no reality and no future at all, she just wants Doudou to grow up safely.
Therefore, she should give up that hope, and if she can't do it now, she must learn to forget slowly.
Time and distance are enough to erase all emotional stains.
Tomorrow she has to go back to the UK, if Jiang Rui is unwilling, forget it, she has never wanted to force Jiang Rui, it has been five years, she is really sorry for him, and she doesn't want to delay him any longer.
"Doudou, let's see my uncle together, okay?" Xiaobai bent down and looked at the childish little face, the sword eyebrows were heroic, like him, and the corners of his eyes couldn't help flashing, "Let's go out to eat, mom won't do it." ”
In the exhibition hall,
There are crowds of people, one after another. Yesterday was just a warm-up, and today is the real opening day.
"Sister," Cedar looked at her sister, and the corners of her eyes were slightly red and swollen, and she asked with some worry, "What's wrong with you?" He quietly took his sister's hand and came to the studio at the back of the exhibition hall, and saw that she tried her best to hide it, but she didn't hide her sadness in place.
"I ...... I am fine! She reluctantly complied, not wanting Cedar's pleasure today to become displeased.
"By the way, Brother Ah Qiang came over just now, and bought a gift for Doudou, put me here!" As soon as Cedar changed hands, the gift was stuffed into Doudouhuai, who was dragging his mother's hand.
Doudou happily stretched out his hand and let go of his mother, his eyes shining, "Thank you, uncle!" ”
"Thank you, Uncle Qiang!" Cedar was embarrassed.
Xiaobai was a little embarrassed, "Cedar, I'm going back to the UK tomorrow?" Maybe it won't help you with the 10-day exhibition? ”
"Why?" Cedar stared at her sister in surprise, "Didn't you say you had a month's annual leave the day before yesterday?" How did it suddenly change? ”
"I ......" Xiaobai struggled with the uncomfortable little face, "I have an urgent matter over there, so I should return to China early!" Her voice was low and empty!
"I'll help you take a look at the situation outside, see that you are tired and sweaty, and Haohao will rest in the back for a while." After that, Xiaobai hurriedly quit her brother's studio, she didn't want to be questioned by her brother, of course, the most important thing was to let her brother rest for a while, the younger brother was weak, since the serious illness, although the body has recovered, but there is still a difference in immunity and resistance compared to ordinary people.
Watching Doudou was happy to play with his new toys while jumping happily.
Cedar stepped forward and gently took Doudou's little hand, "Is it okay for Doudou to rest, my uncle asked you something, what's wrong with my mother?" ”
"She had a fight with Daddy in the morning!" Doudou was playing with the plane, his eyes flashed, and he was a little dark, "They quarreled fiercely, and then closed the door!" ”
Cedar's heart couldn't help but take a breath of cold air, and said to himself, "For what? ”
When Doudou heard it, he couldn't help but sigh as Cedar, "It seems to be for a water cup!" Adult things are so complicated! ”
…… It was Cedar's turn to stare wide-eyed.
Could this be the reason why my sister went back to the UK, but this is too fast, there must be something wrong in the middle, and the quarrel may not necessarily go back to the UK immediately? Cedar thought about it carefully, and couldn't help but think of Leng Xiaoxi and his wife.
"Sister Konishi," Cedar also called Konishi like a sister, "I want to ask you for help!" ”
"What's the matter?"
"My sister seems to be going back to the UK tomorrow, very suddenly, I don't know how to ask her, I'm worried that she has something on her mind, I don't want her to be wronged all the time. Trouble Sister Konishi! Cedar was worried, but he didn't tell Xiaoxi about the quarrel between his sister and Jiang Rui, and he didn't want to make a mess.