Chapter 318: Tormented
Gu Mou finally cleaned up the glass on Mo Ran's body and applied medicine, so he covered her with a quilt. Today's events must have had a great impact on Mo Ran, and he was afraid that Mo Ran would have a radical behavior after waking up, so he kept by Mo Ran's side.
Mo Ran fell asleep for four days, and during these four days, Gu Mou asked Chen Hai to take Mo Yuyan back to his other apartment, and temporarily let Chen Hai help take care of it, he now has no extra energy to separate from Mo Ran.
On the fifth day, Mo Ran woke up slowly, and when she opened her eyes, she was confused, but in just a few minutes, she remembered all the things. It's miserable, she didn't have amnesia this time!
Mo Ran laughed self-deprecatingly, it seems that God doesn't plan to let her forget everything this time, this should be a punishment, punish her for making Yun Moling suffer so many bad things.
Realizing that the place where she was was Gu Mou's villa, Mo Ran didn't feel too much, Yun Moling died, as if her consciousness was also dead, it didn't matter where she was, it didn't matter who she was with!
"Mo Ran, eat something." Gu Mou asked Wu's mother to make porridge after Mo Ran woke up, and he brought it to Mo Ran's bedside and gently called her name.
Mo Ran didn't react, she kept looking sideways at the window, in fact, there was nothing to see, so her eyes were not focused, just blankly open.
Gu Mou knew that Mo Ran was sad, so he didn't force her too much, but he was a little worried about her body, so he had to give Mo Ran glucose to ensure that she would not lack too much nutrition.
So Mo Ran just lay in bed like this, and another three days passed. Her hair was oily and her clothes should have changed, but she still didn't get up, didn't move, didn't even blink her eyes.
What Gu Mou didn't know was that Mo Ran didn't dare to sleep at all these days, as soon as she closed her eyes, she was all like Yun Moling, and he was covered in blood and asked her why she went to Gu Mou and why she killed him!
Mo Ran didn't dare to sleep, so he spent three days with his eyes open. His eyes were full of bloodshots, and the dark circles under his eyes seemed to fall off his face, Gu Mou looked at such a strange dye, and there was no other way than to worry. Mo Ran didn't speak, she didn't cry, she just looked like she was dead, motionless.
"She can't go on like this." Gu Mou sat on the sofa outside and said.
"If she doesn't sleep, the only way to get her to sleep is to use medication."
Although Gu Mou didn't want to inject Mo Ran with drugs, if he continued like this, Mo Ran would definitely not be able to hold on, and he wouldn't allow Mo Ran to have anything to do.
Mo Ran fell asleep today and didn't dream, because Gu Mou injected her with sleeping pills, she was unwilling, because she felt that this was a punishment given to her by God and she should bear it well, but she didn't have the strength to resist Gu Mou at all, so she could only watch the medicine being injected into her body and slowly close her eyes.
"Mo Ran, if you don't speak again, I'll let Yun Moling's bones be gone!" The next day, Gu Mou stood beside Mo Ran's bed and said this.
If only Yun Moling could stimulate her, then he was willing to be this villain, as long as Mo Ran was no longer as lifeless as he was now!
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However, Mo Ran's eyelashes trembled when he heard this, and then he opened his mouth: "Don't." ”
Because she hadn't eaten or drunk for a long time, Mo Ran's voice was hoarse, and her throat hurt so much that she couldn't stand it when she said these two words!
"Then you can tidy up and go downstairs to eat." Gu Mou saw that Mo Ran finally had a reaction, and he was happy in his heart, Mo Ran could hate him, it didn't matter, as long as she didn't buy and torture herself.
Mo Ran obediently got up, walked into the bathroom, and then went downstairs to sit at the dining table obediently, mechanically picking up chopsticks and stuffing food into his mouth. Because of Gu Mou's threat just now, she was very scared, she couldn't let Yun Moling die without peace!
In this way, Mo Ran's body finally got better, although she still didn't speak, but at least she wouldn't abuse herself again! During this period, Gu Mou asked Mo Yuyan to come and see Mo Ran. But Mo Ran still didn't speak, and he didn't even look at Mo Yuyan much.
Regarding Mo Ran's reaction, Mo Yuyan didn't understand, Gu Mou just explained that Mo Ran was sick, and didn't mention Yun Moling's death. Mo Yuyan nodded as if she didn't understand, and obediently returned to the apartment to stay with Chen Hai, and went to class on time every day.
Before you know it, it's winter, it snows every year in H City, and this year is no exception, Mo Ran sat by the bedroom window, with headphones in her ears, which was given to her by Gu Mou yesterday, saying that she could listen to songs when she was bored.
Mo Ran tried it today, and found that Yun Moling's voice would be quieter when there was a sound in his ears, so he just played music and listened to it all day.
Although Gu Mou also wanted to accompany Mo Ran at home all the time, the Gu family had to be in charge of him, so he could only run between the Gu family and the villa every day.
When Gu Mou came home today, he saw Mo Ran sitting by the window listening to the song with headphones plugged in, and called her name, but there was no response, he stepped forward, but he heard very clear music, and he was shocked, and immediately took off Mo Ran's headphones.
"Are you crazy? Open so loud! He didn't expect Mo Ran to turn up the volume to the maximum, and she just listened to it for a day? Doesn't your ears hurt?
Mo Ran still didn't speak, just reached out to get the earphones that Gu Mou had thrown aside, Gu Mou saw it, and immediately threw the earphones out along with the player and fell to the ground.
Mo Ran looked at the player with a black screen, thinking that it should have been broken! It's a pity that her ears are full of Yun Moling's voice again.
It was snowing outside, and everything turned white, Mo Ran leaned his head against the glass, looked outside in a daze, and no longer paid attention to Gu Mou next to him.
Gu Mou had no choice but to go out. Now outside the door, he sighed, Mo Ran became like this, all because of him, he was both heartbroken and self-blaming, he thought that if he stayed away from Mo Ran, he would be able to keep his ordeal from affecting her, but he found that as long as Mo Ran knew him, she would be hurt unstoppably! It turned out that from the day I met him, Mo Ran was destined to be tortured!
Mo Ran actually didn't blame Gu Mou at all, because Gu Mou didn't know that she would go to the dock that day, and he also let her leave, but she didn't leave by herself!
She hated herself, and she wanted to leave like this to follow Yun Moling in the middle of the night countless times, but as long as she thought about it
When it came to Mo Yu, who was still young, she couldn't let go of everything. It's her who is sorry for Yun Moling, it's her cowardice, and it has nothing to do with everyone! These thoughts tormented her every day and made her miserable.
But this is also what she should bear, she can't complain, so she simply stopped talking, and just endured it silently.
Late at night, Mo dyed on the rooftop, seeing the lush champagne roses still open, she couldn't tell what mood she was, she stood on the edge of the rooftop, feeling the cold wind and cold snowflakes of the winter night.
Snowflakes fell on her face, melting into water, which was very immersive. But Mo Ran didn't feel cold, she didn't seem to feel anything! Wouldn't it be nice to jump? Will all the pain be relieved? She doesn't have to blame herself anymore, no matter how guilty she is, she can also say sorry to Yun Moling in person? Thinking so, Mo Ran's legs took a small step forward.
Suddenly, Gu Mou appeared at the door of the rooftop, and when he saw the crumbling Mo Ran, his heart was pinched.
"Mo Ran, you come down!"
Hearing the sound, Mo Ran turned his head and tilted his head suspiciously when he saw Gu Mou and Wu Ma. Don't they want her dead? But what's the point of her life! So Mo Ran is still moving forward.
Gu Mou was so frightened that his heartbeat almost stopped, but he didn't dare to rush up and hug Mo Ran, for fear of stimulating her, so he could only say things that hurt her.
"If you dare to jump, I will let Chen Hai dig up Yun Moling and throw it to the jackals and wild dogs!"
Mo Ran stopped, not daring to move again! just looked at Gu Mou resentfully, his eyes were red! Why, this man still threatens himself now! Why can't he see her better! Obviously, she was relieved when she jumped!
Gu Mou strode up to her while Mo was in a daze, dragged her off the rooftop, and carried her back to the bedroom directly. He felt that Mo Ran would become mute sooner or later if he didn't speak like this!
"Mo Ran, speak." Gu Mou reached out and grabbed Mo Ran's jaw and forced her to speak. But Mo Ran just looked at him so straightly, his mouth closed tightly.
"Don't force me to do anything to Yun Moling." Gu Mou said this, and Mo Ran reacted.
"What the hell do you want from me?" Mo Ran said helplessly, she didn't know what Gu Mou wanted her! Want her to die? Then why didn't you let her jump just now? Good for her? For her good, how could you do this to her! She really can't understand Gu Mou, she has never understood it!
"I want you to live well." Stop killing yourself and stop having trouble with yourself.
"How to live? The man who loves me the most in this world is dead! He died, you know, for me! Mo Ran smiled, this was the first time she had said so many words in a long time, her heart would throb with every word, Mo Ran had to hold down her chest, and tears fell so silently.
can cry, it means that it is much better than some time ago, gu mou comforted himself so much, trying to let himself ignore what Mo Ran said just now that the person who loves her the most is Yun Moling.
He didn't want to deal with a person who had already died, but the most insidious person in the world, he would never admit that it was Yun Moling, even if the deceased was the greatest, he would not agree! It's just that now he can't object to Mo Ran!
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Even if he dies, I will not allow you to die with him. Gu Mou said firmly.
"Heh, why did you decide for me?" Mo Ran smiled hard, laughing and crying, she suddenly felt that they were all pathetic, in this relationship, all three of them were scarred!
"Just because I love you!"
The only person he loves in this life is Mo Ran, so no matter what happens, he doesn't allow Mo Ran to torture himself, not for any reason, he wants to let Mo Ran live, no matter what despicable way he uses!
(End of chapter)