Chapter 55: I'll Help You Find Them

At night, Yuran settled her parents and walked out of the house, the night outside was surprisingly quiet, she glanced in the direction of the guest room, there was no light, Fang Ziye may have slept a long time ago, right? The feeling of sudden separation is really a little unaccustomed, she found a stone step and sat down in a mood like this night, how can the sun not get up, suddenly knew that her biological mother was no longer alive, the long-awaited mood was reduced to the freezing point, the tears that she had endured for a long time suddenly seemed to be the water that burst the embankment and surged down, she covered her face with her hands and cried silently.

A strong arm pulled her into a warm embrace, you didn't need to look at her to know that it was Fang Ziye, he hadn't fallen asleep yet, Yuran hugged him willfully, until her emotions calmed down, she sat up straight and said, "How do you know I'm here?"

"I saw it when you came out, and I came over for fear that your tears would wash your nose away."

"How is that possible!" Yuran burst into tears and laughed.

"Finally willing to smile, you can't give up this afternoon."

Yuran sighed and said leisurely, "I've been thinking about it for so many years, what kind of woman can bear to abandon her own flesh and blood, and she has never looked for it for so many years, it turns out that she is no longer alive."

Fang Ziye patted her on the shoulder comfortingly and said, "I will help you find your grandparents, maybe they are also trying to find you." Fang Ziye gently soothed her.

"There is a person who should know where they are." Yu Ran suddenly remembered the man and said.

"Who?" Fang Ziye asked suspiciously.

"Xu Tianxiong."

"You mean Xu Monroe's father?"

"Yes, it's him, do you remember the dinner you took me to? I wandered around the yard because I was bored, and Xu Shixiong kept following me, paying attention to me, saying that I looked exactly like one of his friends, and at that time I didn't think I had a half-dime relationship with his friend, so I didn't take his words seriously. ”

"So what? Does it have anything to do with this? ”

"That friend of his, who also died of brain cancer, so how could there be such a coincidence, maybe that friend of hiss is really my mother."

"Then will your father be ......" Fang Ziye looked at her thoughtfully.

"Don't guess, I know what you're thinking, my dad won't be Xu Tianxiong." Yu Ran said affirmatively.

"Why?"

"If I was really his friend's daughter, and that friend of his, who later married someone else, so my dad was someone else."

"If that person is your mother, then what is the relationship between him and Xu Tianxiong?"

"They used to be a pair of lovers, and later, Xu Tianxiong didn't know why he went abroad, and when he came back, that person was already married, and it was yin and yang."

"Why hasn't your dad looked for you in all these years? Don't you think it's a little strange? Fang Ziye asked suspiciously.

"I don't know, my mom didn't mention my dad, maybe she doesn't love my dad." Yuran said leisurely.

Fang Ziye stretched out his hand and hugged Yuran in his arms again and said: Don't think about it anymore, you must be in a good mood with a baby now, understand?

"Got it." Yu Ran nodded obediently, enjoying the tranquility and harmony between the two of them at this moment.

"Why lie to my parents that you're just a department manager?" Yu Ran said suddenly.

"Then they won't worry about you, find an ordinary man to get married and have children, isn't this the life you have always wanted?"

"But, that's all made up by you, isn't it, since I met you, I'm getting farther and farther away from that kind of life." Yuran said softly.

"Isn't it good to be with me?" Fang Ziye hugged her hard, he knew that he should let go of her and let her pursue the life she wanted, but he was just reluctant to let go of her, if one day he had to give up, he didn't know what he should do.

Yuran secretly sniffed his unique manly smell in his shoulder socket, isn't it good to be with him? Yu Ran didn't know how to answer, these days of getting along Yu Ran found that she was becoming more and more dependent on this man, and she was afraid that she would really fall in love with him.

"I'm never, never, going to fall in love with you, you know?" Yuran whispered, as if she was saying it to him, and it was like saying it to herself.

"Are you scared to fall in love with me?"

"Yes, I'm going to hell because I'm in love with you."

"Actually, even if you fall into hell, you don't have to be afraid, because I will protect you with my life." Fang Ziye whispered, he was also at a loss about the future of the two people, because between them was Zibai, the person who would never be able to bring them together.

Fang Ziye kissed the top of her head with pity and said soothingly: "Don't always think cranky, give birth to the baby with peace of mind, don't always think about leaving, you have to stay by my side to be at ease, understand?"

In his gentle words, Yu Ran nodded meekly as if by magic.

"That's good." Fang Ziye smiled and ruffled her hair.

Yu Ran dissatisfiedly dodged his demon grasp and glared at him, "Why do you always like to mess with my hair?"

"Because I like you with, every time I mess up your hair, the thorns all over your body will stand up, and it looks so cute." Fang Ziye said with a smile in his eyebrows.

"You're really a superb man, what man doesn't like the gentle and virtuous type, but you like the prickly, be careful which day you provoke me, I put up all the thorns in my body, and then stab your head and bleed?" Yu Ran said fiercely.

Fang Ziye smiled and rubbed her hair again and said, "You won't, because you are too kind, your thorns are just a bluff, and you would rather hurt yourself than others, that's why you live here with me." He pointed to his chest.

Yu Ran's heart tightened suddenly, she looked at the handsome man in front of her in a daze, I don't know when he also quietly touched his heartstrings, Yu Ran didn't know what she would feel when the two of them were separated one day, and whether her heart would hurt.

"What are you thinking? Wasn't it so distracted, were you moved by my words? Fang Ziye said with a smile.

"You know I can't live with you, and one day yours will have a woman who matches you." Yuran said softly.

Fang Ziye didn't speak, only hugged her slowly and forcefully, and only said softly after a long time: "Let's go away and fly high, okay?" Go to a place where no one knows us, work at sunrise and rest at sunset, men plough and women weave. Fang Ziye looked at the distant sky with a long look and whispered.

"Then this person must not be called Fang Ziye, how can you leave your only relative, and I can't do anything against my conscience."

"I know, so let's cherish the present and not think about unhappy things, okay?"

Yu Ran nodded, yes, the time for the two of them to live together should not be much, since there are certain facts, whether they are happy or painful, they can't change the reality, since they don't hate him anymore, then follow their hearts.

Fang Ziye was afraid that she would be cold, took off his coat and draped it on her body, and said, "Sit with me for a while, I haven't seen such a bright night sky for a long time, every day I live in the metropolis, the sky is shrouded in haze, and I forget what it really looks like." ”

"yes, I haven't seen it in a long time, it's really beautiful." Yu Ran raised his head and looked at the vast sea of stars and the rolling clouds above his head stupidly, until his neck was sore, he had to hang his head, and when he saw Fang Ziye, who was still admiring the night sky, he asked curiously: "Isn't your neck sore?"

Fang Ziye lowered his head with a smile and said, "Who said that it wasn't sour, but I was stupid when I saw you, so I had to accompany you."

Yu Ran felt that Fang Ziye was very easy-going tonight, unlike him in the past, cold and with countless edges and corners.

"Can I ask you a question?" Yuran asked suddenly.

"Say." A very simple word.

"Why me?"

"What?" Fang Ziye was stunned by her nonsensical words.

"You're in such good condition, any woman is willing to climb into your bed, why do you have to always be involved with me?"

"Would the woman who climbed into my bed include you?" Fang Ziye asked with a smile.

"Not including me, of course, we are not people of the same world at all."

"It's your talent from another world that makes me interested, you are optimistic, upward, tenacious, and kind, so I like you Yuran, I really like you." Fang Ziye looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to convey the sincerity of his soul to Yu Ran.

Yu Ran indulged in his gaze and forgot to move, forgot to speak, if he got along with Fang Ziye like this, Yu Ran was worried that he would really fall in love with him.

"Let's go back!" Yu Ran stood up violently as if he was running away from something, and because he had been doing it for too long, he was too anxious, and his body instantly lost his balance and threw himself to the ground.

Yuran instinctively protected her abdomen, and she could never hurt the child no matter what.

Fang Ziye was so frightened by Yu Ran's instant situation that his heart rose to his throat, and before he had time to think, he threw himself on the ground and caught Yu Ran's fallen body.

Without the pain she wanted, Yuran's hanging heart finally let go, and Fang Ziye, who caught her, fell heavily to the ground.

"How are you?" Yu Ran hurriedly stood up to check on Fang Ziye's condition, and her heart was extremely nervous.

"Are you alright?" Fang Ziye asked with a painful frown.

"I'm fine, how are you?" Yu Ran asked worriedly.

"As long as you're okay, why did you fall just now? Is there something uncomfortable? Fang Ziye stood up and carefully checked if Yu Ran was unusual.

"It's really okay, my legs are numb after sitting for a long time just now, you don't have to worry." Yu Ran said embarrassedly.

"I'm going to be a mother, and I'm still so reckless, why am I in such a hurry? Worried that I ate you? Fang Ziye looked at her seriously.

"I didn't, I just wanted to go back sooner." Yu Ran said embarrassedly, not daring to look him in the eyes.

"Is that really the case? You seem to be avoiding me again. Fang Ziye said seriously.

"Why am I hiding from you? I didn't. Yuran said exaggeratedly.

"You're afraid of falling in love with me, aren't you?" Fang Ziye looked directly at her.

"I didn't, I said, I would never fall in love with you." Yuran looked back at him stubbornly, with resoluteness in her eyes.

The two of them were in a stalemate like this for a while, and Fang Ziye finally sighed helplessly and said, "Okay, I'll send you back." After saying that, he beat her up horizontally.

Yu Ran instinctively hugged his neck, Fang Ziye's unique manly smell rushed to her nose, and Yu Ran struggled embarrassedly: "You let me down, I can go by myself."

"Don't move, be honest if you don't want to wrestle anymore." Fang Ziye said angrily, Fang Ziye was very angry about what Yu Ran said just now, men may be like this, even if he can't give a woman a future, he hopes that woman will fall in love with him, it's all damn vanity, right?

Yuran nestled in his arms and didn't dare to move anymore, she knew that he was angry, and he did anything when he was angry, so she never dared to touch his reverse scales.

Along the way, neither of them spoke and were in a stalemate, and when they arrived at the bedroom arranged by the dean for Yuran, Yuran found that the rooms of the two people were adjacent.

Fang Ziye opened the door and put Yu Ran on the bed and then turned around and prepared to leave without saying anything, the moment he turned around, Yu Ran was stunned to find that pieces of blood oozed from Fang Ziye's back, and his heart was instantly filled with self-blame: "Wait, you are injured!" Yu Ran grabbed Fang Ziye, who was about to leave, and said worriedly.

Fang Ziye looked at his back from the mirror and said lightly: "It's okay, it's just a small injury, you go to bed early tomorrow and we'll leave early tomorrow, there's something going on over there in the company."

"I'll help you with your wounds." Yuran hurriedly said.

"No, I'll take care of it myself." After speaking, without waiting for Yu Ran to react, the person had already walked out, and then Yu Ran heard the sound of the door shutting hard.

Yuran was stunned in place for a while, she didn't want to care about him, she couldn't sleep on the bed over and over again, her mind was full of men's bleeding backs, and in the end, she put on her shoes irritably, went to the dean to find abrasion medicine and knocked on the door next door.

"Is there something wrong?" Fang Ziye opened the door naked.

"I got you some medicine?" Yu Ran shook the medicine in his hand and said.

"No need for a little injury." Fang Ziye said lightly that he had kept her out.

"Are you going to let me in and help you with the medicine or are you going to keep me standing here? You can only choose one or the other. Yu Ran also looked at him stubbornly, with resoluteness in his eyes.

Fang Ziye stared at her for a long time before she dodged away and opened the door, Yu Ran really didn't know what Fang Ziye was angry about, the relationship between the two could only be said to be a bed relationship, not even a lover.

Putting the medicine on the bedside table, she turned to look at Fang Ziye, her eyes full of determination.

"Get on the bed." She commanded.

Fang Ziye lay on the bed very reluctantly, the snow-white sheets accompanied the smooth and sturdy wheat complexion exuding an alluring aura, Yu Ran easily turned his gaze away, picked up the ointment and began to examine his wounds, the wounds were basically caused by gravity friction, some places were scraped deeply, and blood oozed from time to time, if he didn't catch himself in time, then it would be himself who was injured, and even the child in his belly would be hurt.

She gently helped him wipe the wound with cotton wool, for fear that it would make him more painful if she was not careful, a series of cleaning, sterilization, anti-inflammatory, and finally put a band-aid on the large and small openings, and she raised her head with a red face. "Okay, don't get wet for a few days to prevent infection." She admonished.

Fang Ziye didn't make a sound, Yu Ran thought he was asleep, and gently covered him with a quilt and stared deeply at that handsome face, if there was no Zibai between the two people, would they come together? Probably not, this man is too good, too eye-catching, no matter how much she wants to catch it, she sighed silently and walked out of the room and gently closed the door.

Fang Ziye clenched his fists and slowly opened his eyes at the moment the door closed, how could he sleep, she was so close to him, he could smell the aroma of her body after bathing, how long had he not been with a woman? Fang Ziye felt that it had been a century, since the woman was pregnant, he had never touched her, not that he didn't want to, but he didn't dare, he could never forget the extreme feeling that body brought him, every time in the dead of night, he really wanted to knock on her door and press her under him to hurt and love, but he didn't dare, this was the most powerless thing he had ever done in his life, she didn't love him, and she couldn't fall in love with him, it was he who ruined her wedding, her love, her dreams and her innocence, how could he ask her to fall in love with him, now she is pregnant, The child may be his, as long as she can stay by his side, be able to see her every day, take care of her, he will be satisfied, what more could he ask for? As long as she doesn't hate him anymore.