Chapter 392: How to Hold On

My wife can do housework, cook delicious food, look good and beautiful, and she is really the kind of peerless beauty who can go to the hall and go down to the kitchen.

- Ji Yang thought that he had married the most perfect woman in the world.

Possessed her, possessed her.

But at a certain moment, he suddenly realized that he had not really entered the depths of this woman's heart.

It was as if a man who had committed the most heinous crimes had been sentenced to death by shooting in a solemn courtroom, and his heart had fallen into a valley of ice, and he had been tumbling and sinking.

Why does he feel guilty at the same time as he is uncomfortable?

In the face of Ji Yang's repeated accusations, Jian Yan was very calm.

I don't say it so that everyone doesn't worry-

Such commonplace reasons, no matter how justified they may be stated, are pale in comparison.

Don't let everyone worry, this lack of strength reason, tell others, maybe it's okay.

But here in Ji Yang, it can't be perfunctory.

Jian Yan looked at him calmly and said lightly: "I think it's fair." ”

"Fair?" Ji Yang seemed to be facing an unsolvable problem.

"yes, that's fair." The answer may not be the most correct, but the words sound very reasonable. "Your parents' affairs, my parents' affairs, we don't interfere with each other. I think that's fair. ”

That's right.

The guilt in Ji Yang's heart came from here.

Just as he rarely mentioned his parents to Jian Yan, Jian Yan rarely told him about her parents.

That's fair enough.

However, from the moment he discovers that their respective mothers have crossed paths, this fairness has been broken.

Chu Han and Sheng Can.

Ji Yang originally thought that they didn't know each other.

In short, on his birthday, the disc that appeared.

There is a photo of Chu Han and Sheng Can in the disc!

It was before seeing that photo that Ji Yang thought that the two deceased women in the photo did not know each other.

Ji Yang's thoughts were occupied by the photos on the CD. Suddenly, he heard the words simply:

"How long are you going to hide it from me? You think if you hide it from me, I won't know? You want me to confess to you, when have you ever confessed to me? ”

The feelings are mutual.

There is no one who blindly gives without any emotional response.

"I know..."

Ji Yang had a lot to say, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he found it very difficult.

If all the good feelings can be expressed smoothly, there may not be so many psychological barriers between people.

Ji Yang adjusted his chaotic mood and spoke again: "I know... No matter how your parents left, it's not impossible for you to mourn them, I just don't want you to get too caught up in their grief. Sad, sad and hurtful, have you ever considered the feelings of those around you who care about you? ”

"You... It's not the same yet. Jian Yan smiled bitterly, "We just choose in different ways." You were influenced by your mother to enter the entertainment industry, and I... I'm the most susceptible to the people around me... I also feel that these influences are the best gift they have given me. ”

Like her grandfather, she has a good financial acumen, like her grandfather and father, with a strong character and a strong body, and like her mother, she is also as loyal to her feelings as her parents...

Of course, she was also influenced by Ji Yang.

Otherwise, how could she suddenly set foot in the showbiz on a whim!

Ji Yang was very weak, so powerless that he couldn't lose his temper with Jian Yan.

There was silence between the two for a while before he said, "You have a good rest, and when you are well, we can talk about it again." ”

In short, the current physical and mental condition is not very stable.

Let her rest in peace for a few days.

After that, Jian Yan also knew that he had made a fuss in Dorsett Supermarket and made headlines.

Looking at the comments that are good, bad and irrelevant, in short, they are calm on the surface, but they are not indifferent.

The emotional color between those words, whether it is good or bad, positive or negative, she can absorb and digest. Those who can do this have big hearts.

Sometimes, having a big heart is not something that is acceptable. Obviously he cares about everything, but people mistakenly think that this person doesn't care about anything.

Ji Yang is like this.

In the past ten years in the entertainment industry, he has experienced many negative news and been hacked by many people, he himself can't tell how much. His heart has long been trained to be incomparably strong.

In short, his heart may not be strong enough to be his level.

No matter how strong Ji Yang's heart is, he is vulnerable and vulnerable in front of her.

In short, I drank Shen Songling's special medicine in the hospital for two days, and all aspects of my body recovered well.

After another two days, Jian Yan was discharged from the hospital.

She went straight to the cemetery.

This day is the death day of her parents.

Outside the cemetery, there are a lot of cars.

In the cemetery, there are many people.

These are the people who came to pay tribute to the martyrs who died in that terrorist act more than 10 years ago.

When all these people were gone, Jian Yan appeared in front of his parents' tombstones.

Looking at the two young faces on the tombstone, he briefly reported to them the recent situation of himself and Sheng Zhengyu:

"I'm fine... It is... Sometimes it feels like the whole world doesn't want me to come out of the shadow of your death. Every time I thought to myself that he would pass by here, when I was about to go back, something would come out of nowhere to remind me...

Uncle... I'll tell you I'm sorry first, my uncle won't be able to come to see you this year. He himself told me that he was very busy, but in fact he was injured by equipment on the Gobi Desert, and his legs and feet were very inconvenient. Teacher Jiang Hui told me. Teacher Jiang is a good person...

Ji Yang... I seldom bring him to see you. Over the years together, I've been with him... It seems like we've never shown each other something that's hidden in our hearts... Perhaps, we are not suitable to be together. Mom and Dad, when you were alive, you also gathered less and left more, how did you persevere? ”

"It's not all because your mother is shameless and skinny!" Shen Songling's voice suddenly broke in. "No matter where your dad goes and what mission he does, your mom can find all kinds of irrefutable reasons to go to your dad's place and brush up on your dad's presence! So it's not surprising to see your dad in the swamp or in the rainforest! ”

Seeing that Jian Yan was not in the hospital, and knowing that today was a special day, Shen Songling knew that she had come here.

He stayed around here for a long time before he squatted down to this girl.

After complaining about Sheng Can for a few words, Shen Songling immediately told Jian Yan in front of the object of the complaint: "Look at your girl tossing herself!" ”